Pedestrian A is always serious

"When did you find out that you have such a situation?"

Dr. Jian flipped through the medical records twice with her slender fingers, and then she began to observe the girl in front of her who looked like a high school student with her pair of contradictory eyes that seemed to be able to see through the hearts of others. boys.

Shen replied calmly, "Some time ago, it may have been like this before but I didn't find it myself."

"You mean, you've always had such symptoms of lack of emotional expression?"

"...It should be." Shen thought for a while.

"Has anything serious happened?"

"No, I've been living a normal life... um... There was a car accident in the third year of high school, but the symptoms should have been there before the car accident." Shen was very sure, because what he said was that he had had it for a long time. Symptoms, not the "original body" of this world.

Dr. Jian took out a pen and began to record, "Can you tell me about the situation at home, what do your parents do?"

Shen told the other party truthfully, "Father is the manager of the group, and mother is the person in charge of the supermarket."

"Is the relationship between parents good?"

"..."

Dr. Jian understood clearly, "Are you divorced?"

Shen just shook his head.

"Which one of your parents spent more time with you when you were young?"

"..."

"It's okay, you can tell me." Dr. Jian tried to make Shen relax. She found that Shen was tense all over. This is not a good psychological healing state.

Shen Jiu was just hesitating, because what he said was about the original owner, of course he couldn't tell others that he was not Shen Jiu of this world at all, of course Shen was dead in this world, he came from another world Such words as the soul!At that time, the place he was going to was not a psychotherapy room but a mental hospital!

He also has no way to tell his own affairs, because he can't remember anything before except for the memory after entering the orphanage for three years.

"Not at all. If I have to say it, my mother and I should spend a little more time together."

"So your parents rarely appear together in front of you, right? Why are the two of you having a bad relationship?"

"..."

Doctor Jane smiled slightly, "Don't be afraid, you can trust me completely!"

"Dad cheated, and mom used to love him very much."

Dr. Jian nodded without showing any surprise or difference. I heard that Chinese people are quite conservative. I don't know if this is one of the reasons.

"Where's mom? Is mom treating you well?"

"..." Shen began to recall the past of the original body, "It's not good, she always monitors me, asks me, restrains me..."

Doctor Jian silently stopped writing in his hand, "Have you ever told anyone else about this?"

Shen shook his head.

……

"It is initially judged that he has an avoidant personality, confrontational self-protection due to lack of security, and the feedback given to me after checking there is that there is no problem with the facial nerves, so it is likely that his own psychological shadow made him subconsciously unwilling Show your emotions through your facial expressions," Doctor Jian handed Shi Zhan the checklist, "His current condition is completely caused by psychological problems, and these symptoms are usually caused by some things or blows he encountered when he was young , I guess his mother may have done something to him when he was young, such as not allowing him to laugh at home or not allowing him to express his emotions, etc..."

Shi Zhan's face was gloomy. He remembered that time when he went to Shen Jiu's house, Shen once told him solemnly that his mother asked the servants to watch him. Only Shen would do this, but I didn't expect...

"I suggest that you communicate with him more often, understand his inner state, and let him learn to release his emotions, which will help to cure his illness as soon as possible."

When Shi Zhan came back after taking the medicine, Shen struggled for a while, and decided to test his mouth first, "Do you want...to do counseling too?"

Shi Zhan looked puzzled, "What am I doing as a tutor?"

I really don't know what's wrong with me...

"You don't need to see a psychiatrist if you have any problems. A psychiatrist can also help with some psychological dredging and prevention." Looking at Shi Zhan's face, Shen rolled his Adam's apple up and down, "Didn't you...have a bad sleep all the time? You can ask Ask the doctor if there is any way to help sleep?"

The words "poor sleep" sounded like a wake-up call to Shi Zhan. The tyranny and decadence of the night invaded his brain. If he dares to face it, if he opens this door, he may lose his sanity.

For some reason, he had this premonition.

Despite the turbulent waves inside, Shi Zhan still smiled and stroked his long hair, "I won't suffer from insomnia when you are by my side."

"I don't need to see a doctor, I'm fine."

Shen looked at Shi Zhan's nonchalant look, and sighed inwardly.

Sure enough... Just like in the novel, Shi Zhan would never admit that he was sick. That memory was a taboo for him. He lost his family, experienced betrayal, lost his dignity and fighting spirit. Asking him to go through those pains again would be tantamount to ripping open his devastated heart.

take it easy……

Hopsis International University Business School St. Paul Avenue.

The sun is just right, and the snow-white pigeons are pecking at the green grass on both sides of the road. The spring infects every cell in the grass, outlining a sense of vitality and peace.There are a lot of people feeding pigeons here, which has become a beautiful landscape in Hopsis.

"Where are you going later?" The young students had just finished class and were discussing their next destination.

"Go to George Street. I haven't had breakfast this morning and I'm very hungry."

"I'm not going anywhere! I failed the exam and have no appetite at all. You two go!"

"Okay then, do you need us to bring you something?"

"Then help me... Huh?" The female student unintentionally raised her head to let her see a shocking scene, "Look quickly, there is a person over there!"

A loud cry attracted the attention of everyone nearby, and they looked in the direction the female student was pointing at.

At the top of Hopsis’s 35-meter-high iconic building, the clock tower, a boy stood outside the pendulum. He didn’t know how to climb up. There was no guardrail on the pendulum. His position was too dangerous, and one step was hell .

Dr. Jian suggested that Shen go out more to get in touch with the sun and the crowd, and do more things to stimulate dopamine and mobilize his emotions, so even though Shi Zhan and Shen just didn't like the excitement, they still came to St. Paul's Avenue to watch the pigeons.

A little foreign girl who is only a few years old runs around chasing pigeons, "Pigeons! Pigeons! Come here! Don't run away from pigeons!"

Childish voice, innocent and brilliant.

The breeze was blowing, and Shen's thoughts of being afraid of other people's eyes at the beginning had all disappeared. Maybe it was Shi Zhan who gave him a sense of security by his side, or the picture in front of him was really beautiful. I think this trip is a very cost-effective thing to go out.

"Look quickly! There's someone over there!"

Shi Zhan and Shen looked over, and the girl not far away pointed to the top of the big clock tower and exclaimed. There stood a boy from Huaguo, like a puppet who had lost his soul, looking at his feet in despair.

"Mommy, what is that person doing?" The little girl's curious voice was childish.

The young mother immediately covered the little girl's eyes, "May God bless, may God bless! This is not what you should look at, my baby!"

"What are you doing in a daze! Call me!"

"Oh, ah, ah, he jumped!"

At the same time, the big clock tower made a loud sound, and at the same time, the figure on the clock tower fell rapidly, the pigeons started up, and blood splattered everywhere.

"what--!"

Shen felt familiar just now, and now he got closer and saw clearly the corpse lying on the ground.

Shi Zhan Shen Jiu's hand, he was afraid of Shen Jiu.

But what Shen felt was not fear. The Huaguo boy lying in a pool of blood was the one who had blocked him in the library. He had also been to the BITC viewing area to watch the game, and Shen remembered him.

"Know him?" Shi Zhan stared at Shen all the time, not like fear, but regret.

Shen just nodded.

The news of the falling building spread quickly, and in less than an hour, the vicinity of the business school was surrounded by various media, newspapers and clubs.

[Hua Guo people, that is a Hua Guo people! 】

[Hua people jumped off a building in country A, this is big international news! 】

[Why did he commit suicide? 】

【suicide!How can this be international news?Don't keep talking about international affairs, okay?Re: Gavin11]

[I heard that the exam is not ideal. 】

[What a pity, this is a young life! 】

[No, it has nothing to do with the exam, this boy replied because of emotional problems: valmalove]

[The Canal Evening News stated that it was because of breaking up with a female lover who had been in love for many years and was hit, so he couldn't think about jumping off the building. 】

【It's not worth pity at all. I don't cherish my own life, so I should pity his parents. His son committed suicide by jumping off a building because of a woman.Reply: zjh_e88]

[Why is it because of a woman?He is still so young, and he is still a student of Hopesis, so he can find better ones? 】

[A person who is too cowardly cannot survive, even if he has a superb IQ! 】

……

At the dining table, everyone was watching the news. Hopsis University is the most famous institution of higher learning in country A. Almost every channel is reporting on the big clock tower jumping event during the day.And all the media reported that this matter was trapped by love and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

Shi Zhan remained silent, observing Shen Jiu's expression, afraid that he would feel uncomfortable because of the day's events, but looking at Shen Jiu's appearance, he couldn't see why.

"After dinner, shall we take a walk around the neighborhood?" If the incident during the day left a psychological shadow on Shen and affected his subsequent treatment, Shi Zhan would be very sorry, because it was he who proposed to go to Shenggeli Avenue watching pigeons.

"Okay." Shen just had nothing to do.

[The author has something to say: Shi Zhan: Shen Chen, don't be afraid, hold my hand!

Shen Jiu: ... (with a look of disgust (ー_ー)!!) It's not me who is afraid, it is you who are afraid, little brat!

Shi Zhan: Hey, Shen Shen protects me! ?(???ε???)∫?

……

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