Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu settled down, and for the time being suppressed the chaotic thoughts in his heart. Whether it is this life or the previous life, anyway, after adding them together, although he has experienced many dangerous and violent things since he was a child, but if he is serious Counting it all together, he has never really tasted the taste of setbacks many times, but this time Beitang Zunyue didn't give him any chance, he said categorically and broke, and tore apart the two without any pretense. The intimate relationship between people has lasted for several years. As a man of the Beitang family, Beitang Rongdu also has extreme pride and self-respect. In fact, when he was angry, he didn't tell himself that he should give up, but this It's clear that it can't be done--after all, he seems to understand what feelings are like, and how can he let go easily?

--Perhaps in this world, at the beginning, many people and many things will bear the fruit of heartache and heartache later, because when a person cares about you very much, you just take it for granted and don't pay attention , and when he leaves one day, you suddenly realize that he is indispensable. Many people often spend a lifetime, and finally realize that there is only one thing: for those who really care about themselves, You must treat him doubly well.

Beitang Rongdu was thinking wildly in his mind, but on the other hand, he maintained a calm and leisurely expression on his face. From the tip of his eyebrows to the corners of his eyes, he could only comprehend the unspeakable romance, perhaps with a little restraint. , not to be too ostentatious, he poked at the malachite rosary beads on his wrist with his hand a little self-deprecatingly, and the beads were polished one by one to be extremely mellow, like a cold heart, Beitang Rongdu thought that he might be He has always been too shrewd, so sometimes he is not smart enough, he cares about the gains and losses of dealings, and refuses to give the slightest extra. Beitang Zunyue's resoluteness this time is actually a punishment in a certain sense, although it did not hurt him. , moving his bones, even without any direct harm to the body, but the more this kind of soft knife that does not see blood, it will really make people feel pain and heartache, because the world can easily hurt you the most. The most painful must be your important person... Beitang Rongdu suddenly pulled the corner of his thin mouth, and almost sneered, he didn't believe the nonsense of "I'm lucky, I'm dead", man Man, you shouldn't be sloppy in doing things, and you shouldn't moan about illness, blame yourself, and imitate the coy attitude of that little son and daughter. Anyway, it was Beitang Zunyue who first extended the hand between the two of you, and now he retracts it. It doesn't really mean anything. In this world, as long as a person is still alive, it means that everything can be repeated.

...In the blink of an eye, I don't know when, the wind started to blow. Although the sky didn't seem to be particularly cloudy, it gave people a posture like it was about to rain. Cold raindrops fell from the ground, and the raindrops hit the ground directly, and immediately shattered into countless small raindrops. Fortunately, the rain was not heavy, and the two sat under the flower stand, The densely entangled flower vines covered the top of the head, almost filtering the rainwater. Beitang Rongdu put his hands on his knees, then stood up, glanced at the sky and said: "...It's raining, it must be a shower, let's Go back first."

Hearing the words, Mu Qinghan also stood up and said, "That's fine." As he spoke, his eyes suddenly and inadvertently moved to the ground, and then stopped there. Beitang Rongdu was wearing today. They are shoes woven with cattail grass. Because of the cool nature of cattail catkins, even aristocratic families often wear such shoes on informal occasions in hot summer. They are cool and warm, and very comfortable. A section of snow-white lake silk trousers was exposed from the hem of Tang Rongdu's robe. He just stood there, the straw sandal on his left foot unknowingly came loose from the strap tied between his ankles. It is as beautiful as jade, the skin on it is crystal clear and tender, the toes are plump and moist, ten pink and white toenails are quietly embedded on it, it is shockingly beautiful, but it is not the slender and delicate woman, and the size is obviously about the same The length of an adult man, the blue shoelace on the left foot, made of double-strand silk rope, is half-drooping and loose on the instep. Beitang Rongdu obviously noticed the strangeness, looked down, and then bent down to tie it. However, before he could make a move, Mu Qinghan suddenly took a step ahead of him and squatted down.

Beitang Rongdu stood there in a daze, as if slightly taken aback by the man's actions without any warning, he looked down and saw Mu Qinghan squatting in front of him without a sound, and then very naturally He reached out and picked up the loose shoelaces on Beitang Rongdu's instep. At this time, Beitang Rongdu didn't know why, but when he saw Mu Qinghan's completely subconscious natural movements, he suddenly felt a little disturbed, or It was surprise, and at the same time, my heart beat a few more times in an instant, but not only didn't I feel that it was very abrupt, but I even felt a faint familiarity, and I didn't know why I had no reason to refuse the other party to do this- -When he was still in another identity, the person in front of him had worn shoes for him more than once.

Beitang Rongdu stood where he was not surprised. Although the expression on his face was a little turbulent because of Mu Qinghan's unexpected behavior, he didn't obviously want to take his feet back. He just stood there without moving. The dense flowers and leaves on the top of the head entangled a rain-free world, completely covering the two of them, and keeping the rain outside, Mu Qinghan just moved neatly under Beitang Rongdu's unexplainable gaze After a few strokes, he fastened the straps of the straw sandals for the other party, and then slowly stood up. Only at this time, Mu Qinghan paused for a moment, as if he suddenly realized what he had just done, so he came back to his senses His first reaction was to look at Beitang Rongdu in front of him, an unnatural color flashed in his black eyes, but he quickly returned to his original state, as if he didn't think there was anything wrong with his behavior just now, It was as if he had been sitting beside Beitang Rongdu for so long, willingly bent down occasionally in front of his loved one, just to help him tie his shoelaces.

Beitang Rongdu looked at the faint expression on the man's face, and did not speak in a tacit understanding. He knew that this man's actions just now were not deliberate, it should be out of habit, and he just did it subconsciously, but Beitang Rongdu thought , but there was a little bit of an indescribable feeling. Recalling Mu Qinghan's actions when he put on his shoes and tied the shoestrings just now, he suddenly felt something strange in his heart, as if something was slowly moving in his chest. Flowing, I don't know why, Beitang Rongdu remembered why Baosi really laughed when King Zhou You lit the beacon tower for her, just to beg her to smile, maybe not just because she saw it. The funny scene where the princes were panicked and confused was because at that moment, maybe she really fell in love with the absurd King Zhou You next to her, or maybe, even she herself didn't really figure it out... Beitang Rongdu suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, he thought, if he was really just a girl named 'Rong Rong', maybe he would really fall in love with this person wholeheartedly, but unfortunately, he is A man who is greedier than a woman.

But in a short while, the raindrops that leaked from the gaps between the green leaves and flowers had already fallen sporadically on the face and hair, bringing a little coolness, the two of them didn't delay any more, and each used their sleeves to cover the top of their heads From above, he walked quickly towards Beitang Rongdu's bedroom. By the time he got down the steps, the rain was already getting heavier. Beitang Rongdu lifted the corner of his robe and stepped up the steps. He took a light step, but the soft soles woven with cattail grass still walked on the white marble floor without any sound.

Naturally, there were palace servants waiting there under the corridor, and put on dry shoes for the two of them. When they entered, Beitang Rongdu saw an incense burner on the sapphire stand by the window, so he went over and scooped up some sinking water with a silver spoon. Incense, light it up, Mu Qinghan stood behind him, not knowing what he was thinking, he only saw wisps of light white smoke coming out of Beitang Rongdu, it was a faint fragrance floating .

At this moment, the palace lady brought tea, Beitang Rongdu turned around, looked up at Mu Qinghan, did not speak, and sat down to drink tea, the corners of his thin lips were stained by a subtle atmosphere Similar to the light and gentle colors, the sound of raindrops hitting the ground outside the temple is so heart-stopping, as if the passage of time has become less obvious.Mu Qinghan quietly looked at Beitang Rongdu beside him, and the sharp outline of this person became more and more clear in his sight. The other person was sitting like that, with calm eyes and no obvious expression on his face. A face that is difficult to describe in words is obviously closer to bewitching than handsome and other descriptions. He still remembers very clearly the scene when he met Beitang Rongdu for the first time. Du is not like this, but greets the spring with a beautiful face, the bright sun is imprinted between the delicate brows, and there is a smile that can directly touch people's hearts... Mu Qinghan only listens to There were bursts of rain outside the window, the long carved window was half open, and there were a few plantain plants under the porch. The brisk sound of the rain hitting the plantains entered my ears, and my heart seemed to relax.

The hall was filled with indifferent fragrance, and besides the sound of rain outside the window, there was not much wind. Naturally, the two of them would not just sit like this. Beitang Rongdu put the empty teacup on the small table next to him. Seeing this, Mu Qinghan reached out to pick up the teapot and wanted to refill him, but was gently stopped by a slender hand. Beitang Rongdu slightly lowered his eyes, then turned his face slightly to look at Mu Qinghan, There was concentration in the eyes, and there was also a silent sigh, and said: "In a year or two, you will be 30 years old... Qinghan, do you want to live like this forever? Anything." When Beitang Rongdu said this, he sighed slightly, and in his usual calm expression, there was a faint sense of guilt that was not intentional: "You can't be like Han Yan, with this king... Besides, the Mu family Your family background will not accept this, and this king himself will not make any promises to you, give you an upright identity, neither you nor this king can accept it, so why do you have to sacrifice yourself? lifetime."

The spices were quietly burning in the small furnace, occasionally making a very slight sound, and dissolving the appropriate smell in the air. Mu Qinghan's heartbeat paused across the chest, perhaps in an instant, there were a lot of thoughts, and it was too late. As if wandering into the sky, and then gradually regained his composure, he looked at Beitang Rongdu, took a deep breath, and couldn't explain why he stretched out his hand, and wrapped a strand of black hair around his fingers, almost I clenched my hands slightly piously, only feeling a slight tingling pain in my chest, and said: "...you are right, of course I know it very well, but I think that when a person lives for a lifetime, sometimes he knows clearly Things shouldn’t be touched, but they will still do that.” Mu Qinghan closed her eyes slightly, feeling something flowing in her heart: “A man, especially one who is still young and has a long way to go Men, if you have never done anything reckless in your life, just let your own thoughts go and never look back, maybe it is always a regret, and I don't want to have such a regret..."

So that's how it is...Beitang Rongdu didn't say any more, but turned his head and looked outside the hall, seeing the rain that was getting heavier and heavier. After a while, he suddenly said: "...this king remembers your You play the flute very well, here is a pretty good flute, let’s play a tune." Then, he called people in, went to Xibian hall to fetch a purple jade flute that he had used before, and put it in Mu Qinghan In front of him, Mu Qinghan saw this, took a deep look at Beitang Rongdu, and then took out the jade flute that was as smooth as fat from the brocade box, held it in his hand, and started to blow it. Beitang Rongdu was quite melodious. , At this time, I listened carefully, and after a few times, I heard that it was a song "Yu Linlin".

The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier, but the sky is not so gloomy, and there is no muffled thunder, it is just raining on the ground, Mu Qinghan and Yu Xiao are blowing, the sound is faint and cold, touching the heart, although The main tune of the song "Yu Linlin" is mediocre, without any special meaning in it, but coupled with the continuous rain outside the window, it still makes people feel a kind of indescribable sentimentality. This scene is accompanied by The continuous sound of rain outside the hall made it easy to be a little dazed. Beitang Rongdu listened for a while, followed the long sound of flute, and became a little distracted. Gradually, he felt seven points of melancholy in his heart. He thought of himself I have also heard Beitang Zunyue play the flute once or twice. Although it is not as good as Mu Qinghan, it is undeniable that it is still good, but the fly in the ointment is that the sound of the flute will always be blown out. The meaning of being sharp is just like Beitang Zunyue's personality, which is easy to cut others. Unfortunately, even if he is willing to be cut by the music, Beitang Zunyue will not play any tunes for him.

It was not that person who played the song, and the song he played was not the old one. When Beitang Rongdu thought of this, he suddenly felt very boring, and couldn't help but sighed slightly. Although the sound was very soft, Mu Qinghan still immediately Noticing it, after a short pause, the sound of the flute stopped leisurely, Beitang Rongdu was startled, then smiled, and asked the man, "...why did you stop playing all of a sudden?" The rain outside Feeling anxious, Mu Qinghan sat beside Beitang Rongdu, her slender fingers still pressed on the flute hole, and looked up at Beitang Rongdu's always bright and moist eyes, from the pure blue pupils , seeing his blurred outline, suddenly wanted to hold the other's hand and bring him into his arms, but he only said: "You are in a bad mood, do you want to rest?"

Just as Beitang Rongdu was about to speak, the long window suddenly opened wide, and a gust of damp wind rushed straight into the hall, blowing the delicate wind chimes hanging in front of the window, jingling and noisy. Du was stunned for a moment when he saw this, or maybe he was awakened, but felt that his heart seemed to be gradually cleared by the wind, then he stood up and closed the carved window that was blown open vigorously, and waited until he turned around again. At that time, my mood had almost completely calmed down, but I still couldn't heal the deep and shallow creases in my heart... Beitang Rongdu raised his hand and rubbed his earlobe casually, seeing Mu Qinghan's eyes falling on him, A very faint smile appeared on the snow-white and thin face, and he said: "I used to look like that kind of woman, but now this king looks like this. When you look at it now, you will always feel uncomfortable." Qing Han nodded slightly without denying it, while putting the exquisite purple jade Xiao back into the brocade box, there seemed to be some kind of trembling murmur in his voice, and said: "I really feel that there is something to say It's really weird...but, you can't stop being you just because you suddenly become a man, or a child or an old man."

"...Sometimes I feel that you are really not smart in certain things, or that you are rarely confused." Beitang Rongdu twitched the corners of his mouth slightly, maybe he smiled, or maybe he didn't, and sat down again. At that moment, he suddenly had the urge to feel this person's body temperature and seek some comfort, but his rationality knew that this was only temporary, so he did nothing after all, just thinking about sitting quietly with Mu Qinghan. It was fine to talk, but suddenly his hand warmed up, but one hand held his palm. Immediately afterwards, Mu Qinghan leaned over and kissed the corner of Beitang Rongdu's mouth lightly. With a kiss, Beitang Rongdu paused, narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at each other, but Mu Qinghan found that the touch was no different from before, and it was still soft and fresh. There was a physical relationship underneath, but after all, it was due to the power of the medicine, and they didn't have any impression of the process, but this kiss at this time made Mu Qinghan more persistent in his persistence, but now seeing Bei Tang Rongdu was looking at him, but he couldn't help feeling somewhat unnatural, and said, "Rong... Du, just now, I was the one who was abrupt."

Beitang Rongdu smiled indifferently, and said, "What's the matter?" As he spoke, his eyelids drooped slightly, he fiddled with the smooth rosary beads on his wrist one by one, and said, "It's the king who treated you... the king It's very clear that you don't like men, let alone... that." After hearing this, Mu Qinghan's eyes dimmed, but he didn't evade anything at all, he just said: "The incident in Unsheltered Castle , I just feel ashamed, but what happened in the past...Although it is difficult for me to accept that kind of behavior, I don't think it is dirty, maybe it is because the other party is you...It is true." Bei Tangrong Du stepped on a pair of blue soft satin slippers with bare feet, and his white trouser legs were loose. Hearing this, his fingertips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something to Mu Qinghan, but he knew clearly in his heart that he would not make any promises to this person , So I just slowly scratched the clothes with my fingertips bit by bit, outside the window, it was raining like a curtain.

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On the second day, the sky was bright and the clouds were clear, the fragrance of flowers permeated with the wind, and the flat bluestone ground was wet. From time to time, crystal water droplets rolled down from the petals and grass leaves, and fell to the ground and disappeared. Beitang Rongdu stood in front of the window with his hands behind his back, Although it was almost noon, he had just gotten up, still wearing a white tunic, with loose hair, Cuiping took the clothes from the palace man next to him, and said with a smile: "My lord, you should change your clothes quickly, because you wake up like this today." Chi, could it be that he forgot that there is still a banquet in the palace?" Beitang Rongdu turned around when he heard the sound, his expression was indifferent, and he said indifferently: "...Recently, the palace has recruited many beauties, and today Yu Danyao is with a few other people Jin, father, he is really the harem of Zefeng." Saying this, he asked someone to dress him up, and after washing up for a while, he went straight into the palace.

When she slowly walked into the Feiyan Palace where the banquet was held, Yu Danyao, who had already been conferred in the morning and became the second-rank noble concubine, was holding a ball fan in her hand, half covering her face, and smiled more and more gracefully at the Beitang Venerable in the middle, Yiyi Talking coquettishly, Beitang Rongdu approached, his eyes sank, and he didn't look at it carefully, he just bowed politely to Beitang Zun, Beitang Zun turned his face and looked at Beitang Rongdu tall The shaved figure stood quietly not far away. The father and son looked at each other. They didn't speak for a while, but just raised their hands to signal him to take a seat. Beitang Rongdu didn't show anything on his face. I feel that I can't see the slightest abnormality, but there is a hint of a smile that is not a smile at the corner of my mouth. I enter the table and sit peacefully. The women of a certain level, some wives, and some members of the clan, exchanged cups and chips for a while, creating a scene of peace.

During the banquet, Beitang Rongdu looked coldly at Yu Danyao, who was proud of his children, but his face seemed to have nothing to do with him. His expression was as usual, and he sat steadily. There was no clue about what was planned earlier. It is also impossible for the little eunuch who knew about it to find out, not to mention that there are countless eunuchs in the palace, and it is impossible to find out one by one, but if the eunuch is silenced afterwards, where can he find it?But even though Beitang Rongdu has no evidence to directly point out that the incident was done by Yu Danyao, he always feels that it is this woman in all likelihood. Seeing her smiling and smiling, he can't help but narrow his eyes slightly, his eyes are as dark as the sea, and he can't tell. Angry, his right hand was slowly clenched into a fist in the wide sleeve, and then loosened bit by bit, he only glanced at the woman casually with his cold eyes, his face was calm and unwavering, his heart Knowing that no matter how calm one's temperament is, it is still impossible to completely eradicate the hostility that is unique to martial arts practitioners.

In the middle of the banquet, Yu Danyao, who was dressed in a splendid attire, supported the hand of the maid beside her, got up and left the table, not knowing whether to go out for a breath or to change clothes, Beitang Rongdu saw it coldly, waited for a while, and then made a request Going outside to blow the air to sober up, she left silently, and when she was outside, she saw Yu Danyao holding her obviously protruding belly with one hand, and supporting her confidant maid with the other, walking slowly in front, she really came out to get some fresh air, surrounded by flowers and trees , Occasionally there are some unknown birds chirping.Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu sneered in his heart and remained silent, but Yu Danyao was pregnant and easily fatigued, so he couldn't go far, so after a while, he turned around and wanted to return to the original road, but he was not far away. Looking at a pair of deep and cold eyes, Yu Danyao was startled suddenly, took a step back unconsciously, and blurted out: "King of Chu..." After finishing speaking, she seemed to have stabilized her mind again, and then she held the person beside her tightly with one hand. Only then did the confidant maid bow slightly, and said softly: "...my concubine Yu has met the prince, and the prince is blessed."

Beitang Rongdu saw the woman's soft and sincere smile, like a spring willow in March, she looked completely harmless, for some reason, he suddenly felt sick, but he was only silent for a moment, then the corners of his lips twitched slightly. Yang said with a half smile but not a smile: "Concubine Yu Gui is very happy today, and the spring breeze is very proud, but unfortunately everything has not been going well for me recently, and I was even plotted by a villain a while ago, which is really bad luck." Yu Danyao listened , her complexion didn't seem to have changed, but there was an unnatural flash of something in the eyes of the maid beside her, and she lowered her eyes slightly imperceptibly, but she didn't know how she could hide even the slightest change in herself from Bei Tangrong. To cross the eyes of this kind of person?Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu confirmed his original suspicion even more in his heart, his cold eyes seemed to be devouring, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said leisurely: "Suddenly, this king said something, I want to be casual with Concubine Yu. Say it."

Yu Danyao felt vigilant in her heart, she glanced at Beitang Rongdu, concealed the alert look in her gaze, and said softly: "My lord, please speak, concubines respect you." Beitang Rongdu nodded, looking There is no hostility, and the tone is relaxed, but the most vicious words are spit out from the thin lips: "There is a kind of scumbag in this world, but you can't pretend to them, if you don't treat this kind of thing ruthlessly Now that the hands are rectified, maybe they really think that they can fly on the branches and become a phoenix."

As soon as these words came out, Yu Danyao's face changed immediately, unable to maintain the previous quietness and gentleness, Beitang Rongdu stood with his hands behind his back, the corners of his long and narrow eyes slightly raised, thinking of himself and Beitang Zunyue The reason why he has come to this point today can be said to be indirectly thanks to this person, so deep hatred burst out in his eyes, and he said word by word from his mouth with a sneer: "This king is born to like to shout directly Shouting to kill, I don't like to play messy little tricks... I don't care what others do, but if anyone dares to touch me, then wash their necks and wait. I have a life and I want one. If you can't calm down, This king will go directly to dig their ancestral graves, drag them out one by one, and flog their corpses!"