summer like smoke

City S at the end of September was much cooler than before.Perhaps the sky also favors Beiyi. On the day of the school celebration, the sky was as clear as blue, and the vast expanse of hectares was clear. The golden wind on the huge and beautiful campus was refreshing, and it was refreshingly cool.

A few days ago, Lin Yan took the time to go outside to get her nails cut and her hair cut. On the day of the school celebration, she had lunch and rested for a while. Then she wore an extremely simple and elegant white shirt and black trousers. one.Beiyi is both a prestigious university and an aristocratic school. It has always been rich and powerful. The students in the school are basically the descendants of high-ranking officials and rich Jia. Therefore, this centennial celebration is really grand and prosperous to the extreme.Apart from the sake of face project, the ostentation, relationships, and transactions in some officialdom and shopping malls... all have to be taken care of.

Being a human being in the world, most of the things in the world are like this, and it has to be like this.

The white shirt and black trousers are really like the school uniforms of middle school boys. Coupled with Lin Yan's already youthful appearance, facial features and charm, he looks like a [-] or [-] year old boy in high school. Even the occasional trance-like nostalgia in his expression is cutely misunderstood by people as the grievance, dissatisfaction, fatigue and sleepiness caused by overworked studies.Lin Yan walks from the school gate all the way to the auditorium. Passers-by, men, women, young and old, will always turn their heads to look at him frequently. The young master of the rich and powerful family, he is truly a beautiful young man with a blinding eye!

Activities are being held in several playgrounds and every classroom, and there are also stalls on many roadsides, as well as enthusiastic and thoughtful service volunteers everywhere.There was laughter and laughter everywhere, and there was a lot of noise and excitement.Occasionally, there would be a few tall boys who were heroic and twirling basketball with their fingertips, or cute girls who were intimate with each other while arm in arm, passing by Lin Yan slowly. Lin Yan's heart was stunned by the suffocating youthful atmosphere, and he couldn't help feeling: When I was studying here, I always felt that everything was still far away, and there were too many days to live, but when that day really came, But he couldn't stop it, so he just passed by.

Silently, like snow falling into mud.Looking back, it seems like a world away, and everything has become a dream.

Along the way, Lin Yan was mistaken for a student many times.Today's children are all very precocious, and they are almost becoming mature adults, so reserve is nothing.Especially some children who were overly enthusiastic and thought they were seniors, and even tried to force Lin Yan to play at their booth.Of course, there is no doubt that there must be many people here with the idea of ​​making friends with beautiful women, so they go to deal with Lin Yantao.At the beginning, Lin Yan thought it was quite new, and thought that he had graduated from here anyway, so he couldn't help but feel a kindness in his heart, like a big brother to a younger sibling, or like an old senior to a junior. Come.But as such situations became more and more annoying, Lin Yan gradually ran out of patience and lost interest.In the end, he was really unhappy and didn't bother to deal with it anymore. He simply sank his beautiful eyes and dropped his pretty face. He threw out a VIP invitation card that should have been pinned to his chest from his trouser pocket. Inviolately printed a line of block letters that was enough to make everyone's jaw drop out of their eyes: Lin Yan, XX student of Beiyi Middle School.

...The XX class is seven to ten years earlier than the number of these children.

So everyone suddenly murmured and stopped talking.

Seeing this, Lin Yan finally let out a long sigh of relief, and immediately walked away leisurely.Thinking of the dumbfounded or unbelievable looks of those children just now, he couldn't help covering his belly and trembling his shoulders, bending his eyes and laughing wickedly all the way.

Entering the auditorium, as soon as he went up to the top floor and stepped out of the elevator, he heard the current principal of Beiyi Middle School, a smooth man who was nearly 50 years old, full of interests and shrewd ideas, he was so happy. The flattering voice was about to bloom: "Next, let us warmly welcome Mr. Xiao Lanxiao, who has provided a lot of financial support to our Beiyi Middle School in recent years, to say a few words for everyone!" The sound of heavy clapping continued for a long time...it was so fake.

Lin Yan twitched his mouth to show some disdain, and tilted his head for a moment to think about it. He didn't go in first, but leaned against the wall with his arms folded, and listened to a few words casually with his eyes closed—just a few words, then Some high-sounding pale and empty official words made him so bored that he opened his mouth and yawned. The next second, he turned around and walked away without hesitation.

Nowadays, the celebrities and elites in S City who are in full power and power are basically from Beiyili.Even if it's just for face, they will make donations to their alma mater from time to time.But Xiao Lan is definitely the most dedicated, perfect, and sincere one among them, and has been doing this for many years without interruption.

What was the reason for this? Lin Yan, who had given Zhuang Jingyu a hard time back then, couldn't be more clear.

There is only one sentence: self-inflicted evil, can not live.

After leaving the auditorium, at three or four o'clock, Lin Yan dangled and felt a little sleepy, and her beautiful eyelids like peach petals drooped down from time to time.Fortunately, Lin Yan was not good at all when he was studying, and often slipped out to play instead of studying in the classroom, so he knew the many secluded places in Beiyi that no one frequented.So I came to the small hill in the back garden. I was very relieved but also a little sad to find that after so many years, the design layout and scenery here have not changed much.

It makes people even more desolate that time flies like water, and things are changing.

Drowsiness hit Lin Yan with deep sleepiness, and Lin Yan's mind was sluggish. He couldn't do any more sentimental expressions of spring, sorrow and autumn here. As soon as he bent over and leaned over, he lay down on a towering giant with his clothes without any scruples. Under the banyan tree, he lightly closed his eyes and breathed steadily, but after a while, he fell into a deep sleep.The branches and leaves of this tree are luxuriant, and the shade covers the sky and the sun. Occasionally, the sun shines through the narrow slits between the leaves, and the jumping and fine spots of light inadvertently fall on Lin Yan's delicate side face, which is not blocked by his arms. The shadow drawn out made his facial features, which were already perfected to the peak like jewels, show a fatal innocence and intriguing tenderness.There was silence all around, except for a rustling sound when the cool breeze passed by.The scene was so beautiful, it was like a peerless famous painting that had already been perfected, even if one more ink was added or one ink was missing, it would be greatly eclipsed.

He is a stunner, charming and incomparable; he is a goblin, condensed in all kinds of styles; he is like a child, with emotions written on the tip of his eyebrows, and he does not hide or hide his thoughts; he is like an elf, pure and noble, but biased Break into this ugly and filthy world.

He is Lin Yan.Changeable, but also the same Lin Yan.

When I woke up, it was getting dark.Lin Yan murmured vaguely but very cutely, before opening his eyes, he moved his eyeballs slightly under the eyelids first.It was really comfortable to sleep... When I was crossing my legs and thinking about whether to take another nap, I suddenly heard an apologetic, soft and gentle female voice from the opposite side:

"Are you awake? Oh sorry, did you wake me up?"

With a sudden jolt all over his body, Lin Yan was completely awake now.Blinking and rubbing his temples, Lin Yan quickly turned over and sat up, his eyes turned to the opposite side... he was stunned for a moment.

He didn't know the woman who was sitting across from him at the moment.I saw her holding a paintbrush and a sketchbook in her hand. It was obvious that she had been drawing a portrait of herself here just now.The facial features are not pretty, but they are combined together, just like her voice, gentle and soft, making people feel very comfortable.The combination of a snow-colored dress and a small dark blue waistcoat looks simple but very classy, ​​and Lin Yan can tell it at a glance.With black hair and no makeup on her shoulders, with a generous smile and a sincere and kind expression, she looks like a decent lady from a famous family.Oh no, maybe now, it should be said that she is a young woman.

Lin Yan was moving his mind quickly, judging and recalling this woman in his heart, and at the same time glanced at her magnificent big belly that bulged like a ball, feeling a little frightened.I'm afraid that if she moves slightly, the child will fall out of it... ==|||

The woman put the picture book on her knees and clasped her hands on it. She was a model of an elegant lady and sighed jokingly: "Hey, sure enough, you won't remember me."

……ha?Lin Yan frowned, with a little black line: Hey, big sister, you don't want to say that I am the father of the child in your belly, do you...

"But that's right, it's normal, after all, you didn't spend much time in the classroom... Even in the classroom, your eyes were only glued to Li Weizhe, heh." She said these words very well Lightly, almost muttering to himself, Lin Yan didn't hear clearly.After a few seconds, she formally introduced herself to Lin Yan, "I am your deskmate back then, Song Yu. Do you really have no memory at all?"

oh……!Lin Yanli acted like he was enlightened, clapped his hands and smiled.Just kidding, of course he...has no impression.

Touching his nose in embarrassment, Lin Yan quickly changed the subject: "Well, okay, ahem, it's been a long time. But you still dare to come to the school celebration with your current state? Really, you are not afraid of bumping."

This time Song Yu was no longer as ladylike as she was just now, but said without reservation: "Of course I'm a little scared, even because of this, I had a big fight with my husband a few days ago. Oh, but this may be the last chance, because I just want to try my luck and see if I can meet you and Li Weizhe."

Lin Yan was stunned.

Unprepared and unprepared, he was shocked to hear the name Li Weizhe.Because it wasn't until then that he suddenly remembered, yes, yes, Li Weizhe also belongs to Beiyi.But this time he came to attend the school celebration, including the moment he received the invitation a few days ago, he never thought of this man at all.

Back then, it was here that he spent all his time and gaze on the other person, the man he loved the most... the man he thought he loved the most──

But not a tiny bit, a minute, a second, didn't think about it.

Inadvertently, Xia Zhaoshi's face suddenly appeared clearly in Lin Yan's sight.The indifferent and ascetic, the expressionless, the half-smile, the focused and serious...and that day, wet and pale with the rain dripping, but couldn't hide the anxiety and worry in his eyes, and was out of breath.In the past, Lin Yan always compared Xia Zhaoshi and Li Weizhe, and even regarded Xia Zhaoshi as Li Weizhe's stand-in.But gradually, this habit, since when, has slowly disappeared.When he saw Xia Zhaoshi, he wouldn't think of Li Weizhe, and when he didn't see Xia Zhaoshi, he wouldn't think of Li Weizhe either.

He thought of Xia Zhaoshi more and more.more and more.The more I get along with Xia Zhaoshi, the more I feel that Xia Zhaoshi is actually less and less like Li Weizhe; but even so, he seems to be even more unable to take his eyes off that person.

Lin Yan suddenly felt uneasy.

Song Yu saw that he was frowning slightly and looked gloomy. He misunderstood him. It was funny but at the same time a little surprised. He couldn't help but wondered: "Are you jealous? No way. Li Weizhe was playing with so many beautiful boys at school at the same time. He watched coldly without blinking his eyes, and he didn't mind. Oh, by the way, although everyone didn't say it clearly, but since it was such a sensation, I think you should have heard it more or less. Beiyi was very popular back then. That gamble, right? It's a gamble between you Lin Meiren and Li Dashao, who will be sincere first."

Lin Yan came back to his senses, rubbed his eyebrows and smiled softly: "Oh, that, I know."

He knew that he won in the gambling game, and the wind and the water made the boat rise; but in reality, he lost his helmet and armor, and was defeated.

Sometimes the bystanders are not so clear.

Song Yu had a dreamy expression of a young girl in spring, and his voice nostalgicly and intoxicatedly recalled those past flower seasons and youthful years that could never go back: "Yes, you don't know what kind of relationship you and Li Weizhe were in Beiyi at that time. What a sensation. A man like Li Weizhe is handsome, generous and wealthy, with a good family background, a good appearance, good sports, plus a strong and domineering personality... Heh, he was simply number one in the most popular girl comics in those years The leading actor is really the perfect dream lover for all girls."

Lin Yan hadn't seen a woman become crazy about Li Weizhe for a long time, so he couldn't help but smiled and nodded, shrugging his shoulders and said indifferently: "Oh, I see. So you mean, I am recognized by girls. Love rivals, you... all hate me?"

"Ha, how could it be?" Song Yu couldn't help laughing when he heard it, and quickly waved his hands to explain, groaning and smiling, "You're thinking wrong, Lin Yan. Although most girls have a crush on Li Weizhe, they never You have been a rival in love. Competitors in love, at least, I can be rivals, but with you... Hey, there is really no chance of winning. Girls are very self-aware. Looking for something to eat."

Lin Yan's expression moved slightly when he heard the words "Let's fight against him". He lowered his head and thought for a while, then suddenly changed the subject. The question he asked made Song Yu a little unclear, so he couldn't react: "Do you still remember Zhuang Jingyu?"

"...Huh? Who?" Song Yu doesn't know Zhuang Jingyu very well, and Zhuang Jingyu's personality is introverted, silent and dull, and she was basically a little transparent in the class back then. After so many years, Song Yu didn't think of it for a while, and it wasn't worth it strange things.Pregnant women are easy to become stupid, Song Yu thought for a long time, and then suddenly realized, "Oh... By the way, it is that boy who is poor but has good grades, is in the top ten of every exam, and gets a scholarship every semester , right? Well... I still have a little impression. What's the matter? Why did you mention him all of a sudden?"

In the end, Lin Yan's next words almost didn't embarrass Song Yu, who fell off the stool and killed two people: "Do you think he can defeat me? Do you think he has a better chance of winning than me?" Woolen cloth."

"..." Song Yu was so surprised that he couldn't even close his mouth. He rubbed his belly, as if the child in his stomach was also frightened by this shocking sentence, turned and kicked, and kept moving.Song Yu frowned, couldn't help rubbing his brows in pain, covered his mouth and exclaimed, "He, him and you? You...you're joking! Lin Yan."

Lin Yan didn't speak for a moment.He squinted his eyes, his expression seemed happy but not happy, sad but not sad. After a while, he lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, and smiled softly: "Yes, I am here, just joking."

He can compare to Zhuang Jingyu everywhere, but he is not Zhuang Jingyu after all.So in the end, he was no match for Zhuang Jingyu.

Things like feelings are just so unreasonable.

Song Yu waited for the child's playfulness to pass, hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "Speaking of which, you don't know, Lin Yan, but in fact, once in high school, I really lost my self-knowledge, and unexpectedly Muster up the courage to confess to Li Weizhe."

She thought that Lin Yan would be very angry when he heard this, or at least would be disdainful.After all, Lin Yan has a bad temper, very bad. As Lin Yan's deskmate back then, she knew this best.However, this time Lin Yan was quite unexpected for Song Yu. He raised his thin eyebrows and smiled slightly. There was no vicious abuse or hurtful sarcasm. He just said very emotionally: "Oh, really. Then you He is destined not to be able to get him. Human hearts are very cheap, and the things you send to your door are always dispensable. What you can’t get is the most precious," he paused, as if thinking of something, his voice gradually He lowered his voice, "...but no matter how expensive something is, once you grab it, it's nothing more than that, the aura is gone."

Possession is the beginning of loss, love is the prelude to broken love, and being tempted is the first step to failure.The person who is tempted first will always lose in the end.Someone once said that the best way to avoid suffering is to not give yourself to anything.But Lin Yan couldn't do that.He has no middle, it's all or nothing.That's why he felt so uneasy when he just thought of Xia Zhao.

If you do it again.If, like the way I liked Li Weizhe back then, from the beginning to the end, I would repeat it all over again...... Lin Yan felt that he would die.

In a trance, Song Yu's voice swayed over softly, as soft as spring rain, but as loud as thunder: "I know. I know that my behavior back then was considered disrespectful. Girls didn't think much of it, and boys didn't like it." It's not rare. But I just want to try it, and I want to try it desperately. I can't be afraid of escaping or shrinking because I'm afraid of losing face or being rejected... because I believe that the one who pays first may Losing, but the party that does not pay, absolutely, will not win."

At that moment, Lin Yan felt as if his heart was hit by a heavy hammer, turned and crushed, so painful, so regretful.Every stroke is constantly reminding him how pitiful and ridiculous, scolding him for his cowardice and timidity.

Song Yu gently stroked the picture book in his hand.Maybe it's because of the infinitely beautiful sunset in the sky at this time, or maybe it's because of the peace and quiet flowing around at this time, in short, thousands of emotions are constantly surging in Song Yu's heart, ready to come out, making her unconsciously like Lin Yan. The long-lost tablemate, talking about the heart-to-heart conversations they had never had when they were at the same table:

"I liked drawing very much back then. Look at this book. Basically, it's all about you and Li Weizhe. Don't be surprised. Although I like Li Weizhe as a girl, as a person, I can't resist you, Lin Yan. You are so beautiful. Every time you walk with Li Weizhe, the combination of handsome men and beautiful women is always very pleasing to the eye, and people can't take their eyes off. Hehe, so I couldn't help drawing a lot. Honestly Said, sometimes we girls see too much of the two of you walking together, in fact, I don’t feel jealous for a long time, and even think that you two should always be together like this, and live a good life.”

"At that time, I liked painting very much. I thought that to be a human being, I must do what I liked. I didn't want to miss the major arranged by my parents, so I wanted to keep learning painting. The marriage arranged by my parents was also vowed to die. There were so many romantic ideas in my heart. I used to fantasize about the plots of naive novels like Prince Charming falling from the sky. But now, not only do I not draw much anymore, but the husband I married is also the one arranged at home. Some friends said that I gave in, but I personally feel that it’s fine to take any path in life, if you don’t make it to the end, it’s not necessarily because of other people’s persecution, maybe it’s just because you don’t like it anymore.”

"And it's the same for a person. So you don't have to be jealous, Lin Yan, although Li Weizhe is very charming, but like most girls in the class, I have nothing more than a momentary obsession with her when I was a girl. Even if No matter how much you like it, but as long as you think that this man is destined to be out of your hands, you will gradually stop fantasizing and expecting extravagantly. In the end, you will be so relieved. After all, life still has to go on, and life still has to live of."

"Hehe, you must not imagine how much I disliked my current husband before, but look now..."

Song Yu lowered his head and gently touched his belly. The smile on his face was not only a bit of maternal brilliance, but also a bit of a little woman's charm.

Everyone has their own bitter history, and only those who have gone through it will understand.

Song Yu raised the drawing book in his hand: "My due date is in the middle of next month, and my family didn't agree with me coming to this school celebration, but I couldn't stand it anymore. I just wanted to give this thing to you. Don't dislike it, just take it as a souvenir. Although I haven't painted for a long time, my painting skills are still good. You should still be the same as high school now, so good that you are inseparable? Haha, that's right, Young Master Li loves it the most You are a beautiful boy, but where in this world can you find a more beautiful boy than you, Lin Yan? I see, he is definitely going to love you for the rest of his life." Yan's brows were slightly frowned, and with a slightly uncomfortable ugly face, he raised his hand and looked at his watch. He was shocked, and couldn't hold back his voice for a moment, "Oh, it's so late! It can't be done!" No, it's a pity that I didn't see Li Weizhe today, but I have to go now, or my husband will scold me to death."

As he said, he put on his bag and supported his stomach with one hand and the chair rail with the other, and got up to leave.Lin Yan woke up in a trance from the sentence "Maybe it's just because I don't like it anymore", and in a blink of an eye, he saw this difficult and highly dangerous scene in front of him. Go to help her.Lin Yan is still very gentlemanly towards women.Especially the woman in front of him is a pregnant woman with a big belly and limited mobility.

Song Yu seemed a little surprised by Lin Yan's flustered help. He stood up and thanked Lin Yan, put the drawing book in Lin Yan's hand, and blessed him with a smile: "I wish you a happy hundred years! Let's grow old together."

"..." Lin Yan's eyelids twitched and the corners of his mouth twitched. He really didn't know what to do, or whether to solve her beautiful misunderstanding and tell her the shocking truth.

"Uh──" Before Lin Yan could come to a conclusion, Song Yu's body froze suddenly, and he let out a low moan.The hand holding the stomach pressed down a little harder. It seemed that it must be a stomachache.

This sound frightened Lin Yan half to death, his hands trembled so much that he almost dared not help anyone, and he cried out: "You, you, what's wrong with you!? No, it can't be..." His face was like paper. His face trembled with fear, his voice trembled and he stammered—it was rare, he was frightened.

Swallowing his throat, he really didn't dare to say the word "I'm going to give birth".Lin Yan was a bit superstitious, and was afraid that if he said it, it would be unlucky, and it would not have given birth, but in the end it would actually hurt others.And he didn't even have experience with women, let alone midwifery.

Song Yu didn't speak the whole time, taking incomparably exaggerated deep breaths on his own.Lin Yan could only stand on the sidelines anxiously, eyes wide open, staring at her wriggling belly in awe and stupefaction, the thin silk dress couldn't cover anything at all, vaguely, Lin Yan even I feel like I have seen the little palms and little feet protruding from the fetus...

That scene was scary, but as Lin Yan looked at it, the original fear and nervousness gradually disappeared, replaced by a speechless stupefied.His expression was indescribably subtle.

I don't know how long it took, and when the stomach finally calmed down, Song Yu's body softened and let out a long breath. A thin layer of sticky sweat had already appeared on his body, his cheeks were pale and wet, and his whole body collapsed. Terribly weak.But it doesn't hurt anymore.

Seeing this, Lin Yan also breathed a sigh of relief, only to feel that this was only a few minutes, and once it passed, he was even more tired than having sex once, his heart was beating wildly and he asked like the rest of his life: "Huh... You scared me to death, are you okay? I have no experience in taking care of pregnant women in labor, if you are really going to give birth now, I really don't know what to do."

In fact, Song Yu himself is a little scared now, because the pain this time is worse than any other time, but seeing the man in front of him is clearly more frightened than she is, he doesn't want to cause any trouble for him, so he just He smiled habitually, and comforted him, "It's okay, it's just that the baby is moving too much." As soon as he finished speaking, the big belly that had just calmed down trembled slightly again.The range is not large, but enough to make people frightened.

However, Song Yu seemed to be very used to this repetition, he didn't complain about the pain anymore, and just lightly lowered his hand and patted a few times in circles on the places that moved most violently just now, all for comfort.

Lin Yan stared at the stomach for a while, hesitating for a while, suddenly without any warning, and without knowing what was in his mind, he asked in a light and vague voice, "Can I... touch it?"

Song Yu froze suddenly, and turned to look at him in surprise.

Lin Yan was stunned by that expression, and immediately realized that he was probably being reckless in the next second.After all, this kind of contact may still be too intimate.Immediately, I was a little annoyed about what was wrong with me just now, why in a flash of my brain, I confusedly made such a difficult, rude, and rascal request to a married young woman.

I thought Song Yu was going to be angry, but unexpectedly I heard her surprised and happy tone: "Of course it is possible. But...to be honest, Lin Yan, I felt a little strange when you came to help me just now. Because I always thought homosexuality was, uh...repulsive, even...uh...disgusting, having physical contact with the opposite sex."

Lin Yan was taken aback when he heard the words, but he didn't expect Song Yu to have such ridiculous misunderstandings and worries. He couldn't help but smile lightly, his voice was soft and soft, as if there were thin clouds crossing the sky: "How is it possible, Me too, with a mother."

He, too, spent ten months in his mother's womb before falling to the ground.

As he said that, he stretched out his hand, full of awe and carefulness, and gently covered the round and huge belly with a slightly higher body temperature than ordinary people.The fetal movement has stopped, and the palm is the tranquility of the deep sea.In the primordial ocean of life, a tiny life is bred there.

Lin Yan has a wish that he has never told anyone: If he can have a child of his own in this life, then he really wants to have a daughter.

He wants to hold her in his hands, hold her in his mouth, and pamper her in his heart, so that he will be free from worries and worries for the rest of his life.I don't know what crying is, only laughter accompanied by laughter.He wants to give her the best thing, everything she wants, nothing, what she can't get.

If Lin Yan could really have a daughter, then he would definitely be the best and worst father in the world.Pampering too much, protecting one's shortcomings by nature.

After a moment of distraction, Lin Yan knew in his heart that this gesture was still too intimate after all, and it was not suitable for the relationship between the two of them, so he quickly withdrew his hand, paused, and said softly: "Can I ask you a somewhat impolite question? ? If you don't love your current husband very much, will you still... love the child in your womb?"

This question is indeed disrespectful enough.Although Song Yu didn't understand why Lin Yan would suddenly ask her this question, she still answered without hesitation and without hesitation: "Of course I will. This is my child."

【This is, my child】

The moment the answer flashed past his ears, Lin Yan only felt a wisp of subtle emotion that he couldn't distinguish clearly and couldn't grasp, which also suddenly passed through his heart, causing his body to shake involuntarily.Dazed for a while, he lowered his head and murmured: "Yes... yes, it's so right, it should be so right. I know, I know." He pursed his lips and put away the drawing book, then turned his head towards Song Yu Blossom bloomed with a gorgeous smile as bright as clouds in the sky, more magnificent than peach blossoms, and said in a very good mood: "Let's go, I will send you to your husband. Today, thank you for your gift." After thinking about it, he added He said, "Thank you also for Li Weizhe. Don't worry, I will deliver his share for you."

Sending away Song Yu, an old classmate and tablemate who was not expected today, it was nearly six o'clock, and today's school celebration activities were almost over.Lin Yan casually flipped through the picture book while walking slowly towards the central area of ​​the campus.Song Yu's sketch skills are really good, many of them are already vivid and lifelike with only a few strokes.

There are Li Weizhe's single pictures, his single pictures, or the two of them walking together.Of course, Li Weizhe was Song Yu's dream lover after all, so he had the most single pictures, and the two of them walked the least together—maybe there is still some jealousy after all.But it's good to think about it now, anyway, the painting of the two of them walking together is annoying to see, Li Weizhe won't want it, and he, Lin Yan, doesn't care too much.So I tore up the few pictures of the two of them, and was about to find a trash can to throw away. I looked around, but suddenly I was startled, and my eyes immediately fixed on a certain place not far away. On two men who behaved intimately.

There was no doubt that those were Li Weizhe and Zhuang Jingyu.Lin Yan squinted his eyes and looked at it for a while, then smiled lazily with the corners of his lips curled up, thinking that this is really hard to find, and it doesn't take much effort to get it.

But Lin Yan didn't intend to give the painting to Li Weizhe at this very moment.First of all, based on the sweet look he saw the two of them trapped in the two-person world, the other party might not want to meet his old acquaintance, who is not friendly even though he has a lot of friendship, "Old friend ", not to mention the mood to accept gifts from himself, and secondly, Lin Yan himself does not have this mood now.

If you stir up other people's good deeds and are ignorant of current affairs, you will end up humiliating yourself and asking for trouble.

Why bother.

From a distance, Lin Yan saw Li Weizhe stretched out his long arms, hugging Zhuang Jingyu's thin and thin shoulders lightly, his expression was extremely happy and enjoying, there was an unstoppable gentle smile everywhere in the corners of his eyes and brows, the warmth grew stronger and stronger. His hair made him suave and suave, and he looked like a tree facing the wind; and then looked at Zhuang Jingyu... Tsk, although under Li Weizhe's training in recent years, Zhuang Jingyu's clothes are indeed much more tasteful than before, but The strong rusticity brought by the rawness in the bones still cannot be concealed.

Everyone has their own fixed aesthetic standards and bottom line.People like Zhuang Jingyu are the ones that Lin Yan dislikes the most, and they are also the most unsightly, low-level scumbags.

Once in a daze, Lin Yan suddenly realized what Li Weizhe liked about Zhuang Jingyu, but once in a while like today, Lin Yan couldn't figure out what Li Weizhe liked about this man.

In Li Weizhe's eyes, those despicable traits that are obviously rustic, ugly and boring, turned into shy and cute in Li Weizhe's eyes! ?

People can be so different.

Can't help but think of that poor and unlucky Yan Jiaqi who will be punished severely by Xia Zhaoshi soon.To some extent, he and Zhuang Jingyu are the same type of man.Simple, silly, single-minded, small and transparent...But, there is always a smart, handsome and powerful man who holds them in the palm of his hand and puts them in his mouth, taking care of them like peerless treasures, pampering and loving them.Yes, they are all stupid.However, they are also very powerful.They may not take the initiative to fight for some things, but those things are destined to be theirs, and no one can take them away.

People and people, and people's lives are really different.

Over there, Li Weizhe stared straight at Zhuang Jingyu's naked eyes, which made Lin Yan on the other side stare so short of breath, blush and heartbeat.When they reached a cross corner, Lin Yan suddenly saw Li Weizhe's eyes were as fast as a falcon's lightning, shooting straight at him sharply.

Lin Yan was startled for a moment.Unexpectedly, even under such circumstances, Li Weizhe could take the time to notice his unusual sizing eyes.

Heh, he is indeed the top man who occupies the No.1 aesthetic list in his heart all the year round. He is really vigilant and possessive.

Li Weizhe's eyes on Lin Yan were not friendly, but Lin Yan met him head-on without fear, almost bursting out laughing.It is said that the most undisguised thing in this world is the look in your eyes when you love someone, but at this moment Lin Yan feels that is the opposite.The most undisguised thing in this world, obviously, is the look in your eyes when you don't love someone.

That look is not hatred, not disgust, not loathing, not contempt, not ridicule... but, outright indifference