Ordinary heartbeat [e-sports]

"Brother Nan, the newly hired rookie is very strong. What's the matter, is it going to be a shame this time?" The former coach of the brother team put his arm around Nan Ke's shoulder and said as he walked to the lounge.

Nan Ke had just answered the signing call from the headquarters, and his mind was full of newcomers' signing matters, so he smiled perfunctorily: "It's still early, it's only been a few days since we called."

"I think it's okay. The league hasn't seen such a spiritual player for a long time. If your club fails to sign, give it to me when the time comes, and I'll sign... Hey, don't leave, I'm serious!"

Before the man finished speaking, Nan Ke broke free from the man's restraint, waved his hand backwards, turned a corner and disappeared.He has worked so hard to dig it out, but he hasn't eaten it yet, do you want it?Dream it!

"How? What do you mean by the headquarters?" Yang Hong leaned against the table in the conference room, looking at Nan Ke who was shaking his chair fidgetily for a while.

Nan Ke shook his head, his brows furrowed deeper: "The price is too low, I'm worried that such a price won't be able to keep people at all, although I didn't ask about it during the negotiation, but this signing price, a player of this level, is almost ashamed to take it come out."

Yang Hong sighed softly: "Then I'll talk to the headquarters again! A few clubs called this afternoon and asked about Qu Yi's trial training. They should have ideas. Let's hurry up. "

"Ah!" Nan Ke grabbed a handful of his hair and said angrily, "If the headquarters doesn't want this branch, they can withdraw it as soon as possible. It's a fucking mess every day, and they don't pay for grades, shit."

Yang Hong smiled and accepted Nan Ke's complaint, patted on the shoulder and said, "Then I'll go to the headquarters now, by the way, do you like that kid?"

Nan Ke looked at Yang Hong in surprise, not knowing what kind of liking she was talking about.

Yang Hong raised her eyebrows, smiled meaningfully, and waved her hand: "Let's go."

After the person left, Nan Ke turned around in his chair, tilted his body and remembered Yang Hong's words, do you like it?It can't be said, but he is a newcomer with outstanding looks. He, Nan Ke, is not so superficial!

"Morning, Coach Nan."

Nan Ke, who was sleeping drowsily and spent all his skills to separate from the bed, heard the sound suddenly stopped and woke up.He raised his hand to check the time, 07:30?Gao Gao checked again carefully, and it was right at 07:30!

So early?Isn't training over at two o'clock?

"Wake up so early? Are you awake?" He lazily took a glass of boiled water from the training room overnight and asked.

"Woke up, very refreshed." The person sitting on the chair holding the mobile phone stared at Nan Ke with bright eyes, showing the signal of "I'm very nice" all over his body.

Then for several days, Nan Ke could always see the figure sitting in the training room on time at 07:30, with a blurry outline printed on the frosted glass, and the sense of familiarity gradually thickened as he glanced over.

"What do you think of our club?" Nan Ke stood beside Qu Yi, watching the man's fingers quickly manipulating the hero, while squinting his eyes and asking.

"It's pretty good." Qu Yi didn't move, but focused on the phone in his hand.

Nan Ke folded his arms and leaned lazily without speaking.

Until the end of Qu Yi's round, he stepped back and picked up a contract from the coffee table that looked a bit old-fashioned: "This is a signing contract. Take a look. If it suits you, you can sign it today."

Qu Yi took it over, lowered his head and looked carefully at it. Before coming here, his father had repeatedly told him that the contract must be carefully read. If there is anything unclear, he must ask clearly, and he should not sign in a daze. Of course, the contract also takes turns Until Qu Yi signed it himself, he was still a minor, but he still wanted to participate in the process.

At [-] o'clock in the afternoon, accompanied by a lawyer, Qu Yi formally signed his contract of selling himself. For two years, the annual salary is rounded up to about zero. Teams in the secondary leagues have never talked about money.

Qu Yi didn't feel anything throughout the whole process. After signing the contract, he stared at the words flying and phoenix dancing for a few seconds, and then went straight back to the training room. After a few glances, as if he really didn't see it, he threw it on the table angrily, and Yang Hong stopped him when he wanted to take out a cigarette, and the conference room was banned from smoking.

"You are abnormal." Yang Hong looked at Nan Ke with a half-smile.

He froze for a moment: "What?"

"Tell me, do you like that child?" Yang Hong lay on the back of the leather chair in the meeting room, looking sideways at Nan Ke.

The fingers holding the cigarette in his trouser pocket tightened suddenly, Nan Ke's lips moved, and he said in a concealed way: "No."

Yang Hong gave him a look as if seeing through everything, and said to himself: "Come on, I don't know you yet. If you leave this matter on someone else, you probably won't even look at it."

Nan Ke's urge to smoke almost broke out. He let out a sigh of relief. He didn't understand what was going on in his heart, so he could only continue to cover up: "No, don't talk nonsense. I just signed in, so I'll scare you away." After a pause for a few seconds, he said eagerly, "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, you can keep the contract."

Yang Hong stared at his back, which was pretending to be calm, and said in his heart: "It's cowardly, not yet, the road is turning around."

This was indeed the most cowardly moment in Nan Ke's history. After all, he didn't change his expression after confessing his love dozens of times. It was as calm as asking what he wanted for lunch.

Two years is short or long, and in the blink of an eye, KM has left the secondary league and entered the league.Qu Yi has also grown from a doll who didn't understand anything at the beginning and worked hard, into the freshest and most delicate flower in the league.

Nan Ke really watched him grow up one by one. The sense of accomplishment of being watered carefully by himself and then spreading the branches and leaves, and finally overflowing with the fragrance of flowers, Nan Ke experienced the most profoundly from Qu Yi.

Nan Ke had a thorough understanding of his own mind. When he thought about it carefully, he himself couldn't remember clearly. Maybe it was the first time he won the next cigarette when he was standing in the club smoking that cigarette after Yang Hong finished speaking. The time when Qu Yi, the champion of the Super League, jumped up from his chair and ran down to hug him first, or maybe it was the first Christmas when a child knocked on the door of his room in the middle of the night with a piece of cake, leaned lazily on the door frame, and smiled. When I said Merry Christmas to myself... I can't remember clearly. It's been too long and too many times. The only thing Nan Ke is sure of is that those accumulated emotions are like scourges. , a touch, a word, a smile, turned the world upside down, fearing that at any moment, he would not be able to hold it back, and smash the trust given by time to pieces. He knew in his heart that Qu Yi didn't like men, and he, Struggling repeatedly at the edge of the two worlds, unable to find the exit.

Desire is the most difficult thing in this world. Once it sprouts its head, it will grow wildly in the heart. The tip of the bud pierces through the thick body, making people tremble at the fingertips. The more untouchable, the more unstoppable, The words were held in his heart, and if he couldn't speak, the whole person seemed to be surrounded by darkness, from head to toe, and he couldn't see the end at a glance.

After nearly a year of suffering in such struggling days, Nanke finally couldn't hold back anymore.

There was no one in the club after the holiday. Qu Yi stayed in the training room alone, preparing for the upcoming game. The weather was bad and gloomy that day. Nan Ke took the chocolates he bought from the city center and pushed the door open. At the moment, Qu Yi turned his back to him, and when he heard the sound, he turned around, and the white earphone on his right ear slid down with the movement. His long bangs swept over his eyelashes, and then his whole body warmed up, and his smile was seeing The moment of his mouth spilled out from the corner of his mouth, and then he stretched very relaxedly, supported the armrest of the chair and stood up, his sparse and ordinary movements seemed to have a flash of light in Nan Ke's eyes, he squeezed his hands With a breath in his mouth, the moment he turned around and closed the door, he could almost hear his frantic heart, the words were on his lips, and as his breath forced him bit by bit, Qu Yi's breath suddenly approached , He froze subconsciously, the bag in his hand was pinched by another pair of hands, and the moment he hooked it away, something rang in Nan Ke's mind, and the sound of "嗞" burned away his last persistence, He firmly grasped the bag in his hand, then turned around and brought him into his arms. When Qu Yi bumped into his chest, he was in a daze. Nan Ke's heart was beating wildly, and his breathing began to be short. He had never After being so nervous, the hand around Qu Yi's waist tightened subconsciously as the person on his body became sober. No matter how dull a person is, he should understand what is going on at this moment. Qu Yi's eyes turned cold in an instant, and he looked at Nan Ke, Nan Ke also looked at him, his tense nerves suddenly loosened, because everything was clear, he didn't need to speak anymore, the string that was broken in his mind was reconnected, he wanted to let him go, but he couldn't help it. The hands on Yi's waist remained motionless, unwilling to reconcile, he gritted his teeth, and after holding on for a few seconds, he still asked the words that had been chewed in his mouth for nearly a year: "I like you very much, the serious one , you have considered..."

"No." Although the person in his arms didn't struggle, he had already pulled the distance out of the range that Nan Ke could bear. He interrupted Nan Ke abruptly, then broke free without the slightest hesitation, and left the training room.

The dark chocolate that fell on the ground during the stalemate was finally given to the aunt downstairs. Nan Ke stood behind the door of the training room without moving for a long time. It started to rain patter outside the house. Nan Ke looked at it and suddenly smiled. You have to pick a good weather, thunder and rain are really not suitable.

After that, Nan Ke didn't mention this matter for a long time, and after Qu Yi fell asleep, he saw that Nan Ke was still the same as before, except for the absence of those intimate actions before, nothing seemed to have changed.

Try to break free from the price of darkness.

It's a pity that there is no difference from one piece of darkness to another.

Later, almost everyone knew that Nan Ke liked Qu Yi. Qu Yi's attitude was unusually calm, and he really followed through. It's your own business that you like me, and it has nothing to do with me.The longer the time, the clearer the knowledge, the more calmly you will be able to deal with it. Both Nan Ke and Qu Yi, one laughs and doesn't care about other people's jokes and comments, and the other may never be involved in this matter.

But Nan Ke himself knew how those day and night dreams could not be grasped and slipped away from his fingertips.

He has tried countless people, but he can never compare to that one.

After liking it until later, he had already forgotten why he liked Qu Yi in the first place, handsome?effort?persist in?clean?It may be, or it may be because that person is called Qu Yi. After all, if you like someone, what you like will always be those shining things, those things that have never been touched, that make people willing to sink, just like thousands of stars No one dislikes the clean and pure light falling in the Milky Way.

Five years, an insignificant time in a lifetime, Nan Ke stepped into Qu Yi's world without a sound, and then left without a sound.It is the normal state of life to love but not to get. He tried hard over and over again, letting go, putting aside, forgetting, but he couldn't do it no matter what.The winter in Kuncheng is dry and cold. He stepped into the headquarters of AZ for the last time with an unsigned contract. After many sincere and false persuasion, he bid farewell to the environment he was most familiar with and changed his phone number. In a hurry, it's time to be self-willed once, to experience the pain of not being able to get it once, to clear one's heart thoroughly, to strip the deeply rooted people from the flesh and blood, and then to start again.

No one wants to lose, anything, anyone.

On the way to fly away from Kuncheng, he didn't sleep. He leaned on the seat and looked out the white window. In a trance, he seemed to have a dream, people from the past, scenes from the past.

23 years old when he retired from football, 24 years old when he entered a new club in obscurity, 25 years old, 26 years old, a blurry street scene, a person who can't remember who he hasn't seen for a long time, and then 27 years old, he started to enter the coaching staff, as an analyst , poaching people everywhere, and then turned 28 years old, struggling in the secondary league year after year, the picture began to be clear, the coffee shop on the street, the boy in the white sweater, he liked so many people, but in the end he only remembered got this. 29 years old, 30 years old, and established...

In a flash, it has been more than ten years.

Someone once asked him, does your name mean Nankeyimeng?Surnamed Nan, named Ke, a big dream.

Nanke Yimeng, once yelled that you are Nanke Yimeng, and your whole family is a dream. Later he realized that Nanke, Yimeng, is really a big dream, a dream that only you have from beginning to end. Dream.

Parting doesn't hurt much, what hurts is the heart that I can't bear to crush in my hand, if crushed, it's gone.

At the end of the song, people parted ways, Nanke Yimeng, destined not to be together.

But the gears of fate, even if they are creaking and out of place, should move forward, and they will never stop.

One day, he will meet someone who is more suitable. The gifts in life are always more or less, and we all have to believe it.