Ordinary heartbeat [e-sports]

That night Qu Yi fell asleep very late, his mind was always full of the past between him and Lin Yihan, tossing him over and over again, and even many unpleasant memories, when thinking about it late at night, they were all full of charming flavors, He felt a little regretful that he hadn't been with him earlier, so now that he thinks about it, he is full of regret. As for the reason for leaving, he didn't think about it, he couldn't think about it, and he didn't want to delve into it.

Sleeping in a daze, Qu Yi seemed to hear Nan Ke's voice rushing down the stairs, and the voice of him talking to someone. He hasn't been able to sleep well lately. He just thought it was a dream and didn't think much about it. He turned over Just continue to sleep.

Just after nine o'clock, Sister Yang came up and knocked on the door. Qu Yi was brushing his teeth in the bathroom. Fei Yu was a little surprised when he opened the door. Nanke has always done a lot of wake-up calls. Why did Sister Yang come in person today?

"Qu Yi? Are you packed up? Pack up and go see your eyes." Sister Yang's voice was soft and gentle, Fei Yu glanced at Qu Yi, no wonder he didn't wear his team uniform today.

"Well, right away, sister."

Yang Hong looked around, and found that the house was cleaned up. Since Fei Yu moved in, the two people's bedroom has become more and more tidy.

"I'm fine, let's go!" Qu Yi held the hat in one hand and the mask in the other, and walked to the door, remembering that he forgot to bring his mobile phone. Standing outside the door, Yang Hong couldn't help but gasped when he saw him holding the mobile phone.

There were some people Qu Yi didn't know sitting downstairs, and Nan Ke was sitting and chatting with them. Yang Hong led Qu Yi over to say hello, gave a brief introduction, and took Qu Yi out to the hospital.

Qu Yi played with the mobile phone in his hand, feeling that the people in the headquarters looked at him strangely just now, which made people feel uncomfortable.

After walking for a while, the atmosphere was really dull, so Qu Yi casually picked up a topic and said, "Why did the people from the headquarters suddenly come here?"

Sister Yang still had that kind and kind look: "Come here and deal with something."

Qu Yi was bored and was about to play with his mobile phone for a while, when Yang Hong, who had been driving quietly beside him, suddenly asked, "How is your health recently? Did you sleep well?"

Qu Yi paused, turned off the lock screen of the phone, and nodded: "It's okay, I slept well, except that my eyes can't see clearly, everything else is fine."

Yang Hong looked at the road ahead silently, and asked again: "How about the training match, is it going well? How is the new hero training?"

"Well... everything is okay. The training match was better than the main match. Maybe everyone was a little nervous on the field."

Qu Yi quietly observed Yang Hong's expression, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that something was wrong with Yang Hong today.

After another moment of silence, Qu Yi was about to pick up the phone again, and Sister Yang on the side spoke again: "You..." After you said a word, Yang Hong seemed to have nothing to say.

Qu Yi's heart tightened, and he asked, "Is something wrong?"

Yang Hong has worked in the club for nearly ten years, and has met many players with clear minds. Qu Yi is not the most outstanding, but she is the one who makes her feel at ease. She took a breath quietly and said solemnly: "You Take a look on Weibo, I have some mental preparations."

The already tense string in his heart suddenly flicked violently, Qu Yi squeezed the phone with both hands, unlocked it and clicked on Weibo.The network is not very smooth, and the refreshed interface has not come out for a long time. He adjusted his sitting posture and pretended not to see Yang Jie's eyes, but his heart beat faster and faster.

The sound of the Weibo refresh successfully entered the ears, Qu Yi moved his lips uncontrollably, clicked into the hot search list, and the moment he switched over, a crimson "explosion" came into sight first, followed by him and Lin Yihan name, at the top of the list!

He didn't care about thinking about it and clicked on it directly. On the top was a few pictures put together. The picture was very blurry, and the whole picture was covered with media watermarks. He zoomed in. Although it was not clear, it was not a problem to be sure that it was the two of them.One of the most intimate ones was the last time he was outside the base. He was wearing a team uniform. Lin Yihan brought him a coat. He couldn't help but leaned over and kissed him. That one was the most vague, but it was also because of the blur that it gave people infinite Room for reverie.

"Suspected relationship between Lin Yihan and e-sports star player KM Zhenhan was exposed. The two behaved intimately, and they seemed to go home together..."

Qu Yi bit his lower lip lightly, and scrolled down to the comments. The top ones were always those with malicious intent. He flipped through a few pages, and finally couldn't read any more. All kinds of news were updated every minute, new pictures The old pictures were brought out together, he clicked on Lin Yihan's Weibo, the latest one was four days ago, a photo of the studio attending an event, he looked in good spirits, glamorous, Qu Yi flipped through his His comments were all asking about this matter, so he exited his interface and looked at the rapidly rising private message comments in his message column, and his heart suddenly became peaceful.

It was exposed, so it was published in the newspaper without any preparation, and it was good to see him, maybe he could be contacted through this matter.

He closed the phone, didn't try to figure out why it was exposed, and turned to ask Sister Yang: "Sister, how do clubs usually handle this kind of thing?"

Sister Yang sighed: "Let's look at the wishes of the contestants first. There are some who are open, some who deny it, and some who are silent. But Lin Yihan has a special status after all, and you will be under much greater pressure than him. If you decide to make it public if."

Qu Yi nodded, and said lightly, "I see."

Sister Yang is a person who has experienced tsunami and earthquakes caused by this kind of thing too many times, so she couldn't help telling: "From my personal experience, this is not a good time to make it public. The headquarters sent people early in the morning, hoping to deny it. Today To bring you out, one is to look at the eyes, and the other is that the reporter may have reached the door now. To be honest, the burden of our whole team is on you. If you are overwhelmed by these, who will lead the team, let alone This incident itself will have a particularly big impact on you. The e-sports circle is very small. Once you hook up with outsiders, you always feel that you are posting backwards. We all know what kind of status Lin Yihan is in the entertainment industry. After you make it public, all your behaviors will be exposed to the sun, and your pressure will be much greater than his, and after you put such a label on it, it will be difficult to tear it apart. You are still young, and it will be difficult for you to meet any kind of people in the future. Not sure yet, your career is not complete for you, and if something happens in the future, it will end in a difficult way."

Yang Hong's ending tone softened, and Qu Yi looked ahead calmly. After a long time, he said, "Wait a minute, let's see how Mr. Lin handles it." He still had expectations, just like before.

Yang Hong already knew the situation of Lin Yihan and Qu Yi, and nodded without saying anything else.

The inflammation of the eyes became more serious. After learning about Qu Yi's occupation, the doctor ordered him not to use his eyes for more than five hours a day. His left eye was bandaged again, and he was forced to avoid light. Qu Yi followed Sister Yang to take the medicine to Going back, I was silent all the way.The screen of the mobile phone is always on the Weibo interface. This is the only communication channel between him and Lin Yihan. He didn't call him, send him a message, or even send a private message. He just waited quietly, waiting for a response .

Just after eleven o'clock, Weibo's special attention notification finally rang. At this time, it was not far from the base. Qu Yi slowly looked away from the window. He stared at the closed phone screen, and suddenly he didn't want to look at it. .Those bad premonitions in my heart were like beasts breaking free from confinement, tearing and rushing out.Sister Yang has been driving quietly, without disturbing him.

After a long time, he clicked on the screen, and a notification message lay quietly on it—Lin Yihan's studio issued a statement on the exposure of the suspected relationship. The statement stated that the two were just ordinary friends and had no other special relationship. …

Qu Yi didn't look at what was written later, his heart sank for a moment but he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, he was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced in fear for several hours, and finally the dust settled.He turned off the screen, turned sideways and closed his eyes, the beating rate of his heart slowed down, the unwilling arrogance was blocked in his chest cavity, it was extremely uncomfortable to hold back, the corners of his eyes covered by the gauze were a little moist, but in the end, they all disappeared In the darkness.

Is this an official farewell?

There were still many reporters blocking the base. Sister Yang looked at the calm-looking people beside her, and after thinking for a while, she decided to avoid the limelight first. Just as she was about to turn around, the person beside her said softly, "Go back."

Yang Hong was stunned: "Are you all right?"

The man smiled and shook his head: "It's okay, just make a statement according to the club's ideas."

Maybe it was because the tone was too sad, Yang Hong paused for a long time before finally realizing it, this was unexpected to her, she thought he would accept silence at most and would never deny it.

The car drove into the base, Qu Yi got out of the car, and walked into the base behind Sister Yang. Reporters swarmed up and surrounded him. Nan Ke came out to protect him. He stopped in his tracks, turned around, raised the brim of his hat slightly to face the dark camera, his eyes covered with gauze were exposed to the camera, and he glanced around the crowd indifferently, ignoring other people's questions , said to himself: "We are indeed just ordinary friends, please stop guessing at will, the base still needs daily training, thank you for coming here."

The intention of seeing off the guests could not be more obvious, the reporter was also stunned, watching the person enter the base helplessly, and only after a while did he ask his companions if they got the picture?For such a thing, it is almost impossible to get a positive response from the person concerned. Once you get it, it will be big news.

Nan Ke and Sister Yang were also taken aback. They didn't expect Qu Yi to stand up and clarify in person, but they were also very relieved. In just a few words, the current predicament was almost resolved, and the captain's responsibility was vividly reflected. Nan Ke watched him enter the door, turned around and briefly greeted the reporters who came, and sent them all away after a short while.

Qu Yi took off his coat and sat on the sofa on the first floor to receive the hot water from his aunt. Yang Hong was explaining the situation to the headquarters. Nan Ke sat down beside him and suddenly smiled.

Qu Yi stared at him with one eye: "What are you laughing at?"

Nan Ke raised his eyebrows: "It's nothing, I just didn't expect it."

"I didn't expect what?" He picked a strawberry and put it in his mouth, took a bite, his face changed slightly, and then returned to normal.

"I didn't expect you to deny it!"

Qu Yi stretched out his hand, lingered between the strawberry and the apple for a moment, then picked up the sliced ​​apple and put it in his mouth.

"Since the other party has drawn the line, forget it, what's the point of entanglement."

"So free and easy?" Nan Ke looked at him with a half-smile.

The corners of Qu Yi's mouth curled up, but there was no wave in his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, and the words he said made people feel inexplicably sad.

"What can I do if I'm not free and easy, the other party walks away cleanly and doesn't even leave a last thought, I..." He paused, his lips lined a few times, and his voice slowly lowered , "Forget it, forget it."

Nan Ke looked at the eyes he was looking at, and patted him on the shoulder lightly. He brought the plate in front of him to Qu Yi's side, and handed him a bamboo stick. topic of.

"what did the doctor say?"

Qu Yi came back to his senses, and smiled deliberately: "I can only train for five hours a day, so I plan to go to bed after lunch later, and train again in the evening, and keep my eyes well first, or I will die if I become blind."

"Blind?" Nan Ke's voice suddenly rose a few degrees.

Qu Yi was taken aback by his sudden reaction, frowned, and said, "I can't be blind, why are you making such a fuss as a joke."

Nan Ke was also helpless, and gave him a hard look: "Is this kind of joke? Are you afraid of me..."

"Old Nan, the phone number from the headquarters."

Yang Hong interrupted him halfway through the conversation, Nan Ke hurriedly got up to pick it up, Qu Yi's eyes suddenly dimmed as the people around him left, he felt very tired.

At 23:[-] noon, the KM official blog issued a statement denying the relationship between Qu Yi and Lin Yihan, and reminding fans not to listen to rumors at will, but to believe that your cold god is still your cold god, and by the way, Qu Yi A selfie, an official response that looks very unofficial.

At this point, the malicious hype that seemed to outsiders to be purely pastime for netizens finally came to an end. Not long after, several media released a video of Qu Yi's response in the morning. In the video, Qu Yi had one eye covered by gauze, looking Slightly haggard, looking at the camera with a calm voice, he explained his relationship with Lin Yihan - we are just ordinary friends.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Yihan attended an event in Shanghai for an interview. When asked about this matter, he refused to respond again. Qu Yi stayed in the room all afternoon, neither sleeping nor playing. All he could think about was him and Lin Yihan. Yihan is really over. The beginning and end of the story are so unexpected that people didn't start well, and they didn't say goodbye well.

No matter what happened, no matter how difficult it was, he should have told him, instead of unilaterally cutting off the relationship and never hearing from him.

It's raining in the capital city, pattering on the glass. It's November, the autumn rain is lingering and it's a bit colder.

Lin Yihan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel and looked out sadly. Zhou Shen sat on the sofa behind him smoking a cigarette, speechless for a long time.

The development of the matter was completely beyond expectations. Even Lin Yihan himself was awakened by Zhoushen's call early in the morning before he learned about it. Of course, it is needless to say who the instigator was. When Lin Yihan called, that person seemed to be Waiting for himself, and confessing to what he did, is so refreshing that people can't wait to slap him twice.

Zhou Shen stood up with a cigarette between his hands, and followed him to see the foggy city.

"Have any plans?"

Lin Yihan seemed to be recalling the past, the light in his eyes flickered from time to time, and occasionally there was a smile, he shook his head and lowered his eyelashes: "No, the statement has been issued, he should feel that we are over now Come on!"

Zhou Shen half closed his eyes, paused and said: "I think, should you tell him to let him be with you..."

Lin Yihan shook his head resolutely: "I have no way to tell him, what are you talking about, that kind of relationship I had with Jin Fan before, and maybe it will still be for a while in the future? Say I want to kill him but I can't do it? Or talk to him? He said that I have a hard time hoping that he can wait for me? If it were you, would you say that? "

Zhou Shen was silent.

"It's not clear, and it's hard to say. I just looked at him from a distance, watched the fireworks with him, and was exposed like this the next day. If I contact him again, I don't know what Jin Fan will do."

He paused and continued: "I originally thought that the accumulation of so many years was enough, but I didn't realize until today that it was too presumptuous to confront Jin Fan head-on. Can't protect."

When the smoke burned to the end, Zhou Shen coughed a few times.

"Then plan to keep doing this and never tell him anything? Or you..."

"That's it. When Jin Fan can't move at all, I'll go find him again."

"If he didn't wait for you, or if Jin Fan just left temporarily like last time, what should you do? Besides, this matter is far away, do you plan to spend it all the time?"

Lin Yihan looked outside, his voice lowered, with extremely restrained loneliness: "If that's the case, forget it, he is clean, and no matter who you follow in the future, just have a happy life. I shouldn't have extravagant expectations of him. .”

When Zhou Shen took over Lin Yihan, it was at the lowest point when he was tortured by Jin Fan, and now seven or eight years have passed, watching him crawl out of the mud step by step, until now Enjoying countless flowers, applause and pursuit, meeting someone who wants to spend a lifetime together at the right age, the two are in love, throwing away all the bad things and starting again, everything is going in the right direction, But God, never willing to give him a piece of peace, repeated torment, back and forth to gain and then lose, dilapidated life is like a stretch of city, never see the end.

The happiness of the happy people in this world is not the same, but the miserable people always repeat the same misery.

"No matter how far away it is, there will always be an end. I am willing to believe, and I am willing to wait. I will end all this as soon as possible. Brother will help me?"

The person standing beside him smiled and put the cigarette case into his trouser pocket. Perhaps he was born to be tortured by this person.