Ordinary heartbeat [e-sports]

"You...why is it you?" This was the first time Qu Yi spoke to Lin Yihan after a long time, but when he opened his mouth, he was so angry that even he was startled .

Lin Yihan was holding his coat in his hand, and looked at Qu Yi with half-downcast eyes. The lights in the room were dim, and the corridor light at the door was not turned on. Lin Yihan stood helplessly under the light and shadow like that. A child who did something wrong.

The two looked at each other from a distance, and were relatively silent for a moment.

After a long silence, Qu Yi picked up the clothes on the sofa and went out.

"Where are you going?"

The wrist was grabbed by Lin Yihan, and it hurt a bit with such force.

"open."

"Where are you going?"

He turned sideways and stared into his eyes: "Is it related to you?"

"Qu Yi..."

"Don't call me, let go."

Lin Yihan thought that Qu Yi would be angry, but he never thought that he would be so angry. After so long, he was still so aggressive, even without giving him a chance to explain, Lin Yihan felt inexplicably powerless.

"Can you give me a chance to explain?"

Qu Yi's wrist was still in Lin Yihan's hand, and it was already pinched red. He took advantage of the situation and raised that arm in front of him: "What do you want to explain? Is there any room for explanation?"

Lin Yihan fell silent. Indeed, there is no room for explanation. The words have been made clear. If the window paper is pierced, it will not stick back.

"Do you have to go?"

Qu Yi didn't answer him, but the force on his wrist didn't loosen.

He touched his skin and released him, as if a hole had been stabbed in his heart: "You stay here, I'll go out."

The door of the room was closed from the outside, and Qu Yi stayed where he was, his eyes firmly fixed on the door, as if he was determined to make a hole.There was a burning sensation on the wrist, the skin was flushed, and the pain was still there, but he suddenly felt a little sad.

Fei Yu once told him that if you are friends, don't be lovers, if you are lovers, you will be strangers if you leave!At that time, it sounded very special, but now I hear it again, it is actually the person in the song.

What should he do, break with Lin Yihan completely?

The weather in April was still very cold in the morning and evening. Lin Yihan wore a single shirt and stood smoking at the back door of the hotel.Recently, my addiction to cigarettes has gotten bigger and bigger, and I have half a pack in less than a day.The night was as cold as water, and the smoke was rushing in the wind, floating chaotically. He clutched his chest and coughed uncontrollably.

Suddenly footsteps sounded behind him, Lin Yihan turned around, and the person who was facing him just now was standing at the end of the passage, his bangs on his forehead covered his eyes, his eyebrows and eyes were all against the light, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

The cigarette in his hand had already burned to the end, and if it burned a little more, it would touch his knuckles, Lin Yihan was almost stunned, he never thought that Qu Yi would come down to look for him.

"There is no room." The man said in a flat tone, and turned around and walked back after speaking.

Lin Yihan realized the meaning of Qu Yi's words later, he hurriedly extinguished the cigarette in his hand and followed the people in front, probably because he was walking too fast, before he could get close, there was another burst of life-threatening reminders. coughing, Qu Yi had already walked a long way, stopped to look at him when he heard the sound, and said in a deep voice, "Are you alright?"

Lin Yihan has never been so happy and embarrassed. While holding his chest and coughing uncontrollably, he shook his head like a rattle, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "No...it's okay, cough cough cough......"

The two entered the room one after the other, Lin Yihan probably got a cold, his face was a little pale, he put his coat on the back of the chair, and kept his eyes on Qu Yi.

Qu Yi poured him a cup of hot water and put it on the small table in the room, and threw two throat clearing lozenges beside him, then turned around, touched his phone, and entered the room inside.

Lin Yihan originally thought of calling Zhoushen after smoking and finding a hotel to make do with it, but he didn't expect that God was generous and didn't give him this chance.

He drank the whole glass of water, swallowed another lozenge, and put the remaining lozenge in his trouser pocket.

He stayed outside for a while, processed the itinerary confirmations sent by several assistants, and then got up to take a shower. He hadn't rested for more than 20 hours and was really tired.

Halfway through the shower, he heard someone coming out from inside. He turned off the water and listened carefully, but it was quiet outside, and there was no sound.He suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart, Qu Yi wouldn't slip away while he was taking a shower!Where is he going out alone in the middle of the night?Thinking about it this way, he didn't bother to wash, he hurriedly washed up, wrapped himself in a nightgown, and went out, but as soon as he went out, he happened to bump into that person.

Qu Yi stared fixedly at him, holding a carton of milk in his hand, which seemed to be eaten in the refrigerator. Lin Yihan was only wearing a crooked bathrobe, and the knot tied at random would be tense if he moved it a little. The hair is still dripping, it's not aesthetically pleasing to look at, Qu Yi took a look at him, then continued to turn to look for his own food, ignoring him the whole time.Seeing that the person was still there, Lin Yihan felt relieved for an instant. He scrambled back to the bathroom, dried his hair, changed his clothes, and came out half an hour later.There was no one in the outside room, he reckoned that he should have gone to sleep, then drank a glass of water by himself, checked his phone a few times, and pushed open the bedroom door almost silently.

The room was dark and the lights were not turned on, the curtains leaked a crack, and the moonlight came in and fell on the two adjacent big beds, drawing a shallow gully.

The bedroom is very big, with two 1.5-meter-large beds, Qu Yi sleeps on the left, and the right bed is flat for Lin Yihan.

In the darkness, Lin Yihan's expression couldn't be seen clearly. He walked slowly and steadily, as if he was afraid of disturbing the sleeping cat.Most of Qu Yi's face was buried in the quilt, and he was wearing a white T-shirt with a small part of his arm exposed.Lin Yihan sat down on the edge of the bed, he bent down and leaned forward, Qu Yi was just within reach of his hand, his skin turned a layer of porcelain white under the radiance of the moonlight, like a densely filled white sugar jar, Exudes a light sweet fragrance.

Lin Yihan squinted his eyes slightly. He was indeed very tired, but he didn't want to sleep. He wanted to just keep watching, because after today, he didn't know when the next time would be.

In the middle of the night, people's senses are always extremely sensitive. Once those trivial emotions are turned up, they will be turbulent. It has been nearly five months since I saw Qu Yi for the first time last December, and he can't tell. I don't know what kind of emotion I have for Qu Yi, whether I'm all about conquering just to please my body, or whether I'm quietly moving my heart, but I'm getting more and more aware that when I look at Qu Yi, I gradually have some strange feelings in my heart, A little scared, but also very happy, different from all the boys who have chased and made trouble before.In the past, when he sat here and looked at another person, he would only think about him, but now, he didn't seem to have such a thought. He even felt that if he did that, it would be a kind of love for him or Qu Yi. destroy.

He couldn't bear to let him be broken for that kind of beauty that was rare to see and regarded as a treasure.

The moon will sink into the night, and will he stop here to rest?He didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to ask extravagantly, or he didn't disdain that people were born to be free and unrestrained, not to be bound by others.

Maybe it was really because the night was too quiet, the more he thought about it, the more confused he was, and some old pictures flashed in his mind from time to time, like the reminders set in the memo, telling him all the time that you can't forget, you can't do it.He almost couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, his headache became more and more severe, and countless dirty past events rushed into his mind aggressively, he squeezed the sheet under his body tightly, then turned over and lay down under the quilt without saying a word.

There was no time to take off his clothes, and he didn't dare to make a sound, so he gritted his teeth and endured it with all his strength. He gripped the quilt tightly and drilled down, covering his head completely.

The room quietly returned to silence, and Qu Yi, who had been "sleeping", slowly opened his eyes. The person on the opposite bed shrank like a shrimp, nearly 1.9 meters tall, and unexpectedly only occupied one center on that bed.In the dark, Qu Yi couldn't see clearly, he just felt that the man was trembling. He wanted to go down to have a look, but because of the current relationship, he didn't know how to speak. His eyes kept falling on the man's thin back until everything returned to calm. When Lin Yihan really fell asleep, Qu Yi didn't move a bit.

It was dawn in a blink of an eye, and Lin Yihan had already left when Qu Yi woke up. Today's recording started in the afternoon, and it was time for the training games of the major teams in the morning. He washed up in a hurry, and just sat down, the door suddenly rang, Then the door was swiped open from the outside, and Lin Yihan was carrying two breakfast bags, wrapped like rice dumplings.

Qu Yi didn't speak, and he didn't speak. He took off all the cumbersome masks and hats, and then swung over and put a copy in front of Qu Yi's eyes.After taking a nap, Qu Yi calmed down a lot. He untied the bag and started to eat in silence.Lin Yihan was sitting opposite him, looking at his phone all the time, tapping his fingers on the screen quickly, as if he was replying to someone's message.

Qu Yi ate well, sat there and thought for a long time, maybe, this is a good opportunity to make it clear to him, they can't be strangers like this forever, even if they really don't contact each other in the end, they should be clear, and It's not that it's over for no apparent reason.

He finally looked at Lin Yihan honestly, the man quickly caught his gaze, spit out a straw of soy milk, and waited for his next words.

"Ms. Lin..." He lowered his eyes and spoke slowly, "I don't like you."

Lin Yihan, who was silent at first, moved when he heard the sound, pulled out a tissue on the table and said calmly, "And then?"

"I figured, if we can be friends, go ahead, if not..."

He didn't go any further, Lin Yihan understood what he meant.

"I see."

Qu Yi was surprised by his straightforwardness: "What do you know?"

Lin Yihan wiped his fingers carefully, and when he brushed the tip of his ring finger, he said, "I know you don't like me."

Qu Yi paused, and Lin Yihan continued: "But that doesn't prevent me from liking you."

There was another unknown fire in his heart, and Qu Yi's 20 years of Buddhism were almost destroyed. Lin Yihan was so magical, and could ignite his peaceful mind the fastest.

"Lin Yihan, do you have to do this?"

The person who had been avoiding Qu Yi's sight finally raised his head: "How about me? You can not accept me, you can ignore me, you can hate me, but you have no right not to let me like you, that is my own business, any No one has the right to interfere."

Qu Yikong was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger, and he had nothing to say until he had run out of words.

He snorted coldly, and his eyes were full of disgust when he smiled: "In that case, it's up to you."

The door of the bedroom was thrown with a loud noise, Lin Yihan was holding a straw of soy milk, and his eyes fell on the empty chair casually, how did they become like this?

It's just a word of liking, is it against the rules of heaven?

Or, he is destined to be unable to deal with this person!

He took a bite of the cool steamed stuffed bun and fed it into his stomach with the sweet soy milk. He took out his mobile phone and sent Zhoushen a message - I don't want to work today, take a day off!

He turned off his mobile phone, closed the curtains of the outer room, moved all the things on the sofa, put a sofa pillow at random, and fell asleep miserably.

When he opened his eyes, he didn't know whether it was day or night, the tip of his nose was surrounded by the aroma, which made his stomach growl non-stop.He searched for the smell, and finally saw a few unopened lunch boxes on the table for breakfast.The table was already cleared, he got up and drank a few sips of water, he didn't care where the food came from, he opened the lid and was about to eat, just after taking a bite, he suddenly remembered that there seemed to be someone else in the room.

He swallowed the mouthful of dry rice, opened the door and entered the bedroom, but there was no one in the bedroom, including his bag.He stood awake for a moment, then turned around lightly, and went back to eat his own meal.

The rice was still hot, with five dishes and one soup, one serving of rice, with a light taste, without the coriander that he didn't like, so he couldn't eat it all of a sudden.

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A miserable person, a miserable baby!