Daji is a male fox

The information on the Internet is messy, and there are all kinds of messy statements. Shang Zixin, who opened the door to the new world for the first time, has a headache for these messy information. What makes him feel a little uncomfortable is that he saw a post that someone asked for help on the Internet. I said that I had a sexual impulse towards the same sex and wanted to confirm whether I was gay, but a psychiatrist came out and said: This is normal. It is normal to have a sexual impulse towards the same sex during adolescence, as long as I stop my behavior in time. won't be gay.

In Shang Zixin's mind, a group of legendary beasts galloped past—what he cared about was that the man who claimed to be a psychiatrist said that the brother who asked for help was normal!Is homosexuality abnormal?Having desires towards the same sex and still claiming to be heterosexual, the psychiatrist is probably not a fake, is he?

Shang Zixin closed that post in a depressed mood, and continued to open the next one.

However, Shang Zixin soon discovered that he was still too naive.In the name of a psychiatrist, it’s okay to curse homosexuals as sick. In many posts, the first reaction of those keyboard warriors is...

Homosexuals are mentally ill and should be locked up in a mental hospital.

It's disgusting, all gays die!

Tsk, don't be ashamed, did your parents raise you just to get fucked by other men?

Madan, how do these people survive in the world, it really pollutes the air.

Disgusting, you comrades are really enough, can't you hide away by yourself?Don't come out to harm the environment!Opening the webpage and seeing the news about homosexuality really made me spit out the overnight meal.

Anyway, I will not make friends with comrades. I heard from my parents that all comrades have AIDS, and everyone should stay as far away as possible to avoid being infected.

There are even anti-gay extremists who specially built a building to list the disadvantages of homosexuality, wishing that all gays and les in the world would disappear, so that they could have a blue sky.

Faced with those vicious remarks, even Shang Zixin's complexion turned a little dark, and even those who were gay and were linked to eighteen generations of ancestors, greeted those people rationally in their hearts, Shang Zixin Allow yourself to continue watching with peace of mind.

Of course, there are still more reasonable people who say: heterosexuality and homosexuality are all normal, and there is no distinction between good and bad.

The environment on the Internet is too bad. After browsing the webpage for half a day, there is no actual progress. Instead, I got a lot of information of one kind or another.Shang Zixin closed the computer calmly, thinking calmly that he should go to the library and look for some academic knowledge to learn about.

Fortunately, University B's library has abundant resources, and Shang Zixin didn't have much trouble finding basic professional books on sexual psychology.

It explains a few things about heterosexuality, homosexuality and bisexuality.

From a biological point of view, human beings are actually bisexual, but more people choose the opposite sex as their partner. Gradually, same-sex couples are regarded as heterogeneous, but this is not normal, whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex. It's just a general sexual choice, just like you like apples and others like pears, you can't say that because there are more people who like apples, you can treat those who like pears as heterogeneous.

Shang Zixin had always regarded himself as heterosexual before, but he had never had a crush. So, he also belonged to the male-biased part of bisexuality?Or maybe you were gay from the beginning, but you didn't realize it because you were too self-conscious about your appearance?Shang Zixin was more inclined to the latter, after all he didn't feel his heart beating faster for other boys except Su Li.

The book also said that the best way to identify homosexuality is to see if you have sexual impulses towards the same sex...

Uh... Shang Zixin really didn't happen, the main reason is that he felt that he would insult Teacher Su... So he stopped his thoughts before thinking about it.

And most importantly, homosexuality is likely to be born. Shang Zixin reflected on himself and found that he seems to belong to this category...

It seems that when I go back, I have to study the matter between men and men. After closing the book, Shang Zixin thought seriously, anyway, he also found some small resources and movies on the Internet.

In the evening, Mu Lianyi and the others thought the internet in the dormitory was too bad, and wanted to organize a group to go outside to have a good time. Shang Zixin was struggling with the issue of small movies, so he refused.After finally waiting for everyone in the dormitory to go out, Shang Zixin climbed into bed, put down the curtain, and took out his mobile phone to watch the little boy movie he just downloaded this afternoon.

The main reason is that Shang Zixin feels that it is not suitable to watch this small movie when there are other people in the dormitory. It always feels weird. Although in the male dormitory, it is normal to watch a movie about the great harmony of life together. Before, Xie Xiaolang and Mu Lian Yi also mentioned to watch it together, but Shang Zixin himself was not very interested in this, so he refused.

Not to mention the study of the great harmony between men and women. Shang Zixin felt that if other people in the dormitory knew about it, they would probably go crazy.

Opening the short movie with a complicated mood, Shang Zixin specially selected a very famous short video for research. It is very complete from foreplay to real swords and guns.

Shang Zixin watched the two men kiss passionately with a blank face, then undressed, stretched, until he was shot, the whole process took only a little over half an hour, and he heard the voice of the protagonist of the movie, um, ah, Shang Zixin felt... well, that's it, he didn't have any special feelings for the men in the movie.

Except that there are some doubts that such a small place can really safely accommodate other objects.

But... If one of them is replaced by Su Li... When Shang Zixin realized what he was thinking, he couldn't restrain the little train in his head, and his face involuntarily floated up. Flushed, only myself blushed at the small movie in the dormitory, it was crazy!

Shang Zixin spat at himself in his heart, climbed out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and quenched the strange anger in his heart. He felt that he might never go back in this life.

It's over!He really fell in love with Teacher Su. Shang Zixin's mind was racing to analyze. Although Su Li never said that he liked him, according to his previous behavior, he should have a good impression of him. Taking a step back, even if There is no affection among lovers, but to friends, Su Li is still very good to herself.

In this way, there is still hope for Su Li if he wants to 'turn the corner'...but is Su Li willing?Shang Zixin didn't know, he even began to suspect that Su Li said that on purpose last night.

Su Li, who was missed by Shang Zixin, lay down on the bed and played games very calmly, without the slightest sign of anxiety. Anyway, Shang Zixin has been stimulated by him, so he will definitely verify it. Su Li thought of Shang Zixin Junxiu His face was itchy, forget it, wait for the little cutie to calm down before going to him.

Su Li, who had nothing to do, threw away his mobile phone and ran to the study to draw.

Su Li set up the easel, spread out the canvas, and began to draw lines.

One stroke at a time, extremely serious.

In his mind, he thought of the scene of the sun shining on Shang Zixin when he was going to substitute for the class. His hands kept moving, and he gradually restored the scene of that day with the paint stained in his hands.

......

Probably because of watching that little movie, Shang Zixin had an extremely eclectic dream that night, and the main characters in the dream were him and Su Li...

Shang Zixin stared blankly at the white roof. After feeling the stickiness under his body, a look of shame and anger appeared on his face.

Yesterday I just confirmed that I like Su Li, but today it has become like this, how hungry is he.

Seriously recalled last night's dream, heck, it didn't seem to say who was up and who was down, just dreamed of Su Li's fair and slender body and... Stop, feel the kid Xin's eagerness to move, Shang Zixin immediately The picture that was recalled in my mind stopped.

While all his roommates were sleeping, Shang Zixin got out of bed and changed his pants secretly to eliminate the evidence. Looking at the underwear fluttering in the wind, Shang Zixin felt like a thief for the first time in his life.Still in such an embarrassing situation, Shang Zixin just wanted to go back to strangling himself to death last night. Why did he watch such exciting things before going to bed? It's normal for hot-blooded young people to watch GV before going to bed. , or in other words, it is not normal if there is no response...

In view of what he did to "I'm sorry" Su Li last night, Shang Zixin decided to calm down these few days. He was worried that he would think of what happened that night when he saw Su Li, and he would be unable to control himself when he thought of it.Just kidding, it's not a fun thing for the kid Xin to wake up on the spot, if Su Li bumps into such an embarrassing scene, he'll just jump into the lotus pond in Big B.

For several days in a row, Shang Zixin went to the library after class to keep himself busy and stop thinking about that day's dream. Unfortunately, despite working so hard, whenever he thought of Su Li, he couldn't help thinking about it. From that day's dream...

Yuancao ran so diligently to the library, which naturally attracted a lot of crazy bees and butterflies. Who made Shang Zixin not only handsome and good-looking, but also with a gentle personality and a special love for learning. In this world that looks at faces , Shang Zixin can be said to be the dream lover of all the girls in University B. After all, there are many handsome boys, many good-studied boys, and more gentle-tempered boys, but it can be said that there are very few boys who combine these factors.

Adhering to the idea that even if you don't get to see it, it's still very eye-catching, Shang Zixin has encountered a lot of girls these days.