Rich green tea dressed as cannon fodder husband and wife

In fact, it is also difficult for Shen Yao to say what he really wants. It is more like an instinct in nature than to pursue a higher level of human emotional enjoyment.

From the time he was born to the time when he learned art, he still lives only by instinct.

The paths on both sides of Central Avenue are paved with bluestone slabs, and a large area of ​​fresh and lush green grass is planted. The birch trees stand among them. The heavy rain is the rock of midsummer. Swaying by surprise, Shen Yao ran barefoot across the stone road and rushed straight to the gate.

——And on the second floor of the abandoned security building next to it, a bright lamp was lit in the turbulent rainstorm, and the eager rain reflected the light. Shen Yao stopped suddenly and looked at the room on the second floor.

Zhang Tingshan was sitting in front of his house with a creaking broken chair. The door was wide open. He was leaning on the old-fashioned concrete corridor guardrail to enjoy the rainstorm. The earthy smell is mixed with more hot flashes of water vapor.

Downstairs stood a barefoot boy wearing only a shirt and shorts, trying to look up at him in the rain with a pair of nice and innocent big eyes.

……

"..." The newspaper in Zhang Tingshan's hand fell.

"Shen Yao! Are you crazy, aren't you?!" Zhang Tingshan stuck his head out of the handrail and roared, before running downstairs.Shen Yao stared blankly at the teacher's movements, seeing him running halfway, then viciously going back to the room to get a bath towel and running out again.

Until Zhang Tingshan stood in front of him and covered his head with a bath towel, Shen Yao was still in a daze.

"What do you want to do? Come here quickly and go upstairs with me." Zhang Tingshan couldn't help but drag Shen Yao to the second floor. Shen Yao seemed to have forgotten how to struggle, and then went up to the second floor.

This is a building that is about to be abandoned. It used to be occupied by security guards recruited by some schools. The whole corridor is filled with an unknown smell. It seems to be sweat, but it is more like the smell of urine or moldy fish tanks.

At the earliest time, this building was also a teaching building. There was a time when it was said that the security here was not good, so the school recruited many security personnel, and vacated this old building that was not commonly used and was close to the gate as a security dormitory. In the future, the guards, the security team, and the cleaning staff all used to live there, but now, this building is said to be demolished soon, and the higher authorities want to build a laboratory building here to make room for the large-scale equipment for the Academy of Sciences.

Zhang Tingshan took advantage of this gap, greeted the management who had some relationship, and moved in.

Standing in front of the dimly lit door, Shen Yao could smell the strong smell of paint and damp paper. Looking into the room, only the camp bed was barely a good piece of furniture, even Zhang Tingshan's usual hurdle The vests were randomly thrown in the open suitcase, and the rest were painting materials. Zhang Tingshan would never forget to take these with him wherever he went.

Such shabby conditions made Shen Yao a little at a loss. He stood hesitantly in the light, with a bath towel with a strong smell of a single middle-aged man on his head, and his face was washed white by the rain. Like a pretty girl.

"Teacher... Are you living here now?" Shen Yao said softly.

Zhang Tingshan was still thinking about pulling him in, but when he saw that he was drenched and ran out in his underpants, he didn't know what happened to the kid, so he panicked, "Ah, I live here, you come in first, Your hair is all wet, what happened to you?"

Shen Yao struggled a bit, and broke free from Zhang Tingshan's pulling hand.He was a little surprised to find that Zhang Tingshan's strength was not as strong as he had imagined. It seemed that he was just an ordinary old man, with dimples on his face, a belly that seemed to be in a bad mood, and the fact that he had been holding hands all year round on his fingers. Calluses from the paintbrush.

Zhang Tingshan staggered a bit when he broke free, and then stood firm by supporting a simple table. Before he could turn around and scold the brat, he just heard him stand at the door and said softly:

"Teacher, I like someone who shouldn't be liked by me."

Shen Yao's tone was very calm, as if he could not hear any ups and downs, not at all like his usual whirring and humming, but Zhang Tingshan could hear a little tremor in the end of his voice.

Zhang Tingshan didn't look back, and just stood there in that funny pose.

Shen Yao smiled, and suddenly couldn't hold back the moisture in his eyes, and the tear dangling in his eyes finally flowed down his cold cheeks soaked in rain.

"I'm in love with him, but I'm afraid he doesn't really love me."

said it.

That's right.

Only after he said it did Shen Yao realize that it was such a simple sentence, but he was awkward for so long.

If it was Shen Yao from before, he would definitely slap himself and scold him, "If you don't know, just ask! Don't you have a mouth, only a chin?"

But now he was so devastated that he was completely lost.

It turns out that people are not only sketches with three courtyards and five eyes in different poses and different poses, but also people can deceive themselves, and they are out-and-out fools who are self-righteous.

After a long time, Zhang Tingshan straightened up, picked up the towel that fell on the floor and threw it on the bed, patted the dirt on his body, picked up the kettle on the table and poured water into the cup: "Hey, what should I do?" The thing is, isn’t it just that the young man has encountered some emotional difficulties? What’s the matter. You young people, you value this too much, and the teacher also..."

"Teacher, you know who I'm talking about." Shen Yao lowered his head.

Zhang Tingshan was silent again.

"... so what? You are still my student no matter what, can the teacher want you?"

Shen Yao raised his head abruptly, the figure of Zhang Tingshan standing hunched over the table pouring water for him was covered with a layer of gold rims by the dim broken light bulb, and even the silver threads on his temples were soft and loving, Shen Yao had a sore nose and cried out .

It's embarrassing, but it's embarrassing in front of the teacher.

Zhang Tingshan was sitting on the chair, Shen Yao was lying on the teacher's shoulder and crying like a fool, how old is he, but he can cry harder than a child of how old, Shen Yao himself didn't know what happened at that time, suddenly It became like this, as if everything for so long was far away from me at once, only the teacher's sweaty shoulders and the sound of the summer rainstorm outside the house were so real.

"...Teacher... I was wrong..." Shen Yao repeated this sentence intermittently, Zhang Tingshan remained silent and patted his back like holding a child.

It wasn't until Shen Yao hiccupped and stopped his tears that Zhang Tingshan let him go.

"Wipe your face, what do you look like?" Zhang Tingshan handed over the towel.

Although the towel already smelled of sweat and rain and hadn't been washed, Shen Yao felt that it was more refreshing than the special scented towel used by his young master.

Shen Yao stared red, lowered his head, and didn't dare to say a word, so he told Zhang Tingshan about it, and he accepted it just like that. Shen Yao didn't know what else he would say to him, whether he wanted to persuade himself to leave Fu Mingyan, or Will he say that Fu Mingyan is not a good person, or... scold himself for being too stupid - it seems that there is no good possibility at all!

Shen Yao lowered his head even deeper.

Zhang Tingshan handed him the cup, which was filled with hot water, but it was just a little hot to the touch, but it was warm in his mouth, and he took a big gulp until it reached his stomach, and the rain, moisture and unhappiness all over his body seemed to disappear.

"I already know about Fu Mingyan's art exhibition for you." Zhang Tingshan said like a lightning strike, "Also, did you tell him that you want to exhibit my paintings together?"

"I……"

"You can choose which one you want, I don't care." Zhang Tingshan agreed very readily, which left Shen Yao at a loss.

"Teacher... am I... too stupid?" Shen Yao said what he was most afraid of hearing, his mouth was always one step ahead of his brain, and he regretted it after he finished speaking, and Zhang Tingshan would inevitably say "nonsense". Then you'll shut yourself up...

"What are you talking about? If you are stupid, those other students will have to be thrown out." Zhang Tingshan said nonchalantly.

Shen Yao suddenly raised a pair of red eyes to stare at him.

"Indeed, I guessed a little bit," Zhang Tingshan sighed, "Your temper can't be hidden, I can tell it in your eyes, it's all written on your face, and you want to hide it from someone." He also took a sip of warm water, "It's not good for you to say who you like, but it's him..."

I'm coming.Shen Yao became nervous.

"Fu Mingyan, what kind of burden is that on him? He doesn't have so much time to think about the love of his children, and you are an emotional person. What should you do if you and him are not doing well? What should you do if he bullies you? Your parents Let go, no one in your natal family cares about you... What kind of child, you are trying to piss me off..."

As he was talking, Zhang Tingshan really became angry. He wanted to pick up the towel and slap him twice, but he felt sorry for how sad he was just now, so he just tossed it and threw it on the bed.

"Pfft..." Shen Yao suddenly laughed.

Zhang Tingshan: "What are you laughing at?"

"I laugh at the teacher like my mother. It breaks my heart. She doesn't look like a man."

"Say who doesn't look like a man! It's not that you don't worry about it! You also know that it's your uncle, and you still... say you are ashamed and afraid that you won't be able to accept it. You little bastard who cares nothing about human relationships. I can't cure you. , what do you like, let others eat it, it’s best, don’t give me any leftover bones, so I won’t be annoyed when I see it..."

"Don't talk about me like that..."

"If you don't say that, what do you say about you? You, you just take your feelings too seriously. I think you have been poisoned by him and lost your mind. You don't even wear pants. Fortunately, you didn't take a walk. Otherwise, the school newspaper will be published tomorrow." Let’s say the students of the Art Academy engage in performance art.”

"I forgot." Shen Yao pulled his shirt.

"You came here in the middle of the night just to tell me this? If you want my opinion, I object." Zhang Tingshan spoke earnestly, like an experienced old man, with an unlit cigarette in his mouth.

"Hmm..." Shen Yao was about to cry again.

"Okay, okay--you don't want to do this! I don't want to eat this...Okay, why are big men crying...I agree, can't I agree?"

"That's what you said." Shen Yao raised his head, but he didn't look like he was crying.

"... I agree... what's the use?! You kid has the ability to torture your teacher here, and if you have the ability to talk to Fu Mingyan, that old bastard... Come on, I'll go with you! Talk to him! He If you don’t say one, two, three, four, five today, I’ll vent my anger on you!”

"Don't, don't, don't, teacher, don't—" Shen Yao quickly grabbed Zhang Tingshan's arm.

"Oh, now you know how to stop me? Don't you just want me to give you an attitude? I'll give it to you, do you dare to tell Fu Mingyan? Ah?"