love is deeper than the sea

, God, whatever.

Just let Mama Li, this kind woman, continue to live.

Mother Li's situation is not good.The doctors rushed her to the emergency room without further delay.Li An didn't dare to leave his mother for a moment, and followed her all the time.

I noticed that he had completely lost his usual composure, and now his face was full of panic and bewilderment. He occasionally looked back at me, and his eyes were messy and out of focus.

It looked like the sky was about to fall.

I took two quick steps, ignoring the suspicious eyes of the people around me, and grabbed Li An's shoulders: "Master, don't panic. Master, don't panic."

Li An finally calmed down after repeated reassurance by me. He has been refusing to let go of his mother's hand: "Jiatu, my mother is my only relative."

As I sprinted away, I said, "I know."

Li An: "She has a tumor in her brain, I shouldn't have stimulated her. I really regret it."

Me: "I know. She'll be fine."

Li An: "If she... I won't forgive myself."

Me: "Master, it's my fault. Don't blame yourself."

I squeezed Li An's cold hand, and stopped at the door of the emergency room with him.

Li's mother was sent to the emergency room. The doctor closed the door and turned on the lights.

My invincible master, my invincible master, my master who was wiped out with a faint smile, is now sitting blankly against the wall.The curly hair drooped listlessly, the jaw was tense, and the long eyelashes trembled fragilely.

I sit next to him.

Maybe it's because outsiders are clear, I'm not like Li An, who has no control.I went outside to buy coffee and sandwiches and put them in Lian's hands, but he refused to eat them.

I tried to shake his hand, but he blocked me this time.

I felt bored, so I had no choice but to withdraw my hand in embarrassment.Unwrapped the sandwich and bit into it.

The emergency room of a hospital is probably the nightmare and hope of many people. There are very few places in the world where you can experience the feeling of living like a year.

Li An always sat on the bench with his head bowed, while I stood up, leaning against the wall, with my hands in my trouser pockets.

Next to us is a long corridor. One afternoon, watching doctors and patients come and go, life and life come and go, the boundary between life and death becomes numb and blurred here.

I looked up at the lights above the emergency room.Suddenly I felt like an ark on the sea, surrounded by the dark ocean, I didn't know where to go.

Li An and I, where should we go?

do we have a future

If something happens to Li's mother, Li An will never forgive me in this life.I know.

Suddenly, the lights went out.

The door opened and the doctor came out.Li An shook his body, jumped up from the chair and hurried up.

Doctor: "We tried our best, but the operation didn't go well." After speaking, he stood aside.

Mama Li was covered with a white cloth and pushed out from inside.

I looked at Li An, his whole body was trembling, his face was as pale as paper.

He clenched his fists, fell convulsively on his mother's body, and cried, "Mom, mother..."

I went up and hugged him on the shoulder.

He fends off me.

I insist.

He waved and punched me.

Leaning against the wall with blood dripping from the corner of my mouth, I reached out and wiped the corner of my mouth.The bright red blood stuck to the fingertips, it was bright red and dazzling.

Trembling, I clenched my fist, holding the blood in my palm.

Startled, the nurses came to me: "Are you okay?"

I shook my head: "It's okay. How was the operation just now?"

Nurse: "The lady's condition is already very bad, coupled with her weak constitution, she has been depressed all the time... We are very sorry."

I nodded: "Thank you."

Nurse: "Are you her son?"

Me: "It used to be, but it won't be anymore."

Li An lost his mind and followed his mother's stretcher away, and I leaned against the wall to watch her leave.

Everything around became blurred and blurred, and I only saw his figure when he left.Standing alone, inseparable from each other.Three times around the tree, there is no branch to rely on.

Poor Master.

When I go back to school, I don't want to surf the Internet or do things.I haven't accepted the news of the loving woman's death in my heart, I went to the bathroom and washed my head with cold water several times, but still felt like a dream.

Although he graduated, Li An's things are still in the apartment.His pajamas were draped over the sofa, his laptop was open, everything was as it had been when he left.

I don't know what he is doing now, what he is thinking in his heart, I really want to see him, but I am afraid that he will beat me.

I was bored and put away Li An's clothes, stuffed them into cardboard boxes, and drove to his house.

On the way I bought a big pack of Band-Aids and prepared myself for a beating.

I came to Li An's house again. Fortunately, my memory is not bad, so I remembered the way.The last time I came here, there was still light in this villa, and there was a beautiful woman making dumplings for me inside.This time, the villa was pitch-black, with no light at all, and it was terribly deserted.

I parked the car and went up to knock on the door with the cardboard box under my arm.Although there is no popularity in the villa, I believe Li An is inside.

"Master, open the door." I knocked on the door.

No one responded.

I knocked again for a while, but there was still no one.

I saw an open window on the second floor, so I found a hose and climbed up, over the garage, and through the window.

The room was dark and eerily silent.As soon as I turned on the light, I found that it was a bedroom, and there was a person lying on the bed in the middle of the bedroom.

I walked over and bent down to see Li An's sleeping face.It turned out that he was not asleep, his eyes were open, and he was in a daze.

I sat down beside the bed: "Master, have you eaten yet?"

Leon ignored me.

I pulled the sheet over him.Touching his curly hair: "Master, I'll make you something to eat. Wait for me."

I went downstairs to the kitchen and rummaged through something, cooked it, and served it up.

"Drink some milk, master. Don't be sad. I'll be with you." I put the food on the bedside, then lay down in front of Li An, shaking my fingers in front of his eyes, "Are you awake?"

Li An's eyeballs finally moved, the focus shifted to my mouth, and he asked hoarsely, "Does it hurt?"

I touched the corner of my mouth: "It doesn't hurt. I bought a band-aid and will put it on later."

25. Father Li Arrives

Li An: "Jiatu, my mother is dead."

Me: "She is a good person and will definitely go to heaven."

Li An: "She has been waiting for my father all her life, and she never waited until she died."

Me: "Have you contacted your father? Did he know the news?"

Li An: "He was shocked. I heard his uncontrollable voice for the first time. He said he was coming to see his mother off, and he wanted me to go to New York to officially be his son."

Me: "Oh, what about you, what do you think?"

Li An's fists were slowly clenched under the quilt: "He is dreaming."

Li An sat up from the bed, drank a glass of milk, and fell asleep again.I went downstairs to fetch the cardboard box, then took off my clothes and got under the covers.

Li An stretched out his hand, took out a band-aid from the butt pocket of my jeans, tore it open, and stuck it to the corner of my lips.He leaned over and kissed: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

I laughed twice, and hugged Li An tightly under the quilt: "Master, my apprentice will sleep with you."

In the next few days, after I finished the exam, I stayed at Li An's house and stayed with him.He often forgot to shave his beard and forget to wear his slippers, so I followed him with a razor and slippers.

His mood changes violently, sometimes he suddenly pushes me on the floor and kisses, sometimes he pushes me against the wall and stares at me coldly.

He has no relatives other than his mother and father, whom he doesn't know much about.Now he lives alone in the villa, loneliness and regret often keep him awake at night.

A few days later, LeAnn's father showed up for the first time.

These days the sky has been gloomy, the clouds are very low, and every afternoon there is a downpour.On this day, three shiny black luxury cars stopped quietly in the garden in front of the villa.The driver got out of the car first, followed by the bodyguards. The bodyguards held up their umbrellas, opened the car door, and then Li An's father came out.

Li An's father was not as young as I imagined. Although he was tall and handsome, his hair was all white, and he seemed to be about 60 or [-] years old.Surrounded by bodyguards, secretaries and lawyers, he walked into the villa. The small living room became overcrowded, and the floor was covered with muddy water.Li An's expression became ugly.

Li An's father took off his gloves and sat down on the sofa.Immediately, the entourage provided him with hot tea and handed it to him.

From the beginning to the end, Li An had no intention of getting up from the sofa.He sat there casually, looking at his father indifferently.I sit next to him.

When his father saw me, he looked suspicious: "Who are you?"

Me: "I'm LeAnn's roommate. Here, uh, take care of him."

"Thank you. But I have something to talk to Li An alone, can you avoid it?"

I nodded and got up to leave.

But Li An kept me, he said to his father: "If you have something to say, you can say it directly, and you don't have to avoid others."

Li An's father frowned: "No. He is an outsider."

Li An retorted: "No, he is not."

His father's eyes rested on our touching arms for a moment, and then he compromised: "Okay. Son, you can stay. But please don't make a sound, and don't tell others what you heard today."

Li An said softly: "Old guy, don't order us."

Papa Li frowned, as if he was about to get angry, but he finally suppressed his anger.

"Leann, I am sorry for the death of your mother. Now you are underage and have no guardian. I hope you can come to New York and come back to the family and become my public third son. I will provide you The best education, the best career, as... as compensation for all these years."

"My mother died, you just feel sorry?" Li An said coldly.

"Over the years, we have never been asked once. My mother will recognize me as a son after she dies. Why?"