He Jian sighed helplessly, and said softly:

"I really can't give so much affection now, so I can only continue to be friends with you. If you want to sleep with me, can you talk about it next time? It's not that I don't want to sleep with you. "

Tu Muyuan pursed his lips when he heard the words, the light in his eyes suddenly dimmed.

"Are you a buddy with guns?"

"……Um."

"He Jian, you know, I want to be your boyfriend."

He Jian's heart was burned by his words. Many people told him that they wanted to be his girlfriend, or that they wanted him to be her boyfriend, but no one could make him feel like Tu Muyuan. Such a strong heartbeat.

He Jian has always known that he is a very sad person, he has no positive energy, he can't control himself, he doesn't even know what to do to make himself happy.

Tu Muyuan always wanted to intervene in his bottom line, and wanted to dig out his heart and take it away. It's not that he didn't want to give it, he was just scared.

He also wanted to believe it again, but he was even more afraid of being hurt again.

He Jianjian was very envious, and he also wanted to be like Tu Muyuan, to love someone frankly, even if he was hurt, he could still cheer up very well.

But deep in his heart was like a bottomless swamp, he was floating on it watching, there were countless hands holding his feet, whenever he wanted to climb a little bit, those things would always be there. Pull him closer to the abyss for the first time.

He Jian's mentality has never been very healthy. He has lived in such a muddled way until now, but he has not understood anything.

He froze for a moment, and suddenly felt his eyes a little sore, he quickly stretched out his hand to cover his face, and tears fell out instantly.

Tu Muyuan was terrified when he saw He Jian's sudden emotional breakdown, he quickly hugged him into his arms, patted his back and softly coaxed him.

"One room, one room? I'm sorry, I did this wrong. I will never do this again, sorry."

"No...you don't talk yet, just wait for me to take your time." He Jian sniffed and covered his eyes, while Tu Muyuan coaxed him while extending his arms to pull out a tissue, and patiently wiped away his tears.

"One, I was really wrong, I'm sorry, okay, don't cry."

"Tu Muyuan, a primary school student, can you just stay in the toilet, I want to be alone."

He Jianjian pushed him while blocking his nose, Tu Muyuan repeatedly nodded and agreed, but the strength in holding him did not decrease a bit.

"If I don't go, are you going to squat in the toilet and cry alone? Hmm? Why do you go back as you live? Did you hide in the toilet and cry all by yourself when you were young?"

"I don't, stop farting!" He Jian gave him a sad look, his eyes were red, Tu Muyuan directly held him down, and kissed him hard on the forehead.

"Okay, okay, if you don't have one, you don't have one, you are the bravest."

"Tu Muyuan... Fuck it, you bastard! I'm not your son!" He Jian was so messed up that he didn't have the mood to cry any more, and directly mobilized his active limbs to keep himself as far away from Tu Muyuan as possible.

He wanted to look violent, but the hoarse voice and non-aggressive crying gave him away.

"Don't cry, I really know I was wrong, and I will definitely change it next time."

"Do you dare to do it next time? Let go of me, don't wrap your arms around my waist, I'm going to die of pain!"

"I'll rub it for you."

"I don't want it, get out!"

He Jian wanted to crawl away, but was directly pushed down by Tu Muyuan.

"Yiyi, have you always been this cute in bed?" Tu Muyuan fixed his face, the desire and delusion in his eyes were deep and deep.

"none of your business!"

Tu Muyuan pressed on him and kissed him.

"Although I did something wrong, it has already happened. Now that I'm asleep, you will be responsible and loyal to you, but I hope you won't sleep with others casually in the future."

"Tu Muyuan, what do you mean by that? Why did I just sleep with other people in the past? Who do you think I am? You're a fucking girlfriend..." Before He Jian could finish his sentence, Tu Muyuan's eyes were blurred It's completely cooled down.

"Even if I'm your sex friend, I'm still Tu Muyuan. My sex friend, I don't allow others to date, and others can't."

Tu Muyuan pressed on He Jian, and the oppressive look in his eyes made He Jian suddenly remember his identity.

"Why do you think that I will ask a man to open a room to sleep? Do you really think that I will accompany everyone? I am not hungry, can you be more clear-headed?"

"I mean, neither male nor female. I can be your sex friend. It doesn't matter if you don't want to admit me, but if you dare to sleep with someone else, I will definitely not let that person go, let alone let go over you."

... He Jian never thought that such a gentle and refined person could show such a rebellious expression.

Jealousy can be so uncute.

He sneered, he was already past the age of eating this set.

"Tu Muyuan, even if you're my boyfriend, you can't control me so much. I'll do whatever I'm supposed to do, and I'll put on a hat for you. I don't have anything to arrest you, so I'm going to talk to you today. Let it go, even if you fucking kill me, you still can't control me."

After hearing this, Tu Muyuan finally lost his momentum.His eyes suddenly became very downcast, and soon he showed the appearance of a small animal, with his eyelids drooping pitifully.

"One, I told you a long time ago that I can't separate my body from my emotions... I slept with you, and I just want to be nice to you all the time. I won't go to someone else, and I don't want to see you go to someone else. Can't it just be the two of us?"

"But I didn't start with you at all, you..."

"Don't talk about that first, you really don't like me at all? You sent me so many messages before."

Hearing this, Tu Muyuan grabbed one of his hands, pressed it to his lips and kissed it hard.

"Don't lick my hands." He Jian wanted to withdraw his hand, but Tu Muyuan pulled the quilt and buried him directly under the quilt.

Tu Muyuan didn't exploit him again, but changed his previous image of being serious and abstinent, and asked him how he felt while serving him.

The two stayed in bed until dusk before getting up.

To be honest, this is definitely the worst time He Jian was fucked on the bed, probably because he was raped, it was as if he had been beaten a thousand times with a big mallet, and he couldn't even straighten his waist. stand up.

Tu Muyuan's personality under the bed was good, but now he put He Jian to sleep, and immediately began to be obedient, basically no matter what He Jian said, he just nodded and coaxed him.

He Jianjian didn't want to wear yesterday's clothes, so Tu Muyuan made a few phone calls, and after a while, various big-name counters came to his door with new styles for him to choose.

He Jian didn't want to eat, so Tu Muyuan held the spoon again, blew and pressed He Jian, this shameless person, to let him finish the meal one bite at a time.

After eating and drinking, she hugged him and gave him a manicure.

There were almost two people in Tu Muyuan's bed and under the bed.

He Jian probably belonged to the kind of fairy in the daytime and ghost in the evening. The battle of mental attrition with Tu Muyuan these two days made him start to get a little nervous again, nervous and didn't know what to say.

He closed his eyes and lay on the bed for almost a century. When he opened his eyes, he found that his mind was abnormally clear.

He glanced at his phone, it was seven past three in the morning.

He Jianyi closed his eyes again, this time his eyes slowly started to lighten, and his mind became confused.

He always felt as if he saw a strange city. After walking a few steps, he found that there were only two people left on the busy street.

Those two people stood motionless in front with their backs to him, He Jian turned around and ran back, and when he looked up again, he found that they were standing in front of him again.

He was terrified, and quickly turned a corner and ran upstairs. After climbing a few floors, he entered a room, and suddenly found that it seemed to be his home.

The light of the setting sun outside the window shone on the dining table, rendering everything full of loneliness.

He walked into the kitchen, only to see the two men standing motionless in front of the sink with their backs to him.

He Jian suddenly felt an extreme collapse. He seemed to be crying, his nose was sore, and his mouth was trying to make a sound, but nothing could be heard in his ears.

He woke up suddenly, and Tu Muyuan was still sleeping beside him.

He Jian touched his face and found that it was very dry.He could still feel the physical reaction of crying, and soon, extreme sadness came to his face.

His throat seemed to be locked by something, his nose was sore, and his eyes filled with tears uncontrollably.

"Old Tu."

He yelled softly, unexpectedly, just after yelling, Tu Muyuan woke up in a daze.

"What's wrong?" He couldn't see He Jian's face clearly, so he just reached out and hugged him.

"Do you know who your ex-boyfriend was?"

"Ok?"

"Do you know how my parents died?"

"one?"

"Do you know why I don't play the piano?"

"Wait a minute, I'll turn on the light."

He Jianjian grabbed Tu Muyuan's hand and placed it on his chest.

"...It's all because of him, your ex-boyfriend."

"..."

After finishing speaking, the two of them didn't speak for a long time.

Tu Muyuan was waiting for He Jian to speak, but He Jian was dragged into the painful memories of the past by his statement.

What to do next?Like telling a story, tell him about your sad past?

Is he taking revenge on Tu Muyuan, or is he taking revenge on Li Xi?

He Jian was stunned, his eye sockets were swollen and painful, he lowered his head and bit Tu Muyuan's finger, like a child, fragile and helpless.

"He did a lot of things to me, and you don't even know."

His voice was aggrieved, and the tone made Tu Muyuan's heart shatter into pieces.

"One room, what's going on? You tell me, and I'll find him for you to ask."

"Go to him and ask, what can you ask? Do you think he will tell you the truth?"

Tu Muyuan was silent for a long time when he heard the words, his eyes adapted to the darkness, he could vaguely see He Jian's eyes glowing with a nervous expression, biting his index finger and sobbing while suppressing his emotions.

"...He won't, but you can, why do you always cry secretly alone?"

He pulled out the finger that He Jian was holding, pressed his lips, and then leaned over to kiss him. After the two entangled their lips and tongues for a while, they both had some inexplicable reactions.

To be honest, although it is not good to have these fragile traits repeatedly in a man, and it can even be said to subvert his firm and tenacious image a bit, but whenever He Jian puts his most defenseless and vulnerable When one side is exposed in front of Tu Muyuan, Tu Muyuan will be swallowed by his desire to protect him, and then have an instinctive desire for sex//and possessiveness towards him.

He held He Jian tightly in his arms, feeling the soft waist and familiar smell of the person in his arms, and said, "What happened before?"

"...You can find a way to investigate the last piano competition I participated in, and you will know."

He Jiantian was tired of explaining to him these things that would pierce his heart every word. If Tu Muyuan really cared, he would always find a way to find out.

The matter was related to his ex-boyfriend. In fact, even He Jianjian didn't know how much weight Li Xi held in Tu Muyuan's heart.

Pillow breeze?

Forget it, he needs Tu Muyuan's own clear and rational judgment, and he gives Tu Muyuan this bit of respect.

After rolling the sheets for a day yesterday, the physical relationship between the two has made a qualitative leap, but it seems that there is not much progress emotionally.

When Tu Muyuan went to the set in the morning, he was still worried, but He Jianjian drove him away in the end.

Today was another sunny day, He Jianzhao tidied himself up carefully, then checked out the room, and called Hu Wenmo.

He must work hard and work hard.

It has been a long time since He Jian had such an idea.

He felt that the reason why he was like this was probably because Li Xi had returned, probably because of a kind of survival instinct, He Jian didn't want to appear too devastated in front of those who had hurt him.

The other party intends to harm him, how can he play in his favor?

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