one of a kind

Zhang Changyou came to our yard early the next morning, and I went out to see him. He came with the package on his back and some things in his hands.

"But I'm leaving" I asked looking at his outfit.

"Well, it's time to go"

He smiled at me, and then handed me the bag of things in his hand, "This is some interesting stuff I saw when I was away for three years, I thought you might like it, so I bought it and brought it back. busy day, forgot to give you"

I took the heavy package and said with a smile, "Thank you, but you don't have to buy it in the future. You need money when you go out, so don't waste all of it on these things and feel wronged yourself. When you become a hero someday, don't forget about me, brother." "

He paused, looked at me complicatedly and smiled, "Don't worry, there will be no more in the future..."

I sent him to the door, watched him get on his horse and leave, he hovered in front of me, just stared at me but didn't say a word, I looked at him and said "Bon voyage"

He turned around and rode away, and I was about to go back to the pavilion when I saw him suddenly turn around from his horse and shout at me, "One! The same as the one I told you, don't trust Zhang Changyou, he's not worth it!" I watched his back walk away Gradually, I was speechless for a while.

In a lifetime, how many people do you have to love, how many people do you hate, how many people do you have to go through before you can cultivate into a hundred poisons without invading "overcoming" love?I am lucky, I have never gone through hardships, and I have a person who can live forever. Maybe it is true as the Taoist priest said, my love in this life is for me, so I don’t have to be dragged by the red line of the moon, and I have deep roots in love. I thought I was lucky too.In the final analysis, there are always gains and losses, and I hope Changyou will take it for granted.

It's just that one of the childhood is grateful to him, but that stupid Zhang Changyou didn't know it, and now it seems that he doesn't need to know anymore.

When I returned to the courtyard, I saw Wen Yu standing at the door of the room waiting for me. Seeing that I had brought something to help me pick it up, I waved my hand to let him pay attention to my legs. I sat at the table and unwrapped the package. The mask inside was He really put his heart into some small gadgets and some interesting scriptures, knowing that I like them, I’m afraid he went looking for them on purpose. How can these strange things be seen casually?

I looked at the dazzling sight and sighed, Wen Yu sat down beside me and held my hand, "Isn't it all from Mr. Zhang?"

I glanced at him and nodded, he casually picked up a story book and flipped through it, "Master, sometimes I also feel that I shouldn't be jealous like a woman, Zhang Changyou is no match for me, I understand clearly."

I found it interesting. After all, he was not someone who could say these things in the past. I raised my eyebrows to look at him, and he continued, "But sometimes I am really angry with this person, and sometimes I pity him. Being angry with him always hurts the master, Pity him for making a wrong step, but it’s too late to regret later.”

After he said that, I raised his ears in a funny way, telling him not to think too much.But he rubbed his ears and said, "Master, I know you have no heart for Mr. Zhang, but this jackal, tiger and leopard is so powerful, you are like eating the immortal monk's meat in that storybook, you are right, but you can't stand it!" They are hungry"

He looked at me talking nonsense, so that I didn't care to see what else was on the table, so I just pinched his face and taught, "It's all a mess, since you are so clear, you are always jealous You can smell the sour smell from three miles away, the more you live, the more you go back. In the past, you would kneel down and admit your mistakes, but now your leg hurts and you start to make progress. You think I can’t cure you.”

I frightened him with a cold face, and sure enough, he immediately threw away the things in his hands and hugged my waist to be good to me. I half-closed my eyes and lowered my eyes to see him "let go"

He didn't dare to move again, he looked at me secretly, then slowly let go of the hand holding my waist, I looked at him funny, and then I stretched out my hand to hold his cheek, he covered his face and approached with a smile I'm really hopeless.

Now that Wenyu has taken care of her body for more than half a month, I also wanted to leave earlier, so I saw that Wenyu was able to get out of bed, so I asked the doctor and got a positive answer, and I thought about asking my father to resign.

That's right, Moshang Pavilion is neither big nor small, even before when he didn't pay much attention to me, I could often see him, the so-called bowing his head and not looking up under the same roof would see him, but Now...but it's really been a long time.

I asked the waiters, and they said that my father often stays in the ancestral hall these days, so I walked to the ancestral hall with steps.Walking to the door and knocking on the door of the ancestral hall, he opened the door and entered after hearing what he said to come in.

The ancestral hall was dim, and he stood with his back to me. The flickering candle shadows in front of him and the hanging curtain always made people feel closed.I looked at his back and said softly, "Father, I'm here to bid you farewell."

As if he had never heard it, he didn't answer a word.

"Father" I called again tentatively.

He seemed to have just reacted, and his voice was hoarse and tight when he spoke, "Are you asking me to resign, you are just informing me of this matter."

I looked up at him, and for a moment I didn't know how to answer, he wouldn't be like this in the past, what happened today, is he still angry at my previous confrontation, I was thinking about it for a while and didn't want to make the relationship stiff again, thinking about what to say.

"I know you hate me"

As a result, before I could open my mouth, I heard him speak first. I looked at him suddenly, but he still didn't turn around, as if he just said something trivial like today's excellent weather.My heart sank, and I didn't answer the words. At this time, no matter what I said, he probably wouldn't believe it. But to be honest, I really can't talk about hating him. At most, I just resent at most, but now it's okay to hate Whether it's grievances or complaints, I really don't care that much anymore, it's not forgiveness, it's just that I have to let myself go, so as not to be immersed in the past and unable to break free.

"Father is serious. I was reckless a few days ago. I shouldn't have acted like this in public."

He didn't answer but asked other questions "When are you going to come back?"

I was taken aback, because I really didn't think about this issue, I just wanted to leave quickly.

"I'm afraid you never thought about coming back..."

"Father...I..."

He raised his hand and waved it, indicating that I don't need to say anymore, "Leave if you want, come back often when you have time, and don't lose your martial arts. After all, you are also the third young master of Moshang Pavilion. As for the shadow guard... Forget it, you can go." "

He never looked back at me from the beginning to the end, but just stood straight with his back to me. I listened to his instructions and felt emotional for a while, but I didn't say much, just bowed and then turned and left.

Wen Yu saw that I seemed to have something on my mind when I came back, so he asked what happened, I shook my head and rested my head on his shoulder, and no one spoke while I leaned against him.I think what does father mean?But after thinking about it, I feel really ashamed of me?Or are you still mad at me?Faceless to see me?Don't want to see me?I wanted to laugh, but also to sigh, what does it matter, I forget it.

That afternoon I set off to leave, Wen Yian came to see me off, told me not to think too much, I replied "Thank you brother", he seemed to be surprised and happy, only "ahhhhhh" answered a lot Voice.I raised my eyebrows, it's not like I haven't called it before, why is it so strange today, I didn't bother to think about it, I just got on the carriage, I haven't seen my father, I think he doesn't want to see me for the time being.

I can understand, so I didn't feel anything, just nodded with Wen Yi'an and signaled the driver to leave. I opened the window and watched Moshang Pavilion getting closer and closer to me, and my heart seemed to be getting more and more relaxed, as if after years Once the incurable old illness was cured, it seemed like the billions of mountains on my back were leveled and disappeared in an instant. I turned around and sat down, stroking Wen Yu's hair and curling the corners of my mouth.

Life is long, life is long, long and lonely, long and resentful, long and numb.Therefore, behave yourself, follow the human condition, try to follow the world, don't know your own happiness, and it's hard to explain your fear. Here are sixteen characters, and each word is dry and prosperous; only by rekindling the fire in the heart, can you be reborn, and you can cross yourself.

You see, there are thousands of people and things in this world, but it's just ups and downs, and then back to the road again.

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In fact, you can regard this as the end chapter, but I promised that the sisters in the comments will have a sweet show, so there will be sweets to eat later.Then, I don’t know how to add a lot of favorites, thank you for your encouragement, um, I don’t know how to thank you, but do you have any memes you want to see?Maybe I can write to everyone