one of a kind

Although I was not in good health, Wen Yu was seriously injured and couldn't follow me all the time, so I took wine and went to the back mountain to hide for a while. There is not much scenery from a distance, but I loved coming here when I was a child, because few people have stepped here, so I can relax for a while.

I took a sip of wine, lay on the branch, stepped lightly on the tree to see the heavy snowfall, and then condensed my fingers and rushed to another one after another. The back mountain was snowed heavily because of me.

I thought it was funny, just when I sat up and was about to continue, I heard someone calling me. I looked down and saw that it was Zhang Changyou. His clothes and hair were covered with snowflakes, and his expression was helpless. I smiled and squinted my eyes, and patted the branch to let him come up. .

Just as I was about to hand him a drink, I heard him say, "One, I saw my uncle go to your yard when I came."

I paused, and continued to pass the wine over, "Oh? Is that right? Do you want to drink? This is the wine made by Wenyu's people from April pine flowers. It is said to have the effect of regulating the body and tastes very good, but he Afraid that I would drink too much, I only brought this small altar with me.”

"One, aren't you worried?" He interrupted me.

I was taken aback for a moment, and replied with some amusement: "What are you worried about? If he is looking for me, he will go away naturally if I am not there. If he is not looking for me, it is useless for me to be around."

I looked up at him, he was speechless for a while, I took a sip of wine and then leaned against the tree, the wine jar was shaking in my hand, I smiled and continued, "Oh, you think I should be worried that my father will take Wen Yu Kill him, or worry that Wen Yu will betray me because of this?"

He glanced at me and didn't speak, I sighed and threw the wine jar in my hand to him, and a tree of snowflakes fell in shock, "Changyou, my father and your master are good friends, so their temperaments are naturally similar. Will do anything against my self-cultivation? As for Wen Yu, if he can abandon me because of a few words from his father, then even if my father doesn't go today, there will be someone else in the future, not to mention what kind of man Wen Yu is? , I know it's tight"

"Then don't you worry about what Uncle Tong Wenyu has to say?"

"What are you talking about? Oh, I guess if my father went to see Wenyu this time, I'm afraid he would say that I disobeyed him because of Wenyu or how much criticism I will receive in the future because of Wenyu."

"You don't care at all?"

"I care, I care that my father can't explain the process of my disobedience in detail, if I will be criticized in the future, can I tell the whole story?"

"What... what"

After I finished speaking, Zhang Changyou seemed a little surprised, he didn't know how to answer for a while, his mind was clear, he was clean and open, and he didn't know what I was thinking for a while, so I hooked my hands and asked him to throw the wine jar, and continued:

"I wish my father would tell Wenyu all the things I did for Wenyu. It's best to be more pitiful."

"Why? What we have done for each other is silent, why do you want someone else to add embellishment and say it again, it will only hurt the other party's heart?" Zhang Changyou couldn't believe it, as if he didn't understand why I did this.

I took a sip of wine and smiled, "Because I hope he loves me three more times"

"Wen Yu was able to lay down his life for you, isn't he loving you enough?"

You see, he is such an open-minded person, even if he likes me, he will not deliberately belittle others because of it.I glanced at him and said casually

"As for love, I am naturally greedy. I need to hope that he loves me three points more all the time. Otherwise, how can I stand the passing of time in this long time. Therefore, if I do one point, I will say ten points. It is best to let him He gave me [-]% back."

I lay my arms on my pillow and looked at the gray sky. It seemed that the sun was about to come out, and a piece of golden yellow was sprinkled through the clouds. Just this little light made people feel warm all over.I turned my head and glanced at Zhang Changyou. After I spoke to him, he never opened his mouth again. Seeing me looking at him now, he asked me like a dream, "Why did you tell me these things?"

"Didn't you ask me?"

"Then why do you describe yourself as such a selfish person?" He looked at me.

"I'm such a selfish person," I replied, but he sneered.

"If you are really such a selfish person who only cares about what you ask for and doesn't care about the other person's heartache, then why did you have a three-point colder expression on your face than this winter, and why did you contradict Uncle because of this; When speaking, they always pushed me away without leaving any escape; why did you degrade yourself to such an extent and then deliberately speak to me?"

He questioned every word, and before I could speak, he flew to the branch where I was. I subconsciously retracted my legs, and he bowed close to me, as if his eyes were red because of the wind...

"One, because you and I have known each other for many years, when I beg you, take another look at me"

Perhaps it was a little cold, and his voice was trembling violently.I lowered the corners of my mouth and responded

"it is good"

"One, when you look at me, do you have other people's trifles in your mind?"

"none"

"Then why do you look at me, but your eyes are empty?"

He asked me in a hoarse voice, I closed my eyes and raised my hand to cover his eyes, a heat flow slipped from my palm, I slowly said: "Changyou, you and I are never the same kind of people. You have great love in your heart, There is a world like this, but I am indeed such a narrow-minded person who only longs for petty love in my heart, you really shouldn't stay for me."

After I finished speaking, I stuffed the wine jar into his arms and flew down the tree.Changyou thought that I said these words just to make him give up, but in fact, I am such a person, I am extremely selfish from birth to death, but no one else believes that someone can be so selfish to the point of being selfish to those closest to me. It's a three-point advantage.In the past, I didn't believe in Wen Yu, so I didn't dare to care.Now even if I believe in Wen Yu, and believe that he can sacrifice his life for me, it will be difficult to change my nature, instead I will only resort to tricks.The so-called letting go of oneself is not trapping others.

I took two steps forward, then turned back to look at him, he was sitting on a tree drinking heavily, there were many shadows in the tree, and the figure was lonely, I was in a daze for a moment, not knowing if what I was doing was right or wrong.

The author has something to say:

I'm stunned.It is easy to change the country, but what is changed is the stubborn temper and resentment; the nature is hard to change, and what is hard to change is the desire to control, monopolize, and selfishness.Changyou is not suitable for one, the human nature in his heart is beautiful, so his love is one of his imagination.Wen Yu is different, he knows that one of them is like this, but he only feels sorry for one of them becoming like this.