Regret Collection Specialist [Quick Transmigration]

The hope in Su Mingfei's eyes gradually faded, turning into obvious loss.

He Yanyu seemed unable to see those disappointments, nor could he feel these emotions, so he just continued: "If you want, I'll call the lawyer in now."

Su Mingfei became emotional because of his words. He covered his mouth and coughed a few times, and curled up slightly. He had only been ill for a day, but his body seemed to be burdened with countless unbearable burdens. curved.

He gradually adjusted, raised his head to look at He Yanyu, and murmured: "I don't agree, as I said, I won't agree."

Su Mingfei used to get along with He Yanyu for a long time. The arrogant and domineering young master has always been in high spirits, as if the sky has fallen and has nothing to do with him. He Yanyu has seen him in many ways, even if he is wrong. Those mistakes in his eyes will not be his weakness, he can take it for granted that the whole world makes way for him, and use his own reasons to explain all his actions.

Even Su Mingfei's good friend Jiang Che once said that Su Mingfei will probably never admit his mistakes in this life.

His arrogance does not allow him to bow his head to anyone. He has lived in that way for more than 20 years. His worldview and life are almost obsessed with defining his own value in this way.

If he lowers his head, he is denying everything he had before.

But now Su Mingfei was lying on the hospital bed, he stared at He Yanyu nervously, even ignoring that his own hands were still on the drip, he eagerly and carefully grabbed the back of He Yanyu's hand, and whispered: "I was wrong."

He Yanyu silently stared at the man's pale hands covering the back of his hands.

Su Mingfei continued in a begging tone: "I really know I was wrong, I am a bastard, I know that I have done a lot of things to disappoint you, and I can't speak, I have been thinking about what I want from the beginning to the end. I don’t know, I insulted you and mocked you, I even wandered around in a daze every day to avoid you, I thought this was my way of rebelling against the family, but I forgot that I didn’t care about your feelings at all, It was me... I made a mistake, I was very wrong, I was just a bastard who didn't know how to waste your love for me, but still tried to find a reason for myself. "

The more he talked, the more he lowered his head, his voice was so weak that he could hardly continue: "I didn't want to understand these things until after you left, but I knew it too late, I simply..."

Su Mingfei bit her lower lip tightly, looked at the touching hands of the two, and said in a low voice: "But I still want to ask you to give me a chance, so that I can have a way to compensate you, so that we can be like the real This time, I will spoil you, and I will pursue you for as long as you want, in any way, you can beat me and scold me, and I can vent my anger however you want."

Speaking of this, Su Mingfei strengthened her mind: "No matter what, I will never sign."

From the beginning to the end, He Yanyu didn't make a sound after listening to Su Mingfei's words.

After Su Mingfei finished speaking, the ward finally fell into a long silence, only the occasional mechanical sound of medical equipment remained.

It took a long time for Su Mingfei to raise her head in this silence, met He Yanyu's eyes, and clenched the back of He Yanyu's hand.

The IV needle on the back of his hand looked dangerous because of the strain on his hand.

He Yanyu noticed this, broke free his hand, put his hand back flat again, and said, "Don't be too nervous."

Su Mingfei observed He Yanyu's expression. He has been paying attention to He Yanyu's appearance when he speaks, trying to read his mind from his expression, but He Yanyu has always been used to hiding his emotions, just like As Su Mingfei felt before, He Yanyu has always been stingy in showing his heart to others, whether it was before or now.

But the difference is that in the past, Su Mingfei only thought his dead face was rigid and boring, but now he felt the coldness and ruthlessness that he dared not deal with.

It's just that seeing He Yanyu doing this at this time, Su Mingfei seemed to think of something in his heart, he leaned forward and approached He Yanyu, and said excitedly as if he had caught something: "Actually, you are still worried about me, right?"

He Yanyu frowned slightly, and expressed discomfort with the sudden close distance between the two of them, and did not respond to his question aloud.

Su Mingfei didn't seem to see the alienation he showed, and continued to say: "If it wasn't like this, you wouldn't worry about my body. You can sign anytime you want, but you chose this It’s time to come here, and you can even ask your lawyer to come here by yourself, but you choose to come here in person! You didn’t come here to sign, you came here to see me, right?”

After he finished speaking these words very quickly, his eyes were fixed on He Yanyu's, as if he was afraid that He Yanyu would deny his guess immediately.

However, He Yanyu neither gave an affirmative answer nor denied him.

He Yanyu stood up and walked directly to the door.

Su Mingfei was stunned for a moment, followed He Yanyu with his eyes, and asked aloud, "Where are you going?"

He Yanyu had already walked to the door at this time, put his hand on the doorknob, turned around and said: "It seems that your current state is not suitable for normal communication, I'd better come again next time."

Su Mingfei became a little anxious, and her tone became manic: "He Yanyu!"

At this time, He Yanyu finally looked at Su Mingfei.

Su Mingfei realized her reaction just now, and a look of bewilderment flashed across her face.

He Yanyu didn't even want to say any more, he turned around and opened the door, and even stepped out of the ward, but Su Mingfei who was behind didn't care, pulled out the needle in his hand, and rushed out just like that He hugged He Yanyu tightly from the back.

"I admit that my condition is not as serious as it seems. I just pretended to let you take a look. I know you will definitely not be ruthless." Su Mingfei tightly hugged He Yanyu's waist and refused to let go. He was so stubborn that he even seemed a little childish, but his tone was so exhausted that he was almost helpless, "I did pretend to be pitiful on purpose to try to soften your heart, but I didn't lie to you, what I just said is true, The apology is true, and it is also true that I want to go back to the past with you."

He hugged He Yanyu, buried his cheeks on He Yanyu's back, and said in a muffled voice: "I don't know what to do anymore, as long as I can make you forgive me, I can do anything."

He Yanyu turned around slowly, pulling Su Mingfei away from him.

Su Mingfei's face was a little anxious, and she was still trying to get close to He Yanyu's body, but He Yanyu ignored him, threw him on the bed, and said, "I'll ask the nurse to re-apply the IV for you."

Su Mingfei originally thought that He Yanyu had finally loosened up, and waited expectantly for He Yanyu to push him on the bed, but who knew that after waiting for a long time, what he waited for was such a non-painful sentence from him.The expression on Su Mingfei's face changed, she gritted her teeth and refused to let him go, and said loudly: "You are obviously caring about me! Why don't you admit it!"

He Yanyu didn't evade his question, he answered it very simply, and couldn't be more calm: "It should be the instinct of a human being who has received basic education to take the initiative to help when he sees someone having an accident in front of him."

Su Mingfei didn't believe what he said at all: "That's it?"

He Yanyu said lightly: "That's it."

He was starting to regret coming here now, obviously he came at the wrong time, and he also ignored how difficult Su Mingfei was.

He withdrew again to leave the ward, but Su Mingfei seemed to have made up his mind in his heart that he would never die, and fought with him almost crazily. He Yanyu had only just taken two steps away from the bed, and Su Mingfei had already exerted force Pulled him back.

He Yanyu didn't have this kind of defense, what's more, Su Mingfei used a lot of strength this time. I don't know where Su Mingfei, who was ill, got so much strength. He pulled He Yanyu, and the bodies of the two were just like this. He hit the hospital bed hard.

The beds in the special ward of the private hospital are different from other places. They are spacious and soft. The bodies of the two fell under the thick quilt. Su Mingfei didn't give He Yanyu a chance to leave at all. She rolled over and pressed on him, her eyes twitching. The red hair pressed his voice fiercely and said: "I don't care what it is for, He Yanyu, what you want, I will give myself to you, okay, you can do whatever you want, you can play with it however you want, I have everything, I can do anything Give."

She just said that before, but after saying this, Su Mingfei actually stretched out her hand to unbutton her hospital gown.

His skin was originally fair, but because of this illness, his fair skin turned a little blue again. He didn't look embarrassed, but showed a somewhat weak and slender posture.

With the top two buttons undone, the wide collar opens, the well-shaped collarbone and the chest below—

Before Su Mingfei could do anything else, He Yanyu easily knocked him down, and stood up from the bed again.

He Yanyu's attack is definitely not light, and Su Mingfei is still a sick person. After falling on the bed like this, it took him a while to raise his head with difficulty and unbelievable.

At this moment, He Yanyu had already stood by the bed and tidied up his slightly messy clothes just now. Compared with Su Mingfei's disheveled appearance lying on the bed, He Yanyu could be said to be calm and decent. In Su Mingfei's eyes Here, He Yanyu seemed to be always clean and high above the ground, and only he himself was dragged into the dust.

Su Mingfei looked at He Yanyu's appearance for a long time, seeing him looking at herself as if he was looking at anyone, seeing his forehead hair slightly drooping because of the movement just now, and his dark and emotionless eyes.

He seemed to think it was a waste of time to even be angry.

Su Mingfei felt that it was extremely absurd, he still maintained the movement of being lifted by He Yanyu just now, but slumped over, buried his face in the quilt, and laughed mockingly.

"Am I being ridiculous?"

Su Mingfei asked as if talking to herself.

He Yanyu didn't find it ridiculous, he just couldn't understand Su Mingfei's actions in various senses, he asked, "Do you know what you did wrong the most?"

Chapter 18 The First World He is not even a real person in He Yanyu's heart.

Su Mingfei couldn't understand what He Yanyu meant.

If he could know what He Yanyu really cares about, he wouldn't still be begging He Yanyu to forgive him pitifully until now, without knowing where the real problem is.

Su Mingfei was still lying on the bed silently, looking like an old statue, even her breath was in a trance: "I have found all the faults I can find, I have recognized everything, why are you still not satisfied? ? What am I doing wrong?"

He Yanyu is slightly dissatisfied with Su Mingfei's current appearance, not because he has any requirements for Su Mingfei, but simply from the perspective of a bystander.

He rarely met anyone who had been so dishonorable, and this person was still the object of his mission, the person he had to pursue because of the mission requirement.

He Yanyu has no right to refuse the task, but he can say some things.

He Yanyu said: "You have tossed enough recently."

This is not intended to be sarcastic, but it is true.

Su Mingfei's movements froze for a moment, her hands tightly gripped the quilt of the hospital bed and she didn't make a sound, but because of these words, she recalled what he had experienced during this period of time.

From the initial scolding, to the later stalking and pursuit, from the pretended tenderness to the furious stalking, no matter what she is doing or under what circumstances, Su Mingfei always seems to have the will The ability to make things worse, and he'll never be able to figure out what's really going on in other people's minds.

He Yanyu said that he was selfish, he only cared about his own feelings, he would never bow his head, and even pursued and redeemed him only under the advice of his friends.

After hearing He Yanyu's evaluation, he changed everything, he let go of everything, he even didn't hesitate to hurt himself, he didn't hesitate to use this method to ask He Yanyu for forgiveness, he even thought that if only he died, He Yanyu could forgive He, then he will probably try it too.

But even so, he still couldn't change anything.

So what's the point of his tossing?

Su Mingfei finally raised his head slowly, looked at He Yanyu, and said in a low voice, "I didn't intend to make you angry, I just want you to forgive me."

Although He Yanyu didn't have the ability to read minds, he was able to understand Su Mingfei's expression. He said, "Do you think your fault is in the method?"

Su Mingfei looked up in a daze, he could no longer understand what He Yanyu meant.

He hesitated to speak, seemed to want to continue asking, but lost his courage, He Yanyu lowered his eyes and said: "Your fault is that you don't know how to live as a complete person at all."

"All your actions are purposeful, you only ask for but never know how to give."

"Your so-called apology and pursuit will always only move you."

"You think you have paid a lot to save yourself, but in fact everything is unnecessary. You just want to make it look like you have paid a lot."

"Compassion cannot be called forgiveness. Even if you make yourself what you are now and make yourself look like you have no self-esteem, you are only making yourself suffer, because you can't lie to anyone."

He Yanyu's tone is still without any ups and downs, he has said so much, not even a single word has been accentuated, but these words fell lightly in Su Mingfei's ears, but every word is like a towering mountain , weighed heavily on his back, making him tremble and struggle even to breathe.

"Also." He Yanyu finally said, "It's the stupidest way to cheat sympathy by hurting yourself."

"Using the body as a bargaining chip is even more incomprehensible. After I decided to separate from you, your body no longer has any attraction for me."

"You still don't understand that what you should do after you make a mistake is not to stalk yourself and beg for forgiveness, but to find a way to make yourself a person worthy of forgiveness."

"You are not qualified to talk about likes and dislikes like this." When He Yanyu said this, his voice was a little lower, more like talking to himself, Su Mingfei who was lying on the bed could not hear his last sentence clearly Then, "Of course, I'm not qualified either."

After He Yanyu finished speaking, he finally turned around and left the ward while Su Mingfei was speechless.

When leaving, he didn't forget to close the door, so that Su Mingfei could stay in the space alone.

And until he left, Su Mingfei was unable to speak.

He sat up from the bed, and his expression had changed from initial pain and sorrow to blank blankness. He wanted to refute He Yanyu's words just now, but after opening his mouth, he couldn't even utter a word to defend himself. He found that He Yanyu It was so true, but he never realized it himself.

What he really needs to do is not to learn how to pursue, how to apologize, and figure out how to make He Yanyu change his mind towards him.

But learn how to live as a real person.

In He Yanyu's heart, he is not even considered a real person.

So what is he.

Jiang Che and Su's mother returned to Su Mingfei's ward almost immediately after seeing He Yanyu leave, but they stood here, but hesitated not to go in immediately, because just before leaving, He Yanyu said something to them, Ask them not to go in and disturb them first.

When they heard this, they instinctively thought that He Yanyu and Su Mingfei had reconciled, but soon they realized that if they reconciled, He Yanyu would not turn around and leave so soon.

But what happened?

Jiang Che and the others couldn't figure it out, but they did hear He Yanyu's words and didn't immediately open the door. Although they didn't know why, He Yanyu always seemed to be under invisible pressure, making it impossible for people to ignore his every word. .

It was also because of this that they waited at the door for a long time before finally carefully pushing open the door of Su Mingfei's room.

Su Mingfei sat on the bed, turned her head and looked at the night outside the window as if in a daze, it was rare that she looked a little quiet.

Jiang Che and Su's mother looked at each other, neither of them said anything first, for fear of disturbing Su Mingfei who was in a bad mood, so they could only stand firmly at the door.

I don't know how long it took before Su Mingfei turned around as if waking up from a dream, and said to Jiang Che and the others, "You..."

"He Yanyu has already gone back." Seeing him speak, Jiang Che spoke out almost immediately, and said before him: "It's been a while, and we didn't dare to stop him. If you want to find him, we will give him back tomorrow." Lie... no, persuade me to come over."

Su Mingfei shook her head and said, "No need."

When he said this, his tone was not like his usual self. Jiang Che couldn't tell what it was like, but felt that Su Mingfei who was sitting in front of him was still Su Mingfei, but It seemed to understand something again, and it was a little different than before.

Like, suddenly grown up.

It seems a bit inappropriate to use the word "growth" on Su Mingfei, but Jiang Che does have such a feeling.Su Mingfei is already 24 to [-] years old, and she has long been out of the category of teenagers who don't understand anything, but for many years he has always lived in his comfort zone, but now it seems that he has finally stepped out.

In fact, Jiang Che didn't really believe in his own judgment. He stood there hesitantly and asked, "Are you okay?"

Su Mingfei lowered her head and said with a wry smile, "Probably not very good."

When Jiang Che and Su's mother heard this, their immediate reaction was to call someone back for Su Mingfei, but Su Mingfei continued, "I need your help to call the nurse back."

Raising her right hand so that Jiang Che and the others could see the needle's eye in her hand, Su Mingfei said, "My IV fell off."

Jiang Che: "Huh?"

He looked very dazed, but Su Mingfei looked at him silently, and he turned around anyway, and immediately called the nurse.

Then the nurse came back and made the IV for Su Mingfei again. Su Mingfei waited quietly the whole time. It was not until the nurse left that he finally opened his mouth and murmured after hesitation: "Thank you."

The nurse who had already walked to the door heard his voice and turned to him and smiled slightly.

Su Mingfei didn't expect the other party to hear her voice at first, but when he saw the other party smiling at him, he seemed to be stunned, with a slightly stiff expression that seemed to be smiling and crying.But the nurse on the opposite side had already turned away with the object, and seemed to have not noticed his subsequent response at all.

Jiang Che watched his series of reactions from the side, his expression was like seeing a ghost.

He really believed that something was wrong with Su Ming Fei now.

Every time after meeting He Yanyu in the past, Su Mingfei would either be sad and drink to death or live, or would be furious and yelling, never before, he was neither noisy nor noisy like now, it seemed as if he was in love It seems that there is a sense of transparency in an instant.

This is obviously not in line with common sense.

Jiang Che tentatively asked, "Are you alright?"

At this time, Su's mother had already gone back first, and only Su Mingfei and Jiang Che were left in the ward late at night. Jiang Che had a conversation with Su Mingfei with complicated thoughts, but Su Mingfei just said normally: "Can I What's up."

This answer was obviously not what Jiang Che wanted. He thought for a while and then asked: "What's going on with you and He Yanyu? Are you finally giving up on him?"

Mentioning He Yanyu, Su Mingfei's expression finally changed obviously, but this time he didn't drop anything and didn't cry, he lowered his head for a long time before saying: "I've figured it out and wanted to understand it, of course I won't Give up He Yanyu, I said I would never give up, but I don't seem qualified to ask him to forgive me now."

Jiang Che was a little confused: "What?"

Su Mingfei ignored him, and whispered to herself: "Even though this process may be very long, I will not give up."

Time skips the end of the month, and it's the more leisurely beginning of the month.

After He Yanyu dealt with things endlessly, he also had a short break.

It was rare for him to go to the company that day. He stayed on the balcony of his house, made a cup of tea, sat in the chair and read a book in the sun.

The system said in his mind that he acted like an old man, He Yanyu didn't deny it, and calmly enjoyed the rare quiet moment.

There are only three days left before he plans to leave this world. He thinks that he is doing well in this world, and he is very happy to be able to write a perfect sentence for him, and he can specially set aside three days to enjoy the last time.

And to his great satisfaction, Su Mingfei didn't pester him in various weird ways during this time.

It's a pity that his rest time didn't last long, but after half an hour in the sun, his phone rang.

And this call came from Su Mingfei.