Rebirth promises you to love

The only thing that can heal the pain of losing a loved one is the long and warm time.

To be honest, I don't want to be a purely academic job. In the field of economics, it is not difficult to do foreign work and do research and mixed projects. At the forefront of academia, it is too difficult to create a sub-discipline by myself like my mentor.

In my previous life, I moved to many positions with huge workloads. In this life, I just want to be ordinary and spend this life with the people who love me.

The journal article that Ruchun submitted to the New England Journal of Medicine two years ago needs to be retouched and slightly modified for publication. I just signed a contract to stay in the school as a lecturer, and I became his exclusive assistant for a period of time. .

Many Chinese materials need to be translated into English, and there are also many English materials that need to be translated into Chinese. The world's second most authoritative medical journal has very high requirements. Ruchun often handed me a stack of thick monographs for me to help translate and screen.

I had two windows open on my notebook at the same time. I had just translated a PDF of more than 30 pages. I made the notepad full screen and pushed the computer along the edge of the desk to show him.

He was wearing a black distressed sweater, revealing his fair skin and collarbone, and I even felt that there could be a puddle of water there.

After typing a few more times on the keyboard, he said "hmm", turned his head to look at the results of my labor, scrolled the mouse wheel twice, shook his head, and said with a smile: "Hey, are you sure that the last time you sent it? The IELTS report card at home is yours, why are there so many mistakes?"

My butt was numb from sitting, and I worked so hard that I turned into a mass of ants when I read the letters. He even dared to pick on me. I became angry from embarrassment, and I jumped up and grabbed his neck, "Huh, there is no deposit, no balance, Not to mention credit card payment, you haven't paid me a dime, how dare you be dissatisfied?"

He seemed to be thinking, "Do I need to pay for translation? I clearly remember an old saying in China called," he paused, looking up at me standing behind the chair attacking him seriously, "husband, sing, woman , Sui, so you are regarded as free labor, voluntary labor, not protected by labor laws."

I rolled my eyes, and was about to explode when I couldn't bear it. The door of the guest room that had been changed into a children's room sounded. Uncle Su."

I can't wait to look up to the sky and sigh, I am unkind to people, unfilial to my son, and I will fight alone, and I can only be persecuted for life.

Xiao Nian looked disapproving, "When we go out to watch movies in our class, we always ask the children in the same row to walk together hand in hand, united and friendly. Unexpectedly, today's adults, alas."

As soon as the door was closed, Xiao Nian returned to her room.

Taking advantage of my gaze falling on Xiao Nian, Su Ruchun grabbed me and dragged my head down. I accidentally lost my balance and fell on his lap.

Just as he was about to stand up, he was pulled back vigorously.

He put his arms around my waist and bit my ear, "Hey, do you want to be so narrow-minded?"

I hummed, "Xiao Nian's collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country doesn't mean I want to abandon the city and surrender."

He simply accompanied me to perform, with a serious expression on his face, "Fighting alone, is it possible that the general still wants to fight?"

I grabbed his ear viciously.

He gasped and sighed, "I just thought you had gained weight, but now I realize that you have gained strength."

Two months after Lingling passed away, my waistline was two inches smaller. During this period, with the advent of early autumn, in a comfortable environment, with someone's care, and with different kinds of meals, I finally added a few pounds of meat.

In fact, I think it's good to be thinner. I have always envied a tall and thin body with a big head, except that the head may be a little bigger than others.

Although in fact until now, no one has proved whether the Christmas hat that the big head was wearing was too small, or the big head itself is big.

Thinking of Ni Xianhe sitting on the sofa in our house, hearing me talking about this embarrassing incident with Datou, rubbing Datou’s head affectionately, and being knocked off by Datou’s hand lying on his waist, he still said proudly, "Don't you know that people with big heads are generally smarter than ordinary people? This is enough to show that Lin Li'an has a big brain."

I lowered my head sensibly, and drank the juice with the straw in my mouth, while Ruchun pursed her mouth and said nothing.

In front of Young Master Ni, whether it is Su Ruchun, a professional, or Han Ruo, an amateur, they all have to keep silent and support his fallacies with silence.

I deeply mourn Lin Li'an in my heart.

Some people are destined to be the destiny of others, and some people are destined to be the fate of others.

But most of the time, those people are fate or calamity.

I don't know how much courage it takes to fall in love with a person who is deeply scheming and full of twists and turns.

Fortunately, my Ruchun knows a lot more than Ni Xianhe.

I finally packed up my mood and prepared to work obediently as a lecturer. On the eve of Ruchun's birthday, I logged into the gmail mailbox that I hadn't used for a long time. Except for the advertising emails, there was an email in boldface from Kevin Cullimine.

I have been in touch with Kevin Cullimine, who I think is careless in private, and his tone in this email is very serious. He will go to LSE this academic year, and he has just successfully applied for a project. Offer me a full scholarship for five years from program funds.

The email is not long, I closed it and opened it, opened it and closed it again, I was deceiving myself and others if I said I was not moved.

Leaving aside the fact that Europe has the best research institutes in my field of expertise, LSE ranks among the top five in the UK, not to mention there are such generous scholarships. Back then, it took my uncle two years to get his Ph.D. If it is taken within a year, the rest of the time will be very generous and leisurely.

Even compared to entering an investment bank, doing consulting, going to an accounting firm, or staying in school to wait for a step-by-step promotion from a lecturer to an associate professor or professor, this path is obviously tailor-made for me.

I want to go to the world, and I want to go to an international organization like the United Nations with a relatively relaxed environment and greater welfare and better benefits. Going to Europe is the best choice.

Kevin's email was very short, but I responded with a long letter with euphemistic words, rejecting the proposal that tempted me.

After closing the computer and getting my mood together, I finally decided to expose Xiao Nian to my family.

Du Liya raised her baby in Sujian's three-bedroom apartment on the East Second Ring Road. Ms. Wang Weiwei was busy with work, and her aunt and uncle couldn't get away from each other. The two old people, grandpa and grandma, were worried, so they went to Beijing to huddle with the couple. , taking care of their precious niece by the way.

When Du Liya opened the door, her appearance was quite ridiculous, with a big belly on her waist, and the moment she saw Xiao Nian, her eyes also turned into round shapes that reflected her belly.

Su Li was originally taking care of his wife who was the oldest and most pregnant, and then stood in the same position as his wife.

Du Liya stretched out her index finger and pointed at my face: "You, you, you, you boy, when did you make such a big son?"

Su Ruchun entered behind me and closed the anti-theft door.

Su Li's expression returned to normal, and he helped the startled Du Liya to sit on the sofa, and let our family of three enter the door.

"Xiaoya, don't get excited, just listen to them speak slowly."

He got up and poured each of us a glass of water. I think the most important thing is to scare his wife and sister.

Su Li glanced at Su Ruchun questioningly, then stared at me sternly.

I felt a little embarrassed for a moment, and my palms were a little sweaty.

Ruchun patted the back of my hand, and calmly told Su Li what had happened in the past few months.

Su Li's expression changed from displeased to relaxed, and finally he smiled wryly and sighed.

He patted Su Ruchun on the shoulder, "You silly boy."

When the grandma and grandpa who went out for a walk and bought some fruit came back, the plastic bag in their hand fell to the ground and the green apples were scattered all over the ground.

But Jiang is still old and spicy. Not long after, the two old people went to have a belated emotional exchange with their great-grandson with an excited expression.

The next day, I was ordered to go to the airport to pick up Ms. Wang Weiwei's flight that arrived at [-]:[-] am.

I sighed in my heart, as an old mother, I would wake up at six o'clock in the morning, drive to the airport, check in and go through the security check. I haven't seen such a spirited head for many years.

The first time I got in the car, she asked me, "Is that child called Xiao Nian?"

"Xiao Nian is a nickname. I went to change his name a few days ago. Wang Jiachen, I remember that when our old Wang's family arrives, my next generation should be the "family" generation."

Mother sighed, "You don't want to be a member of the Han family."

I laughed, "I don't resent him because I don't care, but it doesn't mean that my son will bear his surname. My surname is Han, which is enough to be worthy of him."

The mother lowered her eyes and sighed, the fine lines at the corners of her eyes looked vicissitudes and elegance from the side.

"I heard from Xiaoya that the child was called Su Nian before, and he never forgot about it. His mother probably has some hopes for you."

I felt a little uncomfortable, "People are dead, there is no meaning."

Ms. Wang Weiwei entered Ruchun and I's house for the first time, she was slightly taken aback when she entered, "There are only two bedrooms, Xiao Nian is sleeping with you?"

I rubbed my head, "Xiao Nian said that he is used to sleeping by himself, and one night I hugged him to sleep, but he punched him in his sleep and almost turned into panda eyes."

"Won't that cause Ruchun a lot of trouble?"

She opened the door and walked into my bedroom, her eyes froze again when she saw our bed.

Taking a few steps forward, her eyes fell on the wooden photo frame on the bedside table. Inside the photo frame, our two heads were leaning together, smiling happily, and secretly took a photo of the best one of the works of King Zhao Mei.

My heart skipped a beat.

"I don't think you can live in this house for long." Ms. Wang Weiwei suddenly said.

"why?"

"Dr. Su's bedroom is such a big bed, it must be used for future marriages, when the young couple will be sweet and sweet, you and Xiao Nian and his son will compete with each other for the size of the light bulb, which one is more powerful?"

I laughed dryly, "I didn't hear that Ruchun said she was going to get married."

Ms. Wang Weiwei gave me a blank look, "That's because I don't have the nerve to say it."

I have nothing to say, I can only continue to laugh.