Drunk years

Xia Jianxing stayed up all night.

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, it's obviously good, we have planned the future together, even the retirement place where the two of them will eventually belong, why did they suddenly say that they are going to break up?

Why do you want to break up?Why are you leaving?

At dawn, Xia Jianxing rushed to the hospital and transferred a shift with his colleagues for a day. Originally, he wanted to call Hong Fei and Liu Ziying, but then he thought, if they knew something, they must have called him.

Xia Jianxing thought for a while, then called Ji Dong who had already returned to City G, and didn't mention the problem between him and Qiu Han, but only asked him if he got the result of the physical examination and what was the result.

Just as Ji Dong woke up, he replied vaguely: "I got it three days ago, ah, I have to say, your hospital is very efficient and convenient, and the medical examination results are sent directly to the message, everything is normal."

"Where's Qiu Han?"

"Qiu Han? Huh? It's normal. He's healthy. I just talked to him on the phone yesterday and he said he's healthy."

Xia Jianxing hung up the phone, stood where he was, thought for a while, and went straight to the experience department.

Holding Qiu Han's experience results printed out cheekily and using his connections, his whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, and the bone-piercing coldness made him suffocate in pain.

Looking at Qiu Han's phone number until the screen went dark again, a sad and melancholy look was printed on the phone screen, but the call was still not made.

Cancer screening items show: CEA>5μg/L

Professional knowledge told Xia Jianxing that CEA is the English abbreviation for the tumor marker carcinoembryonic antigen. CEA is an acidic glycoprotein that is synthesized in the small intestine, liver, and pancreas during the embryonic period, and its content in adult serum is very low. Elevated CEA may be a manifestation of certain malignant tumors, such as colon cancer, pancreatic cancer, gastric cancer, lung cancer and breast cancer, etc., all have higher expression, so CEA is one of the markers of malignant tumors.

Based on the CEA value of the report in hand, it is difficult to judge whether there must be cancer cells in the body, but what is certain is that Qiu Han's "Let's go away" is 100% related to this matter.

Xia Jianxing found the oncologist in the hospital before going to work in the outpatient clinic. The old expert wore glasses and stared at the report value for a long time. To determine whether you have a tumor, you still have to go to the hospital for a more detailed examination.”

It was eleven o'clock at noon when I returned to the door of Mifeng Bar, and it was only about ten hours since I hurriedly left last night.

Xia Jianxing pressed the combination lock and opened the door. The room smelled of alcohol and cigarettes, the curtains were drawn tightly, the room was not turned on, and it was dark, dark, and depressing.

Turning on the porch light, Xia Jianxing walked to the sofa, Qiu Han lay on the sofa and fell asleep, as if having a nightmare, his whole body was tense.Xia Jianxing raised his finger to smooth his frown.

Qiu Han was being chased by an intangible black mist in his sleep. Seeing that the black mist shot a series of sharp arrows straight at his heart, he suddenly rushed into a force and cut off the sharp arrow out of thin air. Xia saw Xingxing's concerned eyes.

"Why are you here?" Qiu Han sat up after confirming that he was not in a dream, and asked.

Xia Jianxing helped him to sit upright, took the trash can, and cleared away the cigarette butts and wine bottles beside the sofa. Instead of answering his question, he asked him: "Didn't you never smoke? I didn't know that, so you can smoke." .”

The headache was so painful, like thousands of poisonous bee needles piercing his brain, Qiu Han covered his face with his hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "I just learned it in the past two days."

"If I don't come, are you going to drink and smoke like this?"

Qiu Han didn't speak any more, and lay down again, with his back to Xia Jianxing.

Xia Jianxing walked to the window and opened the curtains. The noon sun instantly filled the room and covered the floor, and shone on Xia Jianxing who was lying on the sofa. The winter sun was full of warmth.

"Look how sunny it is today."

Qiu Han sighed, sat up, lowered his head, and rubbed his hair irritably, "Didn't we agree to leave yesterday? What are you doing here again?"

"Come and be responsible for the medical examiners in our hospital."

Xia Jianxing didn't want to go around in circles, so he turned around and took out the medical examination report from his bag, and put it on the coffee table.

"Do you not trust modern medicine, or do you not trust me? A medical examination report that has not confirmed anything, can you tell me it's gone? I'm with you. I can only share wealth, not adversity?"

"No, that's not the case." Qiu Han denied.

Xia Jianxing forced her to ask, "Why is that?"

Silence again.

"Get up and clean up. Come home with me tonight. Tomorrow, we will go to the hospital together for a thorough examination. If there is any problem, we will treat it and fix it." Xia Jianxing said calmly, as if he was just suspicious cold.

Qiu Han finally spoke, "I don't distrust you, I'm just afraid, and I realized that I'm really afraid of death. I still have a lot of unfulfilled wishes. I haven't seen the mountains and rivers of my motherland with you yet. I haven't taken my mother to see Huahai yet, I'm just afraid, I'm afraid of the way you look at me when I'm dying, I'm afraid of your sadness, I'm afraid of your despair."

Qiu Han said that his father died of stomach cancer. That year, his father had just been awarded as an advanced teacher in the city. Suddenly, one day, he was writhing with stomach pain and was sent to the hospital. After this trip, he never came back , The rest of his life, just half a year, was spent in the hospital with white sheets and scary disinfectant. He said that he was only a teenager at that time, and the first thing he did after school every day was to visit his father in the hospital. He believed in medicine and was full of confidence. He witnessed the whole process of his father's pain all the way to the final passivity, despair, and waiting for death.

He said that he didn't want to spend the last moments of his life in white like his father, accepting the pity and sympathy of everyone, as well as the helpless tears of his wife and son.

Moreover, cancer itself is a kind of drag, dragging the family to disperse their property, dragging the family members who take care of themselves exhausted, and finally nothing.

He didn't want Dr. Xia to suffer what he had suffered back then.

Xia Jianxing walked over, hugged him, and said firmly: "It's different now. I'm a doctor. If you don't believe in your lover, you have to believe in the doctor. I won't let you stay in the hospital forever. We will go to the hospital together tomorrow." Check it out?"

Qiu Hanhui hugged Xia Jianxing, choked with sobs, "I'm even more afraid because you are a doctor. You know everything. You may be the one who collapsed before me. In the end, you will be the doctor because you are a doctor. Unable to save your lover, unable to bear the feeling of powerlessness, you will doubt yourself, you will be disappointed in yourself, you will..."

"I won't because I trust you and you'll be fine."

"Then, can we go on a trip first, and then go to the hospital when we come back? I think, first, I will accompany you to see the mountains, rivers, seas, sunrise and sunset."

Don't leave regrets.

Xia Jianxing hesitated for a while, then agreed.

In the afternoon, Xia Jianxing confessed to Hongfei and Ziying, saying that he was going out with Qiu Han for a few days and told them to keep an eye on the bar.

Hongfei's eyes turned red, and he nodded sharply.

Xia Jianxing looked at him and nodded to him.

Liu Ziying probably didn't know about it, and her face was full of excitement, "Brother Xing, are you going on a honeymoon?"

Xia Jianxing smiled, "Yes, the first honeymoon trip, and there will be many more years to come."

Drunk years