Drunk years

Qiu Han rushed out from behind the bar one second before Xia Jianxing slid under the bar, and caught him from behind.

Qiu Han is the owner of this bar. He is the first person who should be held accountable when something happens to a customer. Boss, what is the boss's responsibility?Bartending, serving wine, cleaning, in short, where the boss is needed, the boss is the job. Right now, he can only act as a waiter to send the little white rabbit to the bathroom.

As soon as the little white rabbit reached the door of the bathroom, he pushed Qiu Han away and vomited himself and Qiu Han, white shirt and black trousers, it was too horrible to look at.

It didn't count after vomiting, and fell asleep after vomiting, and couldn't wake up no matter what.Qiu Han frowned slightly, and there was a hint of helplessness between his brows.

After Xia Jianxing woke up, his head was like a boat floating with the waves, swaying back and forth with the waves on the water surface, bumping his temples, and his throat seemed to be stuffed with a handful of coarse sand. The water was completely absorbed; however, the stomach seemed to be equipped with a waterwheel, stirring the gastric juice to keep surging upwards and turning.

"Are you awake?" Qiu Han stood expressionlessly on the bar counter and wiped the transparent wine glass. He likes the bar counter to be spotless, as bright as a mirror, without leaving a trace of water. He likes to wipe the glass, empty his mind, and repeat the simple steps .

Only then did Xia Jianxing realize that he was in the same bar as last night, but there was no loud music, no dazzling lights, and only the smell of tobacco and alcohol remained in the air.He sat up from the dark blue sofa, rubbed his head, looked at the people standing at the bar, and asked, "What time is it?"

"05:30 in the morning, it's almost dawn."

It turned out that after sleeping for so long, Xia Jianxing felt inexplicably funny. He wanted to go to the bar to get drunk and relax, but he didn't want a cocktail to overwhelm himself.He stood up and found that the waistband of his trousers was a little loose. He looked down and realized that it was not his clothes.

"I've caused you trouble and prevented you from getting off work."

"It's okay, no trouble, the bill is in your hand, drink fee, clothes dry cleaning fee, you can look at it." In fact, Qiu Han didn't close the door to get off work until about 5 or 6 in the morning every day. He had to sort out the financial expenses and income of the day, and calculate the day Gross profit, check the turnover rate of the day, and prepare a list of materials that will be used that night. After sending it to the supplier, he will go back to rest.

Xia Jianxing quickly scanned the QR code on the receipt to pay, thanked the bartender sincerely, and left the bar.

Xia Jianxing, who was having a splitting headache, made an appointment as a substitute driver. After leaving the bar street, he remembered that he hadn't asked the bartender's name, nor had he left a phone call. At dawn, Xia Jianxing secretly felt guilty.

After Xia Jianxing returned home, he took a shower, ordered a takeaway, and after eating a few bites, he turned off his phone and fell asleep again.

Today was supposed to be the day when I made an appointment with my mother to go home, and it is the same as usual. As long as there is no shift, he will go home for a meal, and complete it as a task, but today, he does not want to complete this task. , he wants to take a different path, just like going to the bar on a whim last night, he is only 32 years old, life cannot always remain the same.

Woke up again, it was already dark, Xia Jianxing stood on the balcony and looked out, the lights were just on, the night was dim, every house was lit, but you could never judge the windows through this lighted window The family behind is the family of children and grandchildren enjoying the family relationship, the happiness of a family of three, the sweet world of two young couples, or a person like Xia Jianxing who enjoys loneliness alone. Look at the essence.

Just like Xia Jianxing, the proud son of heaven in the eyes of relatives and friends, they praised him for being young and promising, and envied him for his successful career, but only he knew that his life was extremely stylized.

But he never regrets taking the path of medicine. He is willing to dedicate himself to medicine and fight for it all his life. He feels that everything is worth it when treating patients brings a sense of accomplishment and seeing the patients recover and leave the hospital.

Xia Jianxing returned to the room, turned on the laptop, searched the Internet for a long time, and finally found some kind of love action movie. The male and female protagonists in the film rolled together excitedly, and the female protagonist even groaned. Xia Jianxing stared at the video on the screen indifferently, watching its progress bar play from 0 to 100%. A certain part of his body was still sleeping indifferently, without any tendency to raise his head.

Not only physically, but also psychologically. When he saw the various poses posed by the male and female protagonists, what he thought in his heart was which part corresponds to which organ, and where is the most convenient place to get the knife. blood vessels.

Xia Jianxing sighed silently and turned off the computer.

The next day, he arrived at the hospital at 7:30, sitting in front of the computer, looking at the patient file, and gnawing on the two steamed buns he had just ordered from the cafeteria. There was no surgery scheduled this morning, and the shift was over at 8:00. After ward rounds, handling doctor's orders, and discharge, at 9:30, he finished his work and went downstairs to get a number. He ordered a whole-body health check-up package for himself, and added another item: urology.

The director of the Department of Urology is a middle-aged doctor who has bald, and he has an inscrutable smile on his face, "Director Xia, I heard that you are still single. Are you doing a premarital examination in the name of a physical examination? I understand, You're old." He lowered his voice and said mysteriously, "Don't worry, the doctors in the hospital have checked most of them. Do you want me to give you a more comprehensive examination?"

Xia Jianxing blushed, and laughed awkwardly, bypassing Director Xie's heart of gossip.

A few days later, Xia Jianxing was sitting in the office, looking at the dense line of measurement results on his inspection report, each item was within the specified range, the hardness of the penis, erection, and erection were all normal, even Sperm activity is normal and can no longer be normal.

Xia Jianxing held his forehead with one hand. What he was most worried about happened. Obviously, it was a psychological problem.

He is very clear that this is caused by subconscious "thought shielding" when facing patients for a long time. It is common sense that the human body is beautiful, but in his eyes, they are only pieces of broken bodies. , Where is broken, where to fix, once you enter the working state, there is no concept of male and female gender in your mind, let alone other dirty thoughts.

Over time, he developed a sense of numbness both psychologically and physically. To put it simply, he was psychologically sexual/cold.

Drunk years