Drunk years

Qiu Han stayed in the car, and the car was parked in the parking lot of Xia Jianxing Community. Indeed, he was escaping. What happened last night was indeed not something a rational person should do. Doctor Xia is thin-skinned, and he must regret it now I really wish I didn't let him in, but at that time, why did I get started?Qiu Han couldn't figure it out himself, so he could only push everything to desire.

He sat in the car and thought a lot. He remembered the glass of wine he mixed the day before, a glass called "Brave". When he mixed it, he was thinking of Xia Jianxing, so he didn't memorize the recipe carefully, just relying on instinct , adding ingredients little by little, the last glass of wine is blended, slightly sweet in the mouth, leaving a touch of sourness on the tip of the tongue after the sweetness, and finally the sweet aftertaste left in the mouth.

Xia Jianxing took a sip of porridge, the temperature was just right, and it was sticky and sticky. I don't know what Teacher Qiu is doing, is he going back to the store or looking for a place to rest, should he call him?Just staring at Qiu Han's phone number on the phone, until the bowl of porridge was completely cold, Xia Jianxing didn't dial it, and he didn't know why he was timid, as if there was something in his heart that was about to rush out of bondage.

Qiu Han's head was a little dizzy, and he kept looking at the photo of Dr. Xia secretly taken in the hotel. The person on the screen smiled quietly, and the corners of his eyes and brows were all gentle. Qiu Han rubbed the person's face on the screen with his thumb. With a smiling face, the restless heart was calmed down, and the corners of his mouth were raised. In an instant, Qiu Han made a decision. He took a deep breath, got out of the car, and walked upstairs.

Xia Jianxing finally made up his mind to call Qiu Han, he thought, just call him and ask him what to do with the vegetables in the refrigerator, how to cook that little yellow fish, that's right, that's the question, just dialed successfully, He heard Qiu Han's cell phone ringing from the door, the song "Courage" by Liang Jingru.

Xia Jianxing opened the door, and the two of them were holding their mobile phones, but both of them forgot to hang up, one stood outside the door, the other stood inside the door, the waiting tone rang in the phone, and the ringtone of the phone was singing "Finally did this Decided, I don't care what others say, as long as you are also sure, I am willing to go with you to the ends of the earth..."

Looking at each other and smiling, one is relaxed and the other is willing to go all out.

The morning sun was light, moving forward slowly and lazily on the floor, Qiu Han was sitting on the sofa, Xia Jianxing poured two glasses of boiled water, Xia Jianxing suddenly didn't know what to say, that kind of awkwardness The embarrassment returned.

In the end, it was Qiu Han who opened his mouth first. He drank the water in the glass in one breath, clenched the body of the glass tightly with his fingers, summoned up his courage, and said, "Doctor Xia, have you always been curious why my mother keeps mistaking you for Ziping? If it’s convenient for you and you want to hear it, let me tell you a story.”

Xia Jianxing got up, took the glass in front of him, filled his glass with water, and motioned for him to continue.

During Qiu Han's storytelling time, Xia Jianxing thoughtfully pulled half of the curtains to block the golden light outside the window, and the room was suddenly darkened. Half of Qiu Han's face was hidden in the darkness, and he narrated a past event that he couldn't tell... …

Five years ago, the first small bar opened by Qiu Han was on track, and the business was booming day by day. The seven aunts and eight women around him began to talk about his life's major events, probably because he had been busy for a long time, and he suddenly relaxed, looking at the couples around him. The right person also starts to think about the other half.

At that time, he had already realized that he was gay. At that time, Qiu's mother's condition was not so serious, but her memory was not good, and she often forgot things, but she was generally sober.

In the same year, Qiu Han met Lin Ziping, a college student eight years younger than him, in his bar.

In Qiu Han's eyes, Lin Ziping is youthful, innocent, and cute. He knows that Qiu Han has never been to college, and has a strong obsession and yearning for college, so he can always find time to go to the bar to find Qiu Han and tell him about the school. Lin Ziping is sunny and lively, and when he holds the book and tells Qiu Han about the world in the book, Qiu Han often thinks that Lin Ziping is the other world he wants.

In this way, Lin Ziping first proposed that he had a crush on Qiu Han. After thinking about it for two weeks, Qiu Han agreed to date him. Lived a cohabitation life.

With a young age and a raging atmosphere, nothing happened, as if he was sorry for the time the two lived together, but Lin Ziping could always find any excuse to avoid having more intimate behaviors with Qiu Han other than hugging and using hands , He will say that the school will have a physical test the next day, or an important experiment will be done the next day, and he will have to stand for a whole day, and then he will say that he has hemorrhoids and cannot do it.

Qiu Han expressed his understanding and always followed him.

After a few months, Lin Ziping suddenly said that he didn't want to study anymore, and wanted to drop out of school and go abroad to register for marriage with Qiu Han. Qiu Han was both surprised and happy. He thought he had found someone who could settle down and live a lifetime, so he asked carefully, Only then did I learn from Lin Ziping's dodging eyes that he had spent all the tuition fees his family gave him to study in college, and he had no money to study anymore.

Qiu Han turned from surprise to anger, angry that Lin Ziping had the opportunity to go to college but didn't cherish it, so he gave Lin Ziping a sum of money to pay the tuition and continue to study, and asked him where the money went. I was afraid that Lin Ziping would go astray.

Lin Ziping said that he has a cousin who is closer than his own sister. The cousin is also gay and lesbian. The cousin suffers from a rare disease. In addition, the family forced the marriage, physical pain and psychological devastation. However, her family members were unwilling to help her because she refused to get married, so Lin Ziping had to pay her tuition to cure her illness.

While Qiu Han felt sorry for Lin Ziping, he blamed him for not treating himself as a family member and for not telling him about such an important matter. Since then, Lin Ziping "borrowed money" from Qiu Han from time to time to treat his cousin Liu Yanyan.

A year later, Qiu Han realized that almost all of his income for the year had gone to Lin Ziping's cousin, Liu Yanyan, who was ill.

But he didn't think too much about it at that time. After all, he had a very happy life during that year. Except for not going to the end with him, Lin Ziping did everything impeccably. Whenever he was free, he took Liu Yanyan to accompany him. Qiu's mother, because of Liu Yanyan's health, couldn't find a job, so she simply stayed with Qiu's mother to take care of her. Qiu's mother loved her and gave her all her savings to cure her illness.

Life is relaxed and normal, at least that's how it feels to Qiu Han.

Suddenly one day, Qiu's mother suddenly fell ill, stood on the top of the building and asked Qiu Han why he didn't get married, did he dislike her as an old woman, and because she was a burden, Qiu Han had no choice but to agree Will be married in three months.

Qiu Han thought his mother's illness was just a temporary illness, but he didn't think that this illness would worsen, and the drama of seeking death and life would be staged every other day. During that time, Qiu Han was exhausted physically and mentally. Fortunately, Lin Ziping was there. She hugged him, and gave him an idea to let him and Yanyan get married in a fake manner, so that Auntie can rest assured first, maybe her condition will get better when Auntie is happy.

Drunk years