Drunk years

Chapter 21 Self-blame

We met again, two months later, the autumn wind drove away the heat of summer, the autumn festival took the place of summer, and the city was covered with golden leaves.

Xia Jianxing had just returned home from get off work and hadn't been home for several days. The moment he opened the door, the umbrella on the balcony shone with golden threads and shimmered under the reflection of the light.

Xia Jianxing was halfway in the shower when the phone rang. Worried that it was a call from the hospital, he didn't even have time to wipe his hair, so he casually wrapped a towel and rushed out of the living room. To his surprise, it was Qiu Han who called, "Doctor Xia."

There was no more words after that sentence, but Qiu Han's voice sounded full of exhaustion and powerlessness. His voice was low and hoarse, and Xia Jianxing's heart skipped a beat, "Qiu Han? It's me, what's wrong? What happened? "

There was silence for a long time, so long that Xia Jianxing could only listen to the sound of breathing and footsteps coming from the other end of the phone. The unwiped water on Xia Jianxing's body fell down the floor along his skin, and he fainted under his feet Out of a wet irregular shape, he waited patiently.

"I'm in your hospital." Qiu Han finally spoke.

Xia Jianxing drove to the hospital at the fastest speed. On the steps of the parking lot, he saw Qiu Han sitting alone in the night. The lights in the parking lot were bright. His eyebrows were slightly frowned, his brows showed worry, his lips were tightly pursed, his eyes were downcast, he hadn't seen him for a few days, his hair had grown a lot, and his beard hadn't been taken care of, if it was someone else, Xia Jianxing would use scribbles However, Qiu Han can only describe him as having a vicissitudes of beauty.

"What's the matter?" Xia Jianxing deliberately walked lightly, and walked in front of him, with a cigarette that was about to burn under his fingertips, and a pile of soot fell by his feet.

Qiu Han raised his head slightly, seeing that it was Xia Jianxing, his frowning brows stretched out, he pushed his thumb and index finger lightly, and put out the cigarette end.

"Doctor Xia, you are here."

"Well, here we come." Originally, he wanted to remind him that smoking is bad for his health, but he held back after thinking about it.

Qiu Han inserted his hands into his hair, "Doctor Xia, Ziying is in the hospital, and she's in your hospital. It's because I didn't take good care of her."

Xia Jianxing went to the obstetrics and gynecology department to ask for Liu Ziying's medical records. 18-year-old Liu Ziying was three months pregnant. When she went to work today, after carrying a few drinks, she suddenly had a severe stomachache. At first, Hongfei thought it was just an ordinary bowel She had cramps, and she was rushed to the hospital until she saw blood slipping from between her legs. Even Liu Ziying herself didn't know she was pregnant.

The director of the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department mercilessly criticized Qiu Han in front of Xia Jianxing: "The parents of this child are too ambitious. The child has been pregnant for 4 months. Although he said he did not show pregnancy, he did not have a period. , parents don’t care? Fortunately, it was delivered in time, the child is fine, and the child in the child’s stomach is also fine, but right now, the parents of the child should make up their minds whether the child in the belly should be safe or not. Take it away, and we can make a corresponding plan here.”

The more Qiu Han heard it, the more guilty he felt. He didn't even know who the child in Liu Ziying's stomach was. He asked Hongfei, but Hongfei also said he didn't know. My child, apart from looking at her during working hours, Qiu Han didn't bother to control her at all during off-duty hours.

Xia Jianxing stood outside the ward and looked in through the small glass window of the ward. Liu Ziying was already awake, with no blood on her face, and she was staring blankly at the ceiling. It was not suitable to go in and disturb her at this time.

Hongfei crouched outside the ward, exuding a hostile aura that almost made Xia Jianxing unrecognizable, "She still refuses to tell who that damned man is."

Qiu Han patted Hongfei on the head, "Give her some time, and we'll discuss it with her."

What Qiu Han meant was to ask who that man is and bring him out to meet him. At least let Qiu Han and Hongfei meet him. If he is a responsible person who can give Ziying happiness, Qiu Han can rest assured. If Ziying was handed over to him, then Ziying wanted to keep the child, so there was nothing wrong with him, but right now, Ziying was steadfast and refused to reveal the identity of the man, nor would he take away the child in his stomach.

"Doctor Xia, am I a failure? She is still a child herself, how could she know that her heart is sinister, she is not ready to be an adult, she is about to become a mother, can she do well? Will she blame me when she grows up?"

"Give her some more time and let her think for herself. Some things can only be decided by the person concerned. Any decision made for her by others will make her feel resentful."

Before going to work the next day, Xia Jianxing took the time to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department. Qiu Han sat on the bench in front of the ward and took a nap. Hongfei was not there. Xia Jianxing went in to visit Liu Ziying. The child felt annoyed, but was very excited. She pulled Qiu Hanyi around, "Doctor Xia, tell me, does the baby grow very fast in the womb? I checked on the Internet, and I heard that the baby's body can be seen clearly at 3 months old." It's sex!"

"Have you decided to have this child?" Xia Jianxing touched the top of Liu Ziying's head.

The little girl was full of longing, her eyes sparkled, and she nodded fiercely, "Yes, definitely, although I don't know that he is a boy and a girl, but he is the crystallization of love between me and his father, and I will definitely give birth to him." his."

Xia Jianxing actually doesn't want to be too cruel, but the reality is often crueler than what he said, "Then, what does the child's father think? Does he want it?"

"I haven't asked him yet, and I haven't told him yet. He hasn't gotten through to the phone yet. Maybe he's busy." Liu Ziying's voice became smaller and smaller.

"Ziying, you are a sensible child. What you have to do now is to contact the father of the child as soon as possible. You are only 18 years old now. You have to think carefully about whether you can bear the financial ability to give birth to the child so early; although modern society Be open, but you must have enough courage to bear the strange eyes of others. What if one day you are tired of each other and there is no law to protect your children? Having children is not a trivial matter, you must think carefully. If you have a child at 18, you will wait At 28, will you regret it?"

When Xia Jianxing said, Liu Ziying listened quietly. She hugged her knees, buried her head in them, and kept silent.

"You have been taking good care of yourself in the hospital these few days. Your boss has been outside the door."

Standing outside the door, Qiu Han strongly blamed himself for not knowing how to face the little girl in the ward. She should also be at the age of enjoying happiness beside her parents, but fate always likes to play hide-and-seek with her, taking the happiness that belongs to her Hide away for now.

"Boss, why don't you come in? Are you angry with me?" Liu Ziying shouted to the door.

Qiu Han felt sad for a while, and the sourness rushed straight into his nostrils, "No, I just smoked. I'm afraid the smell of smoke will infect you."

"Boss, come in."

"Boss, are you angry with me?" Liu Ziying asked cautiously.

"No, not angry." Not angry with you, just angry with myself for not taking good care of her.

"Boss, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you. He told me not to tell you about my being with him. He said that if you knew, he would stop you. I really wanted to tell you after the New Year. ..."

Drunk years

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