My master is obedient and soft

My name is Ling Xiao.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that I was lying in a well-decorated room, which was very strange, but I was sure that I was alive again.

The maid entered the room, and I asked her, "What year is it?"

She answered me: "Six years in Huikang."

Huikang six years.

When I died in my last life, it was the fourth year of Xianzong, the dynasty has changed, it seems that I don’t know how many years have passed.

I kept all the memories of my previous life and was reborn with a brand new soul.

The maid wanted to serve me to wash, but I raised my hand to stop it.

I got up from the bed, and after a short period of dizziness, I quickly dressed.

I rushed out the door without looking back, the maid anxiously asked me where I was going from behind, but I ignored it.

In this life, I am a young son of a rich family. I grew up in rich clothes and fine food, and I was loved by the whole family.

But I myself know clearly that all these things I have are bought at what price.

I could hear the lightning and thunder that day, and I could hear his tears and blood. I wanted to stop him and tell him that it wasn't worth it, don't do it for me.

But I'm a dead man, and I can't do anything.

My body is still light and light, and I gradually feel the pain and heaviness when the soul gathers together. Those fragments seem to come from all directions, and get into my body bit by bit.

The soul wanted to be recast in my broken body, but I stopped it.

God looked up suspiciously, smiled and asked me why.

I said, "I still have unfulfilled wishes."

I broke into the Styx alone, and listened to Po Meng singing in the shadow of oars and lights.

She sang: "When the soul returns, people are always there, and when we leave, we should be."

I smiled at her and refused her Mengpo soup.

I told her, "I didn't come to reincarnation."

Possessively, Meng Po looked at me squatting beside the ancient road of Styx, holding a soul-seeking lamp in her hand, waiting alone.

Granny Meng understood, so she no longer cares about me.

Holding the soul-seeking lamp, I watched lonely ghosts walk around me, and watched countless fragments of remnants lingering around me.

I waited seven or seventy-nine days.

I know that he has already been removed from the fairy bones and fell into the endless hell, his fairy body has been destroyed by me, and his consciousness has been reduced to ashes because of me.

Where is there any soul.

I didn't give up, and wandered in the Styx for many, many years.

During these years, I saw Po Meng's soup given to countless people. Those people drank it and then forgot about it. They will experience the world again in the next life.

I didn't like it in my heart, but there was a smile on my face.

Finally, after countless years, I collected a ray of his remnants.

It's just a remnant, not even a soul.

After death, the soul returns to heaven and earth. If the obsession persists, this lingering thought will linger throughout the year.

Granny Meng told me that the flame of life is too weak to enter reincarnation.

I smiled, with tears in my eyes, and I said, "It's okay."

I separated a part of my soul and merged it with this remnant, barely counting as half a fragile soul.

The pain of tearing the soul pierces my heart, but it is not as much as I miss him, one ten-thousandth.

Po Meng shook her head and said, "Idiot."

When I sent this soul into reincarnation with her, she couldn't help but said to me: "Without a soul, your lifespan will be shortened."

I asked her, "How long can I live?"

Meng Po said: "Good luck."

Then he can live for a year and see him for a while.

I have a hunch in my heart that Tan Shu is back.

But I couldn't find him. I traveled all over the world, walked thousands of miles of rivers and rivers, asked children with yellow hair and long hair, and also asked storytellers in old age.

But my mother was worried about me, my father was worried about me, and my brothers and sisters were looking forward to my return home. I couldn't bear to watch them cry.

One day, I heard that a poor scholar who was going to Beijing for an exam lived in a shop on the corner of the opposite street.

I heard that the poor book grows beautifully, this is what my sister whispered to me.

But later, when A Niang found out, he called my sister and me over, gave me a severe reprimand, and strictly ordered us to stay away from that poor scholar, lest we get into bad luck.

This is what A Niang said: "No one knows where he came from without a father or mother. Even in his twenties, he can't get a wife. The poor family can't afford a dog. Get away from him!"

Hearing what A Niang said, I thought about it secretly, and that night I quietly went out the door with a basket of steamed buns.

I knocked on the dilapidated door, and suddenly an indescribable palpitation hit my heart, and even my fingertips trembled slightly.

The door opened, and the person standing inside had the face I had been thinking about day and night.

The basket fell to the ground, and the steamed buns were scattered all over the floor. I threw myself into his arms, crying, "Tanshu..."

His voice, appearance and appearance didn't change much, what changed was our identities and backgrounds.

In the last life, I grew up in the Nanfeng Pavilion, and he was my benefactor.

In this life, I was a spoiled young man, and he became a poor scholar.

I hugged him and cried and laughed like a fool.

But he doesn't remember me.

He pulled me out of his arms like a gentleman, and didn't touch me from the beginning to the end, but after he saw my face, I clearly saw a dazed look in his eyes.

He said blankly: "Young master, have we met somewhere..."

I smiled, wiped my nose, and stretched out a hand to introduce myself: "My name is Ling Xiao."

"Ling Xiao..." He repeated these two words, but his face was blank. After a while, he seemed to be sure that we had never met before, and then he smiled and said to me: "Hello, Xia Tanshu."

I cried again without disappointment, because I have waited for this sentence for an unknown number of years.

He hesitated, as if he wanted to wipe my tears, but he stopped when he raised his hand. He looked at his hand raised in mid-air, feeling a little puzzled and at a loss.

I picked up the steamed buns on the ground, put them in a basket, stuffed them all into him, and said, "I'll give you all." Then I ran away without looking back.

I clutched my chest, my heart pounding.

Since then, I have been at his house every day.

Watch him read and watch him write, his handwriting is still as beautiful as in the previous life.

I comforted myself in my heart, it would be fine if he entered reincarnation, even if he doesn't remember me, I'm still satisfied.

One day, Tan Shu had just finished practicing a piece of calligraphy when he suddenly said to me, "Why do you always stare at me?"

I tilted my head and smiled: "Because I like you."

He didn't seem to expect me to say that at all, and his warm and jade-like face suddenly turned red.

He coughed lightly, turned his head away, and said, "Don't talk nonsense."

I snickered in my heart, he is really innocent in this life.

Finally came the day for Tanshu to rush for the exam.

The capital city is not far from where my family lives, so he chose to settle in this place temporarily.

It rained heavily that day, and I went out to see him off with my family behind my back. Before leaving, I gave him a jade pendant.

In the previous life, I danced on the flower stage of the Nanfeng Pavilion and met him for the first time by accident. He used this jade pendant to redeem me.

Tan Shu pushed back again and again, shaking his head: "No, this is too precious."

But this is your thing.

I pinned the jade pendant around his waist, which made him look a lot more expensive than a poor scholar.

I smiled and kissed him on the mouth while he wasn't paying attention.

Tan Shu's face turned red in astonishment, and his tongue rolled: "You, you, you...I, I..."

I blinked and smiled and asked him, "Aren't you married yet?"

Tan Shu stammered: "My family is poor, I don't like it."

I waved at him: "I don't dislike you, I will marry you when you pass the exam!"

A part of my soul is missing, not only will my lifespan be shortened, but also I have been weak and sick since I was a child, so my parents have always worried about me.

It was raining outside that day, and I couldn't get sick later.

A Niang found out that I got sick because I was sending Tanshu to the exam, so she cursed angrily in the room.

I pulled Aniang's hand and whispered, "He's fine, he won't be poor forever."

The list of candidates came out, and he won the prize.

On the day he came back, he was riding a tall horse, wearing a cloak bestowed by the emperor, followed by a group of officials, and people from all over the world rushed over to join in the fun, wanting to see the demeanor of the newly promoted Tanhua Lang.

He went straight to my house under the eyes of everyone.

This really scared my parents.

He saluted my parents and hurried straight to my bedroom without much explanation.

I was lying on the couch and drowsy just after taking the medicine. When I saw someone coming, I managed to open my eyes slightly, and when I found that it was him, my eyes suddenly brightened.

Tan Shu looked at my weak appearance and touched my hot forehead, feeling extremely anxious.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm late..."

He lifted me up from the collapse, held me in his arms, buried his head in the socket of my shoulder, his eyes were red.

"I passed the exam, Xiaoxiao, I'm here to marry you."

Later, when he came to my house to propose marriage, my parents were still a little hesitant. Although the masculinity of this dynasty is no longer surprising, my parents were still a little unhappy about marrying a man.

In this life, I was pampered and brought up by them, and I enjoyed too many blessings. Generally, they would comply with whatever request I made.

I said coquettishly to my parents: "I just like him, so I want to be with him, okay?"

My parents couldn't hold back me, but finally agreed.

Later, I heard from my younger sister that my father and mother had actually discussed it behind their backs for a long time, why did they agree in the end, because Tan Shu looked like an honest person, mainly because he was good to Xiao Xiao.

In this life, I wore a red wedding dress and sat in a sedan chair to go to his house to worship the heaven and earth with him, which was exactly the same as my previous life.

Tan Shu still smiled so warmly, holding my hand, pretending that he was all about me.

In this life, I no longer have a dirty background, no days of selling my appearance to make ends meet, and no more people with evil hearts peeping at me.

In this life, I am pampered by my parents and loved by my lover. I don’t have to worry about food or clothing. My life is as peaceful as water, ordinary and warm.

I am very satisfied, I only hope that these days can be longer, longer.

Later, I don't know how many years later, I was seriously ill and couldn't get up anymore, so Tanshu carried me around on his back, and he accompanied me to see the beautiful scenery of the world when I wanted to travel the mountains and rivers.

When I was dying, I said to him: "Although this life is short, I have lived a very happy life, really."

Tan Shu prepared a dagger and wore it on his body at all times. The moment I closed my eyes, I saw him stabbing the knife into my chest without hesitation. The blood flowed profusely, but I couldn't stop it. up.

A tear fell from the corner of my eye, and I heard Tanshu's last voice:

"Xiaoxiao, I remember everything..."

I laughed, although the life between me and him was short, it was a life we ​​both worked so hard for.

I never regretted meeting him that year.