Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

The cardinal lay on the white carp until the evening before gradually waking up. He finally knew that he couldn't hold on anymore, but the wind that wasn't very cool in the summer night made him feel chills all over his body. Can't stop.

I couldn't help but think about Bai Li again, thinking about his warm embrace... No, actually this is not what I really want.

It was only then that Cardinal realized that what she longed for the most was not what she had been thinking about but suppressed so much. She wanted to be embraced by him in a warm and comfortable embrace, and to taste his ever-cool lips again.

Rather... I want to talk to him, and listen to him say 'it's okay, don't be afraid' under his gentle gaze.It seems that as long as this is done, the black shadow that is about to swallow him behind him will dissipate in an instant.

This night, he didn't lie on the mat and try to fall asleep, but sat by the window on the top floor and waited until midnight, then he jumped between the two buildings and landed on the ground a few times, practicing lightness kung fu Came to Baili's bedroom with very light steps, looked at the half-open door, walked around cautiously, closed the door gently, walked around to the wall closest to the bed, and then stopped pace.

The cardinal leaned against the wall very lightly, then slowly slid down, squatting on the ground with her hands hugging her knees and her head buried in her arms.

Bai Li had kept the door open every night for the past few days, and even he himself didn't know whether he was more worried or hopeful.The white carp slept very lightly, and only kept a trace of perception at the door of the room. When the door was just gently closed by the cardinal, the white carp woke up.

He was about to rush out the door almost immediately, but just as he rolled over and got off the bed, he stopped again.Bai Li stood like that for a while, and finally suppressed the longing in his heart.

The master does not want to see his own.

Bai Li slowly closed his eyes, and pressed a bitterness back into his body, and when he opened his eyes again, his expression was normal.He walked slowly behind the wall that the cardinal was leaning against, and also held back his breath, leaning against the wall and began to meditate, using his inner breath to check the healing status of the meridians.

It was still before dawn the next day, and the cardinal, who was worried about not being spotted by the white carp, woke up on time, and was surprised to find that he had actually fallen asleep, and slept very soundly.Cardinal tried to recall when she fell asleep, but only vaguely remembered that she was awakened by anxiety a few times at first, but soon fell into a deep sleep.

The cardinal moved its slightly stiff body, and its energy was much better than the previous few days. It secretly noted down this position, and when it was midnight again at night, it sneaked over and slept until dawn before leaving.

After another four or five days, the cardinal was about to form a new habit. He touched the white carp's house wall and sat down again after midnight, and gradually became a little dazed. What was the reason why I decided not to sleep with Bai Li in the first place?

It seems that the reason is sufficient and unquestionable, and it seems very absurd, as if I am arguing with myself.

That night the wind was a bit cooler, but the cardinal didn't feel as cold as it did a few days ago, instead it felt a little cool and comfortable.Not long after, the cardinal fell into a dream with puzzled questions. In the dream, he returned to the villa. It was still the time of the shadow guard, but surprisingly, there was no depression or fear. In the dream, there were only the figures of himself and the white carp, warm And calm.

Linque seems to have returned to that morning again. Just as she wanted to help Bai Li, she was pushed out of bed by Bai Li and gave him a hard lesson. ?”

Bai Li said with a straight face: "Did you listen to the class well?"

"I heard it, but I didn't understand it."

"Repeat it again, if you don't pay attention to the class, go to the execution hall to receive your punishment."

"You!" When Linque heard that Bai Li was going to punish him, he was so angry that he wanted to argue with him, but seeing Bai Li's unquestionable expression, he still tried his best to recall.The red bird couldn't remember the exact words, so he had to try his best to repeat according to his own understanding: "The target's sweetheart is someone he cares about very much, usually his wife or husband, but the target's wife or husband is usually not his sweetheart ...What is this talking about, why is it so messy!"

"Continue, there is more." Bai Li's expression remained unchanged.

"Oh, and that's the important point. You can use him to threaten the target when you are on a mission. It is easier to use than others. Do you think that these targets are stupid and will be for another person..."

Bai Li interrupted Lin Que, sighed softly and said, "...that's all, it doesn't affect your future missions, that's enough."

"Bai Li, do you have a sweetheart?" The cardinal in the dream directly called the name Bai Li, but unexpectedly, the other party turned his face and denied him, and said angrily: "The shadow guard is heartless and ruthless, where does the sweetheart come from, this rule is remembered Don't stop, go to the punishment hall and receive twenty lashes."

"Bah! Why should I listen to that broken rule, why should I be careless..." Cardinal said the same words as he remembered.

"Hush... silence." Bai Li frowned, and put a finger on Hong Que's lips.

Cardinal flung it away: "Even you help them..."

Bai Li's stern expression loosened, and after a moment of silence, he softened his voice and said, "Just think about these things in your heart, and be careful not to be punished if someone listens to it. Why don't you have a long memory."

"It's really distressing, you were going to punish me just now!" Cardinal remembered that he didn't appreciate it.

"It's better to have a long memory than to lose your life by saying such things in front of others."

The cardinal knew that the white carp was right, and he always had no rules in his mind. Being punished by the white carp was indeed more effective than being carried on the back for an extra hour, and it would indeed save a lot of suffering.But he refused to admit defeat, and muttered: "Isn't it because I told you?"

The white carp was looking for something in the dark grid with its back to the cardinal, and its movements paused for a moment.

"Wait, I was almost caught by you! You said that the Shadow Guard was heartless and ruthless, and you said you wouldn't have a sweetheart, so why do you say that I will have one!"

"You will, I won't."

Bai Li turned around, with an unusual look of loneliness in his eyes, sighed and said: "Because you will escape and live like a normal person, you will definitely meet someone who is willing to be with you no matter what the situation is." People who will never leave, are willing to pay for each other, and are sincerely good for each other, then, treat him well and cherish him, because I heard that such a person can only meet once in a lifetime."

Cardinal had always remembered this sentence very clearly, but he still didn't understand it when he heard it again. He thought about it carefully, and felt that the only person with compound conditions was Bai Li. How could he meet such a person again?

"You escape with me, don't be afraid of a longer planning time, anyway, I have been waiting for several years, I don't care about waiting longer, and come up with a way to escape with you."

"I can't go... I'm already stuck here, and... I have things to do."

"Things? That thing you can't remember what it is?"

"Well, if you don't go to the torture hall, you will be doubled if you get caught by me."

Cardinal remembered the whip he had punished, and simply refused to respond in anger.

San Wu's complexion sank, he was no longer as gentle as before, and his voice was rigid and severe: "Why, do you have to suffer a few more times to grow your memory?"

"you you!"

The cardinal was so angry that she couldn't speak, she snorted coldly, turned around and walked out the door, just as one foot crossed the threshold, the cardinal suddenly turned her head back: "Bai Li, if you have a sweetheart in the future, I will definitely send you to him as soon as possible." He kills."

"why?"

"It's too dangerous and will threaten you."

Bai Li paused for a while to pack things, his serious expression was about to be unbearable, revealing the distress that couldn't be hidden, Bai Li suddenly turned around and opened a hidden compartment, took out a small porcelain bottle from inside and put it in Linque's hand inside.

"Remember to give yourself medicine after the punishment."

The concern in his tone could no longer be concealed, as if he was not the one who was punished before.

The cardinal recognized that it was the wound medicine issued by the villa to the commander. There was only a small bottle every month, and it was usually only used for serious injuries. The cardinal suddenly remembered that he was dreaming, but still acted according to the Pushing away Bai Li's hand, he pretended to be disdainful and said, "Keep it for yourself."

After Linque finished speaking, he walked away quickly. After taking two steps, he suddenly turned his head inexplicably, and saw Sanwu standing there as if absent-minded, still holding the medicine bottle in his hand.

Cardinal wanted to rush back, but then, a loud bang shattered the dream. He opened his eyes and saw that the thick clouds gradually covered the sky with stars, and the dense rain came in an instant.

The drops fell on the top of the linnet's hair, and trickled down the eyelashes, forming a curtain of water.He wiped the water off his face, and the white carp was revealed amidst the raindrops.

Cardinal was startled, and quickly stood up, trying to cover up something, looked at the water stains all over her body, but couldn't say a word.

In just a few breaths, the white carp walked quickly to the cardinal with an umbrella in hand, and then shook off a robe he was holding in his arms and put it on the cardinal.

"Master! You... If you don't want to see your subordinates... you can tie your subordinates outside and sleep inside, can you..."

A flash passed by, and the cardinal clearly saw the almost begging look on Bai Li's face when he spoke.

"I'm not trying to..."

'boom--'

When the thunder fell, Cardinal took a step closer to Bai Li subconsciously. He suddenly remembered the scene when he first met Bai Li in the years when Bai Li often teased him like a child. Take the opportunity to sit next to yourself and ask yourself if you are afraid of thunder.

Later, there was a freezing rain in late autumn, and the meager internal energy that had just finished training had long been exhausted, and when he was about to freeze, he was suddenly embraced by a white carp that came from behind.The freezing rain that day couldn't turn into thunder, but Bai Li kept asking himself whether he was afraid of thunder or not. His mind, which was about to faint from the cold, was immediately sobered by his anger, so that the warmth of that night was unforgettable.

Speaking of which, it was the first time that Bai Li hugged him.Since then, until now, as soon as she falls into the embrace of Bai Li, she still seems to be able to feel the irresistible warmth of that rainy night.

That's right, I have always longed to get close to Bai Li, not only wanting to touch him physically, but also wanting to go deep into his heart, chat with him, and pour out all the thoughts in his mind to understand one by one , No matter how many things I have, I will never get bored, and I want to take out all the things I keep in my heart and show him.

Why should I refuse, why should I deny this emotion?

The ever-present tangle of threads in Linnet's mind seemed to have been burned away, leaving only one thread that could not be removed.All of a sudden, all the contradictions and incoherent logic can be figured out at once.

It turned out that I was wrong.

It's been upside down all along.

It's not because Bai Li is just his big brother that he shouldn't have so many thoughts of getting close to him, but because he can't restrain those desires to get too close, so he is not only his big brother.

I recalled that every time I asked Bai Li what his sweetheart was, didn't I always think that the only person who could match his description was the eldest brother.Why can't the sweetheart be a white carp?

The strong dam of the Cardinal Heart River burst suddenly, emotions mixed with impulse and lost the last obstacle and poured out together.He was suddenly heartbroken and annoyed, thinking that he had missed so much, he couldn't help but took a step forward and hugged Bai Li suddenly.

"White carp, I want..."

However, as soon as the words were spoken, he found that he still overlooked one point.

I just understood my own intentions, so what about the white carp?

While the cardinal was hesitating, he heard the trembling voice of the white carp:

"Master... If there is anything you want your subordinates to do, can you tell them?"

Cardinal raised his head suddenly, and saw a face that was much more vicissitudes than the white carp in his dreams and memories, and that was exactly what the white carp looked like now.His brows no longer had the sharpness of his youth, and his gestures and gestures were no longer as rigid and strict as when he was a commander. Instead, he showed a gentleness that could not be hidden.

"The subordinates are stupid, they can't figure out what you mean, they can't always serve you well, and they don't even know... don't know how to make you sleep peacefully."

Bai Li paused for a moment, and said as calmly as possible:

"You really don't have to be so nice to your subordinates. If you really need your subordinates, you can keep them in captivity and give them food once in a while...the subordinates will willingly satisfy any of your requests."

The white carp raised its hand, as if it wanted to touch the cardinal, but stopped hesitantly in mid-air.

"Even... even if you want to abandon your subordinates..."

"White carp! Listen to me!"

"Yes."

"I was wrong, I have always liked you...Since I saw you again, many things have changed, but I still want to treat you like before..."

Linque had already been sore by Bai Li's words, once he grasped Bai Li's hands, feeling that it wasn't enough, he put those rough big hands around his waist, and hugged Bai Li again.

"I've never been bored with you, I'm just... just afraid that you'll get hurt, that you'll suffer, that you'll be wronged... So, if I marry you, can I be responsible for you forever and won't let you suffer? Isn't it... I can sleep with you without costing you anything?"

"Yes..." Bai Li's mind flickered, the knot in his heart seemed to have become a loose knot, which was loosened by the cardinal's slight tug.

It turned out that what Queer wanted, he could just give.

"Then, let me marry you, or marry you, it means the same thing, okay?"

As soon as the red bird said the words out of the impulsiveness just now, it regretted and became tense. After feeling the stiffness of the white carp, it wanted to run away. Holding the white carp in his arms, the white carp's arms tightened a bit.

Immediately afterwards, before he had time to express regret, he heard Bai Li say, "Okay."

Cardinal's heart, which was still beating wildly just now, stopped for half a beat, and in an instant, she hugged the white carp and pushed him into the door, not even waiting to confirm again.

The clothes on the white carp were already wet from the water on the linnet, but he didn't feel the slightest chill, as if a fire was burning in his heart, warming his limbs.

After the white carp dried the body for the cardinal, the cardinal insisted on tearing off the wet clothes and let him dry it for himself. The two of them lay down in the warm bed, and the white carp accidentally touched the cardinal With a half-waisted waist, he hastily retracted his hand. He suddenly remembered that he was already ready to serve his master, but just as he was about to speak, he suddenly thought that the cardinal couldn't do it...

Bai Li weighed for a long time, and began to think about what Cardinal said today, and tried hard to think whether he could help the master find a way to solve this matter.However, seeing that Linque didn't care about it and didn't have the slightest intention to bring it up, he decided to ask Master Le Pavilion first to find out some feasible ways to discuss this matter with Linque.

If it can't be cured, I have to let Que'er know that I don't care, otherwise he will ignore people like these days, and he can't even sleep well...

After thinking about it for a while, Bai Li couldn't help but asked again:

"What else does the master need his subordinates to do?"

"No, it's enough."

Linnet buried her head in the white carp's chest, and suddenly found that her previous obsessions could no longer be felt. From entering the villa, she insisted on escaping at the risk of being tortured and killed, and after escaping, she wanted to live thousands of times. Trying out the medicine, and then building the secret building to make himself stronger in order to dispel the anxiety and fear in his heart, and then going back to Muyun Villa to rescue the white carp at the cost of destroying the achievements accumulated over the years...

However, at this moment, Cardinal can no longer think of anything that is worth trying his best to obtain, and some only have to protect the current thoughts.

Maybe it's because the things I desperately pursued before are all for today.

It was already late at night, and the two lay quietly on the bed, only hearing the sound of each other's breathing.

Just when the white carp thought that this nearly perfect night was about to pass, and just had some nostalgic thoughts, the cardinal sat up suddenly, the thin quilt slipped from his shoulders, and even exposed the white carp's chest from under the quilt.

He stared straight at the white carp and asked:

"Bai Li, can we have a room now?"

The author has something to say: I thought the other party would not know how to burn firewood when the fish was in the pot...

Of course there will be a process of eating.

感谢在2020-10-3101:58:27~2020-10-3121:57:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 120 bottles of Jiali; ^-^10 bottles; 3 bottles of Mini Club; 1 bottle of Iori Naxie; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!