I love you, police officer

Ye Yutong watched Cheng Yu get into Luo Zhan's car and leave.

She finally understood something. A mirage full of beautiful fantasies constructed by her mind was originally weak, but now it completely collapsed.

The Ye family's parents are decent intellectuals with a good temper. They didn't complain. They sat in the restaurant that night and waited for two full hours. At nine o'clock, they got up and left.

Before leaving, the old couple said to their daughter: "When a girl gets married for the first time, she must be cautious. Marriage is too important to a girl. Whoever you marry will determine what kind of life you will live in the future. It cannot be changed. of."

But Ye Yutong likes Cheng Yu too much, purely, even though this kind of liking is originally a one-way line that is persistent to the end.

Mother Ye said to her daughter: "I know you like this boy, but do you think he likes you too?

"I've heard you tell so many things about Xiao Cheng, but I haven't heard you talk about how this boy treats you well, how he gets along with you... I really believe in your vision, this boy Er must be an outstanding person in a certain way, but do you think he is really suitable for you? Can he live with you in this state... "

Ye Yutong knew very well that Cheng Yu's affection for her was not even one-tenth of what she had for him.

She didn't suspect at all that Cheng Yu was a decent man and would never deliberately trick her into playing tricks on her.But she was completely unsure how much Cheng Yu felt about her, and whether he felt it at all.

Cheng Yu was ridiculed by his colleagues at the police station for his faults and frigidity, but in fact he was not wronged at all.

Ye Yutong and Cheng Yu have been on a blind date for three months, and they haven't even kissed on the lips.

A blind date is really just a meal, two people sit at the same table, you take a bite, and you meet each other, very much like introducing a partner in the 60s organization, arranging a meeting, seriously discussing revolutionary work, reciting Mao Zedong’s quotations, and explaining the state of mind.

In addition, the two of them also went to Beihai Park and walked around Qionghua Island in Taiye Pond. The frequency of their steps was similar to that of old men and old ladies.

Ye Yutong pointed forward as he walked: "Have you seen Tie Yingbi? Actually it's not made of iron, it's made of volcanic rock!" As he spoke, he held Cheng Yu's wrist as if nothing had happened.

So I just pulled my little hand back.

If it was another man, he would have dated him a few times, and he would have slipped to the back of the small rockery to hug and eat together.But Cheng Yu really didn't, so he never showed that kind of thought.In the end, it turned out to be a false hit. Wen Qing, a knowledgeable lady like Ye Yutong, just fell in love with a man with a dull personality like Cheng Yu, and thought this guy was very cool and punctual.

Now Ye Yutong gradually understands that a man lacks even the most basic desire to get close to a woman. This man either has no idea about this woman at all, or there is something wrong here or there, which is not normal.

In front of her, Cheng Yu has always been serious, stern, silent, and his appearance is as handsome as a lifeless wax figure.She had never seen Cheng Yu like today, wet, messy hair, messy figure, with his head down, quietly leaning on another man's shoulder, his waist was so soft.

Ye Yutong was shocked by the situation at that moment and woke up violently!

She can bear that Cheng Yu is too busy to accompany her to eat, watch movies, go to the park, and has no time to go to the mother-in-law's dinner party. Even when the two get married and have a child in the future, Cheng Yu will not have time and energy to take care of the child. Everything can only be endured silently by herself.

But what a self-respecting girl couldn't bear was that she suddenly realized that she and Cheng Yu had never been in love from the beginning.This love talk is purely self-deception.

Cheng Yu leaned on another man's shoulder.

It was an indescribable affectionate scene, or it could be said to be a kind of trust, dependence, intimacy, the most true expression of emotion... It was actually quite beautiful, but it was enough for her to understand that she was out of the game.

Cheng Yu actually had a fever that night and froze.

Luo Zhan was driving the car, and Cheng Yu could hardly sit still, biting his lip in pain, not letting himself speak out, his cheeks were bright red and hot.

Luo Zhan drove the car directly to the hospital, and carried Cheng Yu to the emergency department.

After being given antipyretics, injections, and infusions, Luo Zhan helped Cheng Yu run up and down the clinic and laboratory several times, sweating from exhaustion.

The stronger the body, the more sick it is. For a big person, having a fever is more unbearable than a child's illness. It's bloody exciting.

The doctor asked him to do a urine test, but Cheng Yu couldn't stand on his own, had trouble breathing, couldn't walk, and every muscle in his body was sore and weak.Luo Zhan carried Cheng Yu from behind, leaning against his waist, and the two stood close together in front of the urinal.

Luo Zhan unbuttoned Cheng Yu's pants and touched his fingers into his underwear.

The big Chengyu had a fever of 39 degrees, and the little Chengyu was also very sick, limp, and even a little hot to the touch.Luo Zhan held the little Cheng Yu thoughtfully with his hands, and whistled ambiguously, which made Cheng Yu finally couldn't hold back and cursed in a low voice: "What are you singing? Do you hate it..."

Luo Zhan stuck to Cheng Yu's ear, and teased evilly: "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

Cheng Yu's ears were red: "Get lost... I'm not a three-year-old anymore..."

Luo Zhan leaned against Cheng Yu: "You're just a kid, why are you so proud of yourself..."

This time he was really the one helping Cheng Yu's bird.He held the small plastic cup in his left hand and supported it with his right. Suddenly there was no sound in the bathroom, and the surrounding was so silent that only the breathing of the two could be heard.

Out of the corner of his eyes, Luo Zhan saw that Cheng Yu's face was flushed into a bright and weak crimson, and his lips were pouted unwillingly, as if he was being teased by someone occasionally, like a wronged little boy.

Cheng Yu asked Luo Zhan to send him back to the unit.

Luo Zhan said: "You are so sick, why do you plan to continue working the night shift? You are really out of your mind!"

Cheng Yu said: "I'm not on duty, so I woke up my mother when I went back so late... My mother is used to my night shift not coming home, but let her see that I'm sick, it's time to make trouble..."

Without further ado, Luo Zhan took Cheng Yu back to the place where he lived.

He carried Cheng Yu into the door and turned on the small light in the corridor. The milky white walls were quiet and pleasant, and the dark Brazilian wood floor was covered with warm yellow lights.

Cheng Yu squinted his eyes slightly, and snorted, "I knew you had a place to live... and the conditions are so good..."

Luo Zhan replied without hesitation: "You can live anytime you like and want to live."

Luo Zhan stripped Cheng Yu's clothes and stuffed them under the quilt.

Finally freed from the wet and stiff uniform, the warm and fragrant smell of the quilt poured into the sensory organs of the whole body, making it extremely comfortable.Cheng Yu snorted, "I didn't take a shower...and dirty your quilt."

Luo Zhan sneered: "Okay, the quilt is for you, warm?"

Luo Zhan rushed into the bathroom and quickly took a hot shower.He himself was terribly cold, and his brand-name jacket and trousers were ruined. Moreover, he didn't care about leaving his old friend in the restaurant temporarily, and he probably wanted to offend others.

But in his heart, no business is more important than Cheng Yu.If the business is gone, you can take it again, and the living Cheng Yu is the only one in front of you.

Luo Zhan steamed a bowl of egg custard for Cheng Yu, and made a small pot of longxu noodles, brought it to the bedside, and fed it to Cheng Yu.

As expected of being a chef, those who have passed the senior chef certificate can cook simple supper more exquisitely than others.The egg custard is made with milk, garnished with chopped green onion and ginger; the dragon beard noodles are made with chicken broth, mixed with sesame oil, and it melts in the mouth.

Cheng Yu's stomach was cold, and he was already starving. He suddenly ate something hot and cold, which made him extremely uncomfortable.He put his thumb against his stomach, endured the pain, and waved to Luo Zhan: "Don't take care of me, just sleep... Thank you."

Luo Zhan could see that Cheng Yu was depressed and absent-minded, and under the disheveled hair were a pair of bloodshot dry eyes, which made him look unhandsome.

Luo Zhan sneered: "As for what, are you really broken in love?"

Cheng Yu snorted, "Yes."

Luo Zhan stared and asked: "You really like that girl? If you like it, then someone will chase her back!"

Cheng Yu rolled his eyes at Luo Zhan, and fell into bed.

Breaking up in love is one time, and it is not a comfortable thing after all.Cheng Yu has been on blind dates for many rounds. There are many girls all over Beijing who have dated him. It is common for him to be kicked off by his blind date.

This time seemed to be the closest he was to getting married, but he was still blinded.This time, Cheng Yu really wanted to step into the siege of the city, let himself calm down, and taste the feeling of "being a husband" and shouldering the burden of the whole family, but it was so difficult.

I can't say what kind of bitter and depressed feeling I have in my heart.As for such a simple matter as talking about a partner, he was forced to push himself to compete with himself and work hard. For so many years, he has never successfully talked about it once.

To be honest, love is not that much love, and the relationship is not that deep, but this matter has nothing to do with the depth of the relationship.When a man is dumped, being dumped one after another, it is more or less a blow to self-esteem and confidence.

Luo Zhan was also lying on the bed, and the two of them slept under two quilts.The small bedside lamp cast a dim light, and Cheng Yu's outline was pale and sparse under the lamp.

The two chatted in the faint light, talking about their childhood memories.Luo Zhan boasted to Cheng Yu about his glorious deeds of picking up girls in school, leading a group of little bastards to fight and kill with wooden sticks, competing with senior students for school belle, and jealousy with boys from the neighboring school. The parents of the girls in the school are listed as key targets to be watched and strictly guarded.Cheng Yu told Luo Zhan that he participated in the fighting arena in the police academy, one-on-one freestyle Sanda, passed all the way, and beat all the invincible opponents in the school, which is better than Luo Zhan and the group of bastards fighting in groups.

Luo Zhan stretched out a foot from under the quilt, kicked Cheng Yu lightly, and asked with a smile, "Hey, have you ever played with a girl?"

Cheng Yu glanced at him and ignored him.

Luo Zhan asked: "Have you been there before? Damn, I can ask you if you can do it?"

Luo Zhan pestered him facelessly, but Cheng Yu was reluctant to talk about it.He used to go to the police academy and had a very good girlfriend named Lin Dandan. At that time, he was also considered a man of talent and beauty. He was a classmate, like-minded, and made great strides towards the finish line of the revolutionary cause.

Cheng Yu is the kind of boy who is very eye-catching on the university campus. He is handsome, pure, with good grades in subjects, and everyone loves him. Girls who like him are not young or old.To be his girlfriend is naturally excellent.

It's just that most of the love affairs inside the walls of the ivory tower are immature. The perfect and pure feelings have not experienced the beating and grinding of real life. If they step out of that door, they will die in all likelihood.Job title, housing market, stock market, car ticket, firewood, rice, oil, salt... Life is too short, there are simply too many things to consider. No matter how lush and beautiful the relationship was, one day it will be shattered by reality. A duckweed at the entrance of the alley and an old locust tree at the entrance of the alley are more tenacious, rain or shine, and time is not extinguished.

Luo Zhan's obscene thoughts only wanted to inquire about the key content: "Did you get raped in the end? Damn, it's a man, isn't it?!"

Cheng Yu covered his face with the quilt, and it took him a long time to say it. That time he sneaked in the dormitory with the lights on and almost took off his girlfriend's clothes, but he didn't go in at the end!

Luo Zhan couldn't even care about the taste, he beat the bed and howled: "Grandma, you are so weak, girls are posing for you to fuck, why didn't you poke them in? Aim at the small mouth, lift the thigh Just play with your life and get it done, is there such a bad man like you!"

Cheng Yu was so ashamed and annoyed that he stretched out his foot and kicked him: "You are the only one, and you are the best. How many times have you been fucked? Tell me!"

Luo Zhan pretended to be stupid, how could he answer such a sensitive question truthfully?

Cheng Yu snorted, "Have you ever been in a company of flirtatious men and women?"

Luo Zhan smiled with his neck up, his mouth shamelessly widened to the fullest, Cheng Yu's guess is not wrong... There seems to be no company, and the strength of a platoon is definitely covered by our men!

The two of them kicked and played through the quilt, running on each other's embarrassing things, laughing and making trouble.

Luo Zhan asked: "How did you and your neighbor get separated?"

Cheng Yu said: "Graduation assignment, she went to customs."

Luo Zhan raised his eyebrows: "What happened to the customs? Isn't it also in Beijing, and the two places are not separated!"

Cheng Yu said: "The customs earn a lot, wages, bonuses and all kinds of gray income. She earns me five months a month... She later married their section chief."

Luo Zhan curled his lips in disdain: "Fuck, this bitch doesn't know how to love a man, so she didn't show her sincerity to you. That's not the case when you really like someone!"

Cheng Yu closed his reddish eyes, slowly fell asleep, and lightly left the sour and slightly bitter past behind him.

Facing Cheng Yu's face, Luo Zhan murmured, "Cheng Yu, if we split up this time...will you give me a chance?"

Cheng Yu remained silent.

Luo Zhan: "Cheng Yu, can't you just look at me!"

Cheng Yu closed his eyes and didn't look at him, and waved his fingers: "I know what you want to say, I'll think about it... Let me sleep, I'm so tired, I haven't slept for more than 20 hours..."

Cheng Yu was indeed too tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

Luo Zhan just looked at Cheng Yu like this, watched Cheng Yu fall asleep, the room was silent, only the sound of his heartbeat.

He wanted to tell Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu, you have been on the wrong path all along, and your 30-year mindset has made you go in the wrong direction.

Apart from wearing a man's skin, I've grown an extra handle so you don't like it. I'm no better than those women. I'm not sincere enough to you!

I won't lose my temper with you just because you are busy with the police and work.You stand guard on duty, and I will shelter you from the wind and rain; you sweep the street, and I will help you follow; you are on night shift 24 hours a day, and I will cook you dinner and send you supper!

I will not blame you or abandon you because of your low salary and no house.I open a restaurant to cook delicious food for you, I earned money to buy you a car and a house, I handed over all the bank passbook passwords, I respect our mother, chat with Lafayette, play mahjong in the morning, and help you take care of the whole courtyard Young and old!Cheng Yu, as long as you are happy and show a smiling face, I will work hard for you all my life!

I will not despise you because your arm is disabled and useless. I, Luo Zhan, is the only one in this world. I will never dislike you because of this matter. Why, you know of!God is staring at Luo Zhan's conscience! ! !

I am your other arm, I am willing to support you for the rest of your life, love you, pamper you, prevent bad people from bullying you, and never let you suffer all setbacks, failures, pains and sorrows alone alone!

Cheng Yu, don't you understand?The person you need to spend your whole life with is me, Luo Zhan, and only me! ! ! ! !

Cheng Yu's sleeping appearance was as quiet and innocent as a child's, which fascinated Luo Zhan.

Once the sea was too difficult for water.Luo Zhan feels that it is impossible for him to accept other people now, and he can't look down on them. The sensory organs in all parts of his body have been set too high by Cheng Yu's appetite and standards.

The two of them hugged each other on the same bed that night, at the moment of the spring night, it was so beautiful and ecstasy, Luo Zhan saw every handsome and attractive part of Cheng Yu's body, the pale beer-colored muscles on the chest and shoulders, and the flat and firm belly , the raised buttocks, the softness of the inner thighs... everything is so wonderful.

Luo Zhan even regretted it a little later, for such a good opportunity, he should separate the places he touched and those he dared not touch one by one, look carefully, admire desperately, and caress fiercely!

The moonlight quietly peeked out from behind the curtains, shining on the two people on the bed.

Luo Zhan approached slowly, and pressed his lips against Cheng Yu's forehead quietly.

Quietly, serenely, and has nothing to do with lust, just for the past years of acquaintance, past tribulations, beautiful coexistence, love as far as it goes, going deeper...