I love you, police officer

The primary and secondary schools in the old city are back to school, and exciting music and crisp children's voices are often heard in the alleys.

"The ninth set of radio gymnastics, starting! The first section, stretching exercises... one two three four, two two three four..."

The days passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, the rose flowers on Gulou Street all withered, and the rows of ginkgo trees turned into thick golden clouds.

Cheng Yu dated Teacher Ye every other weekend, partly because Aunt Lianhua was watching her very closely, and partly because the girl Ye Yutong was really serious and persistent, and she took this blind date seriously.

Li Lianhua blocked Cheng Yu at the gate of the courtyard every day and night.

Cheng Yu, why did you come back so early today, kid?

Have you called Teacher Ye yet?

Have you asked Mr. Ye to eat and go shopping?

God, you haven't had an appointment for several days? !

If you don't have an appointment, you don't want to step into this threshold! ! ! ! !

And Aunt Cheng is even more cheerful, she puts on a bright floral gown when she goes out for a walk, holds her chest up, smiles and chats with everyone she meets, and then waits for the old neighbors in the alley to congratulate her.

"I heard that Xiao Cheng of your family is talking about a girlfriend?"

"Or a college student with a very elegant and beautiful temperament?"

"A talented man and a beautiful woman, what a perfect match!"

The old neighbors all really love Cheng Yu, and naturally hope that he will live well and marry a virtuous, beautiful and knowledgeable daughter-in-law into the courtyard as soon as possible.

Cheng Yu's heart sank when he saw his mother's happy appearance every day when she came in and out.

He could see that his mother was really happy for him and really looking forward to it.

Cheng Yu is such a person.If there were only two choices in front of him, he would definitely choose to make the people around him feel comfortable, instead of being happy by himself and making the people around him feel sorry for him.

And Ye Yutong was not scared away by Cheng Yu's conditions that went against the trend of the blind date market era.In fact, she fell in love with Cheng Yu at first sight, and she fell in love even more when they saw each other again.

In the past, there was an endless stream of blind date partners, all of them dressed up in greasy faces. After meeting them, they boasted about themselves to the fullest, and they talked a lot.

When Cheng Yu first met him, he ruthlessly buried himself from head to toe, and Ye Yutong's expectations dropped to freezing point.

After a few times of contact, the girl felt more and more that Cheng Yu was full of good things, he was introverted, had a gentle temper, didn't like to tease cats and dogs, didn't talk nonsense, didn't talk nonsense, didn't brag or nonsense; He spends money generously, never shrinks, never hides, and knows how to send the girl home safely when it gets dark.

A man who looks so good-looking is actually quite reliable and manly when he talks and does things.These two very different advantages are combined into one and manifested in the same person, what a rare flower in this era!Teacher Ye just fell into it.

These days, Luo Zhan tries to bury his time and energy in the few small restaurants run by his family.

He found a way to borrow a sum of money from the bank, redecorated Shaguoju and opened it, and rented it together with the second floor to make private rooms and banquet halls; bright red drums, golden signboards, and water tank-sized A casserole with a simple shape, very stylish.

The uncle who worked as a wedding company brought him a lot of business, and the operation of Shaguoju was booming, and the business was full during the National Day holiday.The owner is enthusiastic, the dishes are delicious, and the appearance has a strong nostalgic flavor of the locals, so Luo Zhan's restaurant has a high score on Dianping.com.

Luo Zhan still brought a few boxes of meals to Aunt Cheng every night.

Once I saw that Mr. Ye, dressed in a gentle and refreshing manner, carrying a snack box to curry favor with Aunt Cheng, chatting with the old lady, Luo Zhan didn't want to stay for a long time, and hid out.

Aunt Cheng was rather melancholy, and asked, "Xiao Luo, why haven't you been sleeping at home lately? Where have you been at night?"

Once when Cheng Yu was off work, he bumped into Luo Zhan at the gate of the compound, grabbed him, and dragged him to a corner.

Cheng Yu said: "You don't need to bother in the future, you don't have to come to cook and deliver meals to my mother every day, I can take care of it myself."

Luo Zhan's black eyebrows twitched, and his voice was not friendly: "What's the matter? You found a wife to serve the old lady? You don't need me anymore?"

Cheng Yu: "...I didn't mean that."

Luo Zhan: "Then what do you mean, Cheng, police, officer?"

Cheng Yu really felt that this state was too inappropriate, to some extent it seemed that he was "taking advantage" of Luo Zhan's feelings.He disliked debts of favor owed to others the most.

Luo Zhan felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't find a reason to get mad at Cheng Yu.

From the very beginning, he was the one who chased after Cheng Yu between the two of them.Cheng Yu has never accepted or promised anything, and he has no obligation to accept such a pursuit.

Based on the age and experience of the two of them, the understanding and cognition of feelings has been precipitated into a kind of inertia of their respective thinking modes. They have already passed the age of messing around, and it is not so easy to deviate from the established track in front of them.Luo Zhan saw that Aunt Cheng was in high spirits all day long because her son had a partner, her high blood pressure hadn't happened again for a long time, and Cheng Yu was already 29, blind date, marriage, and childbirth, step by step seemed to be logical, and there was nothing out of the ordinary. .

Cheng Yu and Luo Zhan smoked silently, relatively silent.

There were two dark red spots in Luo Zhan's eyes, and he asked unwillingly: "Cheng Yu, you and that girl, do you love her?"

Cheng Yu couldn't tell.

love?

What is love?

Need love?How much love is love?

Cheng Yu himself has never thought about the sensitive question of whether he loves Teacher Ye or not.

The relationship between the two is the most traditional and serious blind date, and they even step over the stage of love that is bothersome and entangled, and stride towards a certain lofty goal.

Ye Yutong is a girl with good conditions in all aspects, gentle and beautiful, well-educated, generous and decent, with a decent work and family background.If you marry such a girl in the future, do you still need to consider whether you love her or not?This is the most ideal marriage partner for single, hard-working, economically affordable men, right?

As for Luo Zhan... Cheng Yu didn't dare to think about it deeply.

He felt that there was no possibility between the two of them.Past, identity, family... It's as if there are several mountains in between, and there is no real operability at a glance.Since there is no possibility, it is better not to think about it, so as not to think too much and feel uncomfortable and painful.

Luo Zhan said: "Cheng Yu, I think you should think about it."

Luo Zhan poked his heart with his finger: "Cheng Yu, you are not clear about this! If there is a disease called muscle weakness, your disease is called 'emotional weakness'!"

Cheng Yu frowned and said, "Why am I feeling powerless?"

Luo Zhan flicked his lips and said: "Brother Hua Yangzi and the others said you are frigid, right? Not only are you frigid, you are also fucking emotionally frigid!"

Cheng Yu: "..."

Do I have to have something to do with you, if something happens, am I the only one who understands feelings?Cheng Yu thought to himself.

Luo Zhan asked persistently: "Have you ever loved someone, Cheng Yu? Have you ever tasted what it's like to fall in love with someone? You've never tasted it, and you haven't loved it! You just think about it yourself. !!!”

Cheng Yu stared at Luo Zhan with wide eyes, his lips were stubbornly closed, and the veins on his forehead were throbbing.

He should have expected that people like Luo Zhan would work hard these days and be low-key, and if he couldn't stand it, he would explode sooner or later, revealing his true colors.

Luo Zhan has been holding back for many days.He realized that he didn't even need to make a clear confession, Cheng Yu clearly knew it, but Cheng Yu just didn't want to accept him, and let him out quietly without losing face!Anger, jealousy, loss, regret, low self-esteem and unwillingness are all mixed together, and there are times when he can't hold back his demeanor and wants to slap all over the floor.

Luo Zhan threw the cigarette on the ground violently, and said in a deep voice: "Cheng Yu, let me tell you, I have loved someone before, I know what the hell it is to fall in love with someone Day and night are turned upside down, just thinking about him and wanting to treat him well! But do you understand?

"Cheng Yu, have you ever cared? You cared about the future. When you get old, you find that you have never fallen in love with anyone in your life, and there is someone who has been thinking about you for the rest of your life. You fucking treat him as a gust of wind in front of you." A piece of weed in a tree pit, a piece of shit on the road, you haven’t even looked at it!!!”

Luo Zhan roared: "Cheng Yu, you will live like this forever!"

With the blood red of the setting sun reflected in Cheng Yu's eyes, he said in a low voice indifferently, "Luo Zhan, it's not that easy...I'm sorry."

Luo Zhan retorted: "Why did you tell me you're sorry? You didn't forgive me, and you didn't owe me anything! Let me tell you Cheng Yu, between the two of us, I will always be sorry for you, and I owe you !!!”

Cheng Yu also felt very uncomfortable: "You never owe me anything at all, don't be like this in the future, okay?"

When Luo Zhan heard this, he turned his head and left.

After walking a few steps, Luo Zhan turned around and yelled, his eyes were red and foggy: "I'm willing to do this! I can do whatever I want, Cheng Yu, you don't care!

"Cheng Yu, you talk about your partner, marry you, I don't care about the fuck! But you don't care how I treat you!!!!"

For Luo Zhan, there is a flat river in front of him, with infinite scenery, and the only threshold is whether Cheng Yu nods or not.

But for Cheng Yu, there were mountains and gutters in front of him. If he couldn't hold on, he would be thrown a thunderbolt and his life would be torn apart.

Cheng Yu didn't come home that night, and sat in the duty room of the police station with the lights off, smoking crazily.

Every word Luo Zhan said kept echoing in his mind, a mess.

Luo Zhan didn't go back to the courtyard either. He drank a whole case of beer in Ma Tuan Er Wu's noodle restaurant, threw up, and fell asleep on the table.

It was precisely this night that something happened in the courtyard.