The black-bellied school bully is chasing after me

After the college entrance examination, everyone is like a bird out of the cage.

Xu Wang is no exception.

But he has no one to celebrate.

His parents didn't call him to ask how he was doing in the exam, only the old housekeeper and maid at home made him some delicious food.

After eating without taste, Xu Wang went upstairs.

The night is always lonely.

Xu Wang tossed and turned, rolled on the bed for more than half an hour, and finally got up.

Turn on the bedside lamp and take out the phone from under the pillow.

Scratching through the WeChat contact list, trying to find someone who can talk to him.

The thumb flicked over Ji Ju's name, paused for half a second, then swiped down again.

After looking through the contacts several times, Xu Wang found that he couldn't find anyone to confide in.

A grievance welled up in his heart, with the resentment accumulated over the years surging in his chest, his throat was sore, Xu Wang clutched the bed sheet, and couldn't hold back a sobbing sound.

Tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, and Xu Wang cried depressively.

The veins on the back of the hand holding the phone were bulging, Xu Wang gritted his teeth and swallowed sobs, but he still couldn't restrain himself.

"Buzzing..."

The phone in his hand suddenly vibrated slightly.

He stopped crying, wiped away his tears with the quilt, and looked up at his phone.

Xi Jian's name appeared on the dark screen.

The dim yellow night light illuminates the gentle face, his reflection is printed on the glass window, and the two rows of small white teeth are also reflected on the glass.

The corners of his lips had a curve that he didn't even notice, and Xu Wang quickly connected the phone.

"See you." Even his voice was clean.

"you caught a cold?"

The person on the other end of the phone instantly sensed something was wrong and asked in a low voice.

"No ah--"

Subconsciously pinching his throat with his fingertips, Xu Wang tried to speak normally.

In order to take the topic away, he tried to change the topic: "By the way, why did you remember to call me?"

"I……"

Xi saw a rare choke.

What should he say?

It has been a few days since the college entrance examination, and he is busy working while waiting for his grades.

He has no so-called concept of time, nor does he have a so-called graduation trip.

The original family is like that, Xi Jian has learned not to look forward to it.

But when he was working part-time today, several colleagues who knew his situation asked him how he was doing in the exam, why he still had to work part-time, and that he should go out more during the holiday.

To this, Xi Jian replied with a unified smile.

It's just that a family of three came this afternoon, and the girl should be the same age as him, and she came to the restaurant for dinner accompanied by her parents.

They mentioned gaokao results and graduation trips.

For some reason, Xi Jian suddenly thought of Xu Wang.

They have known each other for three years and lived together for three years.

Little is known about Xu Wang.

If it wasn't for that trip to his house...

Then he took it to heart.

He has been living in an Internet cafe for the past few days, and after another game, he takes out a cigarette to smoke.

For some reason, I thought of Xu Wang.

The lighter flickered on and off at night, and Xi Jian finished smoking a cigarette in silence.

Then without thinking, he took the mobile phone on the table and called Xu Wang.

Fortunately, he called.

The little guy's voice was muffled, obviously crying.

But the little guy didn't want to say it, so Xi Jian let him.

It's just a dull pain in my heart, which is inexplicably annoying.

"Ok?"

Xu Wang didn't understand, so he waited for a long time and didn't reply, so he couldn't help but pick up the ending and asked.

"Want to play a game?"

"Now?"

"Ah."

"Okay! Where are you, I'll find you."

"Where we last played the game."

"wait for me."

Quickly crawling out of bed, Xu Wang put on his clothes, and sneaked out of the house taking advantage of the darkness.

But he overestimated the traffic flow in the villa area.

It's been more than ten minutes since I came out, and I haven't seen a taxi.

The night temperature in June is a bit low, even if you wear long sleeves, you still feel cold.

With his arms folded, Xu Wang walked on the road holding his phone.

Looking around, he still didn't see the car.

Just about to open the app and order a Didi Taxi, a new article popped up in the middle of the night - [A woman who did a Didi late at night was abandoned in the wilderness].

This news successfully prevented him from taking a taxi.

At this moment, he suddenly felt a little regretful.

If I had known earlier, I would have asked the housekeeper to see me off.

But he has been out for a long time, and there is absolutely no reason to go back.

You can only walk slowly along the curb.

A few minutes later, his cell phone rang.

Immediately afterwards, a taxi came oncoming.

The high beam light shone on his face, Xu Wang closed his eyes in pain, and turned sideways to give way to the taxi.

But strangely, the taxi stopped moving beside him.

The phone vibrated in his hand, and hung up before he could answer it.

Immediately afterwards, a tall boy stepped out of the car.

"Xu Wang."

Xi Jian's voice sounded a few steps away.

Immediately afterwards, a warm coat dropped from his shoulders.

"boarding."

"Meet you?"

Xu Wang stood still, with a look of astonishment.

Didn't this person say to wait for him in the Internet cafe?How would it appear here?

"What? Stupid?"

His slender fingers scratched Xu Wang's nose, and Xi Jian's tone was doting.

"you……"

"It's cold outside, let's talk in the car."

After sitting firmly, the car drove towards the Internet cafe.

Xu Wang grabbed Xi Jian's coat and asked in a low voice, "Why are you here?"

"Come to pick you up."

"I know the way." Xu Wang said.

The person who propped his chin and looked out the window paused, Xi Jian turned around and explained dumbfoundingly: "I know, but it's so late and there is no car."

"Oh."

Bright eyes flicked around, Xu Wang was so excited that he didn't even know where to put his eyes.

But soon, he couldn't laugh anymore.

——he smelled smoke on Xi Jian's coat again.

Not light, but a little thick.

Xi Jian smokes, he knew it a long time ago.

But I didn't expect him to smoke so often.

He wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he closed it anyway.

It was so silent all the way, the two finally stopped in front of an Internet cafe.

This Internet cafe is brightly lit and well decorated inside. Looking through the wide glass doors, you can still see many people wearing headphones and playing computers.

At Happy's place, Xu Wang was still a little confused.

He didn't speak until he was brought in and sat down in a comfortable private room: "Have we... changed places?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"The environment there is too bad, I'm afraid you won't get used to it."

"I, I can get used to it." As long as you are by my side.

Xu Wang silently added in his heart.

"It's okay, come here."

As Xi Jian said, he reached out and turned on the two computers.

The environment of this Internet cafe is much better than the previous one. There is an independent vending machine in the single room, and you can just throw money into it if you want.

In the corridor outside, there is a row of kettles neatly arranged for them to have supper.

Xu Wang cried just now, and his eyes were a little swollen.

It's not obvious in the dark, but now I'm in an Internet cafe, and I can see everything clearly.

The cold and not soft fingertips were pressed against his eyelids, and Xi Jian's slightly smiling voice sounded above his head: "I said why are you talking dully? It turned out that you were secretly crying under the covers. You still want to lie to me, little one." fraud."

Liar Xu blushed.

Struggling to get his head out, how could Xi Jian let it go?

"do not move."

With a low warning, Xi Jian gently rubbed his eyelids.

Then, a calm, slightly light voice sounded above his head: "Why are you crying?"

"No, nothing."

"You still want to lie to me? Little liar."

Xi Jian has nothing to do with gentleness, but now, his voice is soft, and the pressure on his eyelids is also light.

People who have not been cared for for many years are thrown into warm water and held in the palm of their hands.

A familiar but unfamiliar feeling invaded the whole body, reaching all the limbs, Xu Wang's heart was sore and swollen from being pinched.

The throat is also hoarse from time to time, and I can't say anything.

When the eyes became hot, it seemed that some liquid flowed down again.

The salty tears wet Xi Jian's fingertips, and the hot tears carried a scalding temperature, Xi Jian let go of his hand in shock.

The heart that has been frozen all year round seems to be pinched in the palm of something.

With a helpless sigh, Xi Jian finally bent down in front of Xu Wang.

Reaching out to wipe away his tears, he asked, "What's wrong? Are you still thinking about your parents?"

"Whoa, see you..."

Xu Wang rushed forward, wrapping his hands around his delicate waist.

Enduring the soreness in his heart, Xi Jian rubbed Xu Wang's head.

Xu Wang is different from him.

He knew what kind of environment he lived in since he was a child.

18 years is enough for him to see everything clearly.

As for Xu Wang, he has been loved for 15 years.

He may have discovered something in the first 12 years, but he still naively thought that his family would not be broken up.

So it never occurred to him that he would be abandoned one day.

Now, six years have passed since he was abandoned.

Xu Wang still didn't come out.

"If you still can't let go, just give them a call." Xi Jian said.

"Really, is it really possible?"

"of course."

Xu Wang hesitated.

Xi Jian pressed his shoulder and said slowly: "If, I mean if. If their attitude is very indifferent, or they don't remember you at all. Can you love life again after making this call?"

Xu Wang bit his lip and said nothing.

But Xi Jian didn't give him much chance to think, and didn't even give him a rejection.

He took out his phone and put it in front of him.

"The opportunity is in your hands, it's up to you to fight or not."

The two stalemate for a long time, but Xu Wang finally reached out.

After finding a familiar name in the contacts, Xu Wang trembled and dialed it anyway.

After a long wait, there was a cold mechanical female voice: "Hello, the number you dialed is an empty number, please check it before dialing... Hello, the number you dialed is an empty number, please check it before dialing..."

Xi Jian frowned and reached out to help him hang up the phone.

"It's okay, there's one more."

Sniffing, Xu Wang wanted to make another call, but was stopped halfway.

"It's late, they're probably all asleep."

"you give me."

"so late……"

"I don't want to lie to myself any more!"

Xu Wang suddenly yelled out, grabbing the phone, he cried and said, "I can't lie to myself anymore, see you, just ask me to make a call. Let me... give up completely..."

The sobbing sound of the little guy kept hitting Xi Jian's eardrums.

Huge teardrops rolled down and hit the back of Xi Jian's hand.

He ran away as if he had been burned, but Xu Wang didn't realize it.

He was still crying, drowning in great grief and unable to get out.

At that moment, Xi Jian hated himself to the core.

In the end Xu Wang still dialed the number, it was his father's.

The phone was connected, but it was a woman's voice.

Xu Wang didn't say a word, and let the woman yell "Hey Hey Hey" over there.

Then, he heard his father's voice.

"Who?"

"I don't know, and I don't say a word."

"Maybe I made a mistake, hang up."

"Ok."

The woman hung up the phone, and there was no sound in the box.

After finishing the phone call, Xu Wang sat blankly on the chair, lowered his head and said nothing.

But Xi Jian knew that he was crying.

The light blue jeans were soaked a few pieces and gradually turned dark blue.

The unbearable Xi Jian finally stood up and hugged him, gritted his molars and said, "They don't want you, I want you."