only care about this life

Gu Jinsheng deserves to be on the night shift tonight. Although he doesn't have to stay overnight, he doesn't go home until twelve o'clock.When eating in the evening, Gu Jinsheng called Xie Jiu'an, and as usual, he told him that he would go back tonight, and if possible, he would go to bed directly at the institute after twelve o'clock. If he went back too late at night, he might leave Xie Jiuan Woke up.Like the last night shift.

In fact, no one knows what class Gu Jinsheng works every day except himself than Xie Jiuan.It's just that the two of them seem to have developed a tacit understanding, especially if Gu Jinsheng has any time changes and arrangements at work, he will definitely call Xie Jiu'an.This situation is very similar to a husband who works outside, if he does not come home for dinner at night, he has to call his wife...

Xie Jiu'an said he knew it, but after eating the usual lunch alone and dinner without Gu Jinsheng, Master Jiu felt really lonely.And when he thought of Gu Jinsheng not coming back at night, he was no longer lonely, but lonely.Although they lived together all the time, Xie Jiu'an felt that if he didn't see Gu Jin's person for a while, it seemed that there was a place in his heart that was empty.

So, when the eleven o'clock alarm sounded, Xie Jiu'an got up from the bed—he was going to take Gu Jinsheng home!More than half an hour is enough to walk from here to the police station. When he thought that if Gu Jinsheng stayed in the police station to sleep without firm thinking, and the next room was empty, he felt uneasy.

If I had already walked to the police station... Ah-Dai probably wouldn't refuse to go home with me...

Master Jiu thought so.

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Li Xiao jokingly watched Gu Jinsheng start packing at 11:30, "Hey, Xiao Jinsheng, you are so lazy today, you started packing so early! Are you in a hurry to go home?"

Gu Jinsheng glanced at Li Xiao's narrow eyes, and sorted out the messy paper bags and other things on the table on his own, and said calmly, "You stay up all night, I'm just at the o'clock, how can you be lazy. After tidying up, It's easy to go later, isn't it?"

"Come on, come on, stay and sleep with Brother Li Xiao and me~" Li Xiao said while sitting opposite Gu Jinsheng and "seduce" Gu Jinsheng madly.

"If you talk to me with this tone and look again, I will really go to the anti-pornography brigade next door and report you, Comrade Li Xiao." Gu Jinsheng pursed his lips, his eyes scorned through his long eyelashes. .

"Anyway, there's no one else in your family, why don't you stay and let me chat with you!" Li Xiao said, taking back her performance.

"I'm not very interested in chatting with you about family gossip." Gu Jinsheng looked at Li Xiao desperately, remembering that his ears had already endured the torment of another king of gossip in the family, and he really couldn't accept another one. up.

He found that Xie Jiu'an should really get to know Li Xiao because they both love to gossip, and all kinds of anecdotes from the streets and alleys are their favorite.It's just that Xie Jiu'an obtained gossip resources by getting acquainted with various uncles and aunts at home because of soho, and Li Xiao, as a policeman, was standing on a fertile gossip soil.

"Well, Asheng, it's not me talking to each other, cough cough," Li Xiao stammered, "You, uh, what, you really got rid of Zhou Ziqian, and then you got together with that Xie Jiu'an ?”

When Gu Jinsheng first learned about Zhou Ziqian’s derailment, he went to a certain forum. There was a sentence in it, to the effect that breaking up a relationship will make people feel unforgettable pain. One is that the time is not long enough, and the other is that it is not better. people appear.Gu Jinsheng didn't believe this sentence at all at the time. People who said such words can be described as standing up and talking without back pain.

However, after the time when Xie Jiu'an approached him, he found that because of Xie Jiu'an's existence, the time for him to overcome this pain was shortened sharply.When there is someone who can give you the warmth and sunshine of life, why do you have to hide in the haze all the time?

This is not only cruel to oneself, but also unfair to the sunshine outside the window.

So if the calendar is turned forward more, when Li Xiao asks this question, Gu Jinsheng will definitely remain silent, protest this matter with silence, and torture himself with silence.He is not stupid, he always remembers what his grandma said to him, his name is Gu Jinsheng - only care about this life, live in the present moment.

It is not easy for a person to go through this world. For example, he suffered a family accident when he was very young. His parents had their own homes, but his home was gone.Another example is Xie Jiu'an, who seems to have a beautiful family, but in terms of background, Xie Jiu'an is actually just an illegitimate child, and he has never even met his own mother.And as he himself said, he was lucky enough to pick up the leaks left by his older brothers and sisters, otherwise, he might not live to be an adult.

But no matter what, you have to live, and live up to your life.All kinds of unsatisfactory things will pass one day, and the most difficult thing is to adjust your own state.

Because, when Gu Jinsheng was with his grandma, and then he went to primary school, unreasonable neighbors and classmates either bullied him or isolated him, he was very depressed for a long time.It is very painful for him to go to school every day, or go out to play after school. Over time, he would rather stay at home alone.

But later, when he tried to go out, he found that these pains were simply unbearable.

Even when talking about Zhou Ziqian, there is still a dull pain somewhere in his heart. Gu Jinsheng tilted his head helplessly, "Yes. The family disputes we encountered were caused by the cheating of the husband and the cheating of the wife. Are there fewer? About Human nature is like this, if you get something for too long, you will get used to it and stop cherishing it.”

"Then what about Xie Jiu'an?" Li Xiao asked immediately.

Of course Gu Jinsheng knew what Li Xiao meant when he mentioned Xie Jiuan. Thinking of this person, Gu Jinsheng unconsciously curled the corner of his mouth, and his clear eyes were stained with a light and clear brilliance, "I was afraid, Li Xiao, don't worry about it." You know it too. I’m afraid to bear such a blow again. Seven years, Zhou Ziqian and I have known each other for seven years. How old do I have to live? He takes up nearly one-third of my life. A Zhou Ziqian, but rejecting Xie Jiuan. Zhou Ziqian is Zhou Ziqian, Xie Jiuan is Xie Jiuan. If I think so, I will be too unfair to Xie Jiuan."

"That guy, apart from being a little handsome, a little tall, and a little glib, he has no advantages, okay?" Li Xiao listened to the meaning of Gu Jinsheng's words, did he really plan to accept Xie Jiu'an?

So he said solemnly with a straight face, "But I think Xie Jiu'an is not that simple. He is glib, yes, but the scheming city definitely has it. The way he looked at Cheng Jiazhou that day, ordinary people don't have it. By the way, what is he? What are you doing! I really can’t tell. It’s definitely not a small white-collar worker, and definitely not a small boss!”

Gu Jinsheng raised his forehead and thought, Xie Jiu'an is really easy to be misunderstood!At least not as mature and steady as Zhou Ziqian is easy to accept.However, Li Xiao looked carefree, but he was really accurate in judging people.

"Uh, he, he is designing architectural drawings at home now—" Gu Jinsheng really didn't know how to explain Xie Jiu'an's identity to Li Xiao, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he is the young master of the underworld.However, it has turned white.

"Okay, okay, I have to get off work, so I won't talk to you anymore." Gu Jinsheng got up and said in a hurry.

How did Li Xiao know that he didn't tell the truth, it's just that his friend has always been like this, and Li Xiao doesn't like to push others, so he smiled, "Yes, yes, go home quickly, that kid Xie Jiu'an If I don’t see you, I’m going to jump!” He didn’t forget that Gu Jinsheng went to the police on night duty that night, but his phone was out of battery, and Xie Jiu’an almost blew up Li Xiao’s phone!

Gu Jinsheng paused, and blushed uncomfortably.According to past habits, generally if Gu Jinsheng was on night shift, Zhou Ziqian would choose to sleep in another house of his, and he would go directly to the nearest house when he was busy with the company until late.And Gu Jinsheng slept in the police station as a matter of course, although it was close, but Zhou Ziqian was not there, and it was twelve o'clock at night, so he simply didn't go back.

But now there is Xie Jiu'an at home, and this guy is very dishonest, he promises well, most of the time he can't do it.Gu Jinsheng had to admit that Xie Jiuan really cared about him.Therefore, Comrade Gu Jinsheng honestly chose to go home.

It's twelve o'clock, the hot summer heat has dissipated, and there are rare cool evening breezes blowing in the city at night.The story of feasting and feasting is still being staged, keeping the city from falling asleep.The mango trees in Changzhou City are all mature at this time, and there are huge green fruits hanging on the trees.The fragrance of mangoes and the smell of food and wine from the food stalls in the next street mixed into a strange and intoxicating feeling.

Gu Jinsheng rode the cart under his feet with a vague sense of expectation and joy. The bougainvillea had long since withered, and what stretched out along the wall were rows of fruit-bearing mango branches.

Then, he turned a corner and almost bumped into someone. When he took a closer look, it wasn't Xie Jiu'an who was it!

Xie Jiu'an quickly blocked the handlebars of the approaching person, just about to get angry, when he raised his head, following the street lights on the side of the street, he was very familiar with this car - he had threatened it; this person, he was even more familiar - hugged him over him.

"Ah! Asheng, you really came back, you moved so fast!" Xie Jiuan thought that Gu Jinsheng did not sleep directly in the police station for convenience, he intuitively thought that someone came back for himself, so his tone was very Is happy and enthusiastic.

"Xie Jiu'an! I knew it. If you don't sleep in the middle of the night, it's better to go out for a walk or take a walk!" Gu Jinsheng looked at Xie Jiu'an as if I knew you very well.

Master Jiu touched his nose in embarrassment, "I don't know why, I, you, haven't seen you all night, and my heart is empty."

Gu Jinsheng glanced at him, "Then you have to watch carefully when you walk, why are you restless!"

Master Jiu let it out in a hurry, "I'm not in such a hurry, look, there is something behind me, Master Jiu, I'm afraid I'll step on it!"

Gu Jinsheng took a look, only to find that there was a white curly-haired puppy standing next to Xie Jiuan's heel, leaning against Xie Jiuan's feet with its little paws curled up.

"Ah! Xie Jiu'an, why did you buy a puppy?" Gu Jinsheng looked at the puppy that was about to curl up into a white fur ball and said, the two black eyes that looked like longan seeds also looked up at Gu Jinsheng, whining softly and shrinking Head back.

"Follow me as soon as I go out, until here." Xie Jiu'an lowered his head and rubbed the puppy with his toes.

"It's so small, I don't know if it was lost or thrown away." Gu Jinsheng looked at the puppy and said.

"Then we keep it? I am so destined." Xie Jiu'an continued to gently rub the dog's fur with his foot.

"That's for sure. They are born from the same root, so why bother each other?"

"Ah Sheng, you are too bad!"

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Xie Jiu'an led Gu Jinsheng's car, and the two walked back side by side.Just because Xie Jiuan had a little white dog following him at his feet, Gu Jinsheng didn't have a basket in front of his bicycle, so he had to walk home.The street lamps on the side of the street illuminated the figures of the two people for a long time until they gradually merged together.The two talked and laughed from time to time, and the words and laughter were scattered in the evening wind, rippling away quietly.Only the little white dog rolled into a ball and followed Xie Jiuan's feet, and would yelp if stepped on from time to time.

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"Ah! Xiaobai! You actually go to the bathroom on the balcony! You little dirty dog, it's too dirty!" Early in the morning, Xie Jiu'an was squatting on the edge of the balcony happily training the stray dogs he picked up last night.Xie Jiu'an took care of himself and gave the puppy a name - Xiaobai.

Gu Jinsheng had a rest today, looked at the little white dog and said, "I have to take it to get dewormed and vaccinated first, it's fine, I know the owner of a pet clinic behind the community, let's put it there first, check it carefully, Wait two days and pick it up."

They have a task today, and they have to go back to take care of their grandma in this life.

After setting up the puppy, Gu Jinsheng and Xie Jiu'an took a ride together.At the bus station in front of their community, a row of mango trees had already bear fruit, as big as a fist.Xie Jiu'an looked up at the mango, rubbed his chin with his hand, his eyes were obviously calculating.

"Ah Sheng, don't you think that the food picked from the tree is always better than the food bought in the store!"

Gu Jinsheng immediately saw his intentions, "This mango sucked a lot of exhaust gas, and I can't eat it. I really want to pick mangoes. When we go to grandma's house later, the mangoes should be ripe. I don't know about the longan."

Xie Jiu'an put his arms around Gu Jinsheng's shoulders, and suddenly felt playful, "Then let's go pick mangoes today!"

On the contrary, Xie Jiu'an was even happier than Gu Jinsheng. When he got out of the car, he walked to Gu Jinsheng's house familiarly, leaving behind Gu Jinsheng who was not in a hurry.Gu Jinsheng looked at Xie Jiuan bouncing around happily, and felt helpless and funny—this Xie Jiuan seemed to have endless energy all day long, and he always had such a cheerful look.Perhaps, in Xie Jiu'an's world, there will be no rainy days at all.

When Gu Jinsheng walked to his house, Xie Jiu'an was already standing in the yard with his grandmother, babbling to the mango tree.

Grandma looked back and saw Gu Jinsheng, walked over holding Xie Jiu'an's hand, pretended to be displeased and said, "Maomao is not as good as Xiao Jiu, look at our little Jiu, he just flew in to see grandma!"

Xie Jiu'an stood next to grandma and smiled proudly.

Gu Jinsheng thought to himself, grandma, he didn't fly in to see you, he obviously flew in to pick mangoes!

Gu Jinsheng felt that Xie Jiu'an was simply a female killer, and he should be a middle-aged and elderly woman's killer. After a while, he chatted with grandma and Granny Lin at the same time, making the two old people laugh happily from time to time.

Grandma patted Xie Jiu'an's hand and said to Gu Jinsheng, "Look how lively Xiao Jiu is! Maomao is a saw-mouthed gourd, and he can't speak a word for a long time! Xiao Jiu, play with Maomao more, take him with you!"

Xie Jiu'an smiled proudly at Gu Jinsheng, "Did you hear that, Gu Jinsheng, hurry up and learn more from your Master Jiu!"

Gu Jinsheng was helping Granny Lin to peel potatoes. Seeing Xie Jiuan's raised eyebrows, his high nose almost turned up to the sky, a sentence rang out - no room for three days...

However, in front of grandma, he had to admit that he didn't even dare to argue with Xie Jiu'an.Gu Jinsheng felt that Xie Jiu'an was indeed his grandma's grandson, and he had never seen his grandma like any of his friends so much, not even Zhou Ziqian enjoyed it back then.