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Jing Ze collapsed on the bed when he got home. He didn't feel tired on the road just now, but after he relaxed, he ran away with all his energy.He waved to Qu Jing deeply: "Baby, come here..."

Qu Jingshen picked up the shirt and trousers that Jingze had torn off and put them away before walking over.Qu Jing deeply felt that there were still emotions in his body that could not be digested in the future, so he knelt on the bed and looked down at Jingze.

Jing Ze moved his body, rubbed against his legs, looked up at him and complained, "Fuck, Lun should be happy now, but damn...he's not happy at all."

Qu Jingshen sat down cross-legged, took the notebook and wrote: "That person should be very fond of simplicity."

Jing Ze raised his eyebrows: "You mean that smiling tiger?"

Qu Jing squeezed his mouth deeply, and wrote: "Don't call him a nickname casually, he looks quite powerful."

Jing Ze began to be dishonest, and while groping Qu Jingshen indiscriminately, he said, "Just call it a nickname, what can you do? Rabbit, rabbit, rabbit..."

Qu Jingshen pulled his stinky hand away, and wrote: "How should we deal with the matter now?"

Jing Ze continued to touch Qu Jingshen even more, and suddenly remembered the trauma on Qu Jingshen's leg, so he had to ask Qu Jingshen to take off his pants to check him.

Qu Jing couldn't hold back him, so she took off her pants and continued with the question just now.

Jing Ze couldn't believe it: "..." When did you become so unrestrained?

Qu Jingshen wrote: "Those who should be compensated have to be compensated, hey... don't move around!"

Jing Ze reached out to touch the wound on his thigh, kissed him again, and said casually: "Let Li Guoqi deal with these things tomorrow, he caused it himself. Now, let's do something that will make us forget about our unhappiness."

Jing Ze half-lyed on his body, kissing and pinching his belly from time to time.Qu Jingshen was very itchy, and backed away with her arms supported.

Jing Ze said to himself: "Tao Tao is wearing this green hat, without anyone noticing it...Baby, will you wear a green hat for me someday? Huh?"

Jing Ze touched the little thing that was bulging in Qu Jingshen's underwear, bit it lightly on purpose and then let it go.Qu Jingshen felt like being gently scratched by a cat, but the more itchy, the less the cat scratched.He panted unconsciously through his nose, and gently hugged Jingze's head with his hands.

Jing Ze didn't move, um, he stopped on purpose.Jingze pressed Qu Jingshen with half of his body, and asked, "Tell me, will you give me a cuckold one day?"

Qu Jing rolled her eyes deeply, satisfying his curiosity: "Hui...will..."

Jing Ze bit him on the neck, and he didn't idle his hands, he squeezed Qu Jingshen's waist hard.

"Hmm... ah!" Qu Jingshen couldn't help crying out, and Jing Ze said triumphantly, "If you dare to cuckold me, see if I don't kill you!"

Although Jing Ze spoke harsh words, he couldn't get excited at all in his heart.He just pressed Qu Jingshen, put his hands on the side obediently, lowered his head and carefully kissed Qu Jingshen's face.

Seeing that his movements suddenly stopped, Qu Jing looked at him suspiciously: "Why?..."

Jing Ze: "Hey, rabbit, do you think Jing Sen is a joke?" The glass all over the floor, and the concise and bloody hands are deeply imprinted in Jing Ze's mind. Things are entangled, and there is no reason why it is right or wrong.

Qu Jingshen embraced Jing Ze, and rubbed against his nest without making a sound.

Jing Ze hugged Qu Jingshen and lay down, lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and asked Qu Jingshen, "Shall we tell Tao Tao about this?"

Qu Jingshen hurriedly took the notebook and wrote: "Don't worry, it's not our turn to care about the two of them."

Jing Zeci didn't answer and said, "I'm in a panic..."

Qu Jingshen wrote: "Me too."

The broken glass slag inadvertently drilled into the hearts of everyone involved.Such a transparent and shiny thing is so lethal.Qu Jingshen suddenly understood the uneasiness in Jingze's heart at this time, and perhaps his own uneasiness.

Qu Jingshen wrote: "Have you ever liked someone before?"

Jing Ze extinguished the cigarette and threw it aside: "Yes."

Qu Jingshen then wrote: "Then tell me about him?"

Jing Ze waved his hand impatiently and said, "It's the past, so there's nothing to talk about."

Qu Jing thought deeply in her heart, it is precisely because I have nothing to say that I want to hear it.

Both of them were a little embarrassed, Jing Sen's incident seemed to have pierced a yellowed thin paper between them, and a thousand thoughts came to their minds, but they didn't know where to start.

Qu Jingshen said: "Where... that's... sleepy..." He reached out to turn off the lamp by the bed, and the room suddenly sank into darkness.The east is getting whiter, but not completely white, it is muddy, as if it has been splashed with paint.

Qu Jingshen turned over and lay on the outside, deliberately keeping a little distance from Jingze in the middle, which was obviously to set a boundary with him.

Jing Ze put his left hand half over his eyes, no one knew what he was thinking.Some things approached silently, then moved away... Finally, they alternated between falsehood and reality. He couldn't bear this oppressive feeling, so he rubbed against Qu Jingshen's back and put his arms around him.

Qu Jingshen was not asleep, instead he held Jingze's slightly rough hand, quietly listening to his heartbeat, waiting for the answer.

Jing Ze is like an awkward child, he knows what Qu Jingshen wants to hear, but he doesn't say it.It seems that something is missing.And what was missing, he couldn't tell.That was the way he stumbled and walked, and no matter how painful the fall was, there were only scars left.

Qu Jing deeply touched Jingze's lower abdomen, where there was a long scar.He had carefully examined the scar, which was ugly and hideous.In the middle of the scar is new flesh, dividing the dark red wound into two parts, as if splitting a certain section of the past that cannot be returned.It also seems to confirm a certain old saying: Who didn't love a bastard when he was young?

Jing Ze was the first to break the silence: "I don't know where he is now, so I won't contact him anymore." Some things are intertwined, and it's really unbelievable that the final ending has been completed.

Qu Jingshen pressed the bedside lamp again, and the usual "click" sound of plastic buttons sounded a bit abrupt at this time.He took the notebook and wrote: "Then what did he do?"

Jing Ze said blankly, "I'm getting married." The simple four words hide a story that cannot be told clearly in tens of thousands of words.

Qu Jingshen sighed, and Jing Ze immediately said, "Rabbit, I love you, I really love you."

Qu Jing nodded deeply, and wrote: "I know, I sigh, but I don't want you to hide it. What if I meet your brother and Jian Mingyue like this one day, what should I do?"

Jing Ze scratched his head irritably. The reason why Jing Sen's incident made him uneasy was because of this. He wanted to escape, or pretend that it never happened.

Jing Ze couldn't remember how old he was at that time, he was obviously not old now, but it seemed like many years had passed.Jing Ze has been bullied by his mother since he was a child, and he is the only one in the world.But he who likes to pretend is most afraid of meeting someone with real skills.

It was probably in the second year of high school, Huang Gangya, their physical education teacher in the first year of high school, was transferred to another school due to family reasons.This Huang Gangya was the name Jingze gave him. The middle-aged man has a good temper, and he can shape it no matter how he pinches it, which suits Jingze's taste.So when Huang Gangya left, Jingze was quite reluctant, and made an appointment to ask him about basketball in the future.

A child at that age had just tasted the taste of parting, and he was ignorant. In the first few days after Huang Gangya left, he was quite depressed.Therefore, the young physical education teacher who just arrived, Jing Ze didn't like it anyway.Forgot to mention, the new physical education teacher is called Cheng Feng.

Cheng Feng said that the students ran a few laps to warm up first, and Jing Ze stood there motionless like a stick.At the age of 27, Cheng Feng was more than half a head taller than Jing Ze at that time, nearly 1.9 meters tall.

Cheng Feng's face was sullen and serious. It is said that he had been a soldier. "Student, didn't you hear what I said?"

Jingze looked up at the sky: "Today's weather is good, the white clouds are really white. If no one barks, the weather would be so comfortable..." Jingze said this on purpose, because there was nowhere to release Huang Gangya's emotion of leaving, he was holding back I feel bad all over.

Cheng Feng walked back and forth beside him with figure-of-eight steps, but Jing Ze remained unmoved.Cheng Feng is the image of a tough guy. Although it was the first time he met such a student, he had some ideas: "Student, go to the side of the parallel bars and do one hundred and five push-ups. Have you ever talked to the teacher like this?"

Jing Ze snorted, didn't want to talk to him anymore, and trotted to find Er Fatty and the others to play basketball.But he didn't go far, Cheng Feng followed up and grabbed his arm, his hand was strong, Jing Ze struggled a few times but did not break free.Jing Ze scolded all the nasty things he knew, but the other party didn't respond like a meat bun beating a dog.

Even if the beam is settled, after a few days Jing Ze asked someone to stop him and beat him up to relieve his anger.But the group of people he was looking for were useless, and they were beaten to pieces in the end, and fled in droves.

In the end, the two of them were left. Jing Ze looked at Cheng Feng, and Cheng Feng also looked at him.His lines are resolute, unlike Jing Ze who has not yet shed his childishness.Cheng Feng kicked him and slapped him.His hands were strong, Jingze's face suddenly swelled up, his lower abdomen was in pain, he had to lean on the wall and squat down on the ground.

Cheng Feng looked at him condescendingly, and said coldly: "If you have the ability to call back yourself, no one can fuck you, and you think you can only fuck people?" back, I was so embarrassed that I couldn't speak.

It was supposed to be over when they came here, but then they got to know each other better because of something wrong.Cheng Feng did not regard Jing Ze as a student, nor did Jing Ze regard him as a teacher.Cheng Feng would ask him to drink, and Cheng Feng would ask him to follow him when he gambled on illegal cars.

The first time Cheng Feng kissed him was when he won 5000 yuan betting on illegal cars.At that time, Cheng Feng was going crazy with excitement, and Jing Ze was willing to accept the kiss. He squinted his eyes and said to Cheng Feng happily: "Cheng Feng, teacher, can I pursue you?"

Cheng Feng didn't object or agree, they just stayed together like this.Jing Ze fucked Cheng Feng, and Cheng Feng also fucked him.Smoking, drinking, watching pornography, and fighting together.Jing Ze couldn't help but love a man who lived such a passionate life, even if he was young and ignorant, he couldn't control it at all.

Jing Ze said: "Cheng Feng, I will go abroad to study after I graduate from high school, and then we will get married abroad."

Cheng Feng's eyes were bottomless, but he also nodded: "Okay, kid."

Jing Ze happily bought the ring with money from his family. Although it was not the best, it was already very good.Cheng Feng stretched out his hand for him to put it on, and let him kiss his fingers at will.

Jing Ze didn't know what a lifetime was, but at that time, he really wanted to spend his entire life with this man who was nearly ten years older than him.

The two of them had been sweet for a while, but later when they gambled on black cars, Cheng Feng didn't know who they offended, and he and Jing Ze were surrounded by three circles inside and three circles outside.The other party had real knives and real guns, and the man who had been sitting in the car suddenly said, "Are you asking me to kill him, or have you had enough fun and decided to go back with me?"

Cheng Feng lowered his head and silently looked at Jing Ze who was fighting for him, he took the ring off his middle finger and put it in his palm.Jing Ze shouted at him: "Cheng Feng, hurry up! Leave me alone!..."

Jing Ze didn't take advantage of it, and his whole body was covered with injuries.When life and death were on the line, he saw someone slashing at Cheng Feng with a knife, so he blocked the knife for him desperately.The sharp tip of the knife split the abdomen, and the overwhelming pain caused Jingze to fall to the ground and convulse.At this time, he suddenly remembered that Cheng Feng was better than him, but why?He lay in a pool of blood and looked at Cheng Feng disappointedly.

Cheng Feng looked at him condescendingly just like that time.Without saying a word, he threw the ring in his hand to the ground. Although the sound of the metal touching the ground was very soft, Jing Ze could hear it clearly.

The ring jumped on the ground, Jingze wanted to reach out to pick it up, but his hand was covered in blood, how could he be willing to let the ring be stained with blood?It was the first time I learned to love someone, and it was the first time I was ruthlessly abandoned at the front line of life and death.Jing Ze wanted to cry, but the strength in his body had already been drained away bit by bit by the non-stop bleeding.He couldn't even cry, all he had left was a bleeding wound on his stomach.

Later, he was sent to the hospital.Later, as if Cheng Feng had suddenly appeared, he suddenly disappeared from his life.The wound scabbed and the bleeding stopped, but it was no longer the fresh and smooth young skin.

Jing Ze originally thought that this wound would last a lifetime, but before the end of the year, he could hardly remember Cheng Feng's appearance.He is very happy, in the eyes of everyone, he lives happily and freely.It's not that you don't want to heal, but that you don't show the wound to the blue sky and receive the sunshine and spring rain, how can you heal?

Jingze has always felt that whether you are happy or not has nothing to do with what you have experienced. As long as you want to laugh, all sadness can be a reason to laugh.As for whether they will meet again after many years, and as for the regret that they were not able to stay together until they grow old, what is there to be afraid of?In fact, what is really missing is the courage to face the wound directly.

The story is both short and long, Jing Ze took a deep breath after saying the last word.Qu Jing leaned heavily on him, obediently and motionless.He reached out to touch the wound on Jingze's abdomen, carefully observing the changes in Jingze's expression.

Jing Ze pressed his hand there, and held his hand and rubbed it back and forth: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Qu Jingshen didn't know if he was talking about the wound or something else.He just bent down and kissed the hideous wound devoutly, as if he was accepting Jingze's past.

Jing Ze let him kiss, itchy and numb.He suddenly reached out and pulled Qu Jing for a deep kiss, his tongues were tightly hooked together, and his heart was close to his heart.When the kiss was over, Jing Ze said: "Rabbit, I only have you in my heart now, don't think about it." Jing Ze snorted his hair and hugged him in his arms.

Qu Jing thought deeply, isn't he another Le Yutao?I'm not afraid of how many people he has been involved with, I'm afraid of who else he keeps in his heart.Jing Sen loves simplicity, and Jing Ze loves Cheng Feng.Although it sounds cruel, he has to admit and accept it.

Qu Jingshen said: "I...ah love...Ni...you." No matter how many times you have met before, you are my first.

Jing Ze hugged him tightly, feeling pain and sore in his heart. He didn't know what to say, so he just uttered two words: "Fool..." Jing Ze seemed to think of something after he finished speaking, and then said, "Don't worry, we definitely won't It will be like Jing Sen and Jian Jianyue."

Jing Ze pulled Qu Jingshen to lie down, leaned over and kissed his eyelids, "Good boy, sleep, I have something to do tomorrow."

Qu Jingshen closed her eyes according to her words, but her eyes were dark and bright, as if the shards of glass had been imprinted in her heart.It turns out that this is love. Although they are not related by blood, they are still inseparable from each other.