still water deep sound

Qu Jingshen drank a few glasses of wine on an empty stomach at night, and ate a lot of cold dishes. When the wind blows, her stomach feels uncomfortable.He originally thought that it might be better to squat down, but he didn't expect that as soon as he squatted down, his stomach felt like someone was stirring with a stick, and he couldn't help vomiting.

His throat was burning with the smell of alcohol, and Qu Jingshen threw up all his brains, leaving only sour water in his stomach.It was hard to calm down, but I didn't have the energy to stand up and move around.There were two voices in his heart, one voice told him that it was all right, he had to be more generous, and he had to learn to be patient when two people live together.Another voice made him question, if he lived through his belly like this, he could get along in three to five years, but what about after three to five years?

The last bus came and stopped at the edge of the platform. People got off the bus in twos and threes, and then a few people got on the bus.He didn't want to go home, thinking that Jingze couldn't find him, so he must have thought he had gone home first.

Qu Jing squatted there, and began to think about what happened after meeting Jing Ze. Although he was absurd, he was still good to herself.Especially the matter of this surgery really moved Qu Jing deeply.Thinking over and over again, and finally taking the responsibility on herself, Qu Jingshen has always been like this, he can't speak, and often he can only bear it.You can't ask questions, you can't justify, you can only learn to figure it out.

He tried to comfort himself for a while, but he couldn't help but tremble from the night wind, so he was about to stand up and go home.He was a little angry with himself again, if he just got on the bus and left, how much money would he have saved?Qu Jingshen walked forward while thinking, it is not easy to take a taxi at this time, and there are people in the few cars passing by.He was thinking while walking like this, when someone grabbed his hand from behind unexpectedly.

Jing Ze has been with Qu Jingshen for so long, and already knows his temper, and wants him to learn how to speak, can't he talk to him well?Why did you purposely annoy him and cuddle with other women?Jing Ze looked at Qu Jingshen's thin body, feeling sour in his heart, didn't he want him to live a good life the most?After thinking about it, Jing Ze felt that he was really cheap!But he just didn't like Qu Jingshen's calm look all day long!Like a pissed off daughter-in-law!

Qu Jing was taken aback by being pulled suddenly, and seeing that it was Jing Ze in a blink of an eye, she made up her mind to ignore him again, and pulled her hand out vigorously.Jing Ze held on tightly and asked him, "Are you angry?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply.Jing Ze said angrily: "If you are really angry and don't want me to socialize outside or hang out with people I don't know, just tell me."

Still shaking her head, Qu Jing thought to herself, even if I said it, what good would it do?Can you manage it for a lifetime?After being silent for a while, Jing Ze said: "You are always like this, you always act peacefully when you encounter everything, as if it's me who is messing around every time."

Qu Jing glared at him angrily, and exerted a lot of force on her wrist, insisting on shaking off his hand, isn't it you who are messing around every time?Eating, drinking, whoring, gambling, smoking, which one do you know?Just so bad?What do you expect from me?Do you care?Do I have such great ability?

This is the first time the two of them have gotten so angry since they were together. In the past, Jingze made a fool of himself, and Qu Jingshen turned a blind eye to it and let it go.Seeing him like this, Jing Ze felt furious, "Seeing that your eyes are about to burst into flames, do you want to hit me again? Come, hit here, hit me hard!" Jing Ze moved his face closer , staring at Qu Jingshen fiercely.Seeing that Qu Jingshen didn't move, she even grabbed his hand and placed it on her face.

Seeing him like this, Qu Jing's teeth itch in deep anger, I dare not hit you if you are determined.Okay, then I will fight, it's not like I haven't played before.Jing Ze was looking at him aggressively, but Qu Jingshen really slapped him.The crisp sound echoed on the road in the middle of the night, and five fiery handprints appeared on half of Jingze's face.

Qu Jingshen looked at the fingerprints on Jingze's face, and looked at her own hands in disbelief. Is this really her?Could it be that he was possessed by some evil spirit just now?How did you get such a ruthless hand?

Jing Ze still couldn't believe it, he stretched out his hand to touch his swollen half face, staring straight at Qu Jingshen, which made him shudder.Qu Jing wanted to reach out and touch Jingze's face, but he ruthlessly threw it aside: "Fuck you, I won't serve you anymore! Go to whoever you want!"

When these words reached Qu Jingshen's ears, it was as if someone stabbed his heart with a knife, causing it to throb and throb in pain.He wanted to apologize and say sorry, but when he saw Jingze's cold back, he had to swallow all the words in his throat.How could it be my own fault?is it my fault?

Qu Jing stared deeply at the hand that slapped Jingze just now, and the more he looked at it, the more angry he became. He had to admit that he cared about Jingze more than he imagined.What's worse than this is that he also likes Jingze following him fawningly, likes Jingze being coquettish with him.

The sweetness that was not there before, the love that could not be obtained, when this person was rushing to give it to him, he wanted to put on an outsider's attitude.In fact, I wanted to learn to speak in my heart, but I had to wait for the other party to beg me, so I was always reluctant to learn it once or twice.Probably because I have never owned it before, so I really got it, but I don't know what to do.

All the strength in Qu Jingshen's body seemed to be exhausted, he didn't want to go forward, he didn't want to go home, so he could only sit on the teeth of the horse in a daze.He still had the cigarettes and lighter that Jingze had left at home in his pocket, which he originally wanted to give to him.But now that everyone has turned around and left, what else can I do for him?

Qu Jingshen took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it up like Jingze, and held it to her mouth.Later, imitating Jingze's example, he sucked a few more breaths, and immediately coughed violently. It was really useless, and he coughed up tears. If Jingze saw it, he would definitely laugh at him for being useless.

Is it really useless?Qu Jing thought foolishly.When he was a child, his brother asked him to climb a tree to dig out a bird's nest. He was afraid of falling and dared not climb.It's really useless to be timid, not daring to speak out your true thoughts.To yourself, and to those around you.He was very envious of Jingze's willingness to say something, he was not like himself, he was used to swallowing everything in his stomach.

Qu Jingshen held a cigarette in his hand, took a small puff from time to time, and then coughed for a while, until the ashes of the cigarette were blown away by the wind, he threw the butt of the cigarette on the ground.Where did Jing Ze go?Not going home?Did it just go away?

If so, what should I do?I just got used to living with him, what should I do if I go back to the original state?By the way, Xiaobai doesn't often say, how much fun is there in the gay circle?And when did he become gay?I'm afraid he can't do it with men other than Jingze, he thinks about Fang Qicheng doing that kind of thing on him, and he feels like vomiting.Alas, maybe after breaking up with Jingze, I will find a girl to marry...

The more Qu Jingshen thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He didn't know how long he sat on the curb until he was cold all over before he took a taxi home.Sitting in the car, I still thought, if Jingze teaches him to speak next time, then let’s learn it. If he doesn’t take the first step, he will never be able to speak.In fact, I still want to say that I like and love him, and I really think so in my heart.

Jing Ze took a taxi impatiently, and first told the driver that he was going to the XX club, which was a place he used to go to, a world full of luxury and money.But when it was almost time to get to the club, I told the driver to go to XX bar.Anyway, he paid the money, but the driver listened to him and turned around and drove towards XX bar.

Jingze was fidgeting, neither was he lying flat, nor was he crossing his legs. When he got to XX Bar, Jingze regretted it and said he would go to another one.The driver got a little impatient and said, "Young man, are you making fun of us? Tell me exactly, I'll take a shortcut and take you there."

Jing Ze ignored him. The driver was a middle-aged man in his 40s. Seeing his situation, he tried to ask: "What's the matter, did you quarrel with your friend? Let me tell you, women can't be coaxed now." Yes, you have to use a strong one, hold her down and she will be safe, or else you will be riding on your head and fooling around!"

Jing Ze said casually, "Oh?"

The driver master saw him talking, and immediately passed on his experience: "This woman is like this, you have to tell her with clothes on, she just opens her mouth and just talks, go to bed...hehe, what do you tell her to do..."

Jing Ze said, "Really?" He thought bitterly, if Qu Jingshen was punished in this way today, he would definitely ignore him for many days.Hmph, this time I really carried him on my shoulders.

"Go to XX community on XX Road, this is the place, don't change."

The master driver responded with a smile. He thought what he said really worked, and he was very proud. "Let me just say, go at this point, there is no reason for her to drive you away." Jing Ze replied in a muffled voice, and couldn't help thinking, has his rabbit returned home?I'm probably asleep now, does he miss me?Jing Ze touched his red and swollen face, and thought bitterly, he must not have missed me, and he will have no place at home from now on!

Xiaobai just finished making out with Fang Qicheng, came out of the shower, and complained to Fang Qicheng: "I said, why do you know these things, you are tired of playing!"

Fang Qicheng was leaning on the bed and smoking an afterthought cigarette, watching Xiaobai wipe his hair, and said slowly, "Where do you want to learn?"

If Xiaobai's control is weak, he will really throw the towel over his head! "Go buy a film to learn, do you want me to teach you?!"

Fang Qicheng extinguished the cigarette butt and butt, and said, "I think I'm okay, so I don't need to learn."

The little white tiger pounced on him like a rabbit, then climbed up and sat on his waist, reaching out and choking his neck: "Why do you always feel so good about yourself?!"

Fang Qicheng pulled his hand away, and stroked his smooth back with his big rough hand: "It's not as good as you." Fang Qicheng frowned when he heard his mouth: "Are you still smoking?"

Mentioning this, Xiaobai's arrogance just now was extinguished by half, and he whispered, "I will smoke from time to time, I know it by myself, don't worry about it, go to sleep, I'm exhausted..."

Fang Qicheng didn't say anything, just about to reach out to press the bedside lamp, but at this moment the door slammed.Xiaobai snarled at Fang Qicheng: "Who hates it so late, you go and open the door, I'll get dressed."

Fang Qicheng was easy to talk, put on his clothes and got out of bed to open the door.Standing at the door, Jing Ze saw Fang Qicheng, and greeted him: "Qicheng, I had a quarrel with Qu Jingshen, so I came to join you, should I accept it or not?"

Fang Qicheng smirked: "You are Xiaobai's brother, I dare not accept you, he can eat me."

At this time, Xiaobai came out of the room slowly. When he saw that it was Jingze, he was a little surprised: "Brother Jing, did you find my brother just now? Did something happen?"

Jing Ze rolled his eyes: "Xiaobai, you are biased. You obviously knew me earlier than him, but calling him brother is so close. It's not authentic."

Xiao Bai hurriedly poured him a glass of water and handed it over: "How could it be, what about my brother, you didn't go back together?"

Jing Ze smoked a lot of cigarettes along the way, his mouth was thirsty and irritable, he immediately downed half a cup in one gulp, and then said: "There's a quarrel, it's a cold war."

Xiaobai frowned immediately: "Brother Jing, I didn't mean you. What are you doing so close to the lady who pours wine at dinner at night? Look, my brother is angry. If it were me, I would be angry too."

Jing Ze glanced at Fang Qicheng, Fang Qicheng still had that wooden face, and didn't respond to Xiao Bai's words at all. "Yo ho... He ignored me when I got home. You are still talking about me, so I might as well go to the bar and get drunk. At least it's quiet." He really walked out.

Xiaobai hurriedly stopped him: "It's okay if I don't say anything, I won't say a word. My brother is such a good-tempered person, you can make him angry, Brother Jing, you..." Xiaobai knew that the latter words were not good Besides, it can only stop there in a daze.

Jingze lay down on the sofa unceremoniously: "You don't know, he is..." After a pause, he continued: "Don't look at him as a soft persimmon, but he is actually a tough person. Ruthless, and refused to speak out, feeling depressed all day long, alas."

It was the first time Xiaobai saw Jing Ze sighing like this since he knew him, and he hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, Brother Jing, if you have something to tell me, I'll go and talk about my brother."

Jingze shook his head: "You can't tell. He has been pissing me off for a long time. Do you think it's really a day? He knows I'm playing with other men outside, so he doesn't say anything."

The more Xiaobai listened, the more dizzy he became. Qu Jingshen was really like this. He wouldn't talk about some things when he found out, so he just kept silent.Xiaobai didn't know how to persuade him, so he just said, "Brother Jing, my brother cares about you very much, you can't hide it from others, isn't it Fang Qicheng?"

Fang Qicheng nodded: "This is very rare in this circle. He is not a natural comrade. It is not easy to be willing to be with you."

What Fang Qicheng said made Jingze feel even more sour.Yes, is there anything you can't say properly?It has to be done like it is now, can't you pretend to be a fool at the time?But Jing Ze knew that even if he could turn back time, he still couldn't do it.Personality reasons, nothing else.

Seeing that Jingze was silent, Xiaobai suggested, "How about the three of us fight the landlord? I'll go over there early tomorrow morning to have a look. Brother Jing, even if I let you sleep now, you won't be able to sleep."

Jing Ze sighed, and said, "Okay, don't think about it, let's apologize tomorrow, anyway, I am the one who has the most status at home."

Xiaobai smiled: "How come, my brother doesn't listen to you, Fang Qicheng, go get the cards!"

Jing Ze glanced at him: "Do you listen to what you say?" Xiao Bai nodded with a smile, Fang Qicheng really listened to him and pampered him in everything.Looking at Jingze in front of him, Xiaobai sighed in his heart how strange human feelings are. He liked Jingze very much a few days ago, and he fell in love with Fang Qicheng again in a blink of an eye.