still water deep sound

The following days are very busy, the process of applying for overseas immigration is cumbersome, and it is the end of the year, so there are many things to deal with.

Qu Jingshen hasn't slept very well these past few days, and sometimes she wakes up inexplicably in the middle of the night, and can't fall asleep again.He carried Jing Ze to the hospital to get some sleeping pills and put them where Jing Ze couldn't see.

One night before New Year's Day, Qu Jingshen suffered from insomnia, unable to fall asleep after tossing and turning.He listened to the sound of regular breathing beside the pillow for a while, then got out of bed and took medicine.The water just poured from the thermos was very hot, so he sat on the sofa with his clothes on, flipping through newspapers and waiting for the water to cool.

Ten minutes later, the water temperature was slightly lower. He picked up the water glass and was about to take the medicine when a voice from behind asked coldly, "What are you eating?"

Qu Jingshen subconsciously hid the hand holding the medicine behind her back, and Jing Ze walked up to him naked, and stretched out her hand: "Give it to me."

Qu Jingshen hurriedly explained: "I'm thirsty, get out of bed and drink some water... let's go, go to sleep." Qu Jingshen was about to hold Jingze's hand, but unexpectedly Jingze waved his arm and sent him away. The glass in his hand fell to the ground and shattered.

Qu Jing took a deep look at the ground, frowned and said, "What are you messing around with? I just drink some water."

Jing Ze snorted coldly, and went to break his hand without saying a word.He used so much force that Qu Jingshen's knuckles were flushed red.

Qu Jingshen pushed him subconsciously, but Jing Ze got angry for no reason, and pressed his hand hard: "Give it to me!"

"Get up, I... let go!" The white pill slipped out from Qu Jingshen's fingers and fell to the ground.

Jing Ze picked it up and questioned Qu Jingshen: "What is this? What are you hiding from me! Don't say anything, fuck it!" Jing Ze walked around the living room violently like an angry lion. go.

There was still glass shards on the floor, Jingze didn't seem to notice it at all, and he didn't even notice that his feet were scratched.He had a dream just now, and since Qu Jingshen's accident five years ago, he has often had that dream.

Qu Jing looked deeply at the wound on his foot and said, "It's just that I often suffer from insomnia recently, that's why..."

"That's why you didn't tell me?! Damn...I'm scared all day long! Don't you know I'm worried?"

Qu Jing lowered her head and was stunned for a while, before saying, "I won't tell you, just because I'm afraid you'll be worried."

Jing Ze sneered: "When you get up in the middle of the night and secretly take sleeping pills, I still want to praise you for being considerate, right?"

Qu Jingshen said, "I don't want to argue with you."

Jing Ze: "Before you do something, can you think about my feelings first?"

Qu Jingshen said, "I'm sorry."

Jing Ze stared at him and said, "I don't want to be sorry."

Qu Jingshen said: "When I think of going to a strange foreign country with you, I will feel psychological pressure."

Jing Ze didn't say anything, turned around and went to the study.When he came out, he had a stack of documents in his hand.He slammed the information on Qu Jingshen: "Do you know how long I have been sorting it out?"

White paper fell to the floor like snowflakes, and some of them were soaked with water.Jing Ze said: "You are like this, not what I want. How many times have I said that I want you to live a happy life." After Jing Ze finished speaking, he turned and went back to the bedroom, and slammed the door of the room.

Qu Jing was stunned for a while, then squatted down to tidy up the scattered materials.It is already the early morning of the next day, the Gregorian calendar year, and New Year's Day.The day after tomorrow, Jingze will go back abroad.He silently cleaned up the shards of glass and wiped the wet floor before returning to the bedroom.

Jing Ze was covering his head, wondering if he was asleep.Qu Jingshen hugged the quilt again from the closet, and went to bed lightly.

After all this trouble, I felt a little drowsy.As soon as he closed his eyes, the quilt was roughly torn off, Jing Ze's warm body leaned against him, and said in a vicious voice, "Aren't you cold like this?"

Qu Jingshen pretended not to hear, and continued to close her eyes without making a sound.

Jing Ze asked, "Are you angry?"

Qu Jingshen said, "No."

Jing Ze stretched out his hand to pull his pajamas, but Qu Jing held her hand down: "Don't move, I don't want to do it today."

Jing Ze ignored his refusal at all, and increased his strength in his hands, causing Qu Jing's neck to ache from the neckline of the pajamas.Qu Jingshen ignored him, closed her eyes, and lay there like a puppet.He originally thought that Jingze would continue, but he didn't expect Jingze to pull the quilt to cover him.

Qu Jingshen listened carefully to Jingze's every move, and that hesitant sigh made Qu Jingshen's heart twitch hard.It turns out...he was also sad.

Jing Ze slept on his side, with a large distance between him and Qu Jing.

The night became quiet again, and Qu Jingshen, who had just had a little drowsiness, was swallowed up by the quiet again.He was very apprehensive about living abroad, and very angry with Jing Ze's overbearing, but in the end there was only one voice left in his mind: He will leave the day after tomorrow.Maybe we won't be able to see each other until the Chinese New Year, and there will be another month in between.

Qu Jingshen moved behind Jingze little by little, and put her arms around his waist, pressing her face to his back.

Jing Ze's body froze, but he didn't look back.Qu Jingshen rubbed again, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still angry?"

Jing Ze didn't fall asleep at all, and asked coldly, "What's wrong?"

Qu Jingshen said, "I'm cold."

Seeing that Jingze didn't speak, Qu Jingshen said again: "It's not that you don't know, I'm like this, don't be angry with me. Otherwise, I feel worse than you."

These words were like invisible needles, piercing into Jingze's heart unsuspectingly.He turned over abruptly, and embraced Qu Jing deeply and firmly in his arms.He didn't say anything, and asked after a long meeting, "Is it still cold?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply, and said, "If you are worried, accompany me to the hospital tomorrow. Maybe it's because I have been thinking too much recently that I have insomnia."

Jing Ze clasped Qu Jingshen's waist tightly, and asked in a low voice, "Did I hurt you just now? Does your hand still hurt?"

Qu Jingshen said: "It doesn't hurt, it's just that you need to correct the problem of throwing things when you get angry in the future."

Jing Ze snorted, fumbled to take off Qu Jingshen's pajamas, and threw it out of the quilt.He wrapped Qu Jing in his arms like an artificial stove.

Qu Jingshen especially liked Jingze hugging him like this, it was quiet and warm.

Jing Ze said in a low voice: "Every time we quarrel, you are the one who asks for peace, but I am the one who loses."

Qu Jingshen said: "When two people quarrel, one of them must give in first, otherwise it will hurt the relationship."

Jing Ze sighed, and said, "Sometimes I don't even dare to think, what should I do if something happens to you one day."

Qu Jingshen patted him on the back lightly, and said softly, "No, if I didn't think about what you said for the rest of my life, I wouldn't be able to survive that time five years ago."

Jing Ze arched Qu Jingshen like a big dog, and said a little disappointed: "I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, what do you want to do?"

Qu Jingshen said: "Then I will call you every day? I will explain the things in the store, tidy up the things at home, and also sort out the relevant materials for adopting children."

Jing Ze said: "You can't hug or touch on the phone, so you like children so much?"

Qu Jingshen said: "I want to hear him call you dad, and I want to be called dad."

Jing Ze sighed helplessly, and said: "It is impossible to adopt a child in a same-sex relationship in China. Let's wait for the immigration to be settled first, and then I will go back and learn about surrogacy."

Qu Jing frowned deeply: "Surrogate?"

Jing Ze didn't bother to explain the process to him, so he said, "You can check it online yourself. I'm still angry just now, so how do you compensate me?"

Qu Jingshen took the initiative to kiss him, but Jing Ze accepted it unwillingly: "What else?"

Qu Jing hugged his waist deeply, lay in his arms and closed her eyes: "There is still sleep, good night baby."

Jing Ze reluctantly accepted the latter two words: "Get ready to pay it back together tomorrow night, baby, happy new year."

New Year.

In the morning, the two went to several famous scenic spots for a stroll. Although it was cold, there were still many people.Qu Jing was wrapped in a thick down jacket, and breathed out white air as soon as she spoke.Jing Ze saw a sweet potato seller on the side of the road, so he went to buy two sweet potatoes.Then when eating sweet potatoes, the two of them laughed tacitly.

Jing Ze said, "It's not as sweet as your roast."

Qu Jingshen said, "It's not as cheap as I sell it."

Jing Ze rubbed his hair fondly, and Qu Jingshen turned away a little embarrassed: "You're getting old, don't do that."

Jing Ze said, "I can do whatever I like!"

Qu Jing smiled deeply and said, "Why are you so annoying."

Jing Ze hooked his neck, leaned on his ear ambiguously and asked, "How annoying is it?"

Qu Jingshen said: "Don't make trouble, it's still outside."

There is no snow to match the scene, nor is there a thriving spring tour.The north wind was blowing, blowing the hair on the forehead.In fact, in such quietly flowing time, I enjoyed many small details that I hadn't noticed.When you really love each other, even going out to take out the trash together is considered romantic.

Later, Jing Ze asked someone to take some pictures for them, and he took a few more pictures with his mobile phone, and replaced the picture of Qu Jingshen with a smirk on his desktop.

In the afternoon, I went to see a movie. It was the kind of movie that earns box office during festivals. It was very popular and lively.Qu Jingshen was holding a bag of popcorn and eating it foolishly. He likes tacky excitement, and there are still some things in the countryside in his bones, and it will probably be difficult to change in this life.

At the end of the film, the three couples hug each other happily.When the ending music played, many people started to leave the scene. This scene was inexplicably sad.Afraid of being dispersed by the crowd, Jing Ze held his hand tightly, and agreed to have dinner together before watching the movie, and the place was chosen by Jing Ze.

The sky outside has already darkened, and the lights have just come on.Jing Ze took Qu Jingshen to the door of a western restaurant, but Qu Jingshen's eyes stayed on the hot pot restaurant across the road.Qu Jing smiled flatteringly at Jingze, but Jingze pretended not to see it.

Qu Jingshen said: "Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner." He seldom eats out unless there is a social occasion.He seldom asked Jingze to eat, because Jingze preferred to eat things made by himself.When it comes to money, Jing Ze likes to spend money recklessly, while Qu Jingshen is more frugal.The two have a common bank account and deposit money to it regularly every month.

Jing Ze let Qu Jing pull him across the road, forget it, in fact, he hasn't eaten hot pot for a long time.

After sitting down at the hot pot restaurant, Qu Jingshen was very satisfied with his decision, and he said to himself, "What's delicious in the western restaurant, it's still lively here."

Jing Ze said, "Hey handsome guy, I'll tell you the difference between the two when I get home."

Qu Jingshen took out two pieces of chocolate from Jingze's bag, tore off the wrapping paper and ate them: "Actually, it's the same if I eat here."

At the end of the hot pot meal, Jing Ze suddenly took out a bank card and handed it to Qu Jingshen.

Qu Jing took it with deep doubts, and asked, "What is this?"

Jing Ze said: "Bowry gift." Compared with chocolate, this is actually the most romantic.

Qu Jing wanted to return it to him, but Jing Ze blocked it with his hand: "All the money I've earned in the past few years is on it, you leave it alone."

Qu Jingshen said: "We have an account..."

Jing Ze said: "There are so many nonsense, just keep it if you let me." After he finished speaking, he got up to pay the bill, but Qu Jingshen was pushed back to his seat just as he was about to get up to pay.

Coming out of the hot pot restaurant, the two walked side by side in the night breeze.There are many people along the street, each with its own direction.

Qu Jing deeply thought about the parting tomorrow, and felt a little lost in her heart: "Jingze."

Jing Ze turned to look at him: "Huh?"

Qu Jingshen swallowed back the words that just came to her lips: "Happy New Year." Actually, she didn't want you to go.

Jing Ze said: "Happy New Year, baby, I love you."

late at night.

As soon as Qu Jingshen packed Jingze's luggage, Jingze waved to him: "Rabbit, come here."

Qu Jingshen walked over unprepared, and as soon as she got to the bed, Jing Zemeng took her to the bed and pressed her down.The fiery kiss moved from the lips to the chest, and then to the lower abdomen.Qu Jingshen's pajamas were quickly taken off, he put his arms around Jing Ze, panted and said, "Slow down..."

While Jingze kissed him, he took out lubricant from the bedside and wiped it somewhere in Qu Jingshen.Skillful fingers, proper kneading... All this tells Qu Jingshen that the task tonight is not easy to fulfill.

Jing Ze sent himself in very eagerly, and Qu Jing was deeply attached to him, this feeling of becoming one is very nostalgic.Jing Ze lay beside Qu Jingshen's ear and said, "Baby, try to move..."

Qu Jing clearly felt that his hardness was deeply buried in her body, such a strong presence could bring incomparable bliss.He tried to twist his slender waist, but he didn't expect to move a few times, but in exchange for Jingze's more powerful impact.In the end, he could only get lost in such pleasure, and let Jingze want him again and again.

I wish this night could last for a year, so that I can keep this lingering love.

Qu Jing fell asleep in Jingze's arms, and he had no memory of what Jingze did afterwards.

The next day, Qu Jingshen drove Jingze to the airport, and then saw him turn around and wave to her, and walked into the waiting room with her luggage.Qu Jingshen secretly blushed while Jing Ze was out of sight, the traces left by her lingering last night were still there, but she wanted to say goodbye.

Qu Jingshen didn't dare to stay here for too long, he was still a little tired, and now he just wanted to go home and have a good sleep.He started the car to leave the airport, the red light, the green light, and then drove into the vast crowd.Suddenly I felt that immigration was nothing. Compared with this feeling, everything was nothing.

Qu Jingshen returned home and fell asleep.Half an hour later, when he was about to fall asleep, he suddenly heard a knock on the door from outside.He went to open the door in a daze, but after the door opened, he stood there blankly.

A pair of cold hands reached out to touch his face, and he said, "I missed the plane." In fact, he was reluctant to part with you.

Qu Jing's eyes were deeply red, and finally she couldn't help but shed a tear.

——Whether it's five years or ten years, every time I parted from you, my eyes are red.