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One night, it was cold and windy outside.

Qu Jingshen's sleep became very shallow due to continuous coughing for many days.Perhaps because of the sudden drop in temperature, he has been coughing very badly in the past few nights, especially tonight.Jing Ze was awakened from his sleep by the sound of coughing. He turned on the bedside lamp and patted Qu Jingshen's back lightly: "Good boy, go to the hospital tomorrow."

Qu Jingshen said: "It's just a common cold, cough cough...I want to drink water."

Jing Ze frowned and looked at him: "Can a common cold cough for so many days?"

Qu Jingshen took the licorice tablets on the bedside, poured out two tablets and put them in her mouth.Jing Ze poured some water, and sat on the bedside to feed him: "I know that Qi Cheng and Su Jing's matter has hit you hard this time, but you can't ignore your own body, can you?"

Qu Jing drank water obediently, and said after drinking enough: "It's just a common cold, this winter is very cold, cough cough..."

Jing Ze put the thermos bottle on the bedside table so that Qu Jing could pour water for him in time when he was thirsty.Jing Ze turned off the bedside lamp, got into bed and hugged Qu Jingshen tightly.Qu Jing gave him a deep push: "Stay away, so as not to infect you."

Jing Ze leaned over and kissed him on the lips, and said in a low voice, "If you can recover from the infection, then that's fine."

Qu Jing shrank into Jingze's arms without saying a word.Since the last snow fell, there has been no snow these days, and the climate has become dry and cold. The wind is as cold as a knife, and even the trees beside the road are chilled.

After all, I went to the hospital early the next morning. The doctor said that there was inflammation, and the water would heal quickly, so I kept on the water for a week before the cough stopped.At the end of autumn, the project of Jingze package was completed, and the acceptance took a lot of time and energy. Jingze Company ran on both sides of the construction site and lost a lot of weight.

Qu Jingshen has nothing to do at home and is responsible for taking care of Jingze's daily life every day.When he is in a good mood, he will cook something for him in different ways.But Jing Ze could tell that Qu Jingshen was not happy.Jing Ze asked him: "Honey, you should find something to do, you will get bored if you stay at home all the time."

Qu Jingshen filled him with chicken soup and said, "Don't you always think about me staying home?"

Jing Ze wandered behind him, sticking close to him: "I think so, but seeing you unhappy makes me feel bad."

Qu Jingshen said: "I don't have a goal yet, let's wait until spring."

Jing Ze conjured up a passbook and stuffed it into Qu Jingshen's hand, "Honey, put it away."

Qu Jingshen knew that it was the money earned by the project, so she glanced at it and said, "I'll put the same passbook as last time, and you can take it yourself when you use it."

Jing Ze said: "If you think about it, you can use the money to do whatever you want, and I support it."

Qu Jingshen said, "Aren't you afraid of losing everything?"

Jing Ze pinched his face: "I'll make more money if I lose."

On the day of the winter solstice, several people went to the drug rehabilitation center to pick up Xiaobai.Xiaobai lost weight and was wrapped in a thick cotton coat, looking very weak.Qu Jingshen helped him pack his things, Xiaobai sat aside and watched quietly, Jingze and Wei Xiaowu talked to him, but he didn't pay much attention.

It was snowing outside, and it was just a small snowflake at first, but it turned into a fluttering snow in a blink of an eye.Qu Jingshen helped Xiao Bai tie a warm scarf, and asked him warmly, "Is it still cold?"

Xiao Bai shook his head, and walked on the snow with deep feet and shallow feet.The sycamore tree was already bald, and the snow fell on the dry branches, making it look very bleak.When Wei Xiaowu passed by, he kicked vigorously at the tree trunk a few times, and then the thin snow fell down and fell into his neck, which was icy and cold.

Jing Ze grabbed a handful of snow from the ground, rolled a snowball, threw it on Wei Xiaowu's face, and scattered it with a snap, making Wei Xiaowu's face full of snow.Wei Xiaowu didn't admit defeat at all, he gave him back two snowballs before giving up.

The footprints of several people were left on the snow, which was covered by the newly fallen snow.Qu Jing asked Xiaobai deeply: "Xiaobai, what are your plans for the future?"

Xiaobai exhaled, shrank his neck again, and said, "I want to go and see Qicheng."

The short mountains in the distance turned white, and the originally low trees were even shorter under the weight of snow.Jing Ze took off the warm scarf, wrapped it around Qu Jingshen's neck, and asked carefully, "Is it cold?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply: "I'm not cold, don't catch a cold."

This kind of situation is very sad in Xiaobai's eyes. Today is the winter solstice, and the north is happy to eat dumplings. Can Qicheng also eat dumplings inside?Wei Xiaowu was staring into the distance in a daze, he was thinking of Su Jing, but would Su Jing think of him on his own initiative?

There were many visitors in the prison today, Xiaobai waited and waited, but Fang Qicheng did not wait.The prison guard said that Fang Qicheng refused to see him.Xiaobai didn't come out immediately, but slowly got up and left after the visiting time was exhausted.

Wei Xiaowu was luckier than him, Su Jing was willing to see him, but when the two looked at each other through the glass, they didn't know what to say.Wei Xiaowu said, "You should shave your beard..."

Su Jing nodded and said, "I usually don't bother to tidy up. Isn't this more interesting?" He smiled lightly while talking, but Wei Xiaowu didn't feel good when he saw it.Wei Xiaowu never dared to ask him if he was okay inside, he didn't have the courage to ask.

When Xiao Bai came out, it was still snowing outside, the tip of his nose was frozen red, and the circles of his eyes were also red.Seeing him coming out, Qu Jing asked, "Have you seen the departure?"

Xiaobai shook his head, and Qu Jingshen said, "A few days ago, when Jingze and I came to deliver clothes to him, he asked us to take good care of you."

Xiaobai smiled listlessly and said, "Brother, I'm hungry, let's go home."

After Wei Xiaowu came out, they went home together.Jing Ze went to the supermarket to buy some hot pot ingredients, and planned to have hot pot at night.Qu Jingshen made the dough and rolled out the dumpling wrappers, while Xiao Bai and Wei Xiaowu were in charge of making the dumplings.Qu Jing rolled out her skin to make it big, and all the dumplings she made had a bulging belly.

The snow seemed to be getting bigger, and the sky was darkening, a gloomy blue-gray.Although the street lights outside had been turned on, the light was very cold after being wiped off by snowflakes.The kitchen is small, but it is very warm when squeezed together.Qu Jingshen said: "Jingze, go and light the hot pot, shall we eat the hot pot first or the dumplings first?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "Of course we have the hot pot first, and the dumplings are the finale."

Jing Ze took out the baijiu he just bought from the supermarket, filled the glass, and said to Qu Jingshen, "Baby, say a toast."

Qu Jing said in a deep voice: "I just hope that we can all get over it as soon as possible. Qi Cheng and Brother Su will come back safely."

Several people raised their glasses and drank the wine in one gulp, the hot feeling penetrated into their hearts.Everyone started to eat hot pot, and the hot food warmed their hearts.When the food was almost finished, Qu Jingshen went to cook the dumplings. The swollen dumplings rolled in the boiling water, they were really cute.

The dumpling filling is big, very fragrant and delicious.Xiao Bai suddenly said: "Brother, I have something to say."

Several people stopped their chopsticks at the same time, looked at Xiaobai and waited for the next words.Xiaobai said, "I want to leave here and go to another city to stay for a few years."

Originally, he wanted to speak to persuade him to stay, but he swallowed the words back.Qu Jingshen said: "Then come back?"

Xiaobai nodded and said, "I will come to see you often when I come back."

Jing Ze raised the wine glass in front of him and drank it down.The feeling of feeling uncomfortable, but not knowing where to start, is really aggrieved.After the winter solstice, the coldest time of winter is coming.

Until late at night, several people left.Qu Jingshen and Jing Ze went downstairs to see them off. The snow on the street outside was already so thick that it creaked when they stepped on it.On the main road, Jing Ze went to help Xiaobai and Wei Xiaowu stop the car.Wei Xiaowu squatted on the curb to smoke, Qu Jingshen talked to Xiaobai: "When we leave someday, we will see you off."

Xiaobai said: "Okay, but where Qicheng is...you have to help me take care of it from time to time."

Qu Jingshen said: "Don't worry, you have to take good care of yourself."

Xiaobai nodded, then hugged Qu Jingshen tightly, rubbing against his neck like a child.Qu Jing patted him on the back gently, coaxing: "It will be fine, everything will be fine."

The wind was so strong at night that it made people's faces feel cold.Jing Ze finally stopped the car, watched Xiaobai and Wei Xiaowu get into the car, and then the car drove away, kicking up fine snowflakes.The car went farther and farther, leaving only the traces of the tires.

Qu Jingshen suddenly thought of the poem she learned when she was studying: Luntai East Gate sent you off, and the Tianshan Road was covered with snow when I went there.You can't see you when you turn around the mountain circuit, and stay in the horse riding place in the sky above the snow.

Jing Ze held his hand and said, "Go, let's go home."

Qu Jingshen took the initiative to intertwine with Jingze's hand and ten fingers, cuddling and going home together.The two of them cleaned up the kitchen, tacitly not mentioning what happened tonight.

A few days later, Xiaobai called early in the morning, saying that the noon train was going to the south.Jingze Company had something to do and couldn't leave, so only Qu Jingshen and Wei Xiaowu went to see him off.The weather was fine that day, a rare bright sunshine.

Xiaobai handed over the house key to Qu Jingshen: "Brother, go and have a look if you have time."

Qu Jingshen said: "Okay, don't worry. Take good care of yourself and call frequently."

Wei Xiaowu patted Xiaobai's shoulder very reluctantly: "Good buddy, I'm waiting for you to come back, let's pick up the journey together."

Xiaobai nodded heavily, and shook hands with Wei Xiaowu firmly.Qu Jingshen took out a passbook from her pocket and handed it to Xiaobai: "Although the money is not much, you must keep it, or I will be angry. The password is your birthday."

Xiaobai didn't refuse, and took it and put it in his pocket.He opened his arms and hugged Qu Jingshen and Wei Xiaowu together.He has a lot to say at the moment, but he doesn't know where to start, or this is enough.The train was about to start, and Xiao Baitou walked into the carriage without looking back.

Qu Jingshen and Wei Xiaowu stood aside, watching the train pull out of the platform and get further and further away from them.Wei Xiaowu lit a cigarette and held it in his mouth. What happened these days always made him want to express it in a girly way, but damn it, he couldn't do it.

Wei Xiaowu said to Qu Jingshen: "Actually, I really want to go out for a walk."

Qu Jing took a deep look at him and said, "When you are young, if there is something you want to do, do it."

Wei Xiaowu squinted his eyes, glanced at the train track, and said, "Stay here, I will always think of him. Four years, I don't know how many things can be changed."

Qu Jingshen said: "Short is not short, and long is not long."

Wei Xiaowu said: "Yes, before Su Jing went in, he said that he would take me to X City to play."

Qu Jing asked deeply, "Where do you want to go?"

Wei Xiaowu nodded: "Su Jing said it was beautiful there, but I haven't been there yet."

Qu Jing was silent for a long time, and then asked with a smile, "When are you going?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "For a few days, I want to visit Su Jing again before leaving."

Everyone around her left one by one, and Qu Jing felt a little lost.He likes the excitement, although sometimes he doesn't take part in the excitement, but just watching it makes him feel happy.But now, Xiao Bai is gone, and Wei Xiaowu is leaving too, and Jing Ze is the only one by his side.

When he walked out of the train station, Wei Xiaowu smiled and said to him: "I will come back often, because Su Jing is still here." Wei Xiaowu blinked, turned and left.

Qu Jingshen stood there in a daze for a while, even though the sun was out, it was still very cold in winter.

After a few days, Wei Xiaowu really left, and he walked more gracefully than Xiaobai.When Qu Jingshen received the call, the train had already left.Qu Jing was leaning on the sofa in a daze, and Jing Ze asked him, "What's wrong?"

Qu Jingshen said: "Da Wu is gone too, alas, now it's just the two of us."

Jing Ze comforted: "In this way... we can live in the world of two people."

Qu Jing pushed away Jingze's enlarged face and said, "Isn't it boring to be together all day long?"

Jing Ze rubbed her face up again: "Not greasy, if you cooperate with me on the bed, you will be even more not greasy."

Qu Jingshen: "..."

The days passed quickly, and Jingze's company was not running smoothly. He had to work overtime until late every day, but there was no effect.Sometimes, seeing that he didn't come back at ten o'clock in the evening, Qu Jing went to his company to look for him.Winter is no better than summer. The nights in winter are extremely cold, and people will shrink into balls when walking on the road.

The pressure of work did not change Jingze in any way, he was still the same as usual, joking and not being serious.Qu Jing asked him deeply: "Aren't you afraid that you won't be able to continue?"

Jing Ze said: "It's a big deal to start from the beginning, and it's nothing."

Qu Jingshen still envied and admired Jing Ze's character, but he couldn't do it.In the repeated loss and healing, the Gregorian calendar year has arrived.The streets were full of celebrations. Qu Jingshen received calls from Xiaobai and Wei Xiaowu that day, and they all said it was fine, so he felt relieved.

When I went out to eat with Jingze at night, he got a blister on the tip of his tongue because he was not careful when drinking the soup.Jing Ze joked, "Come on, let me heal you with saliva, I'm sure you'll be fine soon."

Qu Jingshen ignored him, looked at the red lanterns hanging in the restaurant, and thought that she should call his uncle when she went back.

In order to celebrate the New Year's Eve, he did it according to Jingze's request that night.The posture is shameful, but the pleasure is like a tide, rushing people to the extreme of happiness.Afterwards, Jing Ze played with the red spot on his chest recklessly, but Qu Jing clapped his hands away angrily.

Qu Jingshen said: "Don't make trouble, let's be serious, how will you spend the Lunar New Year this year?"

Jing Ze didn't stop at his hands, and said absently, "I won't go abroad. If you want to go home, I can accompany you back. In fact, I want the two of us to celebrate the New Year together."

Qu Jing frowned deeply: "Don't pinch...it hurts. I don't want to go back to my hometown, and besides, even if I go back, I won't be able to live with the two of us."

Jing Ze kept his mouth shut about what he said later, anyway, there are still many days left, so let's talk about it when the time comes.The most important thing now is to feed him first.