still water deep sound

Jing Ze guarded Qu Jing all night, and the chair in the corridor changed from Wei Xiaowu to Su Jing, and in the end only Su Jing was left.Jingze suddenly felt that people are really strange, sometimes the physical feeling and spirit are completely separated.The injuries on his body made him feel tired and sleepy, but his brain nerves were excited.

Jing Ze reached out and touched Qu Jingshen's forehead carefully, and pulled the broken hair on his forehead aside.He said to himself: "Baby, wake up quickly, huh? Did you hear me? I'm worried about you." Jing Ze felt that he had never been so embarrassed, like being trapped in an abandoned well. The wall was wet and slippery, and he couldn't climb out no matter what.

At dawn, the doctor on duty came to make rounds, and he said to Jingze: "The shift is about to change, you go to rest. We have tried our best, and now we can only see his own fortune. Prepare for the worst."

Hearing this, Jing Ze felt very peaceful in his heart.He thought a lot that night. He has lived for nearly 30 years, and he has never thought so much.From parents, relatives and friends, to career achievements, in the end, only the person in front of me is left in my mind.I used to not believe that there was infatuation in the world, but instead of playing myself, I realized later that people's obsession is too great.It's hard to endure bitterness when it's too sweet.

Jing Ze stood up and said to the doctor who made the rounds, "Thank you, I understand." He glanced at Qu Jingshen again, then opened the door and left.

There was a gust of wind in the corridor, and the person who was blowing felt a chill.Su Jing walked up to him and asked worriedly, "How is he?"

Jing Ze smiled: "It's okay, he's fine."

But these words made Su Jing's heart even heavier. He only felt that the things in Jingze's eyes were not as light as these words.Su Jing raised his hand and patted Jing Ze on the shoulder, Jing Ze said, "I'm tired, I'm going to sleep. You should go to rest too."

Jing Ze's footsteps got farther and farther away, Su Jing stood in front of the window of the ICU, quietly looking at the people lying inside.Su Jing was the eldest among them, he knew that no matter whether Qu Jingshen was awake or asleep, Jing Ze would never forget it for the rest of his life.

I don't know when Wei Xiaowu stood behind him, Su Jing said to him naturally: "Life is really short."

Wei Xiaowu said, "Is he better?"

Su Jing shook his head: "Looking at Jing Ze's performance when he came out, he may not be very optimistic."

The two were silent for a long time, Su Jing asked: "Xiao Wu, I am so much older than you, if I left earlier than you, would you go to my grave?"

Wei Xiaowu's face was very heavy, and after a long meeting, he said: "If there is a day, I will."

Su Jing smiled flatly: "This road is not easy to walk, really, you will know when you turn the corner at thirty."

Wei Xiaowu bowed his head and said nothing, Su Jing gently stroked his hair and said, "Apart from life and death, there is no big deal."

Wei Xiaowu had never thought about these issues before. He thought for a long time before he stared into Su Jing's eyes and said, "There is still love, and love is also a big deal. Su Jing, I don't know what will happen in the future, but now I... think be with you."

Su Jing was silent, and finally asked: "If he can't wake up, do you think Jingze will find someone else in the future? Falling in love with someone else is like falling in love with him. Sometimes it's just overflowing emotions that need to be released Just export."

Wei Xiaowu said: "I'm not sure about the future, but if something happens to him, Jing Ze will definitely be sad to death. Su Jing, sometimes emotional matters can't be done by just one person."

Su Jing said: "Aren't you just a random person?"

Wei Xiaowu shook his head: "I am standing here now, which proves that I am not."

After Wei Xiaowu finished speaking, he turned around and limped away.Su Jing looked at the severely comatose people inside, and fell into the redefinition of feelings again.He used to think that sometimes feelings were just mutual use without revealing, but this situation confuses him.He once saw a saying that it takes one second to fall in love with someone, and another second to live a lifetime.But the definition in Two-dimensional is not life and death, but it is in the world.

Time flies by in a dream, and in the end the brain still has to obey the flesh.Jing Ze slept all day, as if he had taken sleeping pills and fell into a deep sleep.One thing is also very interesting. People always like to assume that it didn't happen before something serious happened.Jing Ze subconsciously thought that if he could protect Qu Jingshen in the nick of time, probably nothing would happen next.

Jing Ze lingered in a half-asleep and half-awake state for a long time, the wound on his body was aching, causing fine sweat to ooze from his forehead.Seeing that he was sleeping very uncomfortable, Xiaobai called him softly: "Brother Jing, Brother Jing... What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

Jing Ze opened his eyes in a daze, and asked, "How is he?"

Xiaobai shook his head: "Brother...he hasn't woken up yet."

Jing Ze lay flat and took a deep breath.Xiaobai was very worried, but he comforted Xiaobai: "It's okay, help brother up, I can't use my strength."

Xiaobai helped him up, but stopped talking.Jing Ze seemed to know what he was thinking, so he said: "I'm not sad, don't you all say that he loves me, he will feel bad."

Xiaobai nodded sharply, his nose was sore, and tears almost didn't fall down.Jing Ze blamed: "Why are you crying? Don't you know his character? Don't worry him."

After not eating for a day, Jing Ze felt light-headed.He ran to the doctor's duty room, insisting on entering the ICU ward to accompany Qu Jingshen.Jing Ze was sloppy, and the doctor couldn't bear to refuse him, so he only told him to touch the patients casually.

Qu Jingshen was still lying there quietly, with liquid hanging on both hands.The blue blood vessels were swollen and bulging.Jing Ze wanted to reach out to touch her, but his hand was hanging in the air but he couldn't let it fall.He asked him softly, "Does it hurt?" He seemed to have lost weight again, leaving only a skeleton.

Later, several doctors came in together. After checking Qu Jingshen's condition, they stood aside and discussed in low voices.Jing Ze was confused when he heard it, but he also calmed down.Finally, after discussing the results, the attending doctor said to Jing Ze: "It seems that there is little possibility of waking up."

Jing Ze held his head in despair. He tried to take a few deep breaths to calm down, and said, "Can I stay here alone with him?"

The attending doctor said: "He can be transferred to the general ward tomorrow." Those doctors walked out together, and finally Jingze was left alone.

Jing Ze said in a low voice, "Baby, you are so cruel...how could you be willing to treat me like this?..."

"I'm very sad, really, I've never been so uncomfortable..." Jing Ze's tears slid down his cheeks and dripped onto the snow-white bed sheet.

"Do you know I'm crying? I'm so worthless... You'd better wake up, or I'll find many, many handsome guys and put on many green hats for you."

"Didn't you still say you want to buy a house? You haven't bought a house yet. What do you like? It's not that you still want to adopt a child. I promise you everything, and I will listen to you in the future..."

Only Jing Ze's voice echoed in the room, and Qu Jingshen's eyes were closed tightly, as if she was sleeping very deeply.Jing Ze said: "You haven't lived a good life yet, why are you willing to sleep like this?"

Wei Xiaowu, Xiaobai, and Su Jing stood there together, and they all heard what the doctor said just now.Xiaobai was very sad, his eyes were red: "Brother also said to build a website, the night school has not finished yet..."

Wei Xiaowu said: "Brother Jing is crying, I suddenly feel that he is very manly."

For Jingze, he experienced more things in these two days than in these years.Shock and loss can make a person mature faster. I didn’t find these things so urgent when I was chatting before, but now I suddenly feel that if I don’t do some things I want to do right away, I probably won’t have a chance in the future.

Su Jing was very worried about Jingze's condition. He knocked on the glass window a few times, but Jingze turned a blind eye.He carefully took Qu Jingshen's hand and kissed his fingertips exposed outside the bandage.I love you so much, but I didn't realize it before, and I don't want to admit it.

Jing Ze said a lot more, telling Qu Jing what they did together and what he thought in his heart.The sounds of various instruments lingered in my ears, but the sound of the man's breathing was missing.I feel that people have grown up, and there is no end to it.Wanjia lights are so bright and warm, but who would be like him, waiting for him to go home and sleep together?He doesn't speak sweet words, but only smiles warmly.His palms are very dry, probably because he has been working since he was a child, which makes his hands look rough.

When Jing Ze thought that these beautiful past events were about to come to naught, his heart felt like a knife was being cut out.He didn't spare any sympathy, and the bloody pain made him feel uncomfortable.He naively thought that if Qu Jingshen could wake up at this time, he would be willing to lose ten years of his life.He felt like he was walking down the mountain of swords and fire alone. He felt that people were really insignificant, and they would always be lost and unwilling to be defeated.

From the emotional ups and downs at the beginning like waves, the emotions gradually calmed down later.Jing Ze could do some small movements at first, but slowly he became just sitting there blankly.I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't hold it anymore, so I shed a few tears.He pulled off Qu Jingshen's oxygen mask slightly to the side, and stroked the bare, exposed skin with his hands. "Baby, the number of times I have cried so much is not as many as in the past few days."

"Huh? You said I haven't grown up? Well, I haven't grown up... If you can't wake up, no one will care about me, and I will play even crazier in the future. I beg you, wake up quickly... As long as you When I wake up, I’m willing to trade anything.”

Jing Ze kept watching until late at night talking to himself, his eyes were a little swollen, but he stared at Qu Jingshen without blinking, for fear of missing anything.Feeling exhausted like overwhelming, Jing Ze tried his best not to fall asleep.

In the corridor, Xiaobai went back to accompany Fang on his journey.Wei Xiaowu fell asleep leaning on Su Jing's shoulder, and Su Jing never left the ICU ward.He felt guilty that the two of them were still so young, and they were about to experience life and death.Thinking of this, Su Jing helped Wei Xiaowu adjust a slightly more comfortable posture.Cherish, sometimes no matter how helpless you are, you have to convince yourself to cherish.

When Wei Xiaowu woke up, he asked Su Jing in a hoarse voice: "How is it?"

Su Jing didn't respond, Wei Xiaowu followed Su Jing to the ICU ward.Jing Ze was already asleep, with his arms resting on the edge of the bed.Although the eyes are closed, the direction of the eyes is towards Qu Jingshen.

Wei Xiaowu felt his nose sore, he shook Su Jing's hand vigorously, and Su Jing also shook him back.Wei Xiaowu said: "Looking at them, I want to cry."

Su Jing said softly: "Cry if you want to cry, I will accompany you."

Jingze had a dream when he first met Qu Jingshen.It was very cold, and Qu Jing was wrapped in a thick coat, but she still looked thin.He relied on him sternly, but he dealt with it with a good temper, with a tepid look.Dreaming of snow again, I put his hand in the palm of my hand and breathe.He has chilblains on his hands, which always feel itchy.Later, the dream became more and more sad, and even dreamed of tombstones and mourning, and the world suddenly became black and white.

Jingze woke up suddenly, and the medical equipment made its own beeping sound.Jing Ze helped Qu Jing pull the quilt, and whispered in his ear, "I love you." Then he got up, stood by the bed, stared at him blankly, and let out a long sigh.This scene made Jingze think of the "years" often mentioned in prose, and it seemed that there was some vicissitudes in his heart all of a sudden.I don’t know how many more dreams I will have in the future, but I only hope that you will come to every dream.

Jing Ze felt that there was an agreement between them.So he turned around cruelly and walked towards the door.But he walked very slowly, wishing he could stop at every step.It was at this time that the faint voice came into his ears, and he was so pleasantly surprised that he thought it was a hallucination.

"Jing... Ze..." The ending sound was infinitely elongated, so it took on a sickly and pale taste.

Jing Ze turned around sharply, and he looked directly at the person on the bed.Qu Jingshen's eyes narrowed in fear, and Jing Ze rushed to the bed and looked at him greedily.No one spoke, and through the distance from eye to eye, such an unbelievable girl was crying uncontrollably.Tears fell patter onto Qu Jingshen's oxygen mask, so there were still tears, but they hadn't been shed yet.

Jing Ze said: "Baby, do you know how much I hate you? I told you so many things, but you still don't wake up..."

Qu Jingshen said weakly, silly.Jing Ze wiped his tears vigorously, "I'm just stupid..." Qu Jingshen wanted to fall asleep again, but Jing Ze didn't dare to delay, and hurried out to call the doctor.Su Jing and Wei Xiaowu were still thinking about what happened in the room just now, but now they knew that Qu Jing had woken up, and they were very happy.Wei Xiaowu said, "Now you don't have to feel guilty, do you?"

Su Jing said: "If he really can't wake up, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life."

Several doctors hurried over, saying that they wanted to arrange an operation immediately to drain the fluid in his brain.Qu Jingshen was pushed out of the ICU ward and pushed into the operating room.Jing Ze followed to the door of the operating room, and the moment the door was closed, Jing Ze collapsed to the ground.

Su Jing and Wei Xiaowu rushed to help him, Su Jing said: "It's all right now, you should go to rest."

Jing Ze shook his head: "I'll watch him come out." Su Jing opened his mouth, and swallowed back the words that came to his mouth.