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City B just had its first snowfall this winter last night, the temperature dropped suddenly, and the glass was covered with ice.At six o'clock in the morning, Qu Jingshen woke up naturally.He turned over, the quilt split a big hole, cold air came in, he shivered, and quickly tucked in the quilt.Although the school is already heated, after passing through the heating passage with nine turns and eighteen turns, there is not much heat to exhale when arriving at the student dormitory.

Going to work this morning, Qu Jing sighed deeply and left the bed with great reluctance.The rest of the dormitory was still sleeping, and he moved very lightly. It took only a few minutes to get dressed and washed, and finally put on the old big padded jacket and went out.

His job is to deliver milk to the students who order milk at the school. Their school is a junior college. Although it looks small, every time the milk is delivered, it is 07:30.He wrapped up the ragged cotton jacket on his body, went to the milk station to pick up the milk truck, and then delivered it to each dormitory building according to the address.

Sometimes I would meet a few curious girls from good families who would strike up a conversation, and they would always ask him: "Did you come from the countryside? Are you wearing so little, is it cold?"

Qu Jingshen always nodded with a smirk, and then shook her head, and the girls knew it well: Oh, it turned out to be a mute.The look in his eyes is more compassionate in the future.

I was busy until 07:30, and finally got everything done.Qu Jingshen bought a cheap ramen at the back door of the school. She wanted to eat here, but she had no choice but to go back to the dormitory to get the textbooks.

A total of six people lived in their dormitory, including four locals and one from a neighboring province. His family was the farthest.When he opened the door, he deliberately kept the movement light, but still attracted a few unfriendly looks.He pretended not to notice, walked to his bed with his head down, took out the rice bowl from under the bed, put the ramen in it, and started to eat.

He tried his best to keep the sound of himself eating to a minimum, but two roommates still said impatiently: "Don't eat in the dormitory anymore, it will make the whole room smell of ramen, and my perfume will be in vain."

Qu Jingshen nodded in embarrassment, finished the ramen as quickly as possible, and then went out to throw out the trash.When he entered the door again, he vaguely heard someone say: "Ji Sen, don't talk about him in the future, it's a pity that you are dumb, so you can be sure that people will stop arguing with you?" It was the room chief Chen Xiangyu who spoke.

Every time she was pitied like this, Qu Jingshen wished she could not hear, so that she would not have to be troubled by many things that she couldn't understand.

His family is in the countryside, but there are no relatives at home, and he hasn't been back for many years.Some people said that his fate was hard, that he killed his family members, and that he could not speak himself. He didn't believe it before, but many things happened in the past few years made him believe it.

He took his books to the classroom and sat down in an extremely inconspicuous place.Everyone in the class took him for nothing, and the teachers knew that there was a dumb student in the class, so they didn't give him too much trouble.Fortunately, he has good grades, so many years of school career, he can always get a scholarship, or the school takes pity on him and takes care of him every time.

At noon, he has to go to the cafeteria for a part-time work-study program, and the cafeteria will take care of lunch.After one o'clock, the number of students in the cafeteria gradually decreased, so he could sit there and drink a sip of water to rest.Just as he was about to catch his breath, someone behind him patted him on the shoulder. Qu Jingshen looked back, and it turned out to be Chen Xiangyu.

Chen Xiangyu asked him with a smile: "Have you eaten yet?"

Qu Jing took a deep look at the girl following him, smiled and shook her head.He never gestures in front of them. First, he thinks this way is awkward, and second, he thinks they can't understand.Simply use the simplest way, nod or shake your head with a smile.

After Chen Xiangyu said hello, he said he still had something to do, so he left first.Qu Jingshen nodded again.

People like him, in the words of rural people, just can't marry a daughter-in-law, and no one is willing to marry a mute.Ever since he was sensible, no girl has taken the initiative to approach him, and he has gradually become unwilling to approach girls.

Now that the direction of life has been deviated due to various accidents, he thought: Then there is no need for me to marry a wife and have children.After graduation, find a job to make money, and then look around.

At night, Qu Jingshen works part-time in a big hotel.Originally, when applying for the job, people with disabilities were not recruited.But at that time, the boss saw him as pitiful, so he gave him this opportunity, and he was also very contented, and has been working steadily.

At 06:30, Qu Jingshen came to the locker room to change clothes on time. Several waiters who worked part-time here came to greet him, and he replied one by one with a smile.The people here treat him fairly well, he works hard without complaint, and when others ask him to take over, he will not refuse as long as he is free.

The first floor of this restaurant is relatively lively, the second floor is private rooms, and the third floor is a quiet private seat. Qu Jingshen is in charge of serving food on the third floor.On the third floor, there are more than a dozen tables of guests, all of whom are a man and a woman, having a romantic candlelight dinner.The originally extremely quiet environment was broken by an annoying voice.

"Where's the waiter? You've been here for so long, why don't you see anyone here?" The voice sounds like a playboy, and there are many young masters from rich families like this in City B.

Qu Jingshen was alone on duty in the entire hall, and the girl with him went to the bathroom, so he had to trot over with the menu.

After waiting for the young master, he kindly handed over the menu.The other party looked up at him and snorted through his nose.

"How about your steak? And how about this bibimbap? Do you have a cold drink?" The young master was dressed quite decently, with an Armani suit and tie, an elite attire.

Qu Jingshen hurriedly took a note from her hand, which said: What do you want, please tell me directly.

The young master was anxious when he heard it, and he didn't know whether it was on purpose or what, so he threw the menu on the table!

"You can't even order a single dish. If you don't eat, you don't want to eat!" The woman sitting opposite him is very good-looking, and now she is also frowning at Qu Jingshen, with faint worries in her eyes.

The young master continued: "Lin You, it's my brother's intention to be with you. If you have anything to do, you can go to him. Don't come to me again. I won't fall in love with you."

Qu Jing saw that the situation was not right, he wanted to step aside, but unexpectedly, the young master grabbed his sleeves, pointed to the woman opposite and asked him, "Isn't she beautiful?"

Qu Jing nodded blankly, she was indeed very beautiful, with big eyes, wearing a dark blue turtleneck sweater, she looked like an intellectual woman from the Yiqishi family.

The young master blew a whistle: "Since you think she is beautiful, you can fall in love with her."

That whistle doesn't matter, someone has already looked this way.Qu Jing looked anxiously at the stairs, why didn't the girl who went to the toilet come?

At this moment, the girl opposite said: "Jingze, I...I really like you..." Her voice was already trembling, and she was about to cry.

But the man named Jing Ze didn't change his face: "Why are you bothering, it's not like you don't know that I like men!"

While talking, he unscrupulously grabbed Qu Jingshen and was about to bring him to his side: "Even if I get along with him, I can't get along with you, Lin You! It seems that we won't be able to eat well, forget it! Young Master, go find fun elsewhere!"

Qu Jingshen's wrist hurts from being pinched, it seems that the man took all his anger on him.Qu Jingshen just wanted to break free, but the man stretched out his hand to pinch his chin like a hooligan: "Yo ho, a waiter is amazing, how many people are sticking to my body, I don't have time to talk to me!"

Qu Jingshen was beating drums in her heart, and at this critical moment, the girl who went to the bathroom finally came back.

She had an anxious look on her face, and said in a babble: "This gentleman, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, he can't talk, what service do you need, tell me...would you like to order now?"

After listening to the girl's explanation, the man looked at him a little strangely, and murmured in a low voice: "So you are dumb?" He let go of Qu Jingshen's wrist, and threw a few pink banknotes onto the table. He got up, put on his windbreaker and left.

Qu Jing deeply rubbed her red wrist, and before leaving, she glanced at the crying girl with pear blossoms and rain.He thought silently in his heart: It turns out that city B is really like the legend, there are so many playboys, this is the first time he has seen it.Moreover, that man still likes men... Qu Jingshen couldn't figure it out.If he is not dumb, he must marry a good girl as his wife.

It was already nine o'clock after Qu Jingshen finished her part-time job at the hotel, and it was so cold that the white breath he exhaled could freeze into ice particles.It takes 10 minutes to walk to the nearest bus stop from here, and he really wishes his padded jacket could be thicker.His hands were numb from the cold, and the frostbite from last year began to itch again. He resisted scratching, and shrank his hands tightly into his sleeves.

In fact, when he saw the private cars whizzing past him, he also thought to himself: When will he be able to drive such a car and live in a warm house?He has no friends or relatives, and now thinking about it, he feels a little sentimental unconsciously.

But after a few minutes, he sucked his frozen red nose, mustering up the courage to reach out and pinch his cold cheeks: Qu Jingshen, you have to be stronger.Then it was a silly smile again, and under the reflection of the street lamps, there was a warm feeling.

Qu Jingshen stood in the cold wind and waited for more than ten minutes before the bus came slowly.The inside of the car is very empty, and at this point they are probably nestled on the sofa at home watching TV.He also wanted a TV so he could watch basketball games.Every time he looked in the small shop outside the school, he was always squeezed into the corner.

It has always been like this all these years. Others are spoiled by their parents, but he is always alone no matter whether he is happy or sad.Others have new clothes to wear during the New Year, but he always counts the money in his pocket to buy the cheapest things.When others drink, he can only smell it. For so many years, he is not even willing to buy a bottle of drink for himself.

When Qu Jingshen returned to her dormitory, some buddies were talking on the phone and looked at him coldly.His feet were freezing cold, and he wanted to scald his feet with boiling water, but the two pots of water he had just fetched yesterday were already empty.He had no choice but to pull back the damp and thin quilt and prepare to sleep.

It was very cold in the bed, and I tossed and turned for a good meeting, but I still felt cold.Already covered the padded jacket?But why don't you care about anything?Qu Jingshen complained silently in her heart and fell asleep in a daze.

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Qu Jingshen's birthday was in 79. When he was in college, it was about ten years ago in China.