Overwintering method of lilac

Runsheng did not come to the library that day.Yu Qing's heart was in a mess, for a while it was the unfinished movie, and for a while it was Runsheng's light-colored eyes.Thinking wildly like this, naturally I couldn't read half a word of the content in the notes.In the quiz on Monday, he failed for the first time.Because of this failure, Yu Qing was stopped by the teacher and received a serious admonition.

The final exam was just around the corner, and the pressure of reviewing was overwhelming almost immediately.Yu Qing knew that she should concentrate on business.However, once some thoughts arise, they can never be extinguished.

I have no desire for him.Yu Qing comforted herself.If you look at it according to the definition of homosexuality, this article does not meet the standard in the first place.

But you have feelings for him.A voice whispered in his heart.

That's just friendship.Yu Qing comforted herself repeatedly.The two of us have been together for so many years, and we must have a better relationship than ordinary friends, which is not surprising.

But he couldn't explain why, as a good friend, he began to avoid Runsheng.

At first he even thought about not going to the library anymore.Later, I felt that this was not good.If Runsheng can't find him, will he be anxious or angry?

However, Runsheng seemed to have known Yu Qing's thoughts for a long time.When he came to the library again on the weekend, he took the initiative to bypass Yu Qing from a distance, as if he hadn't seen Yu Qing at all.

Yu Qing didn't expect that she felt even more uncomfortable.

None of them took the initiative to approach each other, as if they were angry, and they seemed to have reached another new tacit understanding.

Yu Qing couldn't figure out what he was thinking, and he didn't want to figure it out either.He couldn't even figure out what Runsheng was thinking.

Several times he saw Runsheng smoking a cigarette leaning on the pillars of the corridor in the small garden behind the library, and he couldn't help but want to talk to Runsheng.But every time Runsheng caught a glimpse of him, he would stamp out the cigarette butt and walk away.However, the library was closed at night, and on the way back to the dormitory, Yu Qing could still see Runsheng following her from afar.

It's just that as the end of the term is getting closer, Yu Qing gradually loses her heart to think about the distance between Runsheng and herself - there is no other reason, but she is too busy.And Runsheng seems to be the same.Several times, Yu Qing saw him falling asleep on the table from a distance in the library, and there were two dark circles under his eyes that were not too big or too small on his fair face.

It is said that the aviation academy has always had an extremely high failure rate, and some professional courses can even directly fail more than 85% of the students.Leng Sensen's library is now overcrowded, and there is a long queue at the door after five o'clock every morning.

Yu Qing passed Runsheng with a large tea mug, hesitated for a moment, and poured her own hot tea into Runsheng's empty thermos.

Surrounded by people who were buried in their studies, no one noticed him.

Yu Qing finished the task on tiptoe, and quickly ran back to her seat.For a long time, I could still hear my heart beating.Until his eyes fell on the exam timetable, he finally calmed down a little.

He glanced worriedly at the time of the final exam that was close at hand, and started to plunge into his notes again.