father's tree

There was nothing to say between the two, Li Su didn't say anything, and Li Changen didn't know what to say.

However, the other party understood what the two of them had in mind.

Even if I understand, I can't say it.

Li Changen asked Li Su to sleep at home. He went out to do some errands, and he didn't come back until evening. He had already had dinner outside, probably for entertainment, but he didn't drink.

He came back to see him in Li Su's studio, which was a guest room next to Li Su's bedroom. After Li Su returned to his own bedroom, he set up this guest room as his studio.

Li Su was hooking the bottom with a pencil, but Li Changen didn't see what it was, so he walked over and asked, "Susu, are you hungry, do you want some supper?"

Li Su stopped the pen in her hand, raised her head to look at him, and said in a low voice, "Dad, are you back?"

Li Changen leaned over and pressed a kiss on his forehead, "Well, I'm back."

Li Changen cut off the milk and meat snacks and asked Li Su to wash his hands and eat.

Li Su silently complied, and Li Changen went to the study to use the computer to deal with some things, then went to the studio to see Li Su, and found that he had already returned to the bedroom.

Li Changen also went to take a shower and was about to go to bed, but when he was about to go to bed in his pajamas, there was a knock on the door of the room, and when he opened the door, Li Su stood there in his thin pajamas, silently saying nothing, but he just didn't leave.

Li Changen stroked his hair and kissed his forehead, put his arms around his shoulders and led him into the room.

On the bed, Li Su huddled into Li Changen's arms, Li Changen sighed in his heart, he was also at a loss about the relationship between him and Li Su, he didn't know what to do?

Here, what can we do?

He should go to prison, but what will Li Su do if he goes to prison?

Li Su is a child who knows nothing but drawing and reading.

He thought, maybe when Li Su goes abroad, maybe the matter can be resolved, or, when Li Su grows up a bit.

Li Su still had to go to school to study. Although most of their classes had settled down, several went abroad, and some were recommended to universities. Most of the rest were for art, and very few were for culture.

There is no learning atmosphere in the class at all.

An Wei asked Li Su to have lunch in a restaurant outside with a few other classmates, so Li Su didn't go home.

They were all boys, and one of them said to the other, "You are going abroad, what about Shanshan?"

Another said, "She said she was willing to wait for me, hey, I don't know, I think it's better not to delay her."

"After going abroad, we will not be able to see each other for a long time. Distance and time are the greatest enemies of love."

An Wei put his arm around Li Su's shoulder, and Li Su brushed his arm away, and ate vegetables by himself.

Li Su was said to be gay and was deliberately framed. After the matter was clarified, Li Su came to a new class, and now there are boys who are willing to eat, drink and have fun with him.

However, Li Su himself didn't like to hang out with them, but he couldn't stand Anwei's constant pull on him, so he had no choice but to follow along.

At noon, Li Su listened to the topic of everyone lamenting about leaving. He was already sensitive, and fell into the sadness of leaving in the afternoon. When he returned home at night, Li Changen came back late again. When he was sleeping, Li Su suddenly said in Li Changen's arms, "Dad, I don't want to go abroad anymore, I just want to study in the art school that Li Xiang's brother attended, okay?

Li Changen froze for a moment, held his face and looked at him in the dark, and asked, "Why?"

Li Su whispered, "I don't want to leave you, as you said, I don't have to."

Li Changen didn't know what to say for a while, he just thought how could this be done, how could this be done!

"Staying at home is not good for your development, Susu, if you like painting, you should go to the wider sky, see more things, experience more things, these will become your painting The source of inspiration is only at home, how can it be good."

Li Su naturally understood these principles.

However, just like what An Wei said, for him, painting is not the most important thing, but his love, which is Li Changen.

Li Su's arm hugged Li Changen, "But I don't want to leave you, I just want to be at home, and I don't want to leave."

Li Changen knew that there was no way to persuade Li Su at this time, so he could only say, "Should we think about it again, Susu, we have to think about it."

Li Su said, "I don't want to go, Dad, you can keep me."

He spoke pitifully, and Li Changen felt very sad, but he couldn't let his child be with him like this. Besides, Li Su was still young, and his thoughts were not mature at all. If he kept him at this time, in the future, when he grew up, When he grows up, he regrets it and will definitely hate himself.

Li Su is still a child, but he is an adult, he can't confine Li Su by his side, it's not good for him, it's unfair to him.

Li Changen didn't agree to Li Su, Li Su felt uncomfortable, but there was nothing he could do, he couldn't cry in his father's arms like a child and wouldn't leave.

He didn't mention it again after that, but he was not in good spirits all the time, and he was often alone in a daze.

As the weather got colder and colder, Li Su inevitably caught a cold again. When he just had a cough, Li Changen took him to the hospital for treatment. The doctor prescribed medicine, but the effect was not very good. Inflammation, dizziness, the dizziness got better after taking the medicine for a few days, but the cough and sore throat did not get better.

Li Changen was very worried, so he took him to the hospital for an infusion. Li Su didn't like infusion, so Li Changen said, "It doesn't hurt, I'll be by your side. Baby, you sleep, and you'll finish the infusion when you wake up. I'll take it with you." You go back, okay. Or just infuse at home and let the doctor go home, huh?"

Naturally, Li Su felt that it was not good to bother the doctor to go home, so she had to go to the hospital with her father, and slept in a single ward.

When the head nurse gave the injection, Li Changen sat on the hospital bed, hugged Li Su in his arms, and covered Li Su's eyes with his big hand. Li Su felt the temperature of his father's palm, and the subtle roughness of the callus. Although there is darkness in front of my eyes, my heart is very peaceful. Those who live in a single ward and receive injections are naturally either rich or expensive. The head nurse greets people with a smile and says Li Su with a smile, "such a big boy Are you still afraid of needles? You need to be hugged by your father, you have to be brave."

Li Su didn't respond, Li Chang'en said, "They're all spoiled by me, they're still like children at this age."

The head nurse talked to him a few more times, the needle was pricked, and the infusion speed was adjusted, and then she was about to leave the room, and said to Li Chang'en, "If you need it, just ring the bell, someone will come right away .”

Li Changen thanked her and watched her go out.

Only then did he let Li Su go, raised some pillows, let him lie down, and reached into the quilt to touch his feet. Although the room was warm with the air conditioner on, Li Su's feet were still cold.

Li Changen just held Li Su's feet and rubbed them gently, until he warmed up, then let go.

Li Su didn't sleep, she just lay there watching him quietly.

Seeing that he wasn't sleeping, Li Changen said, "Go to sleep, the game will be over after you sleep, I will always be here with you."

Li Su still didn't sleep, just looked at Li Changen, Li Changen had no choice but to sit on the head of the bed, reached out to stroke his hair and cheek, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

With sadness in her eyes, Li Su said softly, "I will leave you in half a year, Dad, I don't want to leave you. What if I get sick again in France?"

Li Changen leaned down and kissed him on the forehead, "You have to learn to take care of yourself, besides, with Anwei with you, I feel relieved."

Li Su whispered, "But he wants me to date him, that's why he treats me. Otherwise, he doesn't care about ordinary friends at all. Do you want me to date him?"

Li Changen was taken aback by what he said, and said, "Father hopes that you can find a good life partner, and you can support each other through your life. Anwei people are very cheerful and loyal, but they have no common sense in life, and will not Take care of people, I don't feel relieved to hand you over to him."

Li Su said coldly, "You mean, it doesn't matter if I'm with a man, doesn't it?"

Li Changen said, "I hope you find a woman to marry and live with."

Li Su's eyes suddenly widened at his words. His eyes were like a deep pool of autumn water, in which the cold autumn rain dripped, and ripples spread out in circles.

Li Su didn't shed tears, but there was piercing pain in his eyes.

Li Su didn't speak any more, but turned away from looking at Li Changen.

Seeing him like this, Li Changen felt extremely uncomfortable, and said, "Honey, when you grow up, you will know what you want. You don't want to leave now because you have never left, never left this home, never left. I have left me, so I always feel that I can’t live without it for the rest of my life. It will be very sad if I leave, but you have to give it a try. You will know after you give it a try. Maybe the outside world is more suitable for you. More exciting, more fascinating, you will find a new self, and your true self."

Li Su shook his head. His father didn't understand at all. He didn't understand that even if he left him, the happiness he got was rootless happiness. He couldn't live without him. Even if he lived, he could only live for him. in thoughts.

No matter what Li Changen said, Li Su just listened and didn't respond.

Li Changen sighed in his heart, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him tenderly, stroking his arm gently, the room was very quiet, so quiet that only the two of them could breathe, occasionally Li Su would cough twice.

Li Su slowly fell asleep, Li Changen looked at his face, deep in his heart, he was willing to let Li Su leave, but if he was not allowed to leave, what would the two of them do?

Li Changen's eyes traced his face, his eyes, nose bridge, lips, and chin, as if he was kissing...

However, he dared not really touch it.