Rebirth of Brotherly Love

The youngest brother, who just came back from abroad, is completely ignorant of the living conditions in China, and is also very curious. As the eldest brother, An Luo cares more about him. When eating, he looks very hard. Fighting against a vegetable, An Luo finally couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed his hand and taught him personally: "Hold the chopsticks with your fingers apart... Hold it like this... Do you understand?"

"Oh!" Anze imitated his brother's movement to hold chopsticks, and quickly learned it. He successfully picked up a vegetable with chopsticks and happily put it in his brother's bowl. "Understood, thank you brother!"

An Luo felt that this younger brother was very smart and cute, so he couldn't help but reached out and stroked his head, "Good boy, you're welcome."

That night, because there were not enough bedrooms, Anze was arranged to squeeze a bed into the bedroom of his elder brother.

When An Luo was doing homework in the bedroom, he suddenly noticed an inexplicable gaze beside him, couldn't help but raised his head, and asked suspiciously, "An Ze, what are you looking at?"

Anze pointed to the notebook on the table, "My brother's handwriting is beautiful, are they Chinese characters?"

An Luo asked, "You don't know Chinese?"

Anze pouted, "I can only speak, but not write."

Looking at his aggrieved expression, An Luo couldn't help but said, "My brother will teach you how to write, okay?"

Anze nodded immediately, "OK."

An Luo picked up the pen and wanted to write on the paper, but found that the pen was just out of ink. After a moment of silence, he looked back at An Ze and said, "Come on, reach out."

An Ze stretched out his hand obediently, and An Luo slowly wrote two words on the palm of his hand with his index finger.

"An... Ze... Your name is written like this, do you see it clearly?"

Anze shook his head, and replied honestly: "No."

An Luo repeated stroke by stroke.

Anze nodded and said, "I see clearly." Then he took An Luo's hand, carefully wrote the word Anze in his palm, raised his head and asked happily, "Brother, did I write it right? ?”

……

At the age of 27, An Luo, who lost his memory in an accident but only left the memory of his previous life, met An Ze again on the day, the grown-up An Ze was wearing a handsome military uniform, and looked at him with sharp eyes, as if he could Pierce through all obstacles and directly penetrate the softest part of my heart.

He leaned close to his ear and whispered, "Brother, you can get to know me again."

Then, he gently took An Luo's hand, and with his index finger, seriously wrote two words in An Luo's palm.

"Anze."

--I see.

It turned out that I personally taught him to write his name, and I personally wrote the word Anze in his palm stroke by stroke, and let him remember it in his heart.

So, many years later, when An Luo and An Ze, who had lost their memory, met again, he would re-engrave the word An Ze in An Luo's palm in this way.

***

That year, seven-year-old An Ze and ten-year-old An Luo were lying side by side on a small bed. An Ze had just returned to China and couldn't sleep because of the jet lag, but he didn't dare to move for fear of disturbing his brother. Lying there silently in a daze.

An Luo has been afraid of the cold since he was a child, and habitually rolled up the quilt after falling asleep, wrapping himself like a rice dumpling.An Ze's quilt was suddenly swept away by his brother, and he said with some doubts: "Brother...my quilt..."

An Luo, who was asleep, ignored him at all.

Anze wanted to pull some quilt to cover it, but An Luo wrapped it tightly. Anze couldn't get any corners of the quilt after pulling for a long time, so he had to rub his brother's side aggrievedly, stretched out his hand and shook his body, "Brother... Quilt……"

An Luo seemed to hear someone talking next to his ear in his sleep, which was very annoying, so he stretched out his hand and pushed back, saying, "Don't make noise."

Anze was pushed to the side of the bed and almost rolled down.

He didn't dare to quarrel with him anymore, but it was so cold that he couldn't stand it, so Anze had no choice but to lean over, stretched out his hand, and hugged his brother together with the quilt, like hugging a big pillow to keep warm.

……

Many years later, An Luo, who had lost his memory, was taken by An Ze to the residence of the military region. There was only one bedroom with a double bed, and the two had to share the same bed as they did many years ago.

An Luo always wrapped himself in a quilt habitually, so Anze found a thin blanket to cover him. He turned sideways naturally, and stretched out his arms to gently wrap his arms around his brother's waist, like hugging a pillow, wrapping An Luo Luo hugged her tightly.

--I see.

It turned out that when he was very young, An Ze, who was robbed of the quilt by his elder brother, had no choice but to hug his elder brother to keep him warm. This is a habit he formed since he was a child, and he has never changed it for so many years.

***

On the day of Anze's eighth birthday, Zhou Bizhen took the four An family brothers out to play together. At that time, a large playground had just been repaired in Xilin City, and that day happened to be the weekend, and the students were on holiday. There was a long queue at the ticket office.

Zhou Bizhen went to line up to buy tickets, and asked 11-year-old An Luo to look after her three younger brothers.

An Yan and An Mo were discussing whether the huge poster in the playground was ugly or not. An Ze stayed by himself obediently and looked around curiously. He has been in China for less than half a year, and he knows everything here. full of curiosity.

Suddenly, Anze saw a cart selling gadgets, and he couldn't help following the cart for half a street because of his strong curiosity. When he turned around, he found that his mother and brothers had disappeared.

The lost Anze stood alone on the street in a daze.

Zhou Bizhen, who had lost her child, was about to go crazy, so she called the security guard of the playground and called Anze’s name on the radio, “Little Anze, your mother and brother are waiting for you at the ticket counter, please go to the ticket office as soon as possible after hearing the radio The ticket office meets them..."

The radio rang many times, but after a long time, Anze was still nowhere to be seen.

An Luo finally couldn't help but said, "Aunt Zhen, you wait here, I'll go find him."

"Little Luo..." Zhou Bizhen wanted to stop An Luo, but saw that An Luo had turned around quickly and walked towards the crowd.

An Luo walked for a whole street, and finally saw the child standing at the intersection looking around blankly.

With anger and worry in his heart, An Luo quickly walked in front of him, with an ugly expression on his face, "An Ze, where have you been? Don't you know we're looking for you everywhere?!"

He wanted to open his mouth to scold him severely, but he suddenly rushed over, hugged An Luo's waist tightly, and yelled aggrievedly: "Brother...I'm lost...Brother..."

Seeing the child's red eyes, An Luo's heart suddenly softened. He swallowed all the words he wanted to teach him, but gently stroked his hair and said softly, "Okay... don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry. I'm crying...it's okay, my brother is here."

Later, An Luo took An Ze to find the cart and bought him a necklace as a birthday present.

Anze happily hung the necklace around his neck.

……

Many years later, An Luo, who lost his memory, found an old necklace that was almost faded around his neck when he woke up in the morning, and asked him curiously: "What is this? Amulet?"

Anze smiled slightly and said, "This is a very important gift for me."

--I see.

It turned out that the necklace was a gift given to him by himself.

He has been wearing it by his side for more than ten years, and he can't even see the color of the necklace clearly, and he is reluctant to throw it away.

Because it was the first gift from his brother, maybe even, the only gift.

***

When he was applying for the exam in his third year of high school, An Luo was looking for various reference materials for An Yan and An Mo in the room. Suddenly, An Ze pushed the door open and interrupted the original discussion of the three brothers.

An Luo looked up at him and asked, "Have you filled out the volunteer application?"

Anze said, "Fill it out."

An Luo nodded, "What did you fill in?"

An Ze said: "I applied to the military academy, and I may become an Air Force pilot in the future."

"Ah?" An Yan's expression was very shocked, An Mo's apple fell to the ground, only An Luo was still calm, looked at An Ze and said: "It will be more difficult to study in the military academy, and when you become a soldier in the future, you must accept the control of the army ,Have you considered?"

Anze whispered, "Yes."

"Okay, as you like."

An Ze was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "Brother, don't you want to know why I applied to the military academy?"

An Luo said coldly: "This is your own business."

Anze was startled, then, with a slight smile on his lips, he turned and walked away.

……

Now that I think about it, he must have had other reasons for changing his report to the military academy.

At the beginning, An Luo didn't know the reason for his sudden revision of his choice. He only thought that Anze would be willful and mischievous, and because of Anze's stubborn temper, he didn't bother to persuade him.

But now, when he knew that Anze had been secretly in love with his brother for many years, Anze's actions at that time were easy to understand.He must have resolutely given up halfway in order not to compete with his brother for the inheritance.

Because, as long as he withdraws from the competition ahead of schedule, then all the wealth of the An family will eventually fall on An Luo without any suspense.Only in this way can An Luo be upright and worry-free when he is working in the company, and give it a go.

——With his own withdrawal, he paved all the back roads for his brother.

An Ze, who silently thought about his brother, but hid his thoughts deeply, and went to the military academy alone, thinking about it now, made An Luo feel a little pain in his heart.

How could I be so heartless?

He didn't even ask why he changed his choice, but said coldly, "This is your own business"?

Anze, who had given up years of perseverance and dreams, got his brother's indifferent sentence "This is your own business". How sad must he be when he heard this sentence? !

***

Before the accident, Anze specially ordered a matcha cake for his brother's birthday, but he himself who was in a hurry to see his grandfather said coldly: "I've already eaten, you take it back yourself."

When Anze confessed to himself, he even beat him angrily...

In the past, An Luo always didn't understand Anze's carefulness and gentleness, and always rejected Anze's intentions coldly.

"That day was May 5, and the next day was your birthday. I was assigned a very dangerous mission. Before I set off, I suddenly thought, if I die, there is a secret that I will take to the grave. So I asked you out to meet, I want to spend the last birthday with you, and I want to tell you that I have always loved you very much. I know you won't accept it, but I think, at least in this way, you will always remember Anze."

"You will remember that the brother you care the least about has silently... liked you for many years."

Recalling the scene when he told the truth in the bedroom in the suburbs, when Anze said this calmly, there was pain in his eyes and a bitter smile on his lips...

An Luo suddenly felt that his previous self was too much.

When I was Anze's elder brother, I didn't realize Anze's feelings at all, and I was always so indifferent to him, and I didn't even give him a good face.

Poor Anze, how did he endure the cold personality of An Luo who had been silently fond of him for so many years?

***

The brain stopped working, and An Luo suddenly opened his eyes.

Past, present, before amnesia, after amnesia, many memories are intertwined, making him have a splitting headache and a mess in his mind, but the most vivid thing is the slight distress for Anze.

Remembering every little bit of getting along with An Ze before, An Luo realized that this youngest brother had silently guarded him by his side for so many years.

I seldom paid attention to him before, because he was always so calm and mature, and he was always able to deal with many difficulties alone. As the elder brother, An Luo, felt that this younger brother didn't need his own care, so he put more care on love and trouble An Yan and An Mo who are not in good health.

But actually... Anze also needs his brother's care.

Even more needed than An Yan and An Mo.

Many times, I just said a few simple greetings to him, and he was as happy as if he had won a lottery.

There were also many times when my indifference and indifference to him made him turn around and leave in silence. The tall but lonely back was deeply engraved in An Luo's mind.

"An Luo." Zhou Yueping's voice suddenly interrupted An Luo's thoughts, "Your brain wave activity was very strong just now, have you completely remembered the past?"

An Luo was silent for a moment, nodded calmly, and said, "Yes, most of them."

In addition to completely recalling the memories of his mother, Chen Yi, Xiao Rui, and An Ze, he also remembered all the details of what happened before he was kidnapped.

——It never occurred to me that I was wrong from the beginning.

An Luo frowned slightly, and clenched his fingers tightly, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible, "Yueping, can the operation be over?"

Zhou Yueping nodded, "All right."

The stimulation of the cerebral cortex finally stopped, and An Luo's mood gradually stabilized. The doctor began to sew up the small wound on the head opened by the electric drill. After the suture was completed, An Luo's signs were all normal, and the lights in the operating room finally went out. An Luo was helped out of the operating room by Zhou Yueping.

An Ze has been waiting outside the door, so anxious that he can't even sit still. He has been pacing back and forth in the corridor. Seeing his brother coming out, he hurried up to meet him, and said worriedly: "Brother, are you okay?"

The operation lasted for at least four hours, and Anze actually stood outside the operating room without leaving the room, and didn't even sit down for more than a minute because of worry.

An Luo was silent for a moment, looked up at him, his voice choked up slightly, "Have you been waiting here?"

Anze gently held his hand, and said softly: "I don't trust you, so I'll just wait here. It's good that you can come out safely. Have you remembered everything about the past?"

An Luo nodded.

Anze looked at his ugly face and said worriedly: "Is it a headache? It's okay, don't think about it, I will take you home." Then he turned to Zhou Yueping and said, "Yueping, thank you this time gone."

Zhou Yueping smiled, "You're welcome. Take him back quickly. He just remembered a lot of memories, and his mood may not be stable. If you can't sleep after returning home, take a sleeping pill. By the way, the wound on the scalp is small , but you can’t touch the water for three days.”

Anze nodded, "Okay, got it."

Zhou Yueping came over and patted An Luo's shoulder lightly, "Although the sealed memory has been opened, you can't think too much for now. The memory needs to be sorted out slowly, and don't overload the brain."

An Luo nodded, "Thank you."

Zhou Yueping smiled, "Go back quickly and have a good rest."

***

An Ze walked out of the hospital with the pale-faced An Luo, and drove home to the parking lot.

Along the way, An Luo didn't speak a word until the two of them returned home and closed the door, An Luo suddenly held An Ze's hand in the dark, and called softly, "An Ze."

An Ze turned his head, because of the darkness, he couldn't see the expression on An Luo's face clearly.

I couldn't help but asked in doubt: "What's the matter, brother?"

"These years... You must have worked hard, right?"

An Ze was startled, but didn't know how to answer.

"I have always been so indifferent to you. Among the three younger brothers, I care the least about you. When you suddenly changed your choice, I didn't even ask the reason. I never thought that you would give up for me. So many years of dreaming... what a lousy brother I am."

It seemed that he did fully remember the past.

Anze was silent for a moment, then gently hugged An Luo into his arms, and said in a low voice: "Don't say that, you don't know anything about this, so you are not wrong. It is my voluntary thing to like you , I never feel tired."

An Luo gently hugged him back, "It won't happen in the future..."

"What?" Anze couldn't hear clearly, so he couldn't help asking.

An Luo leaned forward, kissed the corner of An Ze's lips lightly, and said in a low voice, "From now on, brother will never make you so sad again."

"...!" Finally understanding what he meant, Anze hugged An Luo almost ecstatically, "Brother! You mean, after remembering all the memories, you are still willing to be with me?! Is this true? You didn't hate me before, didn't you just treat me as a younger brother? Don't you mind that we are brothers?"

An Luo was picked up suddenly by him and asked so many questions in a row. He was a little dizzy for a while, but he smiled lightly, touched his head and said, "I never hated you. Remember the old days Afterwards, I just feel that I have missed you for too long..."

Anze was beyond description happy.

He never thought before that one day he would completely own his brother, and one day his brother would really agree to be with him.Anze had always thought that in this life, he could only stand behind him as a younger brother.

But now, An Luo unexpectedly agreed.For Anze, this is really a surprise like being hit by the lottery!

I couldn't help but hug An Luo directly to the bedroom, and there was a burst of passionate kisses on the bed.

An Luo didn't refuse either, and even hugged his shoulder to try to respond.

Although, after recalling all the memories, the thoughts in his mind were still a little chaotic, but at the moment of kissing An Ze, An Luo's mood was extremely calm.

Because, An Luo finally determined that the person he should cherish and want to cherish the most in his life is right in front of him right now.

He is Anze.