Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

After I got out of the shower, I saw the note left by Li Qiang, saying that he had asked DM to go to the nightclub, and that the light bulbs were out, so I should seize the opportunity to get along with Ye Wen.

I threw the note away, yawned and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Although Guan Erye, I fought and made troubles since I was a child, I didn’t learn how to catch cats and birds, and I didn’t have love. Although I only learned how to have sex from the middle school motto "Learn to be a man, learn to learn", except for the year of repeating the college entrance examination, I felt depressed about myself. Apart from the fact that IQ is not as good as Yue Chen's, I really don't often feel like I have failed in my life.

But now I have a painful feeling of failure, I feel that I am not good enough, and I feel that I need to reflect on my values, outlook on life and the world. As for the reason, of course it is Ye Wen.

Many times the way he looks at me makes me want to find a mirror to see what kind of disgusting face I have.

Whether we meet or not, talk or not, or whether I resign after I go back, if I can't find the crux of the problem, if I can't figure out something about me and Ye Wen, it will be difficult for me to get rid of this kind of inability to sleep every night. Good anxiety.

A lot of little things from childhood to adulthood kept turning in my head, and I fell asleep in the middle of the night, and then woke up for a while when I heard Li Qiang coming back, sat up and smoked in a daze, and waited until my eyelids were filled with sleep. I took out the earplugs, stuffed them carefully, and fell asleep again.

The next day's itinerary was full.

At one o'clock in the afternoon in Fuxing Park, there is a press release for this fashion week, and at two o'clock is the release of SEVENDAYS's works. Ye Wen and Shu Wan only showed up for a while, but I don't know where to go or what to do, and the DM doesn't know where to go. I I went shopping with Li Qiang, and after watching the press conference, I went out to find Shanghai snacks when I had time. After eating and drinking, I went to the International Fashion Center in the evening to watch ATSUROTAYAMA’s spring and summer release.

Speaking of which, except for the different content, the press conferences I watched today are similar to those I saw in Beijing when I was in school. On T stage or U stage, there are all kinds of models with good bodies, endless Flashing lights, eyeful hipsters and loud music.

I used to feel good when I just watched the excitement with my classmates, but now it’s a bit annoying to watch carefully and take notes.

After a day of tossing around, it was getting late when I got back to the hotel. After Li Qiang sent me back, he took DM and Shu Wan out to play together. I still planned to catch up on sleep, so I said we couldn’t go together. Li Qiang pulled me aside. My son taught me not to play around, and take advantage of this opportunity to go out to coax Ye Wen.

I'm too lazy to talk to him, how can I coax him?Let's coax it in a dream.

Turning the past is another day. Fortunately, there is no need to go back and forth today. The activities are all in Fuxing Park, which is very close.

In the morning, I watched a group of Australian designers give a PPT presentation, from the analysis of popular elements to the sharing of design inspiration, from the number of kangaroos in recent years to the practice of garlic bread... Sure enough, the foreigners' speeches were humorous and interesting, and the topics were relaxed and casual.

In the afternoon, there are a few first-tier domestic brands launching, and in the evening there is a small session for freelance designers. Several domestic menswear designers set the theme together half a year ago, and now they are gathering together for a joint release, including Ye Wen and Li Qiang.

Strictly speaking, these two people are not freelance designers, but Ye Wen is the organizer of this event, so there is no reason not to participate, and Li Qiang specializes in men's clothing, so they also got together to have fun.

During the one-and-a-half-hour catwalk, Li Qiang threw bricks, Ye Wen was the finale, and the rest were basically newcomers who hadn't shown their faces before.

I heard that Ye Wen has a good reputation in the fashion circle, not only is he good at finding and using newcomers, but organizing this kind of freelance designer special release will also bear a considerable part of the expenses for those young and talented designers who are cash-strapped.

The negative sentence is a women's clothing brand, and the designers of the company are basically women's clothing designers, except for Li Qiang and Ye Wen.Li Qiang was also born in women's clothing back then, but now he only makes men's clothing, while Ye Wen does both men's and women's clothing, but the styles between the two are very different, and at first glance they don't seem to be the same person's work at all.

The women's clothing he designed is the main part of the current negative sentence design. The mid-range ready-made clothing has novel and diverse themes, and the style is stable and changing. He is good at giving new ideas to ethnic elements. The expression of ideas, classical deconstruction and reinterpretation, often exaggerated and extremely tense lines and tailoring methods.

Ye Wen's men's and women's clothing have their own characteristics, but I think the men's clothing can reflect his ideas, which can be regarded as his rebellion hidden under the gentle appearance.

Ye Wen is very stylish when he wears the men's clothing he designed. It can be said that he is a complex and contradictory body of flamboyant avant-garde and restrained retro, just like how he feels to me.But it's a pity that the clothes he designed are only used in catwalks and window displays, and he hardly wears them himself.

If you only look at Ye Wen’s usual British style, it’s hard to imagine his design style. That’s why, the first time I saw him wearing his own work, I was shocked and amazed.

Just like now, after the models left the stage one by one, Ye Wen finally appeared on the runway, wearing a slim long windbreaker, with black as the main color and details of gold-green embroidery decorations, those old embroidery pieces that looked like shredded The traditional patterns with the same modern sense are distributed in just the right position in an orderly manner.

Standing under the spotlight in black boots, with a faint smile on his lips, he nodded slightly to the audience. The picture is perfect.

As soon as he came on stage, I heard someone behind him clapping and booing. At this moment, I even heard a girl on the left "whispering": "See? That's Ye Wen, super beautiful, right? Tell you he's more than Renshuai's work is superb and his family is very nice, it's perfect, right?"

Another voice said: "Handsome, tall, well-connected and talented man, come on, he's probably gay."

There are so many similar words that my ears hurt.

After the end, Ye Wen was surrounded by many people as soon as he came back from the backstage. At this moment, Li Qiang was also socializing, and DM went to the backstage to help clean up. Shu Wan walked beside Ye Wen as usual, and I don’t know what he was talking to him What, and I'm sitting in the corner watching.

I don't feel it when I look up and down in the company, but I can clearly feel the distance in this kind of occasion.

Apart from other things, it's just a gap in reality. No matter how long Guan Erye's legs grow by tens of centimeters and become like Yao Ming, he may not be able to overcome it.

The noisy human voice seemed to be still in my mind. After leaving the exhibition hall, it didn’t take long for me to enter another noisy and feasting park97.

Grandpa wants to have a good drink today!

Sitting at the bar and ordering a glass of vodka with ice, I watched the floating ice cubes open the pocket bottle and pour sweet soy milk into it.

The sound of ice cubes hitting the glass is very nice, just like the sound I heard Ye Wen shaking the glass when I was singing yesterday on the balcony.

Guan Er, Guan Er, for a person like Ye Wen, how can you be so blind, narcissistic, self-confident and heartless that you think he might have a crush on you?

After taking a sip of wine, from the throat to the stomach, it was cold and then hot and refreshing.

Suddenly a cup came into sight, and after sliding on the table for a while, it bumped into my cup of milk powder.

"I saw you in the exhibition hall today." A hand with a tail ring picked up the cup that broke in.

As soon as I looked up, I saw a handsome man—exquisite facial features, slightly upturned eyes, short dyed chestnut hair, and a shiny silver inverted cross earring on his right ear.At first glance, they are peers and like-minded people.

I picked up the glass and touched it with him, "It's over." Then I looked up and drank the wine, put down the glass to see that his glass was empty, "It's refreshing."

He reached out to my collar and touched the metal decoration on it, "Did you make this dress yourself?"

I also pointed to his striped shirt and overalls, "Your ones too?"

He smiled, revealing two obvious dimples, "I bought it, I have lost my passion for making clothes." He nodded my glass with his finger, "What do you want to drink? Call me for you."

I stared at his dimples, I didn't feel it just now, but now I saw him smiling and realized that he looked a little bit like Ye Wen. I waved to the bartender, "Iced vodka." The man, "What do you want?"

He looked at the bartender, "lime vodka, give me another glass of cranberry juice and a small glass of mint juice, the ice cubes should be small, if you don't have one, don't."

After he ordered the wine, he suddenly leaned towards my ear, "One or zero?"

"Come to hook up without understanding this?"

He squinted his eyes and smiled, "Because it doesn't matter, I'm five o'clock." As he spoke, he raised his finger and rubbed it lightly on my arm, "I was thinking about this question in the exhibition hall, but now I'm sure, you Lovely Xiaoyi, do you want to compare your drinking capacity with me?"

Cute hair!How else can you match this word besides being whiter?

I took the wine glass handed over by the waiter, touched him without soy milk, "Come on, it's done."

But he put his hand on my glass, "It's a comparison of drinking capacity and not speed. It will take a long time for one night. Why don't we take it slowly?" He poured a little cranberry juice into the vodka and added some mint , then took a sip and looked at me and asked, "Do you want to try it?"

I shook my head on this side and he came closer to him on the other side, and his mouth was close to mine in the next second.

His wine-stained tongue swept around the inside of my lips, "Do you like this taste?"

When I was about to say I didn't like it, my shoulders felt hot, and I turned my head to look, and I saw a person who I didn't expect to meet in this place.

A suit with dark coffee background and light brown check pattern, with open arms, revealing the royal blue shirt inside, and a gold tie clip with eight colored gemstones on the gray houndstooth tie.

He put down the wine glass in his hand next to mine, leaned his elbows on the bar, and looked at me sideways, "Why, not long after graduation, you can't even say hello when you see the teacher?"

I sat up straighter and smiled at him, "Look at what you said, I haven't seen you, teacher, for a long time, and I can't recognize you at all. Others are getting older and older. Look at you The more you live, the more you go back?"

Xu Hui turned his eyes to the back of me, looked at the five o'clock, took out a delicate business card case from his arms, took out a business card and handed it to him, "I saw you in the exhibition hall yesterday, this is my business card , we can chat if we have a chance." He said and glanced at me, "This kid is my student, don't you mind if I borrow him for a while to catch up?"