Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

There is a lot of time left... Is this going to be a general account?It's not going to come, pick out all the mistakes I made in the past three years, wash it, wash it, and fry it in a pot, right?Although the defense started smoothly, but before I get my graduation certificate, I still need to stop as long as I can.

"Well, you have something to say slowly." People have to bow their heads under the eaves, just because of the tuition fee of [-] a day for the past four years, I will have a grandson when I should be a grandson.

Xu Hui raised his thin eyelids to look at me, then pointed to the boxwood tea shovel in front of me, and I passed it to him knowingly.

Next he makes tea.The dispenser takes the tea, makes the tea, scrapes the foam, pours the soup cup, sprinkles the tea, and the action is called a clean and smooth flow of water, and I am very busy passing things by the side.

He didn't talk, and I didn't bother to talk, the two big men just guarded Zhang Gendiao's tea table, the fragrance of the tea was overwhelming, and the tea smoke was faint, so one had to pretend to be more aggressive.

"Now that the defense is over, the Bi-project has been done, and the exhibition effect is not bad, your undergraduate career is basically over." Xu Hui poured tea into the celadon cup in front of him, and added tea to the white porcelain cup in front of me. , and then picked up the cup and smelled the tea in his hand, "This is the top West Lake Longjing, brought back from the local area, try it."

I picked up the cup, put it in my hand and blew, waiting for Lao Xu's next words.To be honest, I really can't drink the difference between these teas ranging from a few yuan and one tael to tens of thousands of one tael. In my mother's words, it is poor life.

"What are your plans for the future?" Xu Hui blew around, took a sip and put down the cup, looking at me with a calm and composed expression.

"Looking for a job, I don't think about it as a graduate student, and I can't afford it even if I go abroad, so I can only find a job and do it. In fact, there is nothing good to plan." Drinking it in one gulp is probably a psychological effect, and I feel that my throat is moist and comfortable after drinking it.

Xu Hui pointed to the table, motioned for me to put down the cup, and refilled me with tea, "Why didn't you consider going to graduate school? You said you didn't want to go to graduate school some time ago, and I didn't ask much. At that time, you were not about to graduate. I understand. There is no employment pressure, but now you are graduating soon, don’t you still want to? If it’s because of financial problems, I can help you apply for a scholarship.”

"Thank you, Mr. Xu, for your concern. You know my grades. It's useless to advance to graduate school. Besides, I really have enough school. From kindergarten to now, it's equivalent to being a student all my life. I want to change my mind."

Xu Hui took out the cigarette again, and said in the smog, "That's fine." Then he didn't continue.

I drank my tea and waited for the old man to speak.

"Do you still plan to make clothes after graduation? I remember you came in as your second choice." Old Xu flicked ash and blew smoke rings.

"Actually, I want to do industry or environmental art more, but after all, I'm not a major. I can't tell if there is a company. Even if I want to, it's like starting from scratch. I have to learn a lot. I'm lazy, you know, so now I don't know. If you haven’t made up your mind yet, if it doesn’t work, just submit your resume and try.”

Xu Hui smiled, leaning back on the back of the sofa, and finally stopped holding on, "Guan Guan, boys are different from girls, and the responsibilities and burdens on their shoulders are very heavy. From graduation to employment, how do you choose?" It is a very important thing, it may be related to the rest of your life, if you make a wrong step, you will lose everything, if you make a wrong choice, you will have no regrets in the future."

I nodded again and again, "What you said is true, I must be cautious." And Lao Xu came to me to discuss career planning?I don't know how you can still be so conscientious.

But since your old man has spoken, I will follow along, "Yes, yes, the teacher is right, do you have any suggestions?"

"Guan Guan, I remember... Are you a single parent? Your father passed away early. It was not easy for your mother to bring you up alone. It is even more difficult for you to work so hard to get to where you are today. I think you are very sensible and have a lot of knowledge. Ideas, talent. Personally, I admire you very much."

Which song is this song?Why did you even pull out my mother and the dead ghost father?

I felt uncomfortable, "Teacher, if you have something to say, just say it."

Xu Hui put out his cigarette, sat up straight, leaned towards me, and smiled meaningfully, "Little boy, I'm just impatient, so I'll tell you straight up, you know my studio?"

"of course I know."

"My assistant left a few days ago, and now this position is vacant, and there is no suitable person to take over... Put it this way, do you understand?"

Tsk tsk, the stinky mouth of the third fat man is really good and not bad.

I cleared my throat, "I don't understand."

Xu Hui moved towards me, took my hand and patted the back of it.If this action is compared to the outside world, you can say that Lao Xu is a good teacher and helpful friend, that he cares about the students, and that he is sincere, but now in the office, the light is dim, and there are only two of them, and the taste is completely different. same.

Everyone in our class knows that I'm gay, and everyone doesn't shy away from it. Of course, Lao Xu knows it too, but it's okay. The key is that Lao Xu is also in the circle. Although everyone doesn't point out each other, but It's not the first day, who is a passerby can be seen at a glance.

"Guanguan, you haven't graduated yet, you haven't entered the society, and you don't know what is difficult and dangerous in the world and what is dangerous in the human heart. After all, teacher, I am a few years older than you, so I know better than you in this aspect. Society is a big dye tank. Whoever it is, if you go in clean, you will come out without being stained..." When Lao Xu said this, he changed from patting to touching, and I just let him, the old man is alone, and I am not afraid of him taking advantage of it.

"As for me, teacher, I have seen many very aura and talented children over the years. After graduation, they changed. The light in their eyes that attracted me was gone after entering the society. Such a thing It always makes me feel very sad, Guan Guan, I don't want you to become like that, if possible, I want you to stay like this, straightforward and full of vitality."

"Aren't you thirsty after all this? Come, drink tea." I handed him the teacup, but he didn't take it, and reached for the cup I used.

"Guan, you are very good like you are now, and you often don't speak properly. Other teachers may think you are naughty, but I think this is very good. If you follow me as my assistant in the future, I can help you Block a lot of unnecessary troubles, you don't have to learn to intrigue with others, you can concentrate on your design, and the assistant's work is very light, you still have a lot of free time to arrange for yourself, do industry or environmental art, it's up to you , I also have contacts in these areas."

I'll go, he doesn't blush when he speaks such a set of words.

"Come on, I appreciate the teacher's kindness, but I know how much I have. I don't have enough to be your assistant." I pulled my hand back, "Well, I suddenly remembered that I have something to do tonight."

As soon as I stood up, Xu Hui stood up, okay, Ya is half a head taller than me, so I have to look up at him so close.

He put his hand on my shoulder, "Sit down, we haven't finished talking." After speaking, he went to turn off the overhead light and locked the door.

Well, we can't be like a woman shouting indecently for help, this time is good, either I make excuses and get fucked hard by him, or he gets beaten up by me and makes the headlines of the evening paper.

It is impossible for me to compromise, so if he insists, I will only be famous once, and the headlines will be the last time.