[Whistle to] Obedience

He has forgotten how Chen Youdeng fooled him that night.

He only remembered that he dragged his body back to the dormitory in a daze, and then received a call from home.

Zhao Mian anxiously said: "Deng Deng, are you staying overnight this week?"

The regulations of City No. [-] Middle School are self-study on Saturday, vacation starts in the evening, and returns to school on Sunday evening.If there is no accident, Chen Youdeng usually stays overnight, so he said: "Stay here, what's the matter?"

"Youzhen passed out this morning and is now in the hospital. Are you and Sui Jie coming back to see him this weekend?"

After hanging up the phone, Chen Youdeng was worried all the time.Fang Youzhen's health is indeed getting worse. It's winter now, and the damp and cold in the south makes the chill penetrate into his bones. Fang Youzhen's weak body often wraps up in a ball and stays at home behind closed doors. He and Sui Jie occasionally When I got home, I went directly to visit him in the room.

The next day was Saturday, so he wanted to talk to Sui Jie after school at noon.

As a result, Chen Youdeng went to Sui Jie's classroom after class, but Sui Jie was not there. Only the long-lost Yi Fan was sitting upright in his seat. The two greeted each other. Chen Youdeng asked Yi Fan: "Sui Jie Woolen cloth?"

Yi Fan was looking at the movie tickets, and casually said: "When the get out of class is about to end, you told me to go to the canteen, and escaped from self-study, and you are coming back now."

Chen Youdeng is not surprised that Yi Fan is in their class. There is no teacher in the class in the self-study class, only the teacher on duty occasionally visits the class. Sometimes when I miss a good friend, it is okay to go to the class for two self-study sessions together.

Besides, Yi Fan's class is next door to Class Nine, so the two classes are considered to be familiar with each other.

The overnight stay registration form was due to be written on Saturday afternoon. Chen Youdeng was afraid that Sui Jie would write his name on the registration form without knowing it, so he said, "Then I'll wait for him." Then he sat on Sui Jie's chair.

Yi Fan leaned over to him and asked, "Chen Youdeng, look at this, "Fright Castle Night" or "Detonate the Ferris Wheel", which one is better?"

Chen Youdeng doesn't watch many movies, but he doesn't like to watch movies with explosive special effects, so he said casually, "Let's go to "Fright Castle Night."

Yi Fan nodded and said, "Thank you."

Chen Youdeng asked him: "Do you want to go to the movies with others?"

There is nothing to hide, so Yi Fan said openly, "Yes, there is a girl in our class."

Chen Youdeng watched him book the ticket and found that he still chose a separate seat, so he couldn't help feeling sad for him.

After a while, Yi Fan was going to eat too, so he said goodbye to Chen Youdeng and left.

Chen Youdeng sat alone in the classroom, Yi Fan was not there, he was the only one left in the empty classroom, the north wind was blowing outside, the classroom was still warm, but it seemed even more silent inside.

Chen Youdeng looked at his watch and decided that if Sui Jie didn't come back within 5 minutes, he would go to eat.

After a while, the door was knocked open with a "bang", and a biting cold wind swept into the room.Chen Youdeng saw Sui Jie coming in, and before he could call him, he saw Huo Tianyi coming in behind him.

The two of them entered the classroom without saying anything, and without seeing Chen Youdeng, Sui Jie pressed Huo Tianyi against the wall, and the two began to kiss unrequitedly.Chen Youdeng almost wanted to get under the table, but even that didn't help. The sound of sticky kisses and Huo Tianyi's murmuring sound from his throat were clearly transmitted to Chen Youdeng's ears without exception.

Chen Youdeng wanted to cut off his ears.

After ten seconds, Sui Jie's sentinel instinct seemed to finally work, and he realized that there was another person in the classroom.He left Huo Tianyi's passionate lips, and when he turned his head, he saw Chen Youdeng sitting in his seat.

Seeing that it was him, Sui Jie called out in embarrassment: "Deng Deng?!"

"Cough, um, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Chen Youdeng tried his best to calm down, but his heart was still beating violently, as if a rabbit was hidden inside, "I just want to tell you, Sui Jie...Fang Youzhen He fainted yesterday and went to the hospital, let's go see him after school this afternoon."

After speaking, he didn't even look at the faces of the two of them, so he rushed out.

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Although Chen Youdeng knew that Sui Jie had been immersed in a love relationship for many years, and also knew that Sui Jie would definitely not be in love with a Plato-like person after such a long time, but this was the first time he faced the visual impact of Sui Jie's kissing with his lover. .

Chen Youdeng was so shocked by this scene that he didn't come back to his senses all afternoon. The last big problem of the math homework that he had always been proud of took two hours and he couldn't solve it. He was so angry that he almost dropped his pen when the get out of class bell rang.

Damn Sui Jie, why didn't Kiss go to the grove, and waited for the teacher to pass by in the classroom so that they could give them a notice of criticism?Are you brave enough?

The math problem was not solved, and he couldn't stay at school to do his homework on Sunday. When school was over, Chen Youdeng waited for Sui Jie with a face darker than Bao Gong.

When Sui Jie saw Chen Youdeng, he was as docile as a sheep. He meekly helped Chen Youdeng carry his schoolbag, asked Chen Youdeng what he wanted to drink meekly, put the just-hot sesame paste into a straw and handed it to him meekly, and followed him meekly. He is waiting at the bus station.

Being meek to the extreme is deceitful, Chen Youdeng gave Sui Jie a wary look.

Sui Jie, however, took this look as a signal of anger, and immediately "slapped" his hands close to his sides, almost standing in a military posture.

"Why?" Chen Youdeng was puzzled.

"Oh." Sui Jie later realized his stupidity, relaxed, and saw that Chen Youdeng was still silent, so he took the initiative to say: "Dengdeng, I was wrong."

At that moment, Chen Youdeng was more inexplicable than Huo Tianyi's confession to himself, and said, "What are you apologizing for?"

That's right, Sui Jie couldn't figure it out again, why is he apologizing?

"Sorry for blinding you." He said honestly.

Chen Youdeng almost burst out laughing. Seeing that Sui Jie was serious, he straightened his face and said duplicity: "You and Huo Tianyi are not ugly, so what's the point of being blind? That scene was quite pleasing to the eye."

Sui Jie was stunned for a moment, then asked, "Then you don't feel unhappy?"

Chen Youdeng was even more puzzled, "Why do you feel unhappy?"

Yes, why should you feel unhappy?

Sui Jie couldn't figure out his own brain circuit, but he was a person who always thought about it and never thought about it.But he always felt that Chen Youdeng didn't feel unhappy, so he was not too happy. He continued to ask: "Is this the first time you see me kissing someone else?"

"Except for your dear Aunt Ranran, maybe." Chen Youdeng reluctantly replied.He was starting to feel a little unwell.

Just then the bus came, and Chen Youdeng got on the bus quickly, and after sitting down, he took out the paper to do it.Sui Jie knew that Chen Youdeng didn't like being disturbed when he was doing homework, especially when doing math homework, so he kept his mouth shut and dared not speak.

The car was stuffy and warm, and the temperature inside the car, which is unique to winter, made Chen Youdeng drowsy. He was about to fall asleep in the bumps, and the math papers had already been put back in his schoolbag.

Suddenly his shoulders sank.

Sui Jie is a big idiot who is sleepier than Chen Youdeng, and he didn't even know he fell asleep on Chen Youdeng's shoulder.His big head was heavy and heavy, and Chen Youdeng subconsciously wanted to push him.

The moment he touched Sui Jie's soft hair, Chen Youdeng's hand froze.After a long while, the hand was silently returned to its original position.

Forget it, let him sleep for a while.

After Fang Youzhen was admitted to the hospital, he checked a bunch of things and spent a small [-] yuan, but he was told that he was just mentally exhausted, and he was so angry that he was almost discharged from the hospital.

When Sui Jie and Chen Youdeng came to his ward, he was arguing with Xiang Ying.

Xiang Ying: "If you mess around again, I will, I will..."

Fang Youzhen yelled: "What are you doing?!"

Xiang Ying narrowed her eyes and said, "I'll just take a picture of you like this and post it online with your account."

Fang Youzhen was like a chicken being strangled by the neck, and immediately fell silent.

Xiang Ying stuffed Fang Youzhen, who had calmed down, into the quilt, and when she turned her head, she saw two little ones standing at the door, raised her eyebrows, and said, "Why don't you come in?"

Sui Jie put the fruit basket on the bedside, Fang Youzhen stared like copper bells: "Working? You are so successful, you spend your parents' money on this expensive thing."

"At least it's edible." Sui Jie said, sat down and began to break bananas.He just slept on Chen Youdeng's shoulder all the way, and his handsome face was covered with red marks. After getting off the car, he complained that his neck hurts, and Chen Youdeng kicked him several times in anger.

Chen Youdeng sat quietly on the side, and asked Fang Youzhen, "What's the matter with you?"

Fang Youzhen: "What else could be going on, isn't it just mental exhaustion? It has been like this for the past few years."

Xiang Ying said at the side: "It's almost bottoming out now! You can't fall asleep without taking sleeping pills, and you cry in your room at night until the pillow towel is wet. Do you think I won't be seen when I come to help you change your bed in the morning?"

Fang Youzhen said sternly: "Xiang Ying, shut up!"

Xiang Ying closed her mouth unwillingly, Sui Jie and Chen Youdeng looked at each other uneasily.Although they knew that Fang Youzhen's mental power was very thin, and they hadn't seen his little rabbit for a long time, they didn't know that Fang Youzhen was still sad alone in the house at night.

Fang Youzhen regained his composure, and grumbled as he touched the needle in his hand: "It's really annoying, here. When can I go back?"

Xiang Ying said angrily, "You stay here for me."

Fang Youzhen got angry and said, "Xiang Ying, who do you think you are?! I paid you to be my babysitter, when will it be your turn to restrict where I should go!?"

Xiang Ying opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she was discouraged, and said in a low voice: "If you don't stay in the hospital, you may not...you won't be able to last until next year."

Fang Youzhen was taken aback.

Both Sui Jie and Chen Youdeng panicked. Although they knew that it was rare for a widowed guide to live as long as Fang Youzhen, they were really caught off guard by the sudden bad news.

"What? What do you mean?" Sui Jie asked in a panic.

Xiang Ying lost the vigor of scolding Fang Youzhen just now, she seemed to be discouraged, and whispered: "Fang Youzhen, didn't you say that you would last for seven years? Didn't you want to show him..." His throat seemed to be hard Get up, "Don't you want to prove it to him?"

Fang Youzhen was silent for a long time, so long that Sui Jie and Chen Youdeng thought he was going to fall asleep, but he suddenly said, "I see."

When Xiang Ying heard that Fang Youzhen agreed, she was not in a happy mood, she just stood up and said, "I'll go and talk to the doctor."

And off he went, his coyote following hurriedly.

Xiang Ying's prairie wolf is called Rong Zheng, and he doesn't have much contact with starlings and suede skins. He will only hold the rabbits in his curled up blanket to sleep when a few Fang Youzhen's rabbit teeth come out.

Perhaps just like Xiang Ying's subconscious, he just cherishes Fang Youzhen and is not very close to the two of them.

"Sui Jie, I want to eat the barbecued pork buns from the bun shop downstairs." Fang Youzhen said suddenly.

Sui Jie stood up with a "whoosh" and walked to the door Fang Youzhen said leisurely: "I want his Hong Kong milk to ice three-point sugar, and I want a shredded chicken porridge, oh, I also want to try their mung bean cake , Chen Youdeng, what would you like to eat?"

Chen Youdeng glanced at the anxious Sui Jie, smiled and said, "I want a taro bun."

Sui Jie ordered to go downstairs to buy it. After the door closed, only Fang Youzhen and Chen Youdeng were left in the ward.

"This damn weather, it's really cold." Fang Youzhen muttered, hugging the two hot water bottles in his arms even tighter.

Chen Youdeng saw that he was funny, and felt a little better. He raised the corner of his mouth and said, "You really can't go anywhere except going to the toilet."

Fang You said angrily: "I was fine yesterday, and I was in good spirits. I just wanted to cook by myself. Who knew that I passed out as soon as I touched the vegetables in the sink..."

The winter is so cold, Fang Youzhen has been kept warm for so long, of course it is impossible to suddenly touch the cold water.Chen Youdeng said: "Be careful too, we are all worried to death."

"Why worry? Anyway, sooner or later you will die." Fang Youzhen sighed.

Hearing what he said, Chen Youdeng felt very uncomfortable. Today was going to be extremely difficult, and Fang Youzhen still said such things.

Fang Youzhen was still chattering about how unlucky he was, but when he looked up at Chen Youdeng with his head down and his eyes flushed, he was so frightened that he stuttered: "What...what are you doing?"

Chen Youdeng felt his head was buzzing and uncomfortable, as if a large sponge had been stuffed into his throat, he only whispered: "If you leave, we... We and Xiang Ying will all be very sad."

Fang Youzhen patted his head.

Chen Youdeng raised his red eyes and asked him, "Actually, what is Xiang Ying in your eyes?"

Fang Youzhen fell silent again, playing with the tassels of the hot water bottle in his hand.

"Since your rabbit can accept his wolf, why can't you accept him?"

"That's not how it counts." Fang Youzhen laughed, this time he smiled ugly, as if tears were coming from his eyes, "My mental space was torn after my sentinel died... completely torn. After the Sentinel and the Guide are combined, it is impossible to separate, so I can't hold another person in my heart. Besides, you know, my Sentinel, when he was on a peacekeeping mission in Africa, he was imprisoned by local terrorists ... He could have come back to me in another week.

As a result, because he was imprisoned, it was dragged on for a month...a month, he usually has to come back after being separated from me for two months to let me ease his emotions and reduce the possibility of manic attacks.As a result, he went into a fit of rage during his final week at the place, and was videotaped and posted online as part of a terrorist recruiting campaign.

In the end, he became manic and died of mental exhaustion. "

Fang Youzhen's tears had already flowed down, but he still insisted on laughing and narrating: "You know what is the most ridiculous thing? Before he went on a mission for the last time, I had a big fight with him. It was because of some trivial matter that I I already forgot about it, but we quarreled so much that we almost broke things, he finally endured not touching me, packed his luggage and left.

How did I know that the last time we saw each other ended in a big fight before I got his flag-draped relic?In the end, I couldn't even take a look at his dead body.I have been with him for seven years, so I told myself that I must last seven years to prove to him that I can do it by myself, and I can do it by myself without him taking care of me... But seven years really too long.It's been too long, with him or without him. "

"...Xiang Ying, do you know?"

"Of course I know." Fang Youzhen sighed, "After hiring the nanny, I told him clearly, and he understood. There was no problem in the first two or three years, but later I noticed that he was a little... But he always I didn't say anything, and I did things very neatly, and there was no place beyond the rules, so I had no choice but not to ask."

Chen Youdeng fell silent.Fang Youzhen saw his downcast appearance, smiled and patted his head again: "Why? It's not your own sentinel who died, what's so sad about it?"

"I... feel sorry for you."

"What's so uncomfortable? My only concern now is that I will be able to see him in another year." Fang Youzhen sighed. "It's my destiny. Since I chose to be with him, I won't regret it. But you..."

Chen Youdeng raised his head.

Fang Youzhen looked at him helplessly, and said: "Since you are still young, there are still many possibilities in the future, you should also get in touch with other people and things, try to accept them. This is not your fate, you don't have to be like me , stick to your life."

Chen Youdeng froze for a moment, then said again, "I don't understand what you're talking about."

"Little brat, you're still playing tricks in front of your grandfather and me." Fang Youzhen pretended to beat him, but Chen Youdeng hurried forward and stuffed his hands and feet back into the quilt: "Cover the quilt quickly, don't move around and you'll catch a cold again."

Fang Youzhen looked at him helplessly.