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Yu Hui is Tang Yuhui's sister, but Tang Yuhui has never met her.

The reason is simple, because she has been dead for 24 years.

The Yu family is a very high-status family.Both Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui are well-known scholars, and they are very powerful scholars who have made considerable achievements in industry.

However, Yu Jiagao not only has high social status, but also economic status.

Although Yu Zhengze was born in a poor family, his personal ability is too powerful. He is studying business and business, and he is able to display his talent between academics and interests; Tang Rui is the only daughter of the head of the Sushang family that has been around for hundreds of years. Girl, if she is not obsessed with the unpopular knowledge of paleontology, there is a high probability that she will inherit the family business. With her intelligence, she is indeed handy enough. One day Tang Rui gets tired of research work, and she will never have to worry about fine clothes and food for the rest of her life.

The two met in college—an age above the top, equally high-spirited, equally talented, and more coincidentally, equally famous and good-looking.

Yu Zhengzheng paid off all his student loans with an experimental patent in his senior year. He was already working on a doctoral project before he graduated from his undergraduate degree. With his savings during college, he bought a small apartment near the school. It is convenient to take a short walk from the dormitory in the morning; Tang Rui is a famous beauty in the college, and she is not an ordinary beauty, but a kind of beauty with a sense of distance.She is the human landscape on the long road from the girls' apartment to the laboratory. Every day, she wears plain long skirts that girls of the same age cannot afford for half a year's living expenses.

It's not surprising that good people are attracted to each other, it's strange that they end up falling in love and getting married.

Even after many years of graduation, this incident has aroused quite a lot of controversy among insiders—maybe in the subconscious of ordinary people, they always think that two people with the same personality should be mutually exclusive in the end, and everyone did not expect The love of wise people turns out to be blind sometimes.

However, the edges and corners cannot wrap each other, and can only become sharp thorns that are increasingly piercing.Perhaps the reason why many things have hidden worries is that there are indeed reasonable disasters in them, but they were hidden at the beginning.

The love at the top of the tower does lack a realistic place to stand, no matter it is an ivory tower or a pyramid.

After marriage, the relationship between Yu Zhengzheng and Tang Rui is getting colder and colder. There is no such fierce conflict between them, it is just because both of them are people who value themselves more. The world of adults is complicated, and love is nothing. important stuff.

But divorce is unnecessary, because there is no one who is more suitable for building a marriage than the person in front of him.

Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui are like two tenants who live in the same space and know each other. They are busy with their own affairs, but this is enough to fill up all their personal time.

Originally, this marriage in name only should be diluted by time reasonably, and then end peacefully when people forget about it.

However, the unexpected birth of her daughter Yu Hui changed this stagnant situation.

Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui can't be good husbands and wives, but they both want to be good parents.

The daughter has become an effective glue in the relationship between husband and wife that was originally cold, and Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui began to look like a couple who really thought about their children; A feeling that everyone loves each other.

Yu Hui, who has been loved by her parents thousands of times, has been a smart and beautiful little angel since she was a child. The blessing of her family is only her wings, but not her halo.

Intelligent and beautiful, she resembles Tang Rui very much.In the same way, Yu Hui had already shown that he had inherited his father's amazing intelligence when he was in elementary school.

Yu Hui has a strong mathematical ability. She was already studying science in high school when she was in the fifth grade. Before entering junior high school, she confidently told her parents that she would be a great female mathematician in the future.

However, she did not come into contact with the broader and more beautiful world of logic, and was forever suspended by time in the last summer vacation before entering junior high school.

In the sixth grade, Yu Hui took a one-year absence from school due to serious illness, but he still couldn't wait until he returned to school.

During the year when her daughter was hospitalized, Tang Rui's spirit almost collapsed. She took a long vacation with the research institute and was in a semi-retirement state. Yu Zhengzheng was slightly better, but also stopped a large part of the projects and work at hand.

They have tried everything, and the two of them seem to have never encountered any "difficulties" that cannot be solved in their lives, but sometimes there are really limited things that human beings can do. Such a couple is almost a winner in life , but can't exchange money and status for the health of his favorite daughter.

Yu Hui has just taken a step to embrace this beautiful world, and is about to bid farewell to it forever.

She's very kind, and the only thing she can't forget is how much her parents will be heartbroken - they love themselves so much, they must be very, very sad.

In the months when Yu Hui was just lost, Tang Rui could hardly do anything, she was not hysterical - she had been strong and beautiful all her life, and she would not express herself in such a gaffe, it was almost shameful for her.

However, there is still a gloomy and decadent air of death in Yu's house all day long.The two stronger people are cold and depressing even when they are in pain. Tang Rui misses his daughter almost going crazy, and Yu Zhengze is equally sad, but he is more distressed that there is a woman in his family who is about to go crazy after being hit.So after discussing with Tang Rui, he made an agreement and decided to try to have another child.

Try it, this is the full meaning of Tang Yuhui's life at the beginning.

Crying is probably the first action a baby uses to respond to its mother, and crying itself has the meaning of acting like a baby.

Presumably all babies are born with attachment to their mother, bathed in the confidence of being loved, and with a vigorous and vivid desire for the world.

The same is true for Tang Yuhui. At the moment when he cried out to the world, the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was Tang Rui's inexplicably silent and sad eyes. At that time, he must have never thought that he was a spiritual substitute. Taste.

When I was young, Tang Yuhui would always be told that my name looked like a girl’s, and would always be asked by children of the same age, why did you follow your mother’s surname?

Xiaotang Yuhui didn't know why, so he asked the teacher, who was a little embarrassed and vaguely said that maybe it was because his father loved his mother so much that he gave her such an honorable right.

The little Tang Yuhui still doesn't know what love is, but somehow feels that what the teacher said is not right.

——Because he rarely sees his parents staying together, they are often not at home, and the nanny and aunt are always taking care of him.

Xiaotang Yuhui will be very close to the aunt who takes care of her at first, but then she will not, because the aunt will be replaced by her mother soon.

Mom was never willing to spend more time with him, but she was always dissatisfied with the people who stayed with Tang Yuhui.

Once Tang Yuhui was blown hard in the yard during the day, and when he returned home at night, he caught a cold and developed a low-grade fever. He seemed to hear in a vague way that his mother, who had always been so beautiful and taciturn, had a cold tone that made him like her the most. The nanny aunt immediately packed up her things and left.

His mother seems to be concerned about his health to the point of nervousness, while his father only asks him to read books and do exercises.

They are all strict, with different strict methods and emphases, but they were all understood by Tang Yuhui as love when he was a child, because caring about health and strict requirements are indeed expressions of family affection.

But later Tang Yuhui realized that this is indeed a way of expressing family affection, but it should not be the only way.

Tang Yuhui had a very boring and lonely childhood, which lasted until the summer vacation before he entered junior high school.

Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui finally accepted the fact that he was not Yu Hui and could not replace Yu Hui, so they told him all the truth.

Although Tang Yuhui already understood that his parents didn't like him that much with his precocious wisdom, the real explanation was too cruel.Tang Yuhui also compared with her sister whom she had never met in adolescence with resentment, and then came to the conclusion that she might indeed not be as talented as Yu Hui.

But Tang Yuhui thought again, even if he was much smarter than his sister, Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui would not love him.

Despite the pain and loneliness, Tang Yuhui has grown into a taciturn but not extreme boy.

After Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui lived past Yu Hui's age, they no longer cared about his life.

Tang Yuhui's material needs have never been in short supply, but no one cares about what he is thinking.

But despite this, there are still two invisible rules imposed on him by the Yu family, and Tang Yuhui is well aware of this.

This is the invariable clause that Yu Zhengze and Tang Rui carved into his soul with a spine knife from the moment he was born. In short, it is two requirements for Tang Yuhui: First, he must not be outstanding ; Second, he must not be unhealthy.

"They haven't called me for a long, long time, since I left home." Tang Yuhui lay quietly on the grass, and the air above his head was enveloped in a huge mass of heavy and quiet sadness .

His head rested on Kang Zhe's abdomen, rising and falling with Kang Zhe's calm breathing, "The last time I saw my mother was in the hospital, it was last year. She was diagnosed with breast cancer, and it has been several months but no one told me."

"I know this news came from a brother of mine who was an undergraduate, and later went to study for a doctorate in my mother's institute. He told me when he returned to school to attend the meeting."

Even though it has been more than a year, Tang Yuhui can still clearly remember that the weather was not very good that afternoon. The content of the meeting was not in Tang Yuhui's field. Sleeping and tea break, the senior brother who hadn’t seen him for a long time came over in a hurry, with undisguised and unbearable pain on his face, he looked at Tang Yuhui for a while before saying as if it was difficult to speak: "Little Tang, is Teacher Tang okay?"

When Tang Yuhui arrived at the hospital that night, it took a lot of effort to enter the ward, because his name was not among the "family members" who could visit.

And when he pushed open the door of the ward and saw Tang Rui half lying on the bed, his face pale, Tang Yuhui could still feel the burning temperature of his eyes for an instant.

The beauty who was once favored by the heavens to this point actually showed such a withered feeling one day. He once thought that Tang Rui would never grow old.

Yu Zhengze was not there, only Tang Rui's assistant researcher was beside her listening to her work arrangement without saying a word.

When Tang Rui saw Tang Yuhui, her face sank almost quickly, with an anger as if offended, deeply hidden under a frost-like indifference.

But maybe because of caring, Tang Yuhui seemed to see a trace of pain on her face in a hurry.

Tang Rui asked coldly: "What are you doing here? You are not needed here, go back and do your own business."

Tang Yuhui said sadly: "Mom...why didn't you tell me...?"

"What's the use of telling you," Tang Rui said impatiently, "Are you a doctor? Just take care of yourself."

Even though Tang Yuhui showed a hundred thousand points of patience that day, she did not reach an agreement with Tang Rui peacefully. Tang Rui's illness was not so serious that it could not be recovered, but she herself did not cooperate.

After being found in the ward by Tang Yuhui, she quickly changed hospitals, and took the initiative to cut off the already sparse contact with Tang Yuhui.

Yu Zhengze's words were also ambiguous, but the central meaning of both of them was very clear, so Tang Yuhui was asked to ignore this matter.

A year later, at this time, Tang Yuhui was lying quietly on the green grass exuding a pleasant smell.The sunset on the plateau dyed the mountains red, and the sky was gradually covered with a layer of gold. Kang Zhe, who was lying silently next to him, hadn't said a single word since Tang Yuhui opened his mouth.

He rubbed Tang Yuhui's hair quietly, and said slowly after a long time, "Is that aunt okay now?"

Tang Yuhui was silent for a long time before softly saying, "I don't know."

"I was in a mess last year. I was worried all the time. I was a little nervous, lacked sleep, and maybe I was a little anorexic. I tried all the ways to get her to treat me well, but no one paid attention to me." Tang Yuhui Dao, "The project I took on as a graduate student just entered the final stage at that time, and I was under a lot of pressure. Every day was chaotic and at a loss. At that time, there was a classmate... who was my undergraduate roommate. We have always had a good relationship. He also Joined the group I was in charge of, but I didn't expect him to hate me so much...or even so...hate me..."

"He made a little fuss and didn't conduct experiments on the part he was in charge of. Instead, he copied the conclusions of an existing foreign study. That study has not been published, and I don't know where he got the data. But this matter I was also wrong. At that time, my life was almost a mess, and I didn’t notice these details at all. The data he gave was not very biased, and his professional quality was also excellent. I never thought about verifying the source of the data, so I just sorted it out It's time for the plea."

"Just a few days after the defense, the study was suddenly published. When I was asked about it during the defense, my mind went blank, and I kept thinking about why."

Kang Zhe's hand paused, and then, as if comforting, he gently moved up from the end of Tang Yuhui's hair, and gently brushed his ears.

Tang Yuhui said slowly: "The result given by the school is that I and the boy were punished at the same time. I am the team leader. Even if I am not responsible for the part, I should be fully responsible. I was asked to drop out of school in the name of academic misconduct. , that boy didn’t get a graduate degree either.”

Tang Yuhui paused for a while, then pulled Kang Zhe's hand from stroking her hair, and put it on her chest: "Of course I can't hide such a big thing from my father. He was very angry and kicked me out of the house; but he I have a lot of power to speak, and I should have communicated with our dean later. This kind of scandal was originally handled in a low-key manner. My punishment has not been formalized yet, and it was inexplicably replaced with "the value of the topic is doubtful, and graduation will be postponed for one year. ’ It’s such a painless way of dealing with it.”

After being silent for a while, Tang Yuhui smiled and said, "The classmate who deliberately framed me was not that surprised. He was forced to drop out of school, but he didn't seem to care much. He told me that he didn't want to continue this business for a long time. See if you can drag me into the mire as you go."

"I still remember him looking really happy, as if he was relieved, and before leaving, he told me: 'Sure enough, you won't.'"

When Tang Yuhui said this, he was quiet for a while, and then smiled, "Of course I won't, even if I'm dropped out of school, I won't do anything because of this kind of thing. Get kicked out, and my parents don't love me, which I already knew."

"When I left home that day, I happened to meet my mother coming back. I haven't seen her for half a year. She is very thin and has a sick face, but when she looks at me, she suddenly becomes strict. Of course she knows all this. Cause and effect, but only said one thing to me—”

"If your sister..."

Tang Yuhui covered the air above his eyes with Kang Zhe's generous palms, and they gathered quietly in Kang Zhe's palms like cooled fog.

"Azhe, do you know? I understand that childhood problem when I grow up. My surname is Tang, not because my father loves my mother very much, but because I want to keep the name Yu Hui. My name sounds nice. Right? There are fathers, mothers, sisters, a happy family, but without me."