spring night

(Extra five, I think I will be alone for the rest of my life)

Hu Feng watched Xiao Zining and Hu Xiao go to the airport, and watched his brother's plane take off before leaving. He knew his identity, but actually watching his brother silently like this was already a great gift.

Time flies so fast, for more than five years, he followed Hu Xiao and Xiao Zining day and night, and once fantasized that there might be a possibility for himself and his brother, but the more he looked at it, the more angina he felt, and he knew that he had ruined himself with his own hands. love,

I fell in love with my brother passionately, is this enough?How to express love?Hu Feng doesn't know how to love someone, is it true that love is simply possession, in Hu Feng's heart before, he took it for granted that his paranoia towards his brother was his fucking love, and the thing he thinks about most every time is himself, his own selfishness , My own selfishness wants to keep my brother by my side, as long as I go home, I can see him, as long as I need it, it will appear, just like declaring my own exclusive right to something that belongs to me,

But elder brother is not a thing, he is a person, and he also needs love and respect.He will be sad, and he will love someone, but that person is not himself.

These years, Hu Feng has watched the person he loves live happily every day, living a happy little life sweetly, his brother has never been so happy, Hu Feng has never seen his brother's happy expression, Every time I can only give my brother sadness.

Hu Feng thought back to the cruel things he had done in the name of love, and the painful self-blame was beyond expression. In fact, love is sometimes a matter of one person. But it will be remembered for a lifetime, and my brother is an obsession that I can't get.

It's not that I don't love my brother, on the contrary, maybe I love him too much for a long time. I have always regarded my brother as my obsession, thinking about it day and night, wanting to monopolize him like crazy, and hurting my brother too much. The people I love the most around my brother are eradicated one by one, and I isolate my brother, thinking that my brother can look at me, but unfortunately in front of me, my brother is like a walking dead. mask, drunk and dreaming.

But in front of his brother's favorite Xiao Zining, his brother is alive and agile, which shows how unbelievable he is, and how little he cares for his brother.I have always been asking for my brother, like a paranoid who always wants to occupy, my brother's love, and everything about my brother, I just blindly ask for it, I don't give it, I am greedy too much, so I lost the person I love the most.There are many things in life that you cannot regret, and regret is useless.

It's just that I will never be half as good as Xiao Zining. If it was true more than ten years ago, I would definitely grit my teeth and say, "Brother, don't even think about leaving me. Even if I break your leg, I will force you to stay. "Now Hufeng really wants to let go.

Hu Feng watched with a smile, brother and Xiao Zining happily exchanged rings, kissed, boarded the plane and started their global honeymoon plan,

Hu Feng felt that it was time for him to leave his brother forever, and he thought with some relief in his heart, "Brother, if I leave to make you happy, then I will give up completely this time. You bastard brother who has been chasing you for a long time, you will definitely be very happy." Have fun!"

The love that has entangled most of my youth has finally come to an end. Sure enough, in the end, I am still alone. Maybe I will always be alone, forever alone. He will never love again. His love has long been exhausted by Wind Howl... …

(Fanwai [-] if it can be reborn)

He held Dabao and Xiaobao's chubby little hands, looked at the two little brothers who were still fighting just now, and now hugged each other intimately and whispered, hugged the two naughty little guys, and smiled. It's not too thin, and these two little guys are with me, they are also the only connection between me and my brother

Daddy, that kid, smiled, and in his clear eyes, there was a cunning little gleam after playing a prank (they just drew a big pig's head with watercolor pens on the back of Xufeng's shirt)

"Daddy will only be alone in the future, you can't abandon daddy in the future!" Hu Feng hugged the furry Dabao and Xiaobao, thinking that these two little ghosts were sneaking behind him for a long time, what must they be doing? It's a bad thing, it's playing tricks on people again, since they are so happy, don't expose them, two little bastards.

"No, we love Daddy the most, and we won't leave Daddy, we are Daddy's caring little padded jackets." The two dolls looked at Hufeng sensiblely.

"Good... If everything starts over again, and I live another life, I will redeem my sins. I will still follow my brother to protect my brother's position as a loyal brother until he no longer needs me. Only this time, I will not take a wrong step and ruin my life. I hurt myself, and I hurt my brother." Hufeng rubbed their soft little faces vigorously, and felt that the whole person had gained unprecedented peace. He lay on the grass, and the sun shone warmly on his body, just like his brother when he was a child. Give yourself the feeling of hugging for the first time, warm.

Brother, you said that there was no possible chance between you and me. There are too many complicated hatreds and entanglements between us. In this life, no matter what price I pay, I still hope that I can meet you again. At that time, neither you nor I have any hatred or coercion. We meet in the vast crowd like this. I can hold you in my arms and love you carefully. , and you, can give me a chance to love you...

"Do you want to be reborn too?"

Hu Feng was taken aback, and sat up abruptly, looking at a handsome boy in his 20s who looked ordinary and handsome, this boy had a look of ruffian that didn't match his age.

"I'm telling you! Brother, rebirth is not fun! Rebirth is risky, so be careful!" The boy patted Hufeng on the shoulder, his face tensed, and his expression was serious.

"Liu Wei, who the hell, allowed you to hook up men there, come here!" Just as he was speaking, an unusually handsome man with red lips and white teeth appeared beside the boy, holding the boy's ears with his big hands, She pulled him to her side and hugged him in an instant.

"Tang Ershao, I'm just chatting casually, you have too much to do! Could it be that I can't even talk!" The boy named Liu Wei suddenly blew his hair and yelled angrily

"Didn't I say that you can only talk to me! You bastard, now, I will punish you!" Tang Er Shao kissed the mouth of the naughty boy in his arms with malicious intentions, and pressed him against the wall Go, took off the clothes, opened his mouth, and began to chew.

"Help! Let go of me, uncle, I like soft/soft/soft cute girls, I don't like men, don't be gay~~" The ruffian boy struggled.

Hu Feng shook his head, quickly picked up Dabao and Xiaobao, and covered the eyes of the two little babies with his big hands.

Dabao and Xiaobao were very curious and wanted to see what the two brothers were doing. Hufeng held them down and said intimidatingly, "Dabao and Xiaobao can't watch. Those two guys are doing bad things. Children will get needles when they see it. Rotten eyes!" Dabao and Xiaobao were so frightened that they dared not move in Hufeng's arms.

Hu Feng strode away from the square, still cursing in his heart, "What are you kidding, you're fucking hot in broad daylight, it's not suitable for children, what can you do if you spoil the children, young people nowadays I really have no sense of public morality!

The author has something to say: Dear friends, I want to write a rebirth article. It is a love story about a money-loving criminal ruffian who is reborn as the bodyguard of the underworld second young master, protecting the coquettish underworld second young master. I hope everyone can read it. look!This article is finally finished, great!yeah!I am so sorry that everyone loves you!