spring night

Just leaning against the window, Xiao Zining could feel the wind blowing on his face, looking down, the scenery as far as he could see, everything was so small, in a trance, Xiao Zining felt as if he was flying in the air, just like a bird without feet , this kind of lonely bird can fly and fly, and sleep in the wind when it is tired... This kind of bird can only land once in its life, and that is when it dies...

Xiao Zining really wanted to find his father. As a person, at least he had to know who his father was, but Xiao Zining would never find it. Maybe he wouldn't be able to see his father when he fell to the ground like a footless bird!Xiao Zining wanted to see his father very much. His dream since he was a child was to find his father, to be loved, criticized and taught by his father like any normal boy, to be able to hold his father's hand to go to the park to watch football games, drink beer, Talk about beautiful women, like all father and son living happily together,

People are like this, the more they can't get, the more they want it, the more they want to experience the taste of what they can't get, the same is true for Xiao Zining, sometimes he feels that his longing and attachment to his father and father's love are about to become A sickness!

This was a scary overlooking, but Xiao Zining calmed down.Because Wu Xiao is by his side like a father, how wonderful it would be if Wu Xiao was his father!

In fact, he still likes Hu Xiao in his heart these days when he gets along with him, and even adores him a little, just like a son worships and respects his father. If Wu Xiao is not a drug lord, he must be the most gentle man like a father in his heart!He doesn't want to change anything, but he just eliminates all evils based on the sense of justice in his heart as a policeman...

"Little cutie sees it clearly, now everything in this city is under your feet! It's like you are the master of this world, you can control them at will! This world is so unfair, some people can dominate others, To become a master, you can trample on others at will, and some people can only become slaves of others to be trampled on by others. It has been the same since ancient times, and I want you to be strong! Be like me A man who can dominate others..." Hu Xiao whispered in Xiao Zining's ear in a persuasive manner, his voice was low and full of hypnotic power.

Xiao Zining didn't answer, but his body moved.He also knew in his heart that what Wu Xiao said was right, but he was a policeman, an undercover agent. He couldn't forget his responsibility as a policeman. This man, who was 19 years older than himself, now embodies the calmness and arrogance of a fascinating mature man. Middle-aged mature men in their 30s are the most attractive…

Xiao Zining couldn't help being intoxicated by Hu Xiao's gentle and cold appearance at that time, Xiao Zining leaned against Wu Xiao's warm embrace, feeling the warm body temperature coming from Wu Xiao's body, his heartbeat, and his body mixed with a touch of tobacco It smells good...

Xiao Zining put his head on Hu Xiao's chest and listened to the pounding heartbeat. He was very comfortable. He couldn't help being intoxicated by it, in the warm spring breeze, in this man's gentle embrace...

Xiao Zining knew that this was wrong, he would not abandon his sense of responsibility as a policeman since he was a child, and he would not forget Xiao Chuan who always took care of him like a sister, but his heart also trembled for this man in this warm embrace , Xiao Zining closed his eyes, listening to the low and magnetic voice of Wu Xiao slowly sounding from his ears, as if lying in his father's arms, like the most beautiful dream in the world, this dream is so beautiful, let it continue Xiao Zining understands that dreams are usually short-lived, he can only treat them as a game, and then enjoy them quietly, no matter what happens, he never wants to pay attention to it...

"When you were standing below, and I was standing here, you were also as small as the people below, like a small dust that would shatter if you squeeze it lightly." Wind Howl continued.

Xiao Zining lowered his head, but still did not make a sound.

"Therefore, people yearn for high places. Only those who stand on top can control everything they want to control. This world is a law of the jungle. All animals are like this. Humans are also animals. Of course, this is also the case. Human society has existed since ancient times. All follow this principle. The beast-like law of the jungle is an eternal truth, animals are like this, people are more like this! You remember that if you don’t dominate others, others will dominate and enslave you. There will always be such sewers below, so the beautiful people and pets you just saw will be polluted by dirty and brutal men, and all beautiful things will always be polluted by human desires." Wind Howl said with firm eyes , looking at the tall buildings in the distance, with a melancholy and seductive expression.

Xiao Zining listened, opened his eyes, raised his head, and looked at the innocent big eyes like a newborn cub looking at his father in a daze.

"Can't you bear what happened just now?" Wu Xiao asked back with a hint of sarcasm, Xiao Zining gritted his teeth and refused to answer, then heard Hu Xiao continue, "Since this matter exists, there are people and reasons that need him to exist, I can't stand you Can you do anything? You can’t do anything, said Wind Howl dismissively

But this is against the law." As a policeman, Xiao Zining couldn't help but said, Hu Xiao approached Xiao Zining and raised his sharp and small chin, mockingly said, "Breaking the law?The law only treats those ordinary people who are useless. To me, the law is bullshit. If I have no contacts in the police station and the government, I am a fool, how can I still live here now!Life is like this, there is no absolute black and white, most of them only think about the gray area that we only have... Only gray can have both sides, can control everything, you can see this, if you are not my person, you still don’t know, You will only be mediocre and self-righteous living in a corner, and your anger is of no use! "

Hu Xiao stared at Xiao Zining's face, and found that he was really very much like himself, and he really missed his youthful appearance. Sometimes when Hu Xiao saw Xiao Zining, he would have the illusion of looking at photos when he was young. Being raised like that, he would probably be more beautiful and attractive than them, Wu Xiao intentionally rubbed Xiao Zining's chin with his thumb, "It's really likable to grow up like you, there must be many people who want to collect you Yes. You know what? If you have everything you're their master and you're their master"

Xiao Zining was aggrieved by what Huu Xiao said, and he opened the hand that was holding his chin. In fact, he liked Huu Xiao, was angry at the same time, and was a little afraid, so he pushed Huu Xiao away. He kept hinting that he should not be intoxicated in the In the depraved warmth, he said, "It's terrible for you to say that, it's really inhuman!! I think there is still justice and humanity in this world!"

Hu Xiao saw Xiao Zining's angrily expression, like a puppy whose tail was stepped on, he was as cute as a smile, patted his head and then pressed Xiao Zining in his arms again, just like stroking his favorite pet He stroked his back in the same way, "What is justice! That's fart! What is humanity? It's not a useless bullshit for abuse brought up by those who can't control themselves, fuck! Only life Where there is power and money comes justice..."

"Xiao, don't say that!"

"Little cutie, you are too simple. Life is like this. You will see a lot in the future. Life is like this. I hope you will become a strong man like me..."

"But I don't want to do this..." Xiao Zining shook his head to express his dissatisfaction

"Good! You listen to me! In fact, maybe you don't know that I got this position today because of a lot of killings. For this reason, I killed my uncle and my uncle and exiled my younger brother. Why is it just to keep my position?" The status of life is also established in a pool of blood..."

Hu Xiao hugged Xiao Zining, who was soft and soft in his arms, and the bloody storms of the past ten years kept appearing in his mind. After he lost his memory in that plane disaster, he was secretly transferred to a rural clinic. In the black clinic, he did not receive all the medical treatment he deserved. He had a high fever and his wound was a little inflamed. The barefoot doctor in the black clinic only used some cheap antipyretics and anti-inflammatory drugs to treat him.

If it wasn't for Wu Xiao's fate, he might have died a long time ago. When he woke up, he didn't know anyone, had no money, was kicked out of a black clinic, and almost became a beggar. Then his younger brother Hu Feng found him and told Wu Xiao Hu Xiao slowly recovered a little bit of his memory and knew that the disaster was actually a conspiracy between his uncle and his uncle to plant a time bomb on the plane that his parents and Hu Xiao were on, not why it was just to get the control of Asia's number one gangster. the status of the

Because the uncle and the uncle knew that their parents wanted to hand over the top position of Morning Star to themselves, they were anxious. They waited for more than ten years, and they had been spying on the position of the gang leader, so they kept sending people to assassinate and kill Hu Xiao and his younger brother Hu Xiao. wind……

At that time, Hu Xiao was always in danger of being assassinated. At that time, Hu Xiao, who was recovering from a serious illness, could only be protected by his younger brother Hu Feng. At the most tragic time, in order to avoid chasing and killing them, they were hiding like mice crossing the street. In the end, Hu Xiao and Hu Feng were found by their uncle's subordinates. Hu Xiao will never forget that day. His uncle looked at him and his younger brother with a sneer, and ordered those subordinates to kill them and then dismember them. He and his younger brother were almost beaten to death. Fortunately, he was rescued by his father's old subordinate, Xiaofeng. This incident made Wu Xiao understand that only violence and killing can save him in the gang. In order to save his life and his brother's life, he contacted all his subordinates and killed all the traitors. He also tortured and killed his uncle. He and his uncle fed all their meat to the dogs...

Afterwards, Hu Xiao got all the rights, but finally Hu Xiao found out that his younger brother Hu Feng was actually a member of his uncle and uncle, and he had been here to monitor him. All for the purpose of making Huu Xiao trust him, Hu Feng secretly drugged him, wanted to get him infected with drugs, and then slowly manipulated Huu Xiao to make him his puppet, in fact Hu Feng is the black hand behind the scenes to seize power...

Hu Xiao was shocked at the time. He didn't know why even his own younger brother wanted to hurt him. He still had a little affection for his only younger brother, so he exiled his younger brother abroad, making Hu Feng stay away from China for the rest of his life...

From now on, Wu Xiao no longer trusts anyone, he only believes in himself, power, violence, money, he hates people who deceive him the most, once he finds out that someone deceives him and betrays him, he will make that person's life worse than death, but he and Xiao Zining have a life-and-death relationship There is a sense of intimacy, Wu Xiao trusts Xiao Zining unconditionally, and loves him, maybe this is the fate between him and him...