Fang Xing

Under Su Yan's comfort, Chen Zilin gradually stopped trembling, but the gaze firmly fixed on Su Yan told Su Yan that he hadn't fully woke up from the nightmare.

Su Yan looked at the person under him—the wet tears were still hanging on the eyelashes, the moist eyes shone with tiny light, coupled with the red eye sockets and nose, he looked like a little girl who was bullied. Animals look so cute.

"Su Yan?"

"Ok?"

Chen Zilin didn't speak anymore, rubbed the bed sheet unconsciously, and closed his eyes again, as if he believed that all this was a dream, and he didn't want to indulge in it.

Seeing Chen Zilin calm down, Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief, his outstretched hand paused in the air, and finally touched Chen Zilin's trembling eyelashes.The gentle touch of the fingertips made Su Yan feel as if he was being burned, and suddenly withdrew his hand, and quickly climbed off Chen Zilin's bed, afraid that he would do something shameful again.

After Su Yan got out of bed, she couldn't see Chen Zilin's figure anymore, and her heart suddenly flustered, as if something was quietly missing.After thinking for a while, Su Yan climbed onto his own bed, so that he could clearly see what was happening on Chen Zilin's bed.

Chen Zilin was already conscious when Su Yan got out of bed, and he recalled uncertainly the slight itching that seemed to be still on his eyelashes.

'Is that really Su Yan? '

Feeling uncertain, Chen Zilin quietly opened his eyes a little, and the snow-white ceiling was reflected in his pupils, shattering Chen Zilin's last illusion: "That's right, how could Su Yan talk to me, aren't you used to it these days?" ? '

Here Su Yan had no idea what Chen Zilin was thinking, he was recalling the little things between him and Chen Zilin in the past six months, and was annoyed that he hadn't recognized his heart earlier and had brought so much harm to Chen Zilin.

But time is irreversible, and what has happened will not make people choose a second time.Even if you regret it, there is nothing you can do.

While Su Yan was looking at Chen Zilin carefully, Chen Zilin was also recalling everything that happened in the past six months.From confessing to Su Yan, to preparing a birthday gift for Su Yan, to being stopped...everything made him see no hope.

'Su Yan, I give up. '

At this time, Chen Zilin didn't know that the relationship between him and Su Yan had already been turned upside down.

Chen Zilin woke up again, and was woken up by Zhao Qihang and Xu Junyu. The two entered the dormitory door bluffing, threw the dinner for the two people in the dormitory on their respective tables, and shouted loudly. The two called out.

Su Yan sat up, and before he had time to raise his index finger to his lips, Chen Zilin sat up amidst the noise, replied "Thank you, buddy" and climbed down from the bed, picked up the bag that belonged to him. Dinner: "How much? I'll transfer it to you."

He never looked at Su Yan from the beginning to the end.

Su Yan could see Chen Zilin's indifference, as if something was stuck in his throat, making him unable to breathe and unable to speak.

While eating, Su Yan suddenly put down his chopsticks: "Chen Zilin!" The person whose name was called pulled his consciousness back from nothingness: "Su Yan?"

Seeing Chen Zilin's cautious appearance, Su Yan felt even more annoyed. He walked up to Chen Zilin in two steps, bent down, almost touching his face with Chen Zilin's, and the latter was so frightened that he couldn't breathe carefully. few.Su Yan took a deep breath: "I'm sorry, and... I like you!"

But Chen Zilin's reaction was not what Su Yan imagined. He imagined many possibilities, but none of them was the same as now - the person who was accused just glanced at him: "I'm sorry, I'm tired."

Su Yan froze all of a sudden, neither retreating nor advancing.In the end, it was Zhao Qihang who went up to push the two of them apart: "It's alright, alright, don't say 'I'm sorry' to each of you, what's the trouble if you were fine two days ago!"

Chen Zilin lowered his head and continued to eat, but Su Yan seemed to be nailed to the spot, motionless. After a while, he found his voice: "Chen Zilin, you... have recovered?"

Chen Zilin looked strange: "Huh?"

"It's nothing, you still remember, did you celebrate my birthday?"

Chen Zilin's chest was full of anger: "Didn't you let me torment these useless things?"

"That's not what I meant...you forgot? We still..."

"Su Yan... I still have self-knowledge."

"No, you really forgot?"

Zhao Qihang still chimed in: "Didn't you confess to Liu Siya that day?"

"I didn't forget."

Xu Junyu pulled Zhao Qihang away under Su Yan's cold gaze, and said, "What's going on with you, have you forgotten?"

Su Yan just stared at Chen Zilin, clenched his hands into fists, and pressed his lips tightly. Finally, he turned around as if discouraged, stood in front of his desk, opened the drawer, took out a card, and returned to Chen Zilin's place. He held it up to him: "This one was originally given to me, right?"

Chen Zilin looked at the card, then at Su Yan's face, and suddenly smiled, "Su Yan, are you interested?"

Unexpectedly, Su Yan would reply: "Interesting." Seeing that Chen Zilin didn't reply, Su Yan went on to say: "I like you, I'm sorry, I didn't find out all this time, can you give me a chance now?"

Unexpectedly, after hearing this sentence, Chen Zilin became even more emotional: "Like me? Or do you like that Chen Zilin from 'time travel'? Can you tell the difference?"

"Are you jealous?" Su Yan smiled, "There are no two Chen Zilins, they are all you, right? The one I like is you, the one I've been with for a year."

Chen Zilin suddenly didn't dare to look at Su Yan anymore, he leaned against the cabinet next to him with a headache and didn't make a sound.Suddenly Su Yan's fingers touched the corners of his eyes, and Su Yan's voice sounded in his ears: "You are crying."

Chen Zilin thought he was staring back viciously, but he didn't know that his appearance with tears in the corners of his eyes had no deterrent power at all.His eyes were sore, but Su Yan was still smiling.

"Forget it," Chen Zilin sat on the table, buried his face in his hands, "who told me to like you."

Su Yan laughed until he lost his eyes. He leaned over and kissed the person who was almost lost: "Thank you."

Thank you for giving me a chance.

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