After pretending to be good and being spotted by the boss

Qin Yuzhi: ...

Que An seemed to always have this kind of talent for making the serious atmosphere disappear.

Que An shook his head and denied:

"That can't be? Ah, what's the matter with reproductive isolation, what kind of children do two men want?"

Qin Yuzhi lowered his eyes and said:

"Have you ever thought that your liking for me might be just a pet's attachment to its owner?"

Que An froze for a moment.

Wait a minute, which is good? Seems like a bit of a misunderstanding.

pet?

Vaguely, he recalled that when Qin Yuzhi and himself first met, he was a husky. Later, in order to conceal his identity, he always stayed by Qin Yuzhi's side in the name of a dog. Know your identity.

So? Qin Yuzhi has always misunderstood his feelings towards him as a pet dog towards its owner?

Big misunderstanding.

He kept it from Qin Yuzhi at the beginning, and kept it from now.

Que An didn't think this was a big deal, so he didn't explain it all the time, but he didn't expect that Qin Yuzhi cared about this?

No one spoke in the car for a long time, Qin Yuzhi felt that the air was filled with a silent and strange atmosphere, turned his head to look to the right, and saw Que An's expression of enlightenment.

Que An raised his eyes, hesitant to say something but hesitant to make up? A smile:

"Then what... actually—"

Suddenly, just as he was about to speak, the light pierced his eyes head-on, and the car body brushed against the curb uncontrollably, and rushed straight towards the side of the road!

Que An shouted:

"careful!!"

The gray pupils constricted.

Que An stretched out his hand and yanked the steering wheel, and the car came to a dangerous stop on the curb, only two or three centimeters away from the cliff.

If it had been one tenth of a second late, the car would have fallen off the cliff.

Qin Yuzhi was panting heavily, sweat dripping from his head from the rest of his life, watching the thrilling scene in front of him.

The street lights were turned off, and the line of sight from the car was slightly lowered, and the falling rocks rolling down from the sky could be vaguely seen.

Que An turned on the emergency light on the roof of the car, illuminating Qin Yuzhi's pale face, and he pulled Qin Yuzhi's arm to make him face himself:

"Are you OK?"

Qin Yuzhi clenched his fists in a daze, his palms were full of sweat, and he couldn't use any strength. The moment just now made his whole body go limp.

He was in a trance, just now, while he was driving.

No, it's not a trance, it's a momentary hallucination.

At that moment, all the scenery in front of him disappeared, leaving only a piece of white. He was at a loss as to where to drive, and fell into endless panic.

Qin Yuzhi lowered his eyes in pain, closed them hard, and opened them again.

Que An's hand, the two dumplings, the steering wheel, the street lamp in front of him...

Everything is still clearly in front of his eyes.

Que An held up his face anxiously, and carefully looked at every part of his face, and he could see the panic in his eyes:

"Good, what's the matter?"

Que An called this? Such a title, Qin Yuzhi would definitely feel that it was against the law, but at this moment, he had no time to reprimand Que An, so he swallowed his saliva with difficulty, rubbed his eyes with both hands, and opened them repeatedly. close again:

"I, I just now seemed? I couldn't see? I disappeared..."

Que An gently stroked his back, and slowed down his voice to calm his emotions:

"It's okay, it's okay now."

Qin Yuzhi felt panicked for the first time.

Before getting sick, taking medicine, getting injections, taking blood tests, entering the operating room, or even being notified of a critical illness, he never panicked.

But at the moment when he couldn't see it just now, he panicked.

There is a misty white in front of my eyes, there is no warning or reminder, and my vision becomes a vast expanse of white, like Pandora's magic box, and I never know when it will be opened.

Qin Yuzhi buried his head in his hands, and there was some anxiety in his usually cold tone:

"I suddenly saw it just now? It's gone, why... I don't know why..."

Que An hugged the man in his arms, and patted him on the shoulder:

"Forget it."

Jiji and Jiji also jumped onto Qin Yuzhi's shoulders, and the two balls gently rubbed against Qin Yuzhi's neck, trying to calm him down.

Que An pulled the man a little away, gently touched Qin Yuzhi's eyes with his warm fingers, and slowed down his voice:

"Can you? see? see now?"

Qin Yuzhi nodded lightly, raised his eyes, his black pupils were full of confusion, he couldn't even utter a complete sentence, he could only repeat fragments intermittently:

"It was just a little bit, just a little bit, and if it goes down, I—"

Que An held his face with both hands, his gray misty pupils were full of firmness, looked into his eyes word by word and said:

"Even if you keep driving, I can? save? you back."

"It doesn't matter. It's the same if you drive off the cliff or not. As long as I'm here, the result will be the same. I won't let you get into trouble."

Que An looked at him quietly, as if silently saying trust me.

Qin Yuzhi looked into his eyes, and the restlessness in his heart gradually subsided, and the clamoring little beast shut in his heart stopped barking, and his fingers also stopped trembling.

Qin Yuzhi slowly leaned his head against his arms, and closed his eyes tightly.

Que An breathed a sigh of relief, embraced the man in his arms, and said softly:

"Go to the back and sleep, I'll drive back."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Qin Yuzhi's reaction, he hugged the man by the waist, opened the car door, put the man in, took out the thin blanket from the car, and covered him.

The two regiments lay quietly on Qin Yuzhi's neck, opened their small eyes worriedly and looked at him, rubbing his cold chin from time to time.

It was already two o'clock in the morning when the car arrived home. When Qin Yu got out of the car, he was not in a good condition. He was in a daze. When he got home, he asked Aunt Chen to cook a bowl of nutritious porridge for him, and then he recovered a little.

Que An was worried about his condition, and watched him go to bed until he closed his eyes, and then until dawn, watching him all night.

At dawn the next day, Qin Yuzhi opened his eyes and struggled to sit up. The first thing he did was to touch his own eyes and blink.

Everything in sight? Clearly.

He breathed a sigh of relief, but soon his heart tightened again.

Is the whiteness at that moment yesterday an illusion of my own, or is it really blindness?

Que An stood up, first touched his head, and said to him:

"Doctor Zhao will be here soon, you can sleep a little longer, or should I bring you breakfast?"

Qin Yuzhi shook his head slowly:

"I'll go down and eat by myself."

Que An was silent for a moment, then nodded, and squeezed his palm firmly.

After going downstairs to eat breakfast, Dr. Zhao came to check, made a rough check, and said that there was nothing wrong with the check.

Dr. Zhao also listened to the palpitations of what happened yesterday, frowned and analyzed:

"Maybe it's because you're too tired. You should take more rest recently and don't drive by yourself."

Dr. Zhao prescribed some eye drops to relieve visual fatigue, and gave Qin Yuzhi a follow-up visit before leaving.

Steward Liu stepped forward and said to him:

"Master, it's the Chinese New Year now, and your health has been bad. You should rest more."

Qin Yuzhi nodded, but the uneasiness in his heart still lingered.

Soon? It will be the night before New Year's Eve.

Que An bought a lot of fireworks, dragged a dog and carried two dumplings on his shoulders, and arrived at the square in the garden. When he took out a lighter and was about to ignite it, he was kicked out by the garden security. :

"No open flames, no open flames, didn't you see? See!!"

Que An escaped covering his ears, and one of Qin Yu fled hastily with two large fireworks silos in his arms.

Qin Yuzhi did not understand Que An's stubbornness:

"Why do you have to set off fireworks?"

Still? Before Que An could answer, the two regiments on their shoulders scrambled to say:

"Chirp, chatter!"

"Chichiji, that's not it, is it good? Look?!"

Little? barked at Qin Yuzhi twice, and said:

"Wang Wang Wang!"

Is it lively and good? Look?!

Que An looked at the fireworks in the sky, and lazily said:

"No very ?particular reason?."

Just want to see with you? That's all.

Finally, a few people found an abandoned small square far away from human habitation, arranged some things and sat on the ground.

One of the customs of human beings during Chinese New Year - fireworks and firecrackers must be set off. This is what Que An found on the Internet.

This is the first time for a human to celebrate the New Year. Although he is not very skilled, he still understands the principle of doing as the Romans do. Therefore, in the whole family, he, a non-human, celebrates the New Year more solemnly than a human. , All the customs that should be there? Not left behind.

Setting off fireworks... For Qin Yuzhi, this seems to be a childhood memory.

The two dumplings rubbed their faces excitedly, one jumped up and down on Que An's shoulder, and the other rolled on Qin Yu's head, looking excitedly at the fireworks that filled the sky.

"Chichichi, hurry up, hurry up."

"Ha, ha, ha, let me let it go."

Little? Ha also spun around happily, howling at the distant sky.

Perhaps infected by such an atmosphere, Qin Yuzhi couldn't help raising his eyes, feeling a little anticipation in his heart, and the coldness and tiredness melted a little.

Que An first lit a small firework, and stuffed it into Qin Yuzhi's hands without any explanation:

"this is yours."

The dazzling light flew by in his hands, no less dazzling than the grand flames in the distant sky.

Fireworks are designed as small hearts, which burn with chi chi chi.

Que An lit another one and stuffed it into Qin Yuzhi's hand: "This? It's mine."

Looking at the two small heart-shaped fireworks burning in his hands at the same time, Qin Yuzhi was puzzled and said:

"Your? What am I doing?"

Que An hastily lit a big firework, covered his ears and ran back, shouting loudly in his ear:

"The first heart is yours, the second heart is mine, I give it to you!"

Que An's eyes were pure and non-provocative, but Qin Yu's heart skipped a beat involuntarily.

It must be this? The fireworks are too explosive, Qin Yuzhi thought.The ignited fuse squeaked, and soon burned to the end, exploding gorgeous fireworks in the sky.

Suddenly, Qin Yuzhi covered his eyes with his hands.

"make a wish."

Qin Yuzhi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he wanted to break Que An's hand but couldn't:

"There's no one who makes a wish on fireworks."

Que An clutched Qin Yuzhi, the sky was full of fireworks exploding in front of his eyes, he threatened:

"I said yes, so hurry up."

Qin Yuzhi closed his eyes, randomly picked out a few wishing words from among the many wishing words, and regarded it as having made a wish.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Que An hurriedly asked Qin Yuzhi:

"What did you promise?"

Qin Yuzhi didn't take it very seriously, and said casually:

"Healthy body, everything goes well, all wishes come true..."

Wishing is the expectation of a better life in the future, but even something as simple as good health cannot be achieved, so why not talk about expectations.

Que An didn't speak, but nodded thoughtfully, and said very softly:

"good?."

When they came back from watching the fireworks in the cold wind, it was almost morning, and the next day, when Qin Yuzhi was taking medicine at night, he found that the opened box of medicine had already been taken.

Aunt Chen found a new unopened medicine and handed it to Que An:

"There are still two boxes of medicine here. I threw away the medicine that got wet last time. Can you see if this can or can't be used?"

Opening the medicine box, there is a sealed package inside and an aluminum-plastic bag tightly wrapped around the outside. Que An was about to tear it open when he suddenly felt his hands itch.

Aunt Chen hurriedly threw away the medicine box, stood up and shook her wrist: "Why are there bugs?"

A few small black worms were climbing up the arms of the two people, and there was a tendency to climb more and more, faster and faster.

Que An lowered his eyes and looked at the medicine box.

The medicine itself is airtightly packaged and placed at the top of the medicine cabinet. The cabinet is usually tightly locked, and it is basically not opened except for taking the medicine once every few weeks.

Aunt Chen gasped: "This worm seems to be the one on the daffodil."

The last time she checked the worms, she took a special look. She was sure that the worms on the narcissus were the same as the ones on the medicine box.

Looking at the bugs crawling all over the ground, Aunt Chen was puzzled and said, "How could it appear in the medicine cabinet? Could it be that bugs can't fly?"

Que An crushed a bug, and red blood burst out from it, he frowned, and wiped away the blood red with a tissue.

"This medicine can't be used anymore."

Aunt Chen was a little surprised. She opened the package sealed by the aluminum-plastic bag and tore it open. The medicine inside was intact and undamaged. The aluminum-plastic bag had no signs of damage, no damage or small opening:

"But I think the medicine in it is still good. It's just a few small bugs. It shouldn't be a problem."

Que An shook his head: "Not only this box of medicines, but all the medicines in the cabinet can't be taken anymore."

Aunt Chen was surprised, and subconsciously denied: "I think? This? The medicine is good? It's not damp. It shouldn't be a big problem, right?"

Que An casually rubbed the corpse of the bug, and said lightly:

"Is there a problem, are you responsible?"

Aunt Chen kept silent, but she still felt that this decision was inappropriate.

Just because of a few small bugs, I threw away all the medicines, which is a bit of a fuss, and some of these medicines were airlifted from abroad, and some are no longer sold on the market. Some are life-saving medicines, the importance of which can be seen, if you really throw them all away, that would be called irresponsible.

Que An couldn't help but pick up all the medicines from the cabinet.

Butler Liu also came over at this moment, and was shocked when he saw the looted cabinet:

"Where are the medicines? Where did these medicines go? Ouch, they are well placed in the cabinet. Why are they all found out?"

When Aunt Chen saw Steward Liu coming, she hurriedly got up, trying to find someone to stop Que An:

"Que Anfei has to throw away all these medicines for you."

Butler Liu hurriedly stopped him and said, "You can't mess around. The medicines in it were ordered by Dr. Zhao to be kept safe. They are related to the young master's life. You can't mess around with them."

Aunt Chen explained:

"I found a few small bugs in the medicine box just now, just like the ordinary small bugs in the soil, Que An said that I can't use them anymore, so I plan to throw away all the medicines."

Butler Liu also fell silent when he heard this, and was at a loss when he saw the medicine piled up into a small mound. After all, he had never dealt with this kind of thing before:

"Well, I'll ask Dr. Zhao to come over and have a look. If there's nothing wrong, let him put it aside."

After all, medicine really can't? Throw it around.

Que An lazily raised his eyes, but didn't say anything. He rubbed the little bug in his hand and nodded.

Dr. Zhao rushed over after receiving the call, looking at the medicine in his hand.

He didn't see anything unusual, so he couldn't see anything with the naked eye, but it's better to be cautious about things like medicine. He took out the bag and picked up a dead body with tweezers. The dropped bug: "Don't use it for the time being. I'll take the bug and the medicine back for a quality inspection. Don't use these medicines for now."

The quality inspection will take at least one or two months, Dr. Zhao thought about it and said:

"I still have these medicines at my place. I'll have someone bring them over when the time comes."

Que An sat on the sofa, staring at a few dead bugs, as if in a trance.

Aunt Chen and Butler Liu nodded their heads in a hurry, and reported the matter to Qin Yuzhi when Qin Yuzhi came home in the evening.

I don't know why, this year has been particularly troublesome. First, there was an unpleasant conversation with Qin's mother, and then there was almost a car accident on the way home. I couldn't see or see, okay? It's not easy to rest It took a while, and now there are little bugs again.

As if sensing Qin Yuzhi's exhaustion, the two dumplings jumped up and rubbed Qin Yuzhi's shoulders.

Zhao Jiang delivered the medicine the next day, and his condition was stable afterwards, without any accidents, and his eyes have not relapsed since the car accident that almost happened.

It’s just that during this period of time, Que An always came to pester him at night, insisting on squeezing into his bed, no matter how hard he drove him away, Que An used to come to harass him only two days at most For a while, after being yelled at a few times, he hugged the pillow and left by himself, but these few days were particularly persistent, and he wanted to stay on his bed even if he cheated.

This night, Que An came in with the medicine again, sat on his bed without any explanation, and stuffed the medicine into his mouth.

In desperation, Qin Yuzhi finished drinking water and medicine with his hands, put down the water glass, rolled up the quilt, and was about to turn over when Que An threw him on the bed.

After all, Que An is 1.8 meters tall, and his weight is still there. Compared with Qin Yuzhi, who has been ill for many years, his strength is many times stronger. He rubbed against Qin Yuzhi's quilt, and clamped Qin Yuzhi's legs with his legs , using his usual moves to stay in bed and not let Qin Yu get out of bed.

Qin Yuzhi helplessly tugged at the quilt that couldn't be moved at all:

"Que An, get up."

It's been three days in a row, and for these three days, Que An still hugs him like a human pillow to sleep every day.

In the first two days, Que An was still there? He tried all kinds of reasons, why is it so cold tonight? The two of them squeezed together to keep warm, or pretended to be in a bad mood? He hugged Qin Yuzhi silently, and used Qin Yuzhi to soften him. Out of sympathy, she pretended to be asleep and slept until dawn.

Up to now, Que An is too lazy to find reasons, and is confident:

"You give it? I'm Shun Mao, hello? It's been a long time? I'm Shun Mao."

Que An couldn't help but rubbed his head into his arms, and Qin Yuzhi's pajamas were messed up by the dog.

Qin Yuzhi straightened his clothes, not understanding why Que An's obsession with sleeping with him was suddenly so?

A strange feeling flashed in Qin Yuzhi's heart, but before he could catch it, his thoughts were immediately interrupted by Que An's gag.

Que An lay paralyzed on the bed in a big shape, and said lazily, "Aren't you happy sleeping with me?"

As a frequent visitor to this bedroom, Que An was quite self-conscious. He put a small pillow next to his pillow and brought his own bedding. When he fell asleep at night, he wished he could wrap Qin Yuzhi in his arms inside.

Qin Yuzhi: ...

He rubbed the center of his brows: "I just want to sleep peacefully, I don't care if I'm happy or not."

How can I get a good night's sleep? Can I? Sleep out philosophical questions.

Que An lay on his side, staring at Qin Yuzhi seriously, and said firmly:

"Can you sleep with me? Sleep well? Peacefully, won't you?"

He knew that Qin Yuzhi's insomnia was very serious, and he could see it from the bottles and cans of sleeping pills on his bedside table. In the past few days, he found that the sleeping pills that were often placed on the bedside were missing. Besides, besides drinking traditional Chinese medicine at night, Qin Yuzhi hasn't taken any other medicine for the past few days.

Qin Yuzhi looked at him, unable to speak to the eagerness and confidence in his eyes, he hummed in a low voice, "But yet?" Before he could say anything, he was interrupted by Que An.

Que An had an expression of "That's it!":

"Then you have to thank me?"

The Capital of Qin Yu? Can? Guess what he was going to say, and sure enough, Que An's next sentence was "Let me hug and sleep for a while".

Que An couldn't help but turn off the light, then simply kicked off his quilt, and shared a quilt with Qin Yuzhi, rubbed against his ear and called his name in a low voice:

"Qin Yuzhi."

The scorching breath of the young man just hit the earlobe, Qin Yuzhi was not used to the distance, moved a little to the side, and rubbed his ears:

"I'm not deaf, stay away from me."

Que An snorted, moved a little further away, lowered his head and called his name again:

"Qin Yuzhi."

This time the young man's scorching breath hit his collarbone, Qin Yuzhi couldn't ignore the itching on his neck, lowered his eyes and said:

"Go further."

Que An: ...

He took two steps back, supported his head with his hands and said:

"Qin Yuzhi, what's wrong with you?"

This is the first time that Que An has asked about his condition since the two have been together for more than half a year.

In the past, it was natural and appropriate for Que An to take care of her and feed him medicine, but regarding Qin Yuzhi's illness itself, Qin Yuzhi never brought it up in front of him, nor did Que An take the initiative to ask.

Qin Yuzhi closed his eyes in the dark, a little tired:

"The name is hard to remember, and you can't remember it even if you say it."

Que An murmured thoughtfully, but it's really not very good? He was obsessed with the meaningless name of the disease that he didn't understand:

"When did you get sick?"

Qin Yuzhi replied:

"Three or four? Years old."

To be precise, the disease is born with this disease, but the newborn baby's physical functions are not fully developed yet, so it is difficult to diagnose.

At that time, I only knew that I was not in good health, and my family took me to seek medical treatment, and it took a lot of thought. It was not until I was six years old that I was diagnosed, and then I was transferred to a foreign country. I have been treated for so many years.

Until now.

Que An snorted and nodded:

"Then you have been sick for more than 20 years?"

Qin Yuzhi glanced at Que An, and hummed lightly.

Not only these 20 years, but also many years to come.

The air was filled with an atmosphere of silence. Both parties seemed to be a little overwhelmed by the heavy topic. After arriving in Qin Yu's capital for a long time, they thought that Que An had fallen asleep. Just as Qin Yuzhi was about to turn over and go to sleep, Only a lazy voice was heard:

"Will be fine."

Qin Yuzhi suspected that he had heard wrong, turned his head and said:

"what?"

There was also a determined smile in the gray mist-colored eyes in the darkness, and the lazy tone also had a rare firmness:

"I said, it will definitely be cured."

The author has something to say: Come to Liao, two chapters in one~

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