I still love you when I come back

"Chi Zhen, don't go...Chi Zhen..."

"Brother...wake up."

Lu Li slowly opened his eyes, and Chi Zhen's figure gradually disappeared, falling to the end of the road.

The incandescent lights in the hospital are dazzling, but they are not the kind of light that can warm people. The emotional collapse is different from the past. This time, I was really pulled into the bottomless abyss, surrounded by darkness, and I couldn’t escape or hide. Lose.

On the 374th day, I couldn't wait for you to come back...

On the way to visit his mother in the nursing home, Chi Zhen was still thinking about how to meet Lu Li. After all, he might be beaten even if he was frightened.He had already asked the people from Sophieto to tell his mother that he was not dead, but he could not tell Lu Li about this anyway, because he went to Macau to defend Mr. Chen, and Lu Li would definitely investigate thoroughly after knowing that he was not dead. At that time, he would have to tell Lu Li what he was doing to fake his death in Macau, and Lu Li would not let him take the risk.

Chi Zhen remembered the flagon that day, "Yes."

After Lu Li woke up, he was discharged from the hospital and returned to the police station.

"Lu Bureau, here is a letter from you."

Lu Li went back to his desk and used a knife to gently cut open the envelope along the edge, and took out the yellowed letter paper with a bit of retro flavor and a faint smell of wine, which he was familiar with, Chi Zhen The aroma of wine that is often drunk.It's also the smell of Chi Zhen on that old flagon, which even the smoke of gunpowder can't hide...

Gently twisting, unfolding the letter, his heart skipped a beat. It was Chi Zhen's handwriting, and Lu Li would still recognize it at a glance even after many years.

"Director Lu, you have used the wine jug, throw it away, and let me come back to accompany you."

"Ah...don't fucking torture me anymore, get out of here." Lu Li swept everything on the table to the floor, and sat down on the chair with his head in his arms. He thought his tears had already dried up, but there were still two drops. The corners of his eyes slipped down, dripping on the letter unsatisfactorily, blurring the traces of the pen.

Lu Li didn't want to open his heart anymore. He was afraid of paranoia, and also afraid of being hurt again. He was fed up with the feeling that it was right in front of him, but he would never be able to grasp it.

"Heh, your name is Chi Zhen, I remember you." Lu Li looked at Chi Zhen's lawyer certificate and sneered.

Why do I always cry, why do I always remember, that day when we met for the first time...

The author has something to say: short and pitiful...