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Getting caught fighting in a gay bar is not a glorious thing, but fortunately, no one wanted to hold them accountable. After being verbally educated, a group of people were released from the police station. Yu Zhening didn't even look at Su Zhi and Yao Shunxiao until he left.

Except for Su Zhi, the others were more or less injured. Surprisingly, the one who was injured the most was not Yao Shunxiao, but Chen Anhe who joined the group fight later.There were old and new wounds on Chen Anhe's body, and one glance at Su Zhi could tell that Chen Anhe's old illness was resurgent.

Naturally, Zhuo Lin couldn't see this. His fiancée asked the driver to pick him up as soon as he left the police station. The driver also wanted to pick up Chen Anhe along the way, but he refused.

In the hospital, Yao Shunxiao went to the bathroom, Chu Yunxing was still bandaging in the surgery room, and the wound on Chen Anhe's body had long been given priority by the doctor, so bored, he went to the stairwell to smoke, and after a while Su Zhi also sat beside him .

Chen Anhe wanted to pass cigarettes to Su Zhi, but Su Zhi took out a crumpled cigarette case from his pocket, the brand of cigarettes was special, Chen Anhe frowned and thought that this was the brand that Yu Zhening and Yao Shunxiao had smoked.

Chen Anhe lit Su Zhi's cigarette, and Su Zhi took a puff, "Zippo lighter, how long have you used it?"

"Zhuo Lin gave it to me when I was in high school. It's been ten years. I heard it's a magic tool for breaking up. Believe it or not."

"I believe it." It turned out that the ending between himself and Yu Zhening had already been written.

Chen Anhe snuffed out the cigarette butt with his index finger and thumb. Chen Anhe moved skillfully, as he always did.Su Zhi heard Chen Anhe ask, "The 13p incident...why didn't you explain it to him?"

Su Zhi smiled weakly, "The important thing is not whether I have had 13p or not." Su Zhi looked at the dark stairwell and sighed, "Chen Anhe, sometimes I really regret..." Su Zhi didn't say what she was He is regretting something, but he understands that some feelings can be self-evident without elaborating.

Chen Anhe didn't speak, and lit another cigarette.Su Zhi saw the watch on Chen Anhe's wrist, and he knew that there were dense scars hidden under the watch strap.

"I thought you got rid of this habit. What happened recently..." Su Zi had also finished smoking the cigarette in his hand. He shook the cigarette case in his hand, and there was still the last cigarette in it.

"What habit?"

"...self-mutilation." Su Zhi knew that Chen Anhe had always been self-harming. He still remembered the first time he met Chen Anhe on the school rooftop in high school. Chen Anhe was sitting quietly smoking a cigarette in the corner. Seeing that there was one more person on the roof, Chen Anhe didn't even change his expression, nor was there any joy or resentment on his face. He just calmly pressed the cigarette butt out in his hand, covering countless old wounds with new ones, And then hidden under the watch by silence.

"I thought you knew the reason." Chen Anhe looked at the stairway in front of him without turning his head.

Su Zhi lit the last cigarette in the pack, of course he knew that after he and Chen Anhe had sex for the first time, Chen Anhe pressed the cigarette butt on his lower abdomen in front of him, Su Zhi asked Chen Anhe Why did he harm himself? At that time, Chen Anhe just smiled gently at him, and then gently placed a kiss on Su Zhi's forehead.He said that they may not be together forever, but this scar will always follow him, and then he will not forget Su Zhi.From this point of view, there are many things that Chen Anhe doesn't want to forget, and each of them is worth remembering with his wounds.

Su Zhi laughed suddenly, "I took this cigarette case out of Yu Zhening's pocket before. I left a lot of things behind when I moved out of his house, but I brought out this cigarette case."

"I told myself that after smoking the last cigarette here, I will forget Yu Zhening. This is the last cigarette, but I know I can't forget him."

There is a shallow dent on the arm, which Su Zhi touched unconsciously countless times after leaving Yu Zhening, and was torn apart by the memory of jumping up. Feeling its faint heat, like drying every drop of blood flowing through the wound.

Su Zhi took the cigarette out of her mouth, pressed the end of the cigarette firmly on the dent in her hand, and burned the scar that Yu Zhening gave him bit by bit.Chen Anhe didn't look at Su Zhi's movements, the smell of burnt meat was obvious in the dark corridor, but Chen Anhe didn't intend to stop Su Zhi from harming herself.

"It really hurts." Su Zhi's eyes flickered faintly, but her expression was smiling.

I've been having a lot of troubles lately.

Another material was dropped at the meeting, Yu Zhening walked out of the meeting room, feeling that his temples were still throbbing, he knew that he was making a big fuss, but an unknown fire broke out, leaving him nowhere to vent.He shouldn't be like this, he should have been used to suppressing his emotions and desires, and the feeling of being out of control makes him uncomfortable—as if he suddenly returned to the time when he was just out of prison many years ago, facing the Yu family that had been divided up long ago, he was at a loss what to do.

Since childhood, Yu Zhening has been the proud son of heaven, and his grandfather Yu Bin has declared Yu Zhening to be his eldest grandson and his only heir at family gatherings more than once.But so what, when he entered the prison, Yu Zhening knew that the Yu family would not care about him anymore.Han Ningyuan told him that the Yu family had already been divided up by several of his uncles, and Yu Bin had already passed away. The uncles kept the funeral in secret for half a year before swallowing up all the shares and property rights, and the prison became his at that time. The only sanctuary.

After he was released from prison, he had nothing, and his uncles were no longer vigilant and disdain to do anything to him.Two years was enough for his uncles to take care of everything, and it was also enough for Yu Zelin to change his mind and accumulate strength. Arj was originally just a game-like investment between him and Han Ningyuan, but in the end it became the only capital for him to turn around. The importance of Arj to him is obvious. His uncles are overtly and covertly stuffing people into Arj, and he can turn a blind eye to those who do not involve important positions, but he keeps saying that it is for his own good, and he tries his best to get Su Zhi to leave the marriage contract he persuaded him to agree to fulfill. He couldn't stand it.But in order to retaliate, he had to accept all this.

It's just that Yu Zhening didn't expect that the price would be Su Zhi.

Maybe he also thought that Su Zhi would leave him after the incident was revealed, but when the opportunity came, he still chose to grab it without hesitation. So, maybe Su Zhi was not that important to Yu Zhening at that time?

Yu Zhening couldn't tell what he was thinking at that time, he only knew that after leaving Su Zhi, he lived in regret and longing every second, but in fact they hadn't really been together for a long time. to half a year.Half a year is enough for him to lose his life.

Yu Zhening didn't understand why Su Zhi left, was he disappointed in him after knowing the facts, or did he really feel that being with him was boring and lacking passion?

Su Zhi said that he loved that man, but she thought he couldn't say love. For Su Zhi, that man might be simpler and more direct, would not hurt him, or might be more attractive and more suitable for Su Zhi?Yu Zhening couldn't figure it out. He only knew that when he agreed to Han Ningyuan's cooperation to destroy the Yu family, he had already lost the right to speak in this relationship.

Yu Zhening lit a cigarette, and as the smoke rose densely, the past came to his mind unconsciously. He remembered making love with Su Zhi in front of the floor-to-ceiling window//timely relaxation/indulgence, and remembering the warmth of Su Zhi's tears on his chest I remember the starlight in Su Zhi's eyes when he said "live in the present", and the expression on Su Zhi's face when he said he liked the smell of cigarettes in his mouth and drew a "mark" on his lower abdomen.He also remembered Su Zhi's resoluteness when he said they broke up, the resoluteness when he left, the blessing of "a match made in heaven", the unfeeling "go back when you've had enough trouble", and the sentence "Yes, I love him." Memories about Su Zhi There are so many, it seems to overwhelm Yu Zhening.

Yu Zhening stubbed out the cigarette, returned to the meeting room and smiled at the silent employees, "Let's continue the meeting."