As an undercover agent I'm going to be the boss of Port Mafia

Before Osamu Dazai opened his eyes, he heard very light footsteps one step ahead.

He couldn't help but curl the corner of his mouth, because he could tell who it was from the sound of footsteps.

It is amazing to tell who it is from the sound of footsteps, but as long as you like someone, you will pay attention to all the habits and hobbies of the other person.Every little bit of discovery will be considered a small surprise, and the little bits and pieces will accumulate and unknowingly converge into a river, flowing wantonly in my heart.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes with a smile, and the iris-colored pupils contained an inconspicuous but very real smile. When he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the infusion bag hanging from the ceiling.

The transparent hose connected to the infusion bag was folded and hung aside, which seemed to be drooping.

For some reason, Osamu Dazai's heart sank when he saw this scene.

The slightly heavier footsteps came from far to near, and then Tian Haichun also came into his sight.

The face of the black-haired young man is still so handsome, every frown and frown will affect Dazai Osamu's mind.

But at this moment, the young man's sky blue eyes were lighter than before, but his face was extremely calm. When he saw him wake up, his expression didn't change a bit.

But Osamu Dazai's heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

Before making a decision, Osamu Dazai didn't think that Amami Junya would be even more angry after discovering the truth.

But if you don't take a gamble, if you don't push both of them into a desperate situation, what's the point of breaking through and then standing up?

However, Osamu Dazai hadn't seen Amami Jun so angry for a long time.

The angrier Amami Junya was in his heart, the calmer he appeared on the outside.

Osamu Dazai pretended to be relaxed and smiled, but his voice was extremely hoarse: "Junya."

Amami Junya looked at Dazai Osamu whose face was as pale as paper: "If I come back a little later, your long-cherished wish will come true."

"Then it seems that my luck is still very good..." Dazai Osamu laughed, in front of Amami Junya.

Tian Haichun didn't say anything, just looked at him and smiled.

But in Tianhai Junye's heart, there was a raging fire burning.

It was a fire mixed with anger and heartache.

"Cough-cough-"

Smiling and laughing, Dazai Osamu suddenly coughed, and he coughed a little painfully, a little blood appeared on his pale face, and he looked even sicker and weaker.

"why?"

After Osamu Dazai's cough subsided, Amami Jun also asked.

Osamu Dazai looked confused: "Why?"

"..."

Amami Junya looked at him silently, Dazai Osamu did not speak.

The two faced each other silently for a moment, and Amami Junya's calm expression began to disintegrate. He exhaled lightly, closed his eyes, and looked at Osamu Dazai with disappointment in his expression.

"No matter what you want to do, you shouldn't joke about life and death."

"Do you think I'm joking?" Osamu Dazai opened his eyes slightly and looked at Junya Amami as if he had heard something absurd, the corners of his mouth curled into a smile that could barely be called a smile.

Amami Junya asked him back with indifferent eyes: "Isn't it?"

"Huh..." Osamu Dazai breathed heavily, and then calmed down again.

He showed his usual smile again, which was said to be frivolous by Kunikida Doppo: "You think I'm joking when I do these things."

"Yes, you're right. Life and death matters, and you really can't make fun of them. I've gone too far, too much."

Amami Junya stared carefully at Osamu Dazai as if nothing had happened. When he saw Osamu Dazai lying unconscious on the ground with his forehead extremely hot in the guest room, his worry was greater than his anger, and he immediately sent Osamu Dazai away. Sent to hospital for treatment.

Afterwards, when the hospital found out that Osamu Dazai's old injury had recurred last time, Jun Amami also felt a little regretful, because he felt that his behavior towards Osamu Dazai last night was a bit too much. Even if he was indeed very angry at that time, he should consider To Osamu Dazai's body.

Anger can make people lose their minds, and Amami Junya usually hates people who don't cherish their bodies the most, but last night he punished Osamu Dazai in the way he hates the most.

Amami Jun also reflected on his own mistakes, and only after he calmed down did he realize that his behavior was very inappropriate, so he devoted himself to taking care of the unconscious Dazai Osamu all night.

Until Amami Junya realized that Osamu Dazai's serious illness was caused by himself.

Arthur Pendragon told Amami Junya that Osamu Dazai took a cold shower last night, and Amami Junya also found that the refrigerator had been opened after returning home.

It was hard to say what Amami Junya was feeling at that moment, but the most obvious emotion was undoubtedly disappointment.

Totally disappointed with Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai left the Port Mafia four years ago, and headed for an unknown future, but it was always brighter than that of the Port Mafia. Amami Jun also blessed him in his heart.

After reuniting with Tian Haijun, he found that Osamu Dazai had indeed become the one who saved people, and he felt even more relieved and happy for him.

Because Amami Jun subconsciously pins his hope for light on the hope of Dazai Osamu, people always like this, what they can't do by themselves, they hope others can do it for them.

So Amami Jun is also very happy for Osamu Dazai.

Because if you walk in the dark all the time, you will be polluted.

Think about it, when you wake up every day, what you see with your eyes, what you hear with your ears, and even what you do with your hands are all ugly and sinful things, then how can you have any expectation and nostalgia for this world?

Especially for someone as sensitive as Osamu Dazai, how could he succeed in seeking hope in hell?

Only by getting out and going to the bright side can we find the reason to live in the great world.

No matter what the reason is, human beings are both fragile and tenacious, as long as they can grasp a glimmer of hope, they can live as strong as weeds.

However, Amami Jun also discovered that his perception of Osamu Dazai had been wrong all along.

Even though time has passed for a long time, the nature of Osamu Dazai's pursuit of death and desire for death has not changed.

He has no nostalgia and cherishment for life, and can even easily use his life as a bet, just as a joke.

If not, how could Osamu Dazai intentionally make himself seriously ill in order to ask Amami Junya to forgive him for the sake of his "suffering"?

When he was sent to the hospital, Osamu Dazai's body temperature had already reached 40c. It is unknown how long he had been in a coma. His body temperature once rose to 41c during the first aid!When the body temperature rises to 41c, the body's thermoregulation function will be lost, and the body temperature will continue to rise. Once it exceeds 42c, the activities of proteins and various enzymes in the body will be lost, and the human body will die within a few hours, which is very dangerous.

Even if it was a bitter trick, who would use such a dangerous method?

Osamu Dazai did just that, and it was a joke to say that he didn't know that it would cause such serious consequences.In the past, when Mori Ogai taught Amami Junya to study medical books, Dazai Osamu was present at the time, and he listened carefully, and tried to ask Mori Ogai for medicine that can quickly raise body temperature.

Amami Jun also always thought that Osamu Dazai was already standing under the sun like him, but now he realized that Osamu Dazai was always facing the sun. He was facing the sun, but there were still shadows behind him.

Yes, Osamu Dazai will cherish life and protect others.

But what he cherishes and protects are other people's lives, and his attitude towards his own life is still the same as before.

If given the chance, Osamu Dazai would die without hesitation.

Just like this time, Osamu Dazai didn't mention to Jun Amami that his old wounds hadn't fully healed before the attack.

Amami Junya looked at Osamu Dazai, his eyes gradually darkened, he wanted to speak several times, but he hesitated before he could speak.

And Osamu Dazai seemed to be waiting for Amami Junya to issue an ultimatum, looking neither sad nor happy, looking at him numbly and indifferently.

After an unknown amount of time, Tian Haichun finally made a decision that was very difficult for him.

After making the decision, Amami Junya spoke to Osamu Dazai: "If living is a torment for you, if you have nothing to miss in this world—"

"Osamu Dazai, I will help you and kill you."

"It is said that people who commit suicide will repeat the scene of death after death, and you will suffer more."

Osamu Dazai suddenly wanted to laugh, and he really did.

Under the gaze of Amami Junya's reddish eyes, he looked at those resolute eyes, and laughed inexplicably.

Wouldn't it be an honor for Tian Haijun, who had already decided not to kill anyone, to promise to kill him himself?

Because this is such a touching friendship, Tian Haijun, who has always cherished life and hates killing, would rather bear the crime of killing his friends for the sake of peace after his friends die...

The more I think about it, the more I feel touched to the point of crying...

Osamu Dazai smiled, and indeed he burst into tears.

His performance like this, in the eyes of Tianhai Junya, is undoubtedly what Tianhai Junya said.

At the moment, Tian Haijun felt even more uncomfortable.

It is natural that Tian Haichun is suffering and painful to make such a decision, but, just as human beings' sorrows and joys are not connected, everyone's thoughts are different.

Amami Jun also can't force his ideas on Dazai Zhi. Since he can't save Dazai Zhi, and Dazai Zhi wants to die, he would rather do it himself to fulfill Dazai Zhi, and he doesn't want to suddenly lose his life one day in the future. Knowing the sad news that Osamu Dazai committed suicide successfully.

Tian Haichun also bears a lot of sins, and even adding the sin of killing his friend with his own hands, it seems nothing.

The rest of his life is destined to be spent on the road of redemption, and Osamu Dazai is one of the few friends he recognizes. Since he killed Osamu Dazai, he will pay for the sins that Osamu Dazai has not had time to atone for.

Thinking of this, Tianhai Junya's expression became firmer again.

Osamu Dazai had had enough laughing, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, the smile on the corner of his mouth did not restrain, but he smiled and asked Amami Junya in a soft voice: "Junya, are you Feel great?"

"Should I be honored and thank you?"

Tian Haichun frowned slightly when he heard the words: "What do you want to say?"

"Before making this decision, did you ask my opinion?" Osamu Dazai quickly followed up with this question.

"..." Tian Haichun was silent for a moment.

"You're determined to go your own way...you haven't changed, Junya."

Osamu Dazai smiled sadly: "It's like four years ago, I wanted you to go with me, you said it was too late, you can't turn back."

Tian Haichun was silent again. Thinking about it now, what he said at the time was like a joke.

But at that time, he, who never thought of the past, really thought that way.

"You never thought about me seriously. What you thought about was Osamu Dazai, not me standing in front of you."

Osamu Dazai smiled and mocked: "Would I feel relieved to die at the hands of the person I like?"