"No." After clearing away the dishes after eating, Ren Zang took on the aftermath work as usual. Since the two lived together, he has learned a lot of housework and basically took care of all the small things like washing dishes, "Yitianxi will Help." Back then, Yi Tianxi spent a lot of money to pursue Yinming, almost all of which Jiang Tianchen helped him earn from the stock market. Now that the other party is in trouble, how can Yi Tianxi stand by and stand by?What's more, their cooperation is still going on.

Lu Yan snatched the bowls and chopsticks from the other party, walked quickly into the kitchen, "I'll come, I didn't expect him to be very popular in your circle." Jiang Tianchen was really not easy to get Yijia and Ren's to help each other at the same time.

Seeing that Lu Yan didn't like Jiang Tianchen, Ren Zang, who didn't want to continue this topic, walked into the cloakroom and took out the black suit that the two of them were going to change in a while. That person had been away for a year, and before he met him, he lived every minute. Incomparably tormented, the congenital lack of emotion makes his world always only black, white and gray, laughing and cursing, those normal emotions are luxuries that he longs for and can't reach, like a mirage, it seems to be close at hand, but far away and.

After tidying up the kitchen, Lu Yan entered the door, and when he looked up, he saw Ren Zang staring at the black coat in a daze, "Why are you sitting in a daze? Hurry up and change..." Before he could finish speaking, he was rushed over by the man She hugged her tightly and held her tightly in her arms, like a child worrying about gains and losses, she kept saying: "Mine, mine..."

What's going on here?Lu Yan, whose eyes flashed with confusion, patted Ren Zang's hand on his chest, "What are you thinking? Change clothes, okay? Let's go early and return early." The day after tomorrow is Fang Ruo's solo dance premiere, and tomorrow he There are still a lot of things to do, today I deliberately squeezed out time to accompany Ren Zang to sweep the grave.

"Okay." Ren Zang buried his head on Lu Yan's shoulder, raised his head, and rubbed his lover's cheek reluctantly, and then let go of his hand to change clothes. He thought that after losing Tao Rui, his emotional world would never find any more. The color finally dries up slowly like a pool of stagnant water, but he never expected that the heavens let him meet Lu Yan again, and the stunning dance in the garden on the top floor that day was like a sharp axe, splitting his closed heartstrings in an instant , the broken black-and-white world gradually took on color, and the abundant emotions in the dance poured into his indifferent heart for a long time. Sorrow, joy, pain... Those emotions that he could not feel on weekdays strongly stimulated his brain and made him feel alive. He immediately made a decision: no matter what, he would never let go this time.

Lu Yan habitually glanced at Ren Zang, and took the initiative to go over to help him tidy up the clothes he just put on. During this time, he even took care of the men's ties. The two lived in harmony as a loving couple who have been together for many years generally.

Taking advantage of the opportunity to hold his lover's hand tightly, he lowered his head and kissed lightly. When he looked up and saw the other's shy face, Ren Zang raised his eyebrows in a happy mood. Only Lu Yan could bring him normal feelings and let him know what is happiness and what is sadness.

What was parked downstairs today was a black off-road vehicle. Ren Zang opened the door, let Lu Yan get into the car, and then sat in the driver's seat to start the car.After the funeral, every time he thinks of Tao Rui, he will drive to the cemetery by himself, and sometimes he will stay there for a whole day without knowing it, staring at the tombstone in a daze, while constantly blaming himself for why he gave up his pursuit.

Lu Yan was sitting in the passenger seat, staring nervously at the front. The rain splashed on the glass and splashed water, which made him hug his body involuntarily. Once this kind of fear from the heart is called back to the body, it is difficult to get rid of it. If it hadn’t been for the memories in the morning that reminded him of the moment before his death, he wouldn’t feel the horror of driving at this time. Fortunately, Ren Zang’s driving skills are very good, and the off-road vehicle also took advantage of its advantages on mountain roads, and the car was in the rain. All the way into the cemetery smoothly.

Lu Yan, who almost escaped from the car, stood foolishly by the car, Ren Zang ran to his lover with an umbrella in spite of the mud under his feet, and held up an umbrella for the pale Lu Yan, blocking the rain and cold, and hugged the lover who cared Said: "Uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Lu Yan raised his drooping eyes hastily, looked at the other party and shook his head, "Maybe I'm a little motion sick, the mountain road is no worse than the urban area, and the shaking is more severe."

Looking at the familiar tombstone in the distance, Ren Zang took Lu Yan's hand, "Let's go."

Looking at the familiar name on the tombstone, Lu Yan felt a sense of joy involuntarily. The person who was supposed to lie down and sleep forever, now stood in front of the tomb in a new body, dignifiedly visiting his own grave. If this matter is made public, it will definitely cause a big commotion!

Offering the white lily in his hand, Ren Zang standing in front of the tomb subconsciously took out a cigarette and prepared to light it as usual, but was stunned when the lighter was pressed, and looked back in panic at Lu Yan who was standing behind him holding an umbrella , put the cigarette back with the other party's calm smile, and handed it to the lover together with the lighter, "Put it away."

Without picking up anything, Lu Yan half-raised his head, stared at the man's dark eyes and said softly: "I don't mind smoking." He knew that Ren Zang was addicted to cigarettes, but he didn't know when the man started smoking again. He also refused to smoke in front of him, as if he was particularly concerned about something.

Seeing that Lu Yan refused to collect the things, Ren Zang didn't insist. He kept holding the cigarette tightly in his hand until he threw it halfway up the mountain when the two of them left the gate of the cemetery.

"You...why do you love him so much?" Before getting into the car, Lu Yan suddenly turned his head, looked at the man behind him with wide eyes, and asked hesitantly, "Just because he dances well?" The question that he has been curious about for a long time is also a knot in his heart that he has never been able to untie. In the past and present, one person plays two roles, but it seems that he is always circling around a man. Ren Zang's love for Tao Rui has achieved Lu Yan's disaster. , cause and effect, he needs to figure it out.

Startled by his question, Ren Zang frowned and closed his eyes slowly, "Go home first."

Lu Yan, who chose to be silent as when he came here, did not ask any more questions, and continued to look nervously at the autumn rain outside the window. The golden leaves all over the mountains were rustling by the rain. Feel the bleakness of autumn.

Different from the way we came here, Ren Zang chose another way when he went back. Lu Yan, who was too lazy to ask the reason, leaned back in his chair tiredly, and fell into a drowsy state unknowingly. Maybe it was because of the change of seasons. Spring sleepiness and autumn fatigue, he has always been particularly lazy recently, wishing to sleep twelve hours a day to be comfortable.

In the dimness, a low-pitched curse suddenly came from my ear, followed by the car shaking violently, followed by the sound of brakes, and there was a "bang", and there was a violent collision sound from the front of the off-road vehicle, which shocked Lu Yan He almost jumped up, but before he could react, the man beside him held his head and held him tightly in his arms protectively, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

"What's the matter?" Lu Yan struggled to poke his head out, but Ren Zang pushed him back, and he was not allowed to raise his head until all the car sirens around him disappeared.

What came into view was the scene of the tragic car accident ahead. A large truck rushed out of the driveway and knocked the car that had just driven from the Y-shaped intersection nearly 20 meters out of the driveway. At the foot of the mountain by the side of the road, it was obviously the result of Ren Zang's temporary handling to avoid accidents.

"Brake..." Panting fiercely, Lu Yan stared at the scene of the accident in front of him with his eyes widened in horror. Thunder roared in his head, rainy days, car accidents, trucks...everything seemed to come back to him. That life-and-death moment, and the feeling of being on the scene, made his vague memory suddenly clear. Yes, he did step on the brakes at that time, and stepped on more than once. Did the brakes fail?

"Lu Yan!" Seeing the pale face of the person in his arms after being terrified, Ren Zang anxiously called out his lover's name. The tragic scene of the car accident ahead was indeed extremely frightening, but Lu Yan's reaction was what he was most worried about at the moment, " Talk! What happened to the brakes?"

It would be fine if I could never remember, closed my eyes in pain, Lu Yan lay limp in Ren Zang's arms, stretched out his arms to hug the man's waist, and buried his head on the man's chest, at this moment he urgently needed some warmth Support yourself, or your fragile nerves will collapse in the next second!

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