Duan Yishu walked quietly, only he knew that his heart was not as peaceful as it appeared on the surface.
He wanted to turn around, take a look at the man who was once obsessed with him but finally let go, take a look at the young marshal who was worshiped and loved by the people like a god, but he didn't look back in the end, don't ask him why, he just knew, Qi Bai has been looking at himself, until he turned the path, he still seems to be able to feel the gaze following him closely.
"Fool, fool, why are you still so obsessed? You know that there is no fate between you and me on the Sansheng Stone." Duan Yishu shook his head lightly, and said with a wry smile. Just now he lied to Qi Bai, Qi Bai He also lied to him, but the other party didn't know his own lie, but he knew the other party's lie very well. Maybe Qi Bai would never think of it, and he would pay attention to the news about him, even if the news came from someone else. I heard it from my mouth.
Thinking of this, the good mood of the day couldn't help but feel a little sour. Duan Yishu shook his head vigorously, but he couldn't shake off the impact of today's chance encounter. For some reason, his heart... seemed to be slightly confused.
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In late autumn, when the weather is high and the sun is clear, in large tracts of fields, farmers pile rice and corn stalks into small haystacks, and when they are dry, they pull them home by bullock cart.
At this time, the field has become a paradise for voles, birds, pheasants and hares because of the corn grains, millet, bean pods and other things left on the ground. Often, after walking a dozen steps, you can see rabbits that are frightened and run away.
Duan Yishu himself has two acres of Susukida. Because his mother has been coughing for the past two days, he came to the field to pick a herb called blue flower grass, which is unique to this place. When he went home, he chopped it up and boiled water to drink.
In the endless fields, there was no one at this time, and the farmers who had worked hard for a year all took advantage of this time to rest at home, so Duan Yishu was the only one, making him even more lonely and deserted.
Fortunately, the herbs are not very rare. In less than an hour, he picked half a basket. After looking at them at home, he felt that the herbs were enough for seven or eight days, not to mention that his mother was at home by herself, so he didn't say he was very relieved. , so turn around and go back.
At this moment, there was a sound of "clack-clack" and Duan Yishu looked back in surprise, only to see a big pheasant flapping its wings on the small haystack not far away, but it couldn't fly stand up.
Pheasants are different from domestic chickens. When they are desperate for their lives, it is no problem to fly at low altitude for twenty or thirty steps.Duan Yishu wondered why the big pheasant suddenly started, but couldn't fly.
"It's just right, maybe I can catch it and cook a pot of delicious pheasant soup for my mother." Duan Yishu said to himself with a smile, while walking towards the big pheasant. He clucked loudly, and then he flapped his wings vigorously. The next moment, the fat pheasant "Pu Leng Leng" flew up and landed after twenty or thirty steps. "Cluck" screamed happily and ran away.
He couldn't fly before, but now he suddenly flew away, which made Duan Yishu even more curious. He hurried to the back of the haystack, looked around, but found nothing, until he felt a strange touch under his feet, he quickly moved his feet to look , Only then did I find a piece of emerald green jade pendant lying in the soft soil.
Picking up the jade pendant, without looking carefully, Duan Yishu recognized it at a glance: this is Qi Bai's jade pendant, it is said that it was left by his mother, and he is the same as the current emperor, so he always wears it on his body.
"I see."
Sighing lightly, and putting the jade pendant back on the ground, Duan Yishu understood in his heart: Qi Bai probably finally knew where he was staying, and followed him to the field today, so he used the small haystacks to hide his figure and peep at him. Unexpectedly, when he came to this haystack, he startled a wild rooster resting in the haystack. He was afraid that the wild rooster would reveal his behavior, so he grabbed the pheasant's paws in desperation, but unexpectedly the pheasant struggled and caused trouble. My own greed, on the contrary, came here.
In desperation, the guy had to let go of the pheasant and fled in a panic, but he didn't expect that the jade pendant fell into the field under the struggle between him and the pheasant.
Duan Yishu didn't know why he put down the jade pendant, maybe it was because since Qi Bai did everything in secret, it was better for him to pretend to be confused.
So he pretended to be calm and returned home.And then Qi Bai who arrived later saw the jade pendant hidden under the haystack, he finally heaved a sigh of relief, put his palms together, this is the first time in his life that the bully lord thanked Mantian gods and Buddhas so devoutly.
Since then, there have been more strange things in Duan Yishu's house. From time to time, pheasants and rabbits that have been washed and peeled will fall into the yard by themselves, and there will be a large bundle of firewood in the yard every few days.
He knew in his heart that this was all done by Qi Bo, but he just didn't know it. Anyway, that guy is good at riding and shooting, and it doesn't take much effort to hunt a few prey. Since he is willing to send them, he will stew them for his mother to eat, saving himself money to buy.
After the gold and silver that Qi Bai gave him back then bought a house and fields, there was not much left, and the mother and son were good at helping the poor, so within a year, the gold and silver were all gone.
All these years, I have been living on two acres of Susukida and the melons and vegetables grown by myself. Although I am not in short supply, I can't spend money extravagantly. The price of these wild game is very good in the city. He is never willing to buy it except for his mother's illness. Come to eat, now that Qi Bai has the heart, he silently accepts it.
Sometimes Duan Yishu couldn't help introspecting, thinking how could he become so shameless now?Although there is a factor that the mother needs nourishment, but in the past, the mother also needed nourishment, and he declined all the help given to him by the Jin Wenhou Mansion.How could he accept Qi Bai's small actions now?
Or: Five years have faded those hatreds a lot, but because of the previous relationship between the two, does it make him look at Qi Bai slightly differently than seeing other people?
This is a very delicate thought, Duan Yishu can't figure it out, and he doesn't want to figure it out.Seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, although Lin'an is warm all year round like spring, that's just an argument. In winter, it just doesn't snow, and it's warmer than in the north. You still need to wear more clothes, and you need to light a charcoal fire in the house.
Because of Qi Bai's secret help, Duan Yishu doesn't need to collect firewood now. The old lady is not in good health, so he can stay at home to take care of her.It was just dawn that day, and I remembered that the plum blossoms in the backyard were probably in bloom, so I might as well cut a few branches and put them in a vase. Wouldn't my mother be happy when she woke up and saw it?
So after looking at the stove for a while, he put on thick clothes and went to the front yard to open the gate, but unexpectedly he bumped into Qi Bai, this reckless prince was carrying a bag in his hand, and was about to go to the courtyard wall When he heard the door opening, he saw Duan Yishu, he couldn't help but be taken aback for a moment, then he put his hands and feet in embarrassment, and said embarrassingly, "You...why did you get up so early? You don't make a sound when you walk? "
"The soft shoes I was wearing had wind noises, so of course you didn't hear it." Duan Yishu said calmly, glanced at the big bag in his hand, and sighed: "It really is you, my lord, what are you doing?"
"Actually...it's really nothing...that...there is no war at the border, the sons are so busy that their hair is growing out of their bodies except for daily practice, this place is high in mountains and dense forests, and there are a lot of prey, so I let them shoot some. Wild game, give it to the poor, today... I am here to deliver it to this family, and... I didn't know... it was yours."
"Is that so?" Duan Yishu smiled slightly, knowing that Qi Bai was lying, he didn't expose it, but said softly: "Then thank you, my lord, but don't give it away in the future."
"Oh……"
Qi Bo drooped his head, he didn't even have the energy to say the words of justification and persuasion, he turned around and left slowly, as if he was a big dog abandoned by his master.
Duan Yishu quietly looked at his back, so lonely, thinking that he was all for himself.It seems too ruthless to say so myself.Then he called Qi Bo again and said, "Wait a minute."
Qi Bai turned around, he didn't look surprised, and when he was with Duan Yishu, there was never any surprises, only guilt and heartache.The other party will never say what he wants to hear. Qi Bai has a deep understanding of this.
But Duan Yishu turned around and went back to the room, after a while he took out a bag of things, handed it to him and said: "It's bitter cold in the border, and I don't think there is much exquisite food here, these are some dim sums I made, of course they are not as good as the cook of the palace, if you If you don’t mind it, just take it back and eat.”
Qi Bai took it over in a daze, just stared blankly, as if he didn't know what to say.
Seeing his tears welling up slowly, Duan Yishu's heart moved, knowing that he should turn around and leave, and he couldn't ask anything, but finally couldn't help it, and said softly: "What's wrong with you? But you're homesick? Then why don't you go back to Beijing? "
"No...it's not homesickness. When I became a soldier, I just want to be home everywhere. There is no such thing as homesickness."
But Qi Bo sniffed, wiped away his tears with his sleeve, grinned and said, "I... I'm just a little flattered, this is... It's the first time you took the initiative to give me something. We were together in previous years At that time, the lotus and mandarin ducks in ink painting were also painted under my compulsion, and later on, you voluntarily painted the fine brushwork flowers and birds, but unfortunately, the painting was not finished..."
When he said this, he felt bitter and astringent in his heart, and suddenly realized that he was stupid?Knowing that Duan Yishu hated that time the most, why did he take the initiative to bring it up? Because he was flustered and frightened, he said, "Well... I'm afraid my wife and nephew are about to wake up, you...you go back and take care of them .” Before he finished speaking, he ran away as if flying.
Duan Yishu looked at the back that gradually disappeared into the morning light, and he didn't know what it was like.Just lamenting that there is no grass in the end of the world, why Qi Bai must be trapped in the abnormal love in the past and refuse to get out?Suddenly remembered that the plum blossoms hadn't been picked yet, so he hurried back.
But within a few days, I heard from the villagers that the border guards often gave gifts with hunting and hunting. When everyone talked about it, everyone was grateful.Only Duan Yishu knew in his heart that Qi Bai was afraid that the lie that day would be leaked, so he hurriedly made remedial measures. He secretly laughed in his heart, and thought, did you remedy it?Didn't I know you were lying?
From then on, I would often "encounter" Qi Bai.
Duan Yishu was annoyed secretly, thinking that it was all his fault, he had said to Qi Bai that day that he hoped that he would never have any contact with each other in this life.If when they meet again, he is not so soft-hearted, but still stern as before, then Qi Bai would not dare to provoke him.
However, when things got to this point, even if Qi Bo met him, he treated him with courtesy and did not act presumptuously. He could only let the flow take its course, and there was no reason to lose his temper and speak harshly.
In a blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve. In order to thank the soldiers at the border, the villagers decided to send some New Year's goods to Lin'an City. Because there was no war at the border, Qi Bai's mansion had been moved to Lin'an a month ago, and that's why Duan Yishu did that. Frequent encounters with him.
Of course, Duan Yishu understood the real reason why Qi Bai settled in Lin'an.
They are all farmers and village girls, how dare you go to see the majestic Prince Ming, after discussing and discussing, you will come up with an idea, begging Duan Yishu to deliver the New Year's goods for them, the reason is that he can read and write, and can write articles , in front of Prince Ming, he will not be speechless.
Duan Yishu thought to himself that Prince Ming is similar to you, but only knows a few words better than you, so there is no need to be so timid.
It's just that he couldn't utter these words, so he couldn't evade them after some firm resignations. In desperation, he had no choice but to drive the ducks to the shelves, and led a few farmers to the commander-in-chief's mansion in the city.
Duan Yishu came to see him in person, which naturally made Qi Bai overjoyed, he hurriedly ordered people to welcome him in, and then called the head cook himself, ordering him to clean up the banquet.When I came back, I heard Duan Yishu said with a faint smile: "It turns out that the lord also has a cook in the mansion now. I think I have already fed the pigs with my rotten dim sum, right?"
"Where is it? I ate it myself, and I'm not willing to eat more. I only eat a small piece every day." Qi Bai argued eagerly, pointing to the backyard: "If you don't believe me, go into the inner room and have a look. Small pieces."
"You've already got a family, how can idlers enter such a place as the backyard?" Duan Yishu sat down on the chair, drank tea with a smile, and sighed in his heart that this tea seemed to be a gift from the emperor, and the taste was so mellow and sweet, that he could not I don't know how long I haven't had such a good tea.
"Oh, that... I... Although I have a family, my family... my family are all in the capital..."
Qi Bai's face darkened, and he only thought that Duan Yishu would feel at ease with him because he had a family, otherwise, based on what he said in the past, he would have died of old age, so he had no choice but to carry out this lie to the end .
Duan Yishu suddenly felt a little annoyed in his heart, even though he knew that Qi Bai didn't have a family, but when he thought of the unnecessary woman and child, he felt annoyed, and secretly thought that I let you take it by force, and I still don't have a family. If you don't tell me the truth, you still say that your family members are in the capital, maybe there are really beautiful family members waiting for you in the capital, right?It's just that Uncle and I didn't know, and even I was deceived.
Thinking of this, his face darkened, and he said calmly: "Since that's the case, why doesn't the lord return to Beijing for the New Year? If you want to let the concubine stay alone in the vacant room, the emperor must miss you so much, right?"
Qi Boxin said that I just wanted to see you more, let alone the capital, I would not even go to heaven.
But he didn't dare to say it outright, he just dealt with it with "hmmmm..." When he saw that Duan Yishu was a little annoyed, he got up and was about to leave, he stood up quickly again, he didn't dare to push, he just stopped at the door and begged: "Anyway, eat before leaving, I've already turned my back on the good, don't you see?"
It was fine if he didn't say this, but when he said this, Duan Yishu's memory could not help but return to those moments five years ago when he was forced to have sex with this person in front of him.
For a while, his heart was on fire, but his body that had not been caressed for a long time was a little weak. After all, Duan Yishu's only sexual experience was the half year with Qi Bai. The frequent love has already made him able to have sex even if he was forced to. happy.Therefore, in retrospect at this time, anger was second, but his body's reaction really made him turn pale with shock and feel ashamed.
So no matter how Qi Bai tried to persuade him to stay, Duan Yishu was still angry in the end and walked away.
Once he left the commander's mansion, he almost fled back home in a panic, turning his head frequently along the way, lest Qi Bai would arrest him and imprison him like he did five years ago.Duan Yishu didn't feel relieved until he sat in the courtyard and didn't see any pursuers after waiting for a long time.
While he breathed a sigh of relief, an imperceptible sense of loss surged in his heart, and he couldn't help but recall those eclectic scenes in the palace, which only made his face turn red.
But once this thing surfaced, it seemed to take root, no matter how hard he tried to drive it away, he couldn't pull his thoughts out of these pictures.
In desperation, he had no choice but to say to himself: "I am determined not to see him again in the future. As I said, I will never see him again until death. It's just for the sake of reuniting after a long absence. After so many years, I have never seen him again here." I have never met a person from the capital, so it is inevitable that I have a little bit of intimacy in my heart, and I must not do it in the future, otherwise if I repeat the same mistakes, wouldn't I regret it?"
After muttering to himself for a while, he finally settled down, and secretly made up his mind to never see Qi Bai again. If even his own control is so weak, there is no guarantee that the other party will not show his true nature at any time. .After much deliberation, even thinking about whether to move.
However, before he could make a decision, three days later, Qi Bai ordered someone to send a letter.
"Yi Shu, Zhan Xin is well!
Since I have lost my love, I should give it as a gift with respect, but my selfishness is more important than Mount Tai, so I still use the old name. I don't mean to offend, I hope you understand.
It's been five years since we parted in the capital, lovesickness reminds us, youth is easy to grow old.It's just that it's hard to see each other again in the rest of my life. Unexpectedly, God showed mercy and allowed Bai and Yi Shu to get together for several months.Even though I can't talk happily day and night, but for Bai, this is already an unexpected joy, and I don't dare to think too much about it.
A few days ago, Bai intended to stay in Yishu for a banquet, but he was sincere and had no other thoughts.However, the wounds of the past are so deep.It is human nature for Yi Shu not to dare to believe in Yu Bai.It was already a joy to meet each other, why is it so greedy?It can be seen that human nature is greedy, and there is nothing to do!Now I am really ashamed and regretful, but I can only ask Yi Shu for forgiveness with a sincere and upright heart, and my wish is enough.
Now that the Tartars in the north are invading the territory, Bai was ordered by the emperor to go to fight.The second is that there is a regular time for meeting and parting. Bai and Yi Shu have been blessed by God for the past few months.Sigh only sigh that there are thousands of different threads in the world, but you and I can only have two words in a hurry.
The mountains are high and the roads are far away, and there is no hope of seeing you again, but I pray to the world with sincerity, and wish Yi Shu a happy, safe and happy life!
Sincerely, Zeppel! "
"Lovesickness reminds me, youth is easy to grow old."
"Sigh, I only sigh that there are thousands of different threads in the world, but you and I can only use the word hasty."
"The mountain is high and the road is far away. There is no hope of seeing you again."
Duan Yishu murmured and repeated these few words in the letter. Slowly, the letter fell to the ground. For a moment, he didn't know what it was like in his heart. He never imagined that the guy who suddenly appeared five years later was actually In this way, I left again, quietly passing away from my own life.
Maybe... this is the best ending.
Duan Yishu picked up the letter, and it seemed that Qi Bai was racking his brains in the palace to think about what to say to himself, but in the end he couldn't write, so he had to ask someone else to write it, and attach all his longing and affection to this thin letter. The scene sent to myself on the note.
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I don't know how this day passed, and I can't help but think of Qi Bai leading an army to Mobei on horseback from time to time.
After returning from the palace that day, Xu Shi was affected by the glamorous scenes in his mind during the day, so he had frequent erotic dreams in the past few nights, returning to the old palace in the dream, and the two loved each other to the fullest.
Duan Yishu was very distressed, he did not know how many times he had made up his mind not to meet Qi Bai again, but he unexpectedly traveled far away overnight, and sure enough he would never see each other again.Only this time, there was absolutely no joy in his heart.
Winter is coming to spring, and the war in Mobei is in full swing. Duan Yishu is no longer indifferent to world affairs as before. Whenever he comes back with his uncle, he is always the first to go up to ask about the battle situation. He must hear that Prince Ming is well before he can rest assured .
In the blink of an eye, it was early autumn again, but the war in Mobei was not over yet.It is said that this time the emperor of the Tartars sent a very powerful general, and the two counselors under him were full of wisdom and tricks, especially good at obstacles. Therefore, Qi Bai, the Baisheng young commander of the Dajing Dynasty, really met his opponent this time, and the war lasted for more than half a year. , but each wins and loses.
Finally, on this day, Uncle and I finally brought good news, saying that the army of the Dajing Dynasty had won a very important victory on the Mobei battlefield, annihilating more than [-] enemies, and greatly injured the Tartars. The great general in Mobei was chopped off by Qi Bo.
Before the words fell, the villagers cheered loudly.Duan Yishu finally let go of the heart that he carried every day, and hurried home briskly, thinking that his parents were not far away, alas!It's a pity, it's a pity, if I can rush to Mobei now, I wonder what that bastard will look like when he sees me?Will he be ecstatic?Or will you resent me, so take it lightly?
As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but slap myself, secretly thinking Duan Yishu, Duan Yishu, you are really shameless to the extreme, what are you thinking about?Didn't they all say that they would never see each other before?You...how did you become as shameless as that bastard, and you turned your back on what you said.
But no matter how I control it, I can't restrain my joyful mood. I just think about Qi Bai's big victory this time. The emperor really doesn't know what to reward him. He is already a prince, so if he wins again, it will be divided equally Country?Hahaha, this is a joke.I don't know whether after victory, will the teacher return to the court, or will he return to Lin'an?
Thinking of Qi Bo's letter that said that there was no chance of seeing each other again, he couldn't help but feel heavy, and wondered whether he should send him a letter, implying that he was not angry with him?Of course, you can't say it outright, you have to use it as an excuse to encourage and praise his bravery and skill. It's just that that guy is ignorant, and he is so secretive. Can he understand the hint?
He wanted to turn around, take a look at the man who was once obsessed with him but finally let go, take a look at the young marshal who was worshiped and loved by the people like a god, but he didn't look back in the end, don't ask him why, he just knew, Qi Bai has been looking at himself, until he turned the path, he still seems to be able to feel the gaze following him closely.
"Fool, fool, why are you still so obsessed? You know that there is no fate between you and me on the Sansheng Stone." Duan Yishu shook his head lightly, and said with a wry smile. Just now he lied to Qi Bai, Qi Bai He also lied to him, but the other party didn't know his own lie, but he knew the other party's lie very well. Maybe Qi Bai would never think of it, and he would pay attention to the news about him, even if the news came from someone else. I heard it from my mouth.
Thinking of this, the good mood of the day couldn't help but feel a little sour. Duan Yishu shook his head vigorously, but he couldn't shake off the impact of today's chance encounter. For some reason, his heart... seemed to be slightly confused.
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In late autumn, when the weather is high and the sun is clear, in large tracts of fields, farmers pile rice and corn stalks into small haystacks, and when they are dry, they pull them home by bullock cart.
At this time, the field has become a paradise for voles, birds, pheasants and hares because of the corn grains, millet, bean pods and other things left on the ground. Often, after walking a dozen steps, you can see rabbits that are frightened and run away.
Duan Yishu himself has two acres of Susukida. Because his mother has been coughing for the past two days, he came to the field to pick a herb called blue flower grass, which is unique to this place. When he went home, he chopped it up and boiled water to drink.
In the endless fields, there was no one at this time, and the farmers who had worked hard for a year all took advantage of this time to rest at home, so Duan Yishu was the only one, making him even more lonely and deserted.
Fortunately, the herbs are not very rare. In less than an hour, he picked half a basket. After looking at them at home, he felt that the herbs were enough for seven or eight days, not to mention that his mother was at home by herself, so he didn't say he was very relieved. , so turn around and go back.
At this moment, there was a sound of "clack-clack" and Duan Yishu looked back in surprise, only to see a big pheasant flapping its wings on the small haystack not far away, but it couldn't fly stand up.
Pheasants are different from domestic chickens. When they are desperate for their lives, it is no problem to fly at low altitude for twenty or thirty steps.Duan Yishu wondered why the big pheasant suddenly started, but couldn't fly.
"It's just right, maybe I can catch it and cook a pot of delicious pheasant soup for my mother." Duan Yishu said to himself with a smile, while walking towards the big pheasant. He clucked loudly, and then he flapped his wings vigorously. The next moment, the fat pheasant "Pu Leng Leng" flew up and landed after twenty or thirty steps. "Cluck" screamed happily and ran away.
He couldn't fly before, but now he suddenly flew away, which made Duan Yishu even more curious. He hurried to the back of the haystack, looked around, but found nothing, until he felt a strange touch under his feet, he quickly moved his feet to look , Only then did I find a piece of emerald green jade pendant lying in the soft soil.
Picking up the jade pendant, without looking carefully, Duan Yishu recognized it at a glance: this is Qi Bai's jade pendant, it is said that it was left by his mother, and he is the same as the current emperor, so he always wears it on his body.
"I see."
Sighing lightly, and putting the jade pendant back on the ground, Duan Yishu understood in his heart: Qi Bai probably finally knew where he was staying, and followed him to the field today, so he used the small haystacks to hide his figure and peep at him. Unexpectedly, when he came to this haystack, he startled a wild rooster resting in the haystack. He was afraid that the wild rooster would reveal his behavior, so he grabbed the pheasant's paws in desperation, but unexpectedly the pheasant struggled and caused trouble. My own greed, on the contrary, came here.
In desperation, the guy had to let go of the pheasant and fled in a panic, but he didn't expect that the jade pendant fell into the field under the struggle between him and the pheasant.
Duan Yishu didn't know why he put down the jade pendant, maybe it was because since Qi Bai did everything in secret, it was better for him to pretend to be confused.
So he pretended to be calm and returned home.And then Qi Bai who arrived later saw the jade pendant hidden under the haystack, he finally heaved a sigh of relief, put his palms together, this is the first time in his life that the bully lord thanked Mantian gods and Buddhas so devoutly.
Since then, there have been more strange things in Duan Yishu's house. From time to time, pheasants and rabbits that have been washed and peeled will fall into the yard by themselves, and there will be a large bundle of firewood in the yard every few days.
He knew in his heart that this was all done by Qi Bo, but he just didn't know it. Anyway, that guy is good at riding and shooting, and it doesn't take much effort to hunt a few prey. Since he is willing to send them, he will stew them for his mother to eat, saving himself money to buy.
After the gold and silver that Qi Bai gave him back then bought a house and fields, there was not much left, and the mother and son were good at helping the poor, so within a year, the gold and silver were all gone.
All these years, I have been living on two acres of Susukida and the melons and vegetables grown by myself. Although I am not in short supply, I can't spend money extravagantly. The price of these wild game is very good in the city. He is never willing to buy it except for his mother's illness. Come to eat, now that Qi Bai has the heart, he silently accepts it.
Sometimes Duan Yishu couldn't help introspecting, thinking how could he become so shameless now?Although there is a factor that the mother needs nourishment, but in the past, the mother also needed nourishment, and he declined all the help given to him by the Jin Wenhou Mansion.How could he accept Qi Bai's small actions now?
Or: Five years have faded those hatreds a lot, but because of the previous relationship between the two, does it make him look at Qi Bai slightly differently than seeing other people?
This is a very delicate thought, Duan Yishu can't figure it out, and he doesn't want to figure it out.Seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, although Lin'an is warm all year round like spring, that's just an argument. In winter, it just doesn't snow, and it's warmer than in the north. You still need to wear more clothes, and you need to light a charcoal fire in the house.
Because of Qi Bai's secret help, Duan Yishu doesn't need to collect firewood now. The old lady is not in good health, so he can stay at home to take care of her.It was just dawn that day, and I remembered that the plum blossoms in the backyard were probably in bloom, so I might as well cut a few branches and put them in a vase. Wouldn't my mother be happy when she woke up and saw it?
So after looking at the stove for a while, he put on thick clothes and went to the front yard to open the gate, but unexpectedly he bumped into Qi Bai, this reckless prince was carrying a bag in his hand, and was about to go to the courtyard wall When he heard the door opening, he saw Duan Yishu, he couldn't help but be taken aback for a moment, then he put his hands and feet in embarrassment, and said embarrassingly, "You...why did you get up so early? You don't make a sound when you walk? "
"The soft shoes I was wearing had wind noises, so of course you didn't hear it." Duan Yishu said calmly, glanced at the big bag in his hand, and sighed: "It really is you, my lord, what are you doing?"
"Actually...it's really nothing...that...there is no war at the border, the sons are so busy that their hair is growing out of their bodies except for daily practice, this place is high in mountains and dense forests, and there are a lot of prey, so I let them shoot some. Wild game, give it to the poor, today... I am here to deliver it to this family, and... I didn't know... it was yours."
"Is that so?" Duan Yishu smiled slightly, knowing that Qi Bai was lying, he didn't expose it, but said softly: "Then thank you, my lord, but don't give it away in the future."
"Oh……"
Qi Bo drooped his head, he didn't even have the energy to say the words of justification and persuasion, he turned around and left slowly, as if he was a big dog abandoned by his master.
Duan Yishu quietly looked at his back, so lonely, thinking that he was all for himself.It seems too ruthless to say so myself.Then he called Qi Bo again and said, "Wait a minute."
Qi Bai turned around, he didn't look surprised, and when he was with Duan Yishu, there was never any surprises, only guilt and heartache.The other party will never say what he wants to hear. Qi Bai has a deep understanding of this.
But Duan Yishu turned around and went back to the room, after a while he took out a bag of things, handed it to him and said: "It's bitter cold in the border, and I don't think there is much exquisite food here, these are some dim sums I made, of course they are not as good as the cook of the palace, if you If you don’t mind it, just take it back and eat.”
Qi Bai took it over in a daze, just stared blankly, as if he didn't know what to say.
Seeing his tears welling up slowly, Duan Yishu's heart moved, knowing that he should turn around and leave, and he couldn't ask anything, but finally couldn't help it, and said softly: "What's wrong with you? But you're homesick? Then why don't you go back to Beijing? "
"No...it's not homesickness. When I became a soldier, I just want to be home everywhere. There is no such thing as homesickness."
But Qi Bo sniffed, wiped away his tears with his sleeve, grinned and said, "I... I'm just a little flattered, this is... It's the first time you took the initiative to give me something. We were together in previous years At that time, the lotus and mandarin ducks in ink painting were also painted under my compulsion, and later on, you voluntarily painted the fine brushwork flowers and birds, but unfortunately, the painting was not finished..."
When he said this, he felt bitter and astringent in his heart, and suddenly realized that he was stupid?Knowing that Duan Yishu hated that time the most, why did he take the initiative to bring it up? Because he was flustered and frightened, he said, "Well... I'm afraid my wife and nephew are about to wake up, you...you go back and take care of them .” Before he finished speaking, he ran away as if flying.
Duan Yishu looked at the back that gradually disappeared into the morning light, and he didn't know what it was like.Just lamenting that there is no grass in the end of the world, why Qi Bai must be trapped in the abnormal love in the past and refuse to get out?Suddenly remembered that the plum blossoms hadn't been picked yet, so he hurried back.
But within a few days, I heard from the villagers that the border guards often gave gifts with hunting and hunting. When everyone talked about it, everyone was grateful.Only Duan Yishu knew in his heart that Qi Bai was afraid that the lie that day would be leaked, so he hurriedly made remedial measures. He secretly laughed in his heart, and thought, did you remedy it?Didn't I know you were lying?
From then on, I would often "encounter" Qi Bai.
Duan Yishu was annoyed secretly, thinking that it was all his fault, he had said to Qi Bai that day that he hoped that he would never have any contact with each other in this life.If when they meet again, he is not so soft-hearted, but still stern as before, then Qi Bai would not dare to provoke him.
However, when things got to this point, even if Qi Bo met him, he treated him with courtesy and did not act presumptuously. He could only let the flow take its course, and there was no reason to lose his temper and speak harshly.
In a blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve. In order to thank the soldiers at the border, the villagers decided to send some New Year's goods to Lin'an City. Because there was no war at the border, Qi Bai's mansion had been moved to Lin'an a month ago, and that's why Duan Yishu did that. Frequent encounters with him.
Of course, Duan Yishu understood the real reason why Qi Bai settled in Lin'an.
They are all farmers and village girls, how dare you go to see the majestic Prince Ming, after discussing and discussing, you will come up with an idea, begging Duan Yishu to deliver the New Year's goods for them, the reason is that he can read and write, and can write articles , in front of Prince Ming, he will not be speechless.
Duan Yishu thought to himself that Prince Ming is similar to you, but only knows a few words better than you, so there is no need to be so timid.
It's just that he couldn't utter these words, so he couldn't evade them after some firm resignations. In desperation, he had no choice but to drive the ducks to the shelves, and led a few farmers to the commander-in-chief's mansion in the city.
Duan Yishu came to see him in person, which naturally made Qi Bai overjoyed, he hurriedly ordered people to welcome him in, and then called the head cook himself, ordering him to clean up the banquet.When I came back, I heard Duan Yishu said with a faint smile: "It turns out that the lord also has a cook in the mansion now. I think I have already fed the pigs with my rotten dim sum, right?"
"Where is it? I ate it myself, and I'm not willing to eat more. I only eat a small piece every day." Qi Bai argued eagerly, pointing to the backyard: "If you don't believe me, go into the inner room and have a look. Small pieces."
"You've already got a family, how can idlers enter such a place as the backyard?" Duan Yishu sat down on the chair, drank tea with a smile, and sighed in his heart that this tea seemed to be a gift from the emperor, and the taste was so mellow and sweet, that he could not I don't know how long I haven't had such a good tea.
"Oh, that... I... Although I have a family, my family... my family are all in the capital..."
Qi Bai's face darkened, and he only thought that Duan Yishu would feel at ease with him because he had a family, otherwise, based on what he said in the past, he would have died of old age, so he had no choice but to carry out this lie to the end .
Duan Yishu suddenly felt a little annoyed in his heart, even though he knew that Qi Bai didn't have a family, but when he thought of the unnecessary woman and child, he felt annoyed, and secretly thought that I let you take it by force, and I still don't have a family. If you don't tell me the truth, you still say that your family members are in the capital, maybe there are really beautiful family members waiting for you in the capital, right?It's just that Uncle and I didn't know, and even I was deceived.
Thinking of this, his face darkened, and he said calmly: "Since that's the case, why doesn't the lord return to Beijing for the New Year? If you want to let the concubine stay alone in the vacant room, the emperor must miss you so much, right?"
Qi Boxin said that I just wanted to see you more, let alone the capital, I would not even go to heaven.
But he didn't dare to say it outright, he just dealt with it with "hmmmm..." When he saw that Duan Yishu was a little annoyed, he got up and was about to leave, he stood up quickly again, he didn't dare to push, he just stopped at the door and begged: "Anyway, eat before leaving, I've already turned my back on the good, don't you see?"
It was fine if he didn't say this, but when he said this, Duan Yishu's memory could not help but return to those moments five years ago when he was forced to have sex with this person in front of him.
For a while, his heart was on fire, but his body that had not been caressed for a long time was a little weak. After all, Duan Yishu's only sexual experience was the half year with Qi Bai. The frequent love has already made him able to have sex even if he was forced to. happy.Therefore, in retrospect at this time, anger was second, but his body's reaction really made him turn pale with shock and feel ashamed.
So no matter how Qi Bai tried to persuade him to stay, Duan Yishu was still angry in the end and walked away.
Once he left the commander's mansion, he almost fled back home in a panic, turning his head frequently along the way, lest Qi Bai would arrest him and imprison him like he did five years ago.Duan Yishu didn't feel relieved until he sat in the courtyard and didn't see any pursuers after waiting for a long time.
While he breathed a sigh of relief, an imperceptible sense of loss surged in his heart, and he couldn't help but recall those eclectic scenes in the palace, which only made his face turn red.
But once this thing surfaced, it seemed to take root, no matter how hard he tried to drive it away, he couldn't pull his thoughts out of these pictures.
In desperation, he had no choice but to say to himself: "I am determined not to see him again in the future. As I said, I will never see him again until death. It's just for the sake of reuniting after a long absence. After so many years, I have never seen him again here." I have never met a person from the capital, so it is inevitable that I have a little bit of intimacy in my heart, and I must not do it in the future, otherwise if I repeat the same mistakes, wouldn't I regret it?"
After muttering to himself for a while, he finally settled down, and secretly made up his mind to never see Qi Bai again. If even his own control is so weak, there is no guarantee that the other party will not show his true nature at any time. .After much deliberation, even thinking about whether to move.
However, before he could make a decision, three days later, Qi Bai ordered someone to send a letter.
"Yi Shu, Zhan Xin is well!
Since I have lost my love, I should give it as a gift with respect, but my selfishness is more important than Mount Tai, so I still use the old name. I don't mean to offend, I hope you understand.
It's been five years since we parted in the capital, lovesickness reminds us, youth is easy to grow old.It's just that it's hard to see each other again in the rest of my life. Unexpectedly, God showed mercy and allowed Bai and Yi Shu to get together for several months.Even though I can't talk happily day and night, but for Bai, this is already an unexpected joy, and I don't dare to think too much about it.
A few days ago, Bai intended to stay in Yishu for a banquet, but he was sincere and had no other thoughts.However, the wounds of the past are so deep.It is human nature for Yi Shu not to dare to believe in Yu Bai.It was already a joy to meet each other, why is it so greedy?It can be seen that human nature is greedy, and there is nothing to do!Now I am really ashamed and regretful, but I can only ask Yi Shu for forgiveness with a sincere and upright heart, and my wish is enough.
Now that the Tartars in the north are invading the territory, Bai was ordered by the emperor to go to fight.The second is that there is a regular time for meeting and parting. Bai and Yi Shu have been blessed by God for the past few months.Sigh only sigh that there are thousands of different threads in the world, but you and I can only have two words in a hurry.
The mountains are high and the roads are far away, and there is no hope of seeing you again, but I pray to the world with sincerity, and wish Yi Shu a happy, safe and happy life!
Sincerely, Zeppel! "
"Lovesickness reminds me, youth is easy to grow old."
"Sigh, I only sigh that there are thousands of different threads in the world, but you and I can only use the word hasty."
"The mountain is high and the road is far away. There is no hope of seeing you again."
Duan Yishu murmured and repeated these few words in the letter. Slowly, the letter fell to the ground. For a moment, he didn't know what it was like in his heart. He never imagined that the guy who suddenly appeared five years later was actually In this way, I left again, quietly passing away from my own life.
Maybe... this is the best ending.
Duan Yishu picked up the letter, and it seemed that Qi Bai was racking his brains in the palace to think about what to say to himself, but in the end he couldn't write, so he had to ask someone else to write it, and attach all his longing and affection to this thin letter. The scene sent to myself on the note.
+ + + + +
I don't know how this day passed, and I can't help but think of Qi Bai leading an army to Mobei on horseback from time to time.
After returning from the palace that day, Xu Shi was affected by the glamorous scenes in his mind during the day, so he had frequent erotic dreams in the past few nights, returning to the old palace in the dream, and the two loved each other to the fullest.
Duan Yishu was very distressed, he did not know how many times he had made up his mind not to meet Qi Bai again, but he unexpectedly traveled far away overnight, and sure enough he would never see each other again.Only this time, there was absolutely no joy in his heart.
Winter is coming to spring, and the war in Mobei is in full swing. Duan Yishu is no longer indifferent to world affairs as before. Whenever he comes back with his uncle, he is always the first to go up to ask about the battle situation. He must hear that Prince Ming is well before he can rest assured .
In the blink of an eye, it was early autumn again, but the war in Mobei was not over yet.It is said that this time the emperor of the Tartars sent a very powerful general, and the two counselors under him were full of wisdom and tricks, especially good at obstacles. Therefore, Qi Bai, the Baisheng young commander of the Dajing Dynasty, really met his opponent this time, and the war lasted for more than half a year. , but each wins and loses.
Finally, on this day, Uncle and I finally brought good news, saying that the army of the Dajing Dynasty had won a very important victory on the Mobei battlefield, annihilating more than [-] enemies, and greatly injured the Tartars. The great general in Mobei was chopped off by Qi Bo.
Before the words fell, the villagers cheered loudly.Duan Yishu finally let go of the heart that he carried every day, and hurried home briskly, thinking that his parents were not far away, alas!It's a pity, it's a pity, if I can rush to Mobei now, I wonder what that bastard will look like when he sees me?Will he be ecstatic?Or will you resent me, so take it lightly?
As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't help but slap myself, secretly thinking Duan Yishu, Duan Yishu, you are really shameless to the extreme, what are you thinking about?Didn't they all say that they would never see each other before?You...how did you become as shameless as that bastard, and you turned your back on what you said.
But no matter how I control it, I can't restrain my joyful mood. I just think about Qi Bai's big victory this time. The emperor really doesn't know what to reward him. He is already a prince, so if he wins again, it will be divided equally Country?Hahaha, this is a joke.I don't know whether after victory, will the teacher return to the court, or will he return to Lin'an?
Thinking of Qi Bo's letter that said that there was no chance of seeing each other again, he couldn't help but feel heavy, and wondered whether he should send him a letter, implying that he was not angry with him?Of course, you can't say it outright, you have to use it as an excuse to encourage and praise his bravery and skill. It's just that that guy is ignorant, and he is so secretive. Can he understand the hint?
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