Xu Jun's life

If I don't have a knife, I can't protect you.

If I have a knife, I can't hug you.

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Someone told me last time that I am a sociable person.

In fact, it's because I don't look too aggressive, I don't have anything in particular I want, and I don't expect to get anything from others, so I am more accepted.

However, no matter how "compatible", it is a bit abrupt to appear in a living room where a group of young people are mixed.

Fortunately, those beautiful men and women have their own attention, and for a while, no one stared at me.

I often follow Li Zhurong's side, and I have a certain understanding of the people around them.

This group of people can be divided into two types, one is their kind, just like Zheng Yehu is to Li Zhurong, Xia Zhifei and Luo Qin are to Li Zhurong, even if the relationship is not friendly, they are of the same class.The other class is those who are qualified to stand here by pleasing them, whether it is a beautiful woman with ambition, or a star who can often be seen in the news, some people who come here because they want something from them also good.All of a different kind.

Of course, people like Lin Wei do not belong to these two classes.

I used to think that I was the same as Lin Wei, but later I realized that maybe I was just the class used to "pass the time".

I found Li Zhurong in the center of the group.

He was sitting sideways on a separate sofa, wearing a black suit, holding a glass of amber wine, with a slightly disgusted expression on his face.Although this is Zheng Yehu's party, he is also the most central figure.

I walked straight up to him.

The aura of "finding fault" from me was too obvious, and many people stopped and looked at me.

I am too familiar with their eyes. In the past many years, I have been surrounded by such eyes, guessing, guessing, contempt, suspicion, or pure dismissal.In fact, after living for more than 30 years, I no longer care so much about other people's eyes.

Li Zhurong doesn't even feel ashamed, why should I bother?

"teacher?"

"Come out, I have something to tell you."

I took a few steps, and there was the sound of footsteps catching up behind me.

When I walked to the door, my arm was dragged, and I tried to pull it back. He was probably afraid that my hand would really be broken, so he let it go.

"Listen, I don't care what you guys are up to, anyway, I've said what I should say, and I have nothing to say to you now..." I was so angry that I was almost incoherent.

He put his hands in his trouser pockets, his eyes were a little cold: "What did the fox say to you?"

"I will go to your company to report next Monday. I will not go to Beijing, but only in City C. I will not do materials, only transmission. Whether it is done well or not, I will only do it for one month. That's all. I will go to work, if Yes, I hope that we will try not to meet each other in the company this month." After I finished my words, I turned around and left.

Li Zhurong held my hand again, this time he didn't give me a chance to react, he skillfully threw me against the wall and pressed my shoulder.

"Although I don't know what the teacher is crazy about, but..." He narrowed his eyes and stared at me with scrutiny. His dark blue pupils could almost see through the soul of people: "Isn't it me who should be angry? Teacher."

"Let go."

He lowered his head, raised the corners of his lips, and whispered in my ear:

"Teacher, tell me first, are you here to declare war, or to beg for mercy?"

"Having known me for so long, have you ever seen me beg for mercy?" I asked him back.

"Sure enough, it's what the teacher would say..." He sighed with a soft smile, almost mockingly: "The man surnamed Meng didn't tell you, his grandfather is going to ask someone to tie him back? Want me Will you read the written apology from the Meng family to me?"

"It's time for me to go home." I said without hearing anything: "Please let go, I want to go home and cook."

His face darkened, but he quickly sneered and let go of his hand.

"Where do you want to go back? Teacher. Only by my side can it be your home."

This place is not remote, but there is no bus stop on the way out.

I walked for about 10 minutes, and my feet started to feel hot. I walked up a long slope not far from the Normal University. The road was very narrow, and there were tall black iron railings on both sides of the road. There are many luxuriant green vines, and the sky is dark. There are no street lights on this section of the road, and even the shadows are gone.

I walked a third of the slope, and suddenly there was a car headlight directly behind me, illuminating a large section of the road like daylight.

I hid on the side of the road and stood there to let it pass first. After waiting for a long time without any response, I covered my eyes with my hands and looked behind. The car was also parked there.I couldn't see the people in the car at all, I only saw a glaring white light, which should be a black car.

I didn't wait any longer, and continued walking along the slope. The light shone on my back, casting an extremely long shadow on the slope.The car followed me silently, without urging, without honking, and without making a sound from the beginning to the end.

Walking up the slope, the noise of the night market outside the university could be faintly heard in front, and there were also lights.

I walked for a while, and looking back, the car stopped at the top of the slope and didn't follow me anymore.Still with blinding lights on, unapproachable, not a word spoken.

Somehow, many years later, I still remember the car from that night.

Some people, like always have a dazzling light on, won’t let you get close, and never make a sound. Maybe you will have the opportunity to touch the side under the light, but it is more likely that your eyes will be stung. Helplessly lost.

I didn't expect that I rushed back in a hurry, and before I could question Lin Youxi, I was punched by someone.

It was Xiao Yao who beat me, and he opened the door for me.

I haven't seen him for more than half a year, he has gained a little weight, his chin is not as good as it used to be, and his complexion has improved. It is obvious that Xia Chen has taken care of his body - this can be seen from the punch he punched me.

"You bastard, old hooligan!" Professor Lu accuses me loudly: "You sneaked to Beijing! You pretended to be dead! You even went to the United States! Do you think you are making a movie? Look at your dry appearance , If you tear apart the bones, there is no meat, you dare to go up and down the mountain, and you still get together with that scumbag Li Zhurong without telling me..."

I was pushed down on the sofa by him and criticized loudly, I stretched out my hand and begged for mercy to Lin Youqi who was leaning on the door frame to watch the show: "Quick, help him away, I'm about to be crushed to death..."

It is completely unfeasible to reason with the furious Professor Lu. If you say you are right, he will refute you with impassioned hatred.If you admit that you are wrong, he will not let you go, and bully you enough.

Fortunately, Lin Youxi was really afraid that he would break me up, so he hugged him and dragged him away.I was able to escape to the kitchen to cook. As soon as I finished washing the rice, I heard him knocking on the door outside, scolding me for being an old bastard, saying that I was a wolf and didn't consider him a friend.

I can't do anything about him, it's just a headache, but fortunately, I took advantage of the chaos and got the phone off his body just now, so I can call Xia Chen and ask him to take this childish guy back.

Xia Chen was probably watching a movie with the children. As soon as the mobile phone was connected, he heard beautiful background music, and then the music became quieter. He probably came out of the audio-visual room.

"Xia Chen, I'm Xu Xu." I didn't need to call myself a teacher in front of him, and asked him directly: "When will you come to pick Xiaoyao back?"

Xia Chen smiled happily.

"Teacher Xu has a headache?"

"It's a very headache." I rubbed my temples: "Why did you let Xiaoyao know that I'm back? I remember I didn't fail your department..."

"It's the news from Teacher Lin." Xia Chen snapped Lin Youqi out: "By the way, Teacher Xu, I think Teacher Lin is making a plan around you."

"Don't care about him, Lin Youxi likes to play with these... The key is when Xiaoyao will go back?"

"When the teacher left, he told me that he would not be back until the afternoon of the day after tomorrow. But if Teacher Xu is willing to listen to me, I can let the teacher go home tomorrow morning."

"What?" I asked warily.

I will never forget that this 19-year-old young man is Li Zhurong's most valued cousin. He is closer than his family. By chance, he has been studying. I have never met him, otherwise I wouldn't let him get involved. Xiaoyao's loophole.

In my impression, Xia Chen is much calmer than Li Zhurong.

"Mr. Xu, when I say these things today, you may feel that I am another lobbyist. But I just want to tell you," the young man said softly, "My brother is the only one I know. A person who will not achieve his goal in order to get something, never give up, and even change his life plan for this. He never calculates whether things are worthwhile, but only decides whether to do them. He will not give up, will not pause, No matter how things go off track in the end, how messed up, he will never let go."

"Ms. Xu, you have stayed in Beijing. You should know the situation of our family. When you first met my brother, he was only 14 years old. You may feel that he has changed a lot compared to before in the past six months. He is almost like a Strangers, scare you. But you will also find that my second uncle and Zheng Yehu have hardly changed. You know, they have no other heirs, and you should know the situation of my brother's family. Things that require a price, not everything can be obtained through hard work, and sometimes you have to sacrifice something. Teacher Xu, you can disagree with Li Zhurong now, or you can refute him, or even leave him. It's your freedom, but you can't despise him. Everyone in this world can call him a freak because they don't understand, but you can't."

Probably because his tone was too provocative, I didn't know how to refute.

"What exactly are you trying to say?"

"You know." Xia Chen said lightly, "He loves you."