dear pinocchio

Qiao Yi didn't sleep well all night.

He used to think that this bed was very crowded for two people to sleep on. It was originally not a very spacious size for one person to sleep on. Holding something, Pei Mingfeng let him hug him, and still hugged him, and he didn't get angry if he put his arms and shoulders on his shoulders for a whole night.

When Pei Mingfeng was not there, he suddenly felt that the bed was very empty and cold, so he turned on the air conditioner.

Qiao Yi also made a plan, maybe he could change to a bigger dormitory and sleep in a bigger bed, now... oh...

As soon as Qiao Yi closed his eyes, he immediately remembered the scene when he bid farewell to Pei Mingfeng in the afternoon. Pei Mingfeng sat in the car and didn't even look at him. He couldn't get a glimpse of the scene in the car, but he could only see his own face reflected on the light black glass, full of guilt.

He did something wrong, how could he blame Pei Mingfeng for being ruthless?

Qiao Yi didn't know whether he was asleep or awake, but after a while, he remembered that when they were lingering, Pei Mingfeng kissed his ear and shoulder delicately, saying "I love you" over and over again.

He is always very impatient, dislikes pain and tiredness, if not for Pei Mingfeng coaxing him so patiently, he would not do it.

But now I miss the warmth of hugging each other and the sweat of melting each other.

Why?

Even if Pei Mingfeng remembered that he was a liar at the beginning, are all the "I love you" he said so many times these days fake?

Why are you so angry with him?

Qiao Yi tossed and turned, his heart seemed to be fried in boiling oil for a while, and thrown into the ice and snow for a while, hot and cold.

Pei Mingfeng's voice lingered in his heart.

——"Your matter is not a small matter in my heart, it is a big matter."

——"Qiao Yi, why did you lie to me?"

——"Brother, I like you so much."

——"Qiao Yi, I think you're still lying."

——"I am very happy to be with you."

—— "Sorry, I have to go back."

Qiao Yi kept waking up in the middle of the night because of palpitations, but it was not a wake-up, his head was still groggy and in pain, but he couldn't fall asleep when he closed his eyes. cold sweat.

The alarm to get up and go to work goes off on time.

The brain, which has been tortured all night, instructs the limbs and trunk to move, not to be passive and slow down, the arms and waist move first, sit up, stretch the legs, step to the ground, then stand up, and go to the bathroom.

Only teenagers would regard breaking up a relationship as a catastrophe. Human beings, animals that live in the social jungle, will not affect anything even if they are not accompanied.

No matter how sad it is, work and life have to go on.

Qiao Yi entered the bathroom, and immediately saw a pair of couple's cups on the shelf, each with a toothbrush, the toothbrush was also a couple's style, slanted in the middle, and the brush heads were right next to each other.

Qiao Yi was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, suddenly couldn't hold it anymore, tears gushed out of his eyes like a collapse.

He still doesn't really want to accept the fact that Pei Mingfeng has left. He really doesn't believe that Pei Mingfeng doesn't like him. Why?

He is so uncomfortable, doesn't Pei Mingfeng feel sorry for him?Why don't you come back to him?

When Qiao Yi arrived at the company, his eyes were still red.

Fortunately, his colleagues are all nerds, and no one noticed his slight ailments.

Qiao Yi pulled himself together and let himself immerse himself in his work.

After spending the whole day, it was time to get off work again, Qiao Yi procrastinated and didn't want to go home, what did he do at home?Facing the reality that no one is waiting for him at home?

The colleague asked curiously: "Xiao Qiao, are you not rushing home today? Haven't you finished your work? Your girlfriend won't cook for you today?"

It's true which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted. Qiao Yi used to forget this matter by working, but suddenly felt uncomfortable again. He thought about it, and said honestly: "We broke up."

colleague:"……"

The colleague was embarrassed and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I don't know, I'm sorry."

Qiao Yi replied numbly: "It's okay."

Unexpectedly, the next day, everyone in their group knew that Qiao Yi had been dumped.

The friends came to comfort him one after another:

"It's okay, there are no fragrant grass anywhere in the world."

"Yes, Xiao Qiao, you look so good-looking, and your hair is so thick."

"I have also been dumped. We are so busy at work, it is difficult to deal with emotional issues."

"I'll introduce you to the little girl another day. You're still young."

Qiao Yi: "..."

Why did he feel more depressed? ...

It's really good things don't go out, and bad things travel thousands of miles.

Even the boss knows.

At noon, when everyone had almost finished eating, Qiao Yicai went to eat in the cafeteria in silence. There was only one fried small yellow croaker left. He was just about to want it, but this time he was clever enough to find that the boss was beside him, and he took the initiative to say: "Boss, do you want it?" ? Here you go."

Gao Hai is considerate: "It's okay, I heard that you are in a bad mood recently, so I won't take others for granted."

There was no one in the restaurant, there were many empty seats, and Gao Hai wanted to sit at the same table with him, maybe because he felt lonely eating alone?

Qiao Yi didn't want to talk, he was very listless recently, he didn't have the time to flatter his boss, Qiao Yi felt more and more like a waste, no wonder he has been acting like a dog for so many years, even Pei Mingfeng doesn't like him anymore.

Forget it, waste is waste!Live as he likes!

Gao Hai looked at him quietly. Qiao Yi was really good-looking, but he himself didn't seem to think he was good-looking at all. Even if he was sad now, he would not be attractive.

Gao Hai coughed twice, and asked, "Xiao Qiao, do you think your work is going well recently?"

Qiao Yi raised his eyes. Could it be that he suspected that he could not finish his work well because of his emotions, he said bluntly, "I didn't affect my work."

Gao Hai: "Oh... I don't suspect that you made a mistake in your work, but you still did a good job. I've watched it all."

Qiao Yi said "Yes", "Thank you, boss."

After finishing speaking, he continued to bury his head in eating, and didn't want to talk to the boss anymore.

Qiao Yi really had no place to confide in. After holding back for two days, it was really unbearable, so he went to ask his sister if she had time to chat with him.

Among the friends around him, only his younger sister knew that he was in a relationship.

Qiao Yu naturally wanted to cheer on her brother's big relationship. She was shocked: "What's the matter with you? I only knew about it for a few days. How did you fall in love so quickly, and then dumped so quickly? Are you still in love? Have you been tricked?"

Qiao Yi said: "I'm already feeling very uncomfortable, so don't talk about me like that."

Added: "He didn't lie to me. Really not."

Qiao Yu asked: "Then let me ask you, did you spend money on that person?"

Qiao Yi: "...it took flowers."

Qiao Yu: "How much did it cost?"

Qiao Yi: "We live together... I pay for the rent and living expenses, and then he gets sick, and I pay to take him to the doctor..."

Qiao Yu's eyes widened: "Hey, he said he wasn't cheated!"

Qiao Yi quickly explained: "It's really not. At that time, he hadn't found a job yet. There was nothing he could do. He bought a laptop with one month's salary. It was very good to me."

"He has been responsible for cleaning, cooking and delicious food, thinking of me in everything."

Qiao Yu was shaken a lot by what he said: "It seems... that she is not bad. But, if you say it like this, doesn't she like you? Then why did you break up? And it seems that she dumped you , does her family disagree?"

Qiao Yi sighed and said: "His family is very good, very rich, and we are really not a good match in terms of family background. I thought he liked me very much... I really don't understand how he was willing to leave like this, even if I committed a crime. Wrong, I also apologized to him."

Qiao Yu asked in confusion, "Tell me what mistake you made first?"

Qiao Yi hesitated and didn't dare to speak, and was urged several times by his sister before he said: "That has to start from the beginning, I was with him because one day I happened to see him fall down the stairs, and I sent him to the hospital ..."

Qiao Yu asked: "Then she promised herself to repay her kindness?"

Qiao Yi shook his head: "No, he fell his head and lost his memory. I lied to him that I was his boyfriend, and he believed it."

Qiao Yu took a deep breath: "..."

Qiao Yi: "But I thought we were in love for a while, obviously he said he likes me... He was ill a while ago, recovered his memory, knew that I was lying to him, so he left..."

Qiao Yu took another deep breath: "..."

Qiao Yu looked at her brother incredulously in the video: "Qiao Yi, let me ask you a serious question. Did you sleep with her?" Then saw her brother nodded.

Qiao Yu was speechless for a while: "I don't even know what to say about you."

"I think you have to correct your attitude first, and listen to what you said. Are you deceiving me? I think you still don't realize the seriousness of your mistakes. I really didn't expect you to make such a mistake." This kind of thing, I am very disappointed in you. You even deceived people's innocence, it can't be solved with a few words of 'I'm sorry', okay?"

Qiao Yi: "I know, I know I did something wrong. I'm not...really, he seduced me first. "

Qiao Yu was a little angry: "Don't say that, I'm angry when you hear it, typical scumbag remarks, what do you mean she seduced you?"

She suddenly thought of it and asked, "Don't tell me, she's still a virgin?"

Qiao Yi was startled, Pei Mingfeng was really a virgin, but seeing his sister so angry, he was embarrassed to say so and didn't answer.

Seeing that her brother didn't deny it, Qiao Yu judged that she had asked the right point again, and she was so angry: "No wonder they dumped you!"

Qiao Yi said aggrievedly: "But I'm also a virgin..."

Qiao Yu: "Can girls and boys be the same?"

Qiao Yi held back, but still didn't have the guts to say that he was dating a man, and he was still the one below.

Qiao Yi said dejectedly: "Stop scolding me, I really know I was wrong."

Qiao Yu said angrily: "What's the use of you telling me? You go and apologize to her seriously. Since you don't want to part with her and don't want to break up, then you go and beg her. To be honest, I don't even want to encourage you. If you weren't my own brother, I would have blocked you. How could you be such a scumbag? Qiao Yi, you are the one who lied to the other person. Besides, he is still a virgin. You are really a scumbag. Oh my god... have you ever taken the initiative to find her?"

Qiao Yi shook his head again.

Qiao Yu laughed angrily: "How many days? Are you waiting for him to apologize to you and beg you to get back together?"

Qiao Yi: "...I dare not go to him."

Qiao Yu: "You dare to lie to others, but you dare not go to her? No wonder you and I must not have been deceived this time, it turned out that you were the one who deceived. Brother, you can't just because you were deceived once, you will be willing to degenerate , to deceive others again.”

Being scolded by her made Qiao Yi feel even more uncomfortable, but he gained a little courage and asked, "Then how should I apologize?"

Qiao Yu: "How do I know? I've never been in a relationship, and I've never lied to anyone. If you think to yourself, you must realize your mistakes and apologize deeply and sincerely!"

Qiao Yi: "..."

Seeing that he looked like he was about to cry, Qiao Yu softened her heart again: "Since I was a child, I have never seen you lose your soul because of any girl...Anyway, I think whether she forgives you or not, you have to Make a good apology, that's a man."

Qiao Yi nodded: "I see."

Qiao Yi felt that Xiao Yu was right.

No matter what, he had to solemnly apologize to Pei Mingfeng in person, and he didn't expect Pei Mingfeng to forgive him.

Think so.

But if he really wanted to take this step, Qiao Yi still didn't know how to operate it. He still had Pei Mingfeng's cell phone number, but he didn't know how to send the text message that he was going to send first, and he was worried for a few days. sky.

Then Qiao Yi saw the news about Pei Mingfeng's appearance on the portal news website.

I don't know how Pei Mingfeng dealt with his "uncle".

Anyway, it looks like Pei Mingfeng has regained his power.

Qiao Yi looked at Pei Mingfeng in the news photos, he was so handsome and aggressive, with an elite demeanor that made people yearn for but daunt.

Seeing Pei Mingfeng who looked like the sun like this, Qiao Yi was suddenly discouraged, and realized very realistically that they were not in the same world.

Pei Mingfeng is so busy, do you want Pei Mingfeng to listen to an apology just to match his time?In case of being rejected, it would be so embarrassing, wouldn't it be self-defeating?

Qiao Yi stared at Pei Mingfeng's photo on the computer screen in a daze.

Suddenly I heard someone beside me say, "I said last time, why did your roommate look familiar? He looks a lot like Pei Mingfeng."

Qiao Yi suddenly came back to his senses, Gao Hai didn't know when he was standing beside him, "Ah?" and said foolishly: "Yes, it's a bit like..."

Qiao Yi quickly closed the news page, and apologized: "The news pop-up window popped up, I just clicked on it to have a look, sorry, I will start working now."

Gao Hai smiled: "Why do you do this every time? It seems that when I am the boss of a black-hearted enterprise, I am not so inhuman."

After Gao Hai said a few words to him and walked away, Qiao Yi heaved a sigh of relief. Every time Gao Hai talked to him, he felt uncomfortable.He always felt that Gao Hai treated him a little differently from other colleagues, but he couldn't say exactly what was different.

At this time, Qiao Yi's cell phone next to the keyboard on the table vibrated, and a newly received text message popped out.

Qiao Yi saw the sender's name: [Xiaofeng]

It was just two words, and Qiao Yi suddenly panicked. He subconsciously wanted to open it, but he was afraid of seeing the sad content.

He took several deep breaths and prepared himself before opening the text message:

"I thought about it. You took care of me for so long and spent a lot of money on me. I should return the money to you. When are you free to come to me? I'm busy with work during the day, so come back at night , I have three days to spare."