We are together after my husband ascended to heaven

"Friend? But...but we are family now." Xiao Yi looked at her.Apparently, she feels family is more important than friends.

Lan Yue replied: "We will not be family members for a lifetime, but we can be friends for a lifetime~"

"But I want to be a family member with you for the rest of my life." Xiao Yi looked at her seriously.

For the first time, Lan Yue didn't know how to answer this question.

In the end, Lanyue said vaguely: "Oh...you are still young, some things are not as simple as you think."

Obviously, neither of them were so satisfied with this answer.

Lan Yue was silent for a while, then patted her on the shoulder lightly: "Don't think so much, you will have your own life in the future, when you give birth to a child, if you really don't want to raise it, you can also entrust the child to the scholar family If you are a person here, you can remarry yourself, and then you will have a new family."

Xiao Yi raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes enlarged slightly, as if in disbelief, how could she say such a thing?

She shook her head and replied to Lan Yue: "I won't remarry again."

Blue Moon responded.I went to put down the medicine and handkerchief, turned around and climbed into bed, and asked her if she wanted to sleep inside or outside.

Xiao Yi thought for a while, then asked softly, with a soft voice: "Can I sleep inside? I'll be scared outside."

Lan Yue smiled softly, let her crawl in, got on the bed, lifted the quilt and lay down and asked her, "Why are you so timid?"

Both of them lay down on the same level, covered the quilt, Xiao Yi turned to look at her.After a while, he turned over and lay on his side with his hands and said to Lan Yue: "Actually, I wasn't afraid when I was young, but then something happened to my family, and the whole family was sent to prison. The place where I was locked up was really It was too dark and cold, and cockroaches and mice often bit me, and that time was really terrible, and after I got out of there, I realized that no matter what I did, I didn’t dare to stay alone in the dark.”

"It's so pitiful." Lanyue moved her hand in the quilt, wanting to touch her to show her comfort, but suddenly felt that this movement was inappropriate, so she took her hand back again, and just said comfortingly, "It's okay, if you If you are really scared, I will sleep with you."

"But you will leave soon, who will accompany me at that time?" Xiao Yi looked at her with lonely eyes.

Blue Moon smiled.Originally, he turned to look at her, but now he also turned over, and the two of them were facing each other like this.

"Are you stupid? Have you forgotten that there is another one in your own belly? He will be born after I leave, and he can sleep with you then."

"But if he is a boy, he will not be able to accompany me when he grows up. If it is a girl, she will get married one day, and then I will be alone again." Xiao Yizai said When he said this, he was like a child without the protection of his parents, full of fear and anxiety towards the outside world.Worrying all the time, afraid of being alone.

Lanyue finally couldn't bear it anymore, she stretched out her hand and stroked the hair on Xiao Yi's forehead: "But your child will be with you for more than ten years, and it will be a long, long time, maybe it will be at that time You will no longer be afraid of the dark."

Tears from the corners of Xiao Yi's eyes fell down again, wet a spot on the pillow, Lan Yue didn't expect her to be such a sentimental person, so she turned around immediately, and went to touch the handkerchief on the bedside table again. Wipe away her tears.

"But what if I'm still afraid of the dark at that time, then I'll be alone again." Xiao Yi said.

Lan Yue was slightly taken aback, and first quietly wiped away her tears.There was an unspeakable guilt in her heart, she knew that the other party wanted to hear her say to stay, but she knew that it was impossible for her to stay, and she was unwilling to lie to her at this time.

Xiao Yi is not a child, but she is a little silly. She believes that if she says she will stay, she will believe it.Then when she leaves, she will be even more sad and sad.

Lanyue didn't want to see her sad.

Seeing that her tears were about to wet half of the handkerchief, Lanyue felt a little distressed, and comforted her with some embarrassment: "Don't cry, don't cry, you see I'm with you now, don't worry about the future You don’t know what’s going on and you’re sad, so just look at the moment, okay?”

Seeing that her comfort seemed to have had the opposite effect, Lan Yue felt a little guilty, she moved closer to her, stretched out her hand and patted the quilt covering Xiao Yi.

She wasn't too close, there was a restrained and polite distance between them.

after awhile.Xiao moved to her side in the past.The movement is cautious and tentative.

Seeing that she wanted to get closer but didn't dare, Lan Yue thought to herself, maybe this child is missing her mother, but it's true, when something happened to her family, she was probably still very young.

When Lanyue was sleeping with anyone before, she didn't like others to be too close to her. She would keep a space and distance of her own, but now she couldn't give Xiao Yi such a sad look. What does she promise.I just have to make an exception to comfort her once. Seeing her like this, if I don't comfort her well, I think I will cry all night tonight.

"Do you want me to hug you?" Lan Yue looked at Xiao Yi in surprise, looked up at herself, and explained a little awkwardly: "I think you look very sad, why don't I hug you and let you hug you?" Have a good cry and get well soon."

"Can... is it okay?" Xiao Yi put his hands on his chest.A look of wanting to move but not daring to move.

"Of course." Lan Yue finished speaking as if to prove herself.She moved her pillow to the middle.Then leaned over, and then stretched out his hand to wrap Xiao Yi's waist gently.

"!!!" Xiao Yi raised his head in shock and looked at her who was close at hand.

The two were too close.

Lanyue felt that something was wrong, but after thinking about it, she felt that there was nothing strange about what she did. Besides, they were all women, so there was nothing wrong with this action.

Lan Yue reached out and patted her on the back.Ask, "Are you feeling better now?"

When Xiao Yigang leaned against her arms, his body was stiff for a while and he didn't dare to move.He patted her on the back lightly, and there was a tingling sensation where she was touched, which made her stiff body soften all of a sudden.

Gently leaning against Lanyue's chest, breathing in the body fragrance from her body, her heart became quiet like this, the previous fears seemed to have never appeared.

"Thank you, I feel better now, and I don't want to cry so much now. You must be annoyed by crying so much all the time. I'm sorry, I just can't control my tears sometimes."

"It's okay, I'm not bothered. Girls, it's normal to shed tears. If you don't feel sad, that's good, that's good. Go to bed, it's late, and now you're going to have a good rest. You're scared tonight."

Xiao Yi hummed lightly, then put his hands on his chest.One hand gently pinched the corner of Lan Yue's clothes, and slowly closed her eyes.

Lanyue felt her heart beat a little faster. She was not used to such close contact, but seeing the other person leaning quietly in her arms, it was not good to push him out now.

For some reason, she inexplicably thought of the little mole on the back of her neck when she lowered her head when she was talking to Xiao Yi in the kitchen that day.

Lanyue felt that her throat was very dry all of a sudden, and she felt an inexplicable restlessness in her heart, but she didn't understand why.

After thinking about it for a long time, she finally blamed it on her sleeping too close to him.She just wants Xiao Yi to fall asleep quickly, so that she can return to the state of keeping a distance from her.

Her neckline didn't collapse a little from time to time, and Xiao Yi's face was facing her collarbone, and every time she exhaled, her breath would fall there.It tickled her, Lanyue wanted to avoid it and was worried that her actions would wake Xiao Yi, who seemed to have just fallen asleep, so she stiffened.

Lan Yue looked at the flickering candlelight shadows on the bed curtain, and suddenly remembered that she hadn't blown out the candle yet.She looked at Xiao Yi in her arms, thinking that she must have fallen asleep, and now her breathing sounded steady, so she gently took the hand holding her away and backed away bit by bit.

She was relieved when the lamp finally distanced herself from the person.Wei Wei sat up.Facing the bedside table softly, I blew in the direction of the candle, and the whole room fell into darkness again.

She didn't see that after she left and before blowing out the candles, Xiao Yi slightly opened his misty eyes and looked at her.After the room was dark, she froze nervously for a moment.After Lanyue came back from lying flat, she couldn't help but leaned over again, her body trembling a little.

"You haven't fallen asleep yet, I just blow out a candle and don't be afraid." Lan Yue put her arms around her back again, and was comforted by someone after a while.

In the dark, Lanyue thought helplessly, is this the feeling of being a mother?

Such a thought made her laugh a little.

Drowsiness soon struck, and it seemed that it was useless for her to keep her safe distance.

But fortunately, she didn't dislike Xiao Yi's contact so much, she could just let her hug her for a while if she wanted to, anyway, she wouldn't lose a piece of flesh.

When she opened her eyes again, it was already dawn.She found that her hands were a little numb, and when she moved, she realized that she had been hugging Xiao Yishui all night.

Looking at the peaceful sleeping face of the other party, Lan Yue felt unreal in her heart.

She never thought that one day she would be able to lie on the same bed with Xiao Yi.

The two still hugged each other and slept all night.

There is an indescribable subtle feeling in my heart.

Lanyue took out her hand holding her, lay flat for a while, turned her head to look at him, and began to observe Xiao Yi carefully.

To be honest, Xiao Yi looks really good-looking.

Her skin looked flawless, her face was round and round with a bit of baby fat, and her lips were as small and cute as cherries.The face with eyes closed still has the innocence of ignorance of the world.

If you look closer and carefully, you can still see the thin light yellow fluff on her face.

So cute.

I really want to... kiss.

Lan Yue suddenly widened her eyes in shock.

What weird thing was she thinking just now? ? ? ?

Lan Yue got up quickly, and decided to wash her face with cold water to calm down.

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I wrote it in the morning, and finally took the time to edit it and post it in the evening.Everyone, please remind me if there is a typo~

Days are more difficult, I try my best

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 1 lingering;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of Mo Xuanxuan; 2 bottles of He Jiawei; Yang Yang, 417763441 bottles;

Thank you very much~