deceased into ashes

My wife, Qianyi:

Wish to spread the letter and make you look good.

It has been almost a year since you traveled, how are you doing recently?

I have done a lot of things this year. I don't want to disturb you, but I think you will be happy after hearing this, so I wrote this letter.

Our Xiaoqian is already six years old. Although she is an orphan, she is very similar to your childhood experience.

I figured you probably wouldn't want this little kid to suffer either, so I adopted her.Xiaoqian can eat and sleep now, and she also knows to call your mother Zhou in front of your photo. She said that she recently dreamed that you were playing with her in her dream. I know it’s because you are kind-hearted and soft-tempered. this child.

The case in Shandong has been settled, don't worry, I will let that damn guy pay for his life, even if it costs my life, I will let him go to jail.Why has he been free and unrestrained for so many years, and only makes you sleepless every night... Don't worry, he will not escape, and your original father will not be less guilty.

You and your mother can rest easy.

I miss you very, very, very much.

A year ago, I asked Yan Min about you, but she was unwilling to talk to me at first. After I went to her many times, she was willing to tell me where to bury your ashes.I believe that I have no virtue and can't make you worry about this, so I can only rely on the rest of my life to repay every minute and second to realize your wish.

I bought a small wooden house by the sea for you. I planted white roses next to the house. They bloom very beautifully in summer. I planted them after carefully selecting each branch. You will like it... ..

When I miss you, I write all kinds of things to you. I drew flowers for you and wrote a piece of music. I haven’t played the piano for a long time, and I feel a little rusty.Recently, I read your article again, it is really good.

I have also started to learn art, and I have to say that your self-taught painting skills are really good. I have always felt that way, you are my star.

When will you come back to my dream?

I stopped drinking, smoking and self-harming.I listen to you, be obedient and live well.But I will never forget you, never in my life, I can't try to forget you, you have already been a part of my life.

Blame me for being too stupid, it's not too late to find out today...

You are me, the thought of my life.

You in the distance can't be seen or touched, but I always feel that you will be waiting for me somewhere in the future, holding a large bouquet of white roses I planted for you, wearing a white veil and smiling in the middle of the clouds.

I sometimes don't know how to express how much I miss you.

But it's the same as we were four years ago.Each other will depend on each other, and swear to each other.

I love you.

I'm sorry that I can only express this in superficial language. What I said before was always too casual, careless and not paying attention.But I want you to know that now I have been waiting for the day when I can see you after I leave.

Every day I am redeeming my sins, I rely on the belief of loving you to redeem my sins.

The mermaid turns into foam, I would like to embrace the foam for the bitter sea; I would like to accompany you to rise at sunrise and return at sunset.

May you wander in the world with your soul.

God gives you a lamp, I give you the moon; you will not be alone in the vast sea.

"Well, my dear Qianyi."

I wish you peace

yours, qingyue

2020. 1, 25